Carissa's POV
My small call made the man, who was standing tall while looking at his friends, lower his gaze and stare straight into my dark eyes.
“Long time no see, Carissa,” Dylan said in a deep voice.
Hearing Dylan's reply, my mind suddenly became chaotic.
Didn’t Raihan say this friend wasn’t invited?!
Then why was Dylan here now?
Did Raihan lie to me!?
As a series of questions spun in my mind, I heard someone shout, “Dylan!”
I turned and saw Raihan rushing down from the stage to greet his close friend. A warm hug was given by my brother to Dylan.
“Why didn’t you let me know you were coming?! I thought you were still abroad, Dylan!”
Hearing Raihan's words and his surprised reaction, I thought, ‘So, my brother really doesn’t know about Dylan's return?’ I glanced back at my brother’s close friend. ‘Then how did he end up here now?!’
“The opportunity to reunite with you all shouldn’t be missed,” Dylan replied after Raihan’s brief embrace before releasing him. “Besides, I have some matters to settle.”
Just as he said that, Dylan’s gaze suddenly shifted to me.
I was stunned and immediately looked away. My heart screamed, ‘Could it be that Dylan is going to bring up that night?’
Worried that Dylan would mention what happened a few nights ago, I decided I needed to leave immediately.
However, before I could find an escape route, Raihan and Dylan's high school friends surrounded us. My exit was blocked!
“Wow, Dylan! You’ve become a big boss now!” one of them exclaimed, clapping him on the back.
“Becoming more successful is great, but don’t forget to find a wife, okay?” another chimed in, winking playfully.
“Oh! That’s right! When will we receive an invitation, Dylan?!” someone else added, laughter rippling through the group.
I stood there, feeling like a deer caught in headlights, my heart pounding as the attention shifted entirely to him. Dylan handled the teasing with ease, flashing his trademark smile and replying with charm. I couldn’t help but feel overshadowed by his presence, the memories of our past swirling in my mind.
The teasing from his old friends didn’t seem to offend Dylan at all; he merely flashed his almost invisible signature smile and looked at Raihan.
“Aren’t these questions better directed at you?” Dylan asked, expertly shifting the topic back to the host.
Raihan rolled his eyes lazily. “Forget it… after breaking up with my last girlfriend, I want to take a break from love problems,” my brother said, referring to his ex.
That reaction made everyone look at Raihan with pity, while some purposely teased, “Ouch, poor Raihan. Do you need us to find you another match?”
“No, thank you,” Raihan firmly declined, then turned to Dylan with a knowing smile. “Instead of me, find a match for Dylan! He needs it more!”
Laughter erupted around us, and I felt the heat rise in my cheeks. Dylan chuckled, but I noticed a flicker of something in his eyes—was it annoyance or amusement? I couldn’t tell.
“Yeah, Dylan, when are you going to settle down?” another friend added, egging them on.
I stood silently, feeling trapped in this lively banter. The attention was back on Dylan, and I couldn’t shake the feeling of being an outsider in my own life. As they joked and laughed, I wondered if I could ever navigate this evening without feeling completely overwhelmed.
While the peers joked about potential partners, I couldn’t stop watching Dylan warily. In my mind, I kept wondering if Dylan remembered what happened that night. If he did, I had to commend his calm nature, which had never changed. So far, there was not a hint that Dylan had any issues with me! However, there was one more possibility: Dylan might have been too drunk to remember who the woman was that he spent the night with. Imagining how easily he could forget what happened between us made my chest feel a bit tight.
While I was busy with my thoughts, one of Raihan's friends caught sight of Dylan. Suddenly, a comment was heard. “Hey! If Dylan doesn't need to be set up with anyone, then there's me!”
The remark jolted me out of my daydream. Why was this conversation turning toward me? Seeing my troubled expression, Raihan's eyes lit up with an idea. “That's true. Old flames reigniting, right?”
The burly man immediately wrapped his arm around my shoulders and pulled me closer to face Dylan directly.
“So, Dylan? You remember me, right? Just take a good look. My sister has grown up and is beautiful; does she meet your criteria for a wife?” Raihan asked cheerfully.
My face instantly soured at my brother's words.
Usually, Raihan would belittle me, so why was he promoting me now? I didn't need that!
“Let go, Raihan!” I struggled, but Raihan's strength as a former professional boxer left me powerless.
“Criteria for being my wife?” Dylan repeated in a deep voice, making me freeze as I looked at him with worried eyes. “It seems more appropriate to ask me: Am I still on your list of potential husbands?”
Dylan's words made everyone gasp.
“Oh my God, you’ve been proposed to!”
“Quick, accept it!”
Hearing his friends' comments, Raihan chuckled, looking at me with an amused expression. “If you keep quiet, I’ll take it as your acceptance of Dylan’s proposal! That way, we can—”
SLAP!
The sound of my hand striking Raihan's arm shocked everyone, as they realized I had just forcefully pushed him away from my shoulder.
With a cold expression, I said, “I’m sure you all have plenty to talk about besides me, so I’ll excuse myself to serve the other guests. Excuse me.”
After saying this, without looking back at Dylan or Raihan, I turned and quickly walked away.
A female friend of Raihan's, feeling a bit guilty seeing me leave like that, hurriedly asked, “She’s not mad, right, Raihan? Was our joke too much?”
Carissa's POVI always believed brother and sister bonds were easy: being raised together, swapping kid moments, backing each other when our folks yelled at us. But in truth, my bond with Raihan was much trickier. We were never really close, even after staying under the same roof for a long time. He was too silent, too sensible. And I... I felt too much.But this morning, something seemed odd. Not due to a weird dream but from a thought of young days—of the yard where Raihan and I played... with Dylan.Once, the three of us were always together. Raihan was the caring older brother, Dylan the bothersome yet amusing trickster, and I—the younger sister who was often a target of their jokes. Now, we found ourselves on a totally new battleground, at an age where joy could no longer cover old hurts.That day at the work, I got message from Raihan:Come to meal at a home tomorrow ni
Carissa's POVThe next day, I stood before the glass dressed simply. Light blue pants and a gray top. My hair was half tied back, my face free of thick makeup. I wanted to look like me so as not to impress no one. Just to feel at ease.Dylan got here just on time. He h͏ad a long black coat and dark pants. His hair was a little messy but it made him seem more... known.“Morning,” he greeted.“Morning,” I replied as I got into the car."I got some croissants," he said, lifting a little paper bag.I chuckled. "You are too nice. Don't let me get used to it."He looked at me. “I want you to get used to it but not because I have to.”We went to a shop for books in town. While we drove, we heard old music—smooth jazz that made the quiet feel cozy. We didn't chat much but there
Carissa's POVI looked at the phone in my hand. My fingers were shaking, even if I tried to seem calm. I sent a message yesterday evening.Can we meet today? I’d like to talk, calmly.I was sitting in a tiny café hidden in a calm spot of the city waiting for someone who just few months ago felt like safest place in my life Gio.He got here ten mins later, in a dark coat and a face you could not read. His walk was quick and aimed—just like before. But there was no grin No gesture."Carissa," he said without feeling as he took the seat in front of me. "Let us get to point. What do you want to speak about?"I gulped tough. I felt I was set. But saying the words seemed like holding pieces of glass i͏n my mouth,“I’m sorry,” I whispered.He lifted a brow, leaning back in his seat.
Back then, our relationship was simple. Raihan was always my protector, and Dylan… he was the troublemaker who never ran out of ridiculous ideas. They’d laugh when I got mad, then make it up to me with ice cream or comic books. I never imagined that one day, those two names would become the core of my emotional chaos.And now, somehow… their roles have shifted. Raihan has started to open his heart, while Dylan… is slowly healing the wounds he once caused.I walked to the kitchen, brewed some coffee, then sat by the window hugging the warm cup. The rain hadn’t started yet, but the sky looked heavy. Just like my heart—full, not yet overflowing, but ready to spill at any moment.That afternoon, I went about work as usual. But during lunch break, my phone rang. The name on the screen made me hesitate: Raihan.I answered anyway.“Hello?”“Can you come to dinner at home tomorro
Carissa's POV I thought sibling ties were easy: playing together, making childhood stories, helping each other when mom and dad got angry. But the real thing is my tie with Raihan has been more tricky than that. We was never really near, even after many years in the same house. He were too silent, too smart. And I... I felt too much.But this morning when I opened a apartment door and saw Raihan stood there in his coat and tired face I knew something had change.“Can I come in?” he asked without preamble.I bobbed my head and waved for him to plop down on the sofa. He looked around my flat, like looking for something known.“Dad’s worried,” he said eventually.I leaned back on the eating chair, looking at my brother who now seemed older than the last time I really saw. There were dark rings under his eyes. “I am fine tell Dad that”“He wants you to go home,” Raihan went on, voice plain. “At least for the dinner this weekend. Mom, also.”I held my breath. “I’m not ready.”“Because of
Carissa's POV It was almost a week since Dylan started to keep his word: to be here with no stress, to care for me without pushing. And for reasons I can’t fully say, I began to feel... calm. Not totally well, but at least I could breathe without the dark marks of past hurts holding me.But that day, a message startled me.From Raihan.[I’m in town. Can we meet for a bit?]I looked at the screen for a bit then I said something.[Where?][Magnolia Park. Five o'clock.]That park, the spot we sat at together, talking about family. Raihan was my sibling, but it often seemed like more than that—he was a close friend. He knew much about my life; especially about Dylan even before things become tricky.I knew, if he wanted to see me now, it must be something big. Just before five, I walked to the park with careful steps. The afternoon wind brought a smell of grass and wet dirt. On the usual bench, I saw him already sitting - tall body, black coat, same known face: calm calculating.“Cariss