ANMELDEN“Sir Adrien, good morning!” the woman behind the desk greeted politely, her voice bright with professionalism. The man beside her quickly echoed the greeting as well.
Adrien only gave them a brief nod before turning to me. With a small gesture of his hand, he motioned for me to come closer. “Ma’am Cassandra!” the man suddenly called my name, his voice filled with surprise. I looked at him carefully, and my eyes widened in realization. “Wait… Aljur, right?” I asked, excitement slipping into my voice. The smile on his face instantly disappeared. He pouted dramatically, looking almost wounded. “Aljun, Ma’am Cassandra,” he corrected with an exaggerated hand on his heart. “You forgot me already? That hurts.” I covered my mouth and gasped. “Aljun! Oh my gosh, you’re right—I remember you now. You’re still working as a receptionist here?” “Of course I am,” he said proudly, puffing his chest slightly. “The salary here is good, why would I leave? Besides…” His eyes scanned me from head to toe before he grinned. “Woah, Ma'am, you look even more beautiful now. Is that the effect of studying abroad? You must be very successful these days.” I laughed awkwardly, feeling my shoulders tense. “Y-yeah… studying abroad was nice. And no, I wouldn’t say I’m successful yet. I’m still relying on my parents. I only just graduated from college.” Why was lying suddenly so difficult? I used to lie so easily when I was younger. “Aljun, is room 308 occupied?” Adrien asked calmly. I quietly sighed in relief. Thank goodness he interrupted the conversation, even when I know he wasn't aware that he just saved my ass from the unwanted conversation about my life in America. “I’ll check right away, sir.” Aljun moved to the computer and typed quickly on the keyboard before shaking his head. “No, sir. It’s unoccupied.” “Miss Cassandra will be staying there,” Adrien said. “From now on, reserve that room only for her. Please escort her to her room.” He was about to leave, but I quickly grabbed his arm to stop him. “Adrien,” I said, my tone sharp with warning. He looked at me with a tired expression. “Look,” he said with a quiet sigh, “I have a lot of things to handle right now. If you want to cook your own breakfast, you can do that tomorrow. If you want to be shown around, I'll have someone do that for you later. For now, the hotel staff will escort you to the room you requested. That’s the room you wanted, right?” He gently removed my hand from his arm and walked toward another part of the hotel that I wasn’t familiar with. I didn’t follow him. If I had been thinking clearly, I probably would have chased after him. But something he said made me pause—he knew my room number before. He knew exactly which room I used to stay in. “He’s just shy, Ma’am Cassandra,” Aljun joked with a playful laugh. “Maybe he’s jealous of me.” “Jealous?” I repeated, confused. “He used to have a crush on you, Ma’am,” Aljun continued casually. “Whenever you visited the resort before, he always volunteered to assist you—carrying your luggage, bringing you food, anything you needed. He never missed the chance.” My eyes widened, and I felt warmth creeping onto my cheeks. That was impossible. Adrien acted like he had a grudge against me. From the way he treated me now, it seemed more likely that he hated me. “I… don’t remember him,” I admitted quietly. “Ah, that explains it,” Aljun said with a teasing grin. “Maybe he really is jealous of me because you remembered me but not him.” Was that why he was rude to me? Because I couldn't remember him? Now that I thought about it, it would explain some of the strange things he said earlier and the way he sometimes called me Ma’am Cassandra. Did he really have a crush on me before? Impossible. It would be hard to forget someone with a face like his. “Uh, Aljun,” I said after a moment, “there’s no need to escort me. My room is on the same floor as before, right? I can find it myself.” I put my stilettos back on. As soon as I stood up properly, I noticed the female receptionist glaring at me. She nudged Aljun, who was busy looking at the monitor, and pointed at me while whispering something to him in a dialect I couldn’t understand. Aljun suddenly burst into laughter. “She’s Sir Lopez’s daughter,” he explained to her between laughs. “Aside from Miss Alejandra, Ma’am Cassandra is their youngest daughter.” The receptionist gasped and immediately turned to me, bowing repeatedly. “I’m so sorry, Ma’am Cassandra!” she said nervously. “I thought you were flirting with Sir Adrien. Miss Ale asked me to keep an eye on him.” My sister liked Adrien? I laughed at the thought. I wouldn't be surprised, she liked beautiful things and Adried was... that. “I’m going to my room now,” I added. “Oh, and can I have room service sent there? I haven’t had breakfast yet, and I’m really hungry.” “Of course, Ma’am Cassandra,” Aljun replied immediately. I smiled at both of them and walked toward the elevators after they handed me the key. There were now two elevators side by side against one wall. I stepped inside the first one that opened and leaned against the wall. My reflection stared back at me from the mirror. For a moment, I found myself staring into my own eyes, lost in thought. My heart began to beat faster. A strange feeling stirred in my stomach, almost making me feel sick. My palms were sweaty even though I kept wiping them on my skirt. The elevator stopped on my floor. I walked slowly through the hallway until I reached my room. Even the door looked different now. I unlocked it and pushed it open. The strong scent of cleaning products filled my nose, and somehow my nervousness faded. Everything inside had changed—the walls, the floor, the furniture, even the decorations. It looked like a completely different room. Strangely, it made me feel a little better. I closed the door behind me and locked it before dropping onto the soft bed. I stared at the ceiling. Everything started here six years ago. Sleeping with a complete stranger... and it was my first. I was an idiot. My phone suddenly rang. I had almost forgotten it was still in my skirt pocket. I lay on my stomach and reached behind me to grab it, checking the caller’s name. It was a video call request from Catherina, saved under the contact name “My Baby.” All my anxiety disappeared and was replaced with excitement. I answered the call. Her chubby little face appeared on the screen, though her eyes were still closed while she rubbed one of them with her fist. She yawned before smiling sleepily. “Morning, Mamu,” she murmured in her tiny, sleepy voice. “Morning to you too, sweetheart,” I whispered gently, touching the screen as if I could actually caress her cheek. “Go back to sleep, baby. It’s still early.” “Are you downstairs, Mamu? Where are you?” she asked drowsily, her phone slipping so only her lips and chin were visible. “Baby, I told you, Mamu is at work,” I said softly. “I’ll be gone for a few days, but I’ll bring you a gift when I come home. Do you want to come with me next time? My work is near the beach. It’s really beautiful here.” Immediately, she lifted the phone back to her face. She still looked sleepy, but the excitement in her eyes was obvious. She was only five years old, yet she was the most understanding child I had ever known. She always understood when I had to leave for work. She loved and trusted me so much, sometimes I wasn’t even sure if I deserved it. “I’ll miss you, Mamu,” she said softly. “I love you.” My heart ached at the thought of not seeing her for a little while. I blew her a kiss through the screen then bit my lips to force myself not to cry. God, I miss her. “I love you too, baby. Be good with Mommy Granny and your nanny, okay? Don’t cause trouble.” She was such a tornado of energy. She never stayed still and loved wandering around without caring about her surroundings. I could already imagine her nanny struggling to keep up with her, and my mother sighing in exhaustion. But my baby was lovable. I was sure she would eventually win her grandmother’s heart, I bet it was already happening. Catherina only hummed sleepily before her phone slipped from her hand. I heard a soft rustling sound, then silence. I stayed on the call until I heard her gentle snoring. “I love you, my baby kitten,” I whispered before ending the call. I hugged my phone to my chest and closed my eyes. Maybe next week I could finally stop lying. I couldn’t lie forever. Soon everyone would find out the truth—that I wasn’t sent abroad to study. I was disowned by my family. I never finished college. And I was a single mother. I didn’t care anymore if people judged me or laughed at me. Being a mother was nothing to be ashamed of. What mattered most to me was making Catherina happy and never making her feel like I regretted having her.“Didn’t you ever approach me when I was younger?” I asked. I stopped breathing when he smiled again. His expression looked so genuine that I couldn’t look away. “I did,” he said. “You were standing by the shore, and it looked like you were about to swim. Do you know what you did when I said hello to you?” I searched my memory, but no matter how hard I tried, I couldn’t recall anything like that. “No,” he continued. “You didn’t even say a word to me. You just grabbed my arm and suddenly dragged me into the water with you.” I burst out laughing, wiping a tear from the corner of my eye. It wasn’t a sad tear—maybe it was happiness, or simple amusement, and from laughing. “That actually sounds like something I would’ve done back then,” I said between laughs. “Did we start hanging out after that?” “You left the next day,” he said. “Then you came back a year later… but you didn’t remember me.” “I’m pretty forgetful,” I admitted apologetically. “And honestly, I didn’t really
After I finished changing, I stepped outside and returned to Adrien, who had patiently waited for me the whole time. My hair was still wet, something I didn’t like, but I didn’t have much choice except to let the air dry it. What I hated most was the feeling of damp strands sticking to my shoulders and back. I had left my swimsuit inside the locker I rented in the dressing room building. I didn’t want to carry anything wet while walking around. “Thanks for holding my things.” I took my bag back from Adrien, slinging the strap over my shoulder before standing properly in front of him with a small smile. He only gave a slight nod. He had grown unusually quiet, though I was relieved he wasn’t being rude to me anymore. “So…” I folded my arms across my chest and lightly tapped my fingers against my sleeve. “Should we head back to the pool, or… do you want to stay here a little longer and talk?” Somewhere along the way, his presence had started to feel strangely comforting. Even a
A few seconds later, Inna and Aljun jumped back into the pool, splashing each other like children. The three of us continued talking, and I found myself laughing as they shared ridiculous stories from their childhood. I had no intention of swimming again, so I excused myself to change back into my dress. I was wearing an orange one-shoulder cut-out swimsuit that revealed my stomach and part of my right breast, but in my opinion it still looked decent. It wasn’t overly revealing. I walked down the stairs leading away from the private pool area while carrying my handbag with my dress hanging from it. The pathway was a bit slippery from the water splashed around by children playing in the public pool nearby. I couldn’t stop myself from smiling. I still remembered how much I used to hate children because they annoyed me. Now I adored them. Seeing them laugh made me think of my cheerful and lovely Catherina. She would absolutely love it here. I was already planning to convince Da
My body seemed to relax beneath the water. It was quiet, and despite the pool being cold, my body felt strangely warm and comfortable. I would have stayed under longer if I could, but I needed air to breathe. I needed air to survive. When I felt my lungs tightening, I looked up and saw the sunlight filtering through the thick layer of water above me. I kicked my feet and swam upward, breaking the surface with a gasp as I coughed lightly from the water that had slipped into my nose. “Ma’am Cassandra, are you okay?” I looked up and saw Aljun standing in front of me. His shorts and sleeveless shirt were soaked from swimming, and his wet, slightly long hair clung to his forehead. Inna was still in the pool with me, though she had swum all the way to the far end of the Olympic-sized pool we were using. The place was huge, yet we were the only people there. “Hold on—I swallowed a little water!” I said with a laugh. He smiled and sat down on the edge of the pool, lowering his legs
The expression on Adrien’s face shifted in a way that made my chest tighten. For a moment, all emotion disappeared from his eyes as if he had gone completely still inside. Then the shock slowly surfaced, subtle but unmistakable, before something softer and more complicated followed. His jaw loosened slightly, and he seemed to forget how to breathe for a second. He didn’t say anything. The silence between us stretched so long and heavy that it became unbearable, and I could tell he was struggling to process what I had just told him. Seeing that look on his face made my chest ache. I wanted to cry. My lie was already enormous—and I had just made it even bigger by dragging Shawn into it. I needed to talk to him about this. I needed to apologize and beg him to help me pretend. “T-that’s why my dad and I don’t get along anymore,” I continued. “I disappointed him. I was still studying abroad when I got pregnant with… with Shawn’s child. It was a mistake. I wasn’t thinking.” Tears be
“You look beautiful,” a stranger complimented me while we were in the elevator. It was only the two of us. She was standing behind me, and at first I hadn’t paid attention to what she looked like, so I turned my head to glance back at her. She looked like a woman in her twenties—tall, beautiful, and undeniably attractive. But I didn’t like the way she looked at me. The tone of her voice and the way her eyes assessed me didn’t match the compliment she had just given. “Thank you. You’re beautiful as well,” I replied, returning the compliment with the same kind of look and attitude. “I’ve noticed you wear very simple outfits every day,” she continued. “I see you around the hotel often, but you don’t look like a guest. Do you work here?" The way she spoke hinted that she had been born into a wealthy family. “Yes. I’m the assistant manager,” I answered, raising an eyebrow. “Why do you ask?” “You shouldn’t be wearing clothes like that,” she said bluntly. “Someone in your position sho
***Present Day*** “Are you listening to me now, Cassandra?” I looked away from the beach and turned my attention back to my father. Dad was already in his sixties. He had a square jaw, a wrinkled face, long facial hair covering his pale skin, and hair that had turned completely white since the
He removed the top part of his uniform. When his shirt came off completely, his bare upper body was revealed. I didn’t expect him to have such a nice body.His skin looked smooth, and his abs were clearly defined. I even caught myself counting them. Six. I felt oddly disappointed when he final
***6 years ago*** Someone knocked on my door. I walked around in front of the body mirror, admiring the dress Mommy bought for me. I wore white flat sandals to match it and did my own makeup for the first time with the help of some online video tutorials. I was temporarily staying in one of
"Ah… look at you, Cassandra," he said. "Just like a cat in heat." He tossed his tie to the floor, removed his tuxedo jacket next, and kicked off his shoes. I quickly pulled my fingers away from between my legs, my cheeks burning with embarrassment. When I tried to close my thighs, he approached







