Carissa's POV
My small call made the man, who was standing tall while looking at his friends, lower his gaze and stare straight into my dark eyes.
“Long time no see, Carissa,” Dylan said in a deep voice.
Hearing Dylan's reply, my mind suddenly became chaotic.
Didn’t Raihan say this friend wasn’t invited?!
Then why was Dylan here now?
Did Raihan lie to me!?
As a series of questions spun in my mind, I heard someone shout, “Dylan!”
I turned and saw Raihan rushing down from the stage to greet his close friend. A warm hug was given by my brother to Dylan.
“Why didn’t you let me know you were coming?! I thought you were still abroad, Dylan!”
Hearing Raihan's words and his surprised reaction, I thought, ‘So, my brother really doesn’t know about Dylan's return?’ I glanced back at my brother’s close friend. ‘Then how did he end up here now?!’
“The opportunity to reunite with you all shouldn’t be missed,” Dylan replied after Raihan’s brief embrace before releasing him. “Besides, I have some matters to settle.”
Just as he said that, Dylan’s gaze suddenly shifted to me.
I was stunned and immediately looked away. My heart screamed, ‘Could it be that Dylan is going to bring up that night?’
Worried that Dylan would mention what happened a few nights ago, I decided I needed to leave immediately.
However, before I could find an escape route, Raihan and Dylan's high school friends surrounded us. My exit was blocked!
“Wow, Dylan! You’ve become a big boss now!” one of them exclaimed, clapping him on the back.
“Becoming more successful is great, but don’t forget to find a wife, okay?” another chimed in, winking playfully.
“Oh! That’s right! When will we receive an invitation, Dylan?!” someone else added, laughter rippling through the group.
I stood there, feeling like a deer caught in headlights, my heart pounding as the attention shifted entirely to him. Dylan handled the teasing with ease, flashing his trademark smile and replying with charm. I couldn’t help but feel overshadowed by his presence, the memories of our past swirling in my mind.
The teasing from his old friends didn’t seem to offend Dylan at all; he merely flashed his almost invisible signature smile and looked at Raihan.
“Aren’t these questions better directed at you?” Dylan asked, expertly shifting the topic back to the host.
Raihan rolled his eyes lazily. “Forget it… after breaking up with my last girlfriend, I want to take a break from love problems,” my brother said, referring to his ex.
That reaction made everyone look at Raihan with pity, while some purposely teased, “Ouch, poor Raihan. Do you need us to find you another match?”
“No, thank you,” Raihan firmly declined, then turned to Dylan with a knowing smile. “Instead of me, find a match for Dylan! He needs it more!”
Laughter erupted around us, and I felt the heat rise in my cheeks. Dylan chuckled, but I noticed a flicker of something in his eyes—was it annoyance or amusement? I couldn’t tell.
“Yeah, Dylan, when are you going to settle down?” another friend added, egging them on.
I stood silently, feeling trapped in this lively banter. The attention was back on Dylan, and I couldn’t shake the feeling of being an outsider in my own life. As they joked and laughed, I wondered if I could ever navigate this evening without feeling completely overwhelmed.
While the peers joked about potential partners, I couldn’t stop watching Dylan warily. In my mind, I kept wondering if Dylan remembered what happened that night. If he did, I had to commend his calm nature, which had never changed. So far, there was not a hint that Dylan had any issues with me! However, there was one more possibility: Dylan might have been too drunk to remember who the woman was that he spent the night with. Imagining how easily he could forget what happened between us made my chest feel a bit tight.
While I was busy with my thoughts, one of Raihan's friends caught sight of Dylan. Suddenly, a comment was heard. “Hey! If Dylan doesn't need to be set up with anyone, then there's me!”
The remark jolted me out of my daydream. Why was this conversation turning toward me? Seeing my troubled expression, Raihan's eyes lit up with an idea. “That's true. Old flames reigniting, right?”
The burly man immediately wrapped his arm around my shoulders and pulled me closer to face Dylan directly.
“So, Dylan? You remember me, right? Just take a good look. My sister has grown up and is beautiful; does she meet your criteria for a wife?” Raihan asked cheerfully.
My face instantly soured at my brother's words.
Usually, Raihan would belittle me, so why was he promoting me now? I didn't need that!
“Let go, Raihan!” I struggled, but Raihan's strength as a former professional boxer left me powerless.
“Criteria for being my wife?” Dylan repeated in a deep voice, making me freeze as I looked at him with worried eyes. “It seems more appropriate to ask me: Am I still on your list of potential husbands?”
Dylan's words made everyone gasp.
“Oh my God, you’ve been proposed to!”
“Quick, accept it!”
Hearing his friends' comments, Raihan chuckled, looking at me with an amused expression. “If you keep quiet, I’ll take it as your acceptance of Dylan’s proposal! That way, we can—”
SLAP!
The sound of my hand striking Raihan's arm shocked everyone, as they realized I had just forcefully pushed him away from my shoulder.
With a cold expression, I said, “I’m sure you all have plenty to talk about besides me, so I’ll excuse myself to serve the other guests. Excuse me.”
After saying this, without looking back at Dylan or Raihan, I turned and quickly walked away.
A female friend of Raihan's, feeling a bit guilty seeing me leave like that, hurriedly asked, “She’s not mad, right, Raihan? Was our joke too much?”
Carissa's POV I wondered if Dylan had ever imagined such a simple life—flowers on the table, small laughs in the living room, light conversations without the shadow of secrets?Until finally, I sat down on the sofa, writing again in my diary. I wrote about Dylan, about how one small sentence from him could change the feeling in my chest. About how I learned to love not from grand promises, but from the small presence he gave me.The writing stopped when I heard the key turn in the lock. My heart pounded. Dylan rarely came home early, but this time was different.He walked in slowly, setting his bag on the table. His face was serious, but there was a sense of determination in his eyes.“What’s wrong?” I asked.He sat beside me, looked down for a moment, and then said, “I can’t promise I can tell you everything now. But I don’t want you to continue to feel like a stranger in my life.”I was stunned. Those words were more profound than anything he had ever said before.“Dylan…” my voic
Carissa's POV A small smile appeared on his lips, a smile I’d rarely seen lately. A smile that made me want to believe that whatever he was hiding, I could bear it with him.We finished our meal in a warmer silence. Afterward, Dylan reached for my hand across the table, his grip tightening. There were no additional words, just a touch that spoke louder than anything else.I let the silence envelop us, feeling that perhaps this was his way of showing love, even in secret, even in fear.His hand remained in mine as he took a deep breath. For a moment, I thought he would return to his usual silence. But then, he loosened his grip, looked down, and then looked up hesitantly.“I was thinking,” he said, his voice heavy. “About my work.”I raised an eyebrow, trying to suppress my surprise. Dylan rarely talked about his work directly. Usually, it was just a brief, necessary answer.I waited without interrupting. “Sometimes…” he paused, his finger tapping lightly on the table surface, “…some
Carissa's POV I paused for a moment in front of the door, feeling the cool air from the slowly rotating fan. My heart felt as if I had just found something I had been searching for.“Welcome,” a woman’s soft voice greeted me. She stood behind the counter, wearing a simple cream-colored apron. Her smile was friendly, her eyes serene.I nodded slowly.“Hello. The flowers are beautiful.”“Please take a look around. If anything catches your eye, let me know.”I walked slowly, down the small aisle between the shelves. My eyes moved from one flower to another. There was something serene about the room. It was as if the world outside had stopped for a moment, replaced by a mix of colors and fragrances.My hand stopped on a white rose. Its petals were tight and soft. I imagined it on the table in the living room. But I felt hesitant, roses were too formal, too full of symbols I might not be ready to embrace.I shifted, and my eyes fell on a sunflower. The yellow was so bright, the stem sturd
Carissa's POVI just smiled faintly, staring at my reflection in the mirror in front of me. My hair was wet, sticking to my skin. The faint circles under my eyes were becoming more visible.“But your hair is nice,” she said again, “thick, easy to manage. It’s just a bit dry at the end. You straighten it often.”I turned my head slightly.“Rarely. I tie it up more often. Sometimes I forget to use vitamins.”“Yeah, that’s normal. Most people do that. We’ll give it vitamins to make it softer. It’s a shame to let your hair dry out if it’s long.”I took a deep breath.“Yes, you can. Thanks.”There was a moment of silence. I felt strange because I usually don't like to talk much during treatments. But there was something about the
Carissa's POVDylan left early today. The shirt he’d ironed the night before still clung to his shoulders, his hair neatly combed, his face focused. I could only watch from the dining table as he sipped his coffee, his steps occasionally hurried as if something were chasing him.“I’ll go now,” he said curtly.I nodded, trying to hide my mixed feelings. “Be careful, okay?”He paused briefly in front of the door, looking at me as if wanting to add something. But then he just smiled faintly, then left. The door closed softly, leaving a long silence.I sat in the chair for a long time, staring at his coffee cup, still faintly steaming. There was a part of me that wanted to chase him, hug him from behind, tell him I could be his home anytime. But there was also a part that chose to remain silent, to let Dylan have his space.Since Raiha
Carissa's POVI woke up later than usual. The bed was still warm beside me, a sign that Dylan hadn't moved long ago. From the kitchen came faint sounds, plates touching, spoons scraping against glasses. I smiled slightly, got up, and walked over.Dylan was pouring hot water into two cups. His back was straight, but his movements were slow, as if he was careful not to make a loud noise.“It’s rare for you to go first,” I said, sitting down in the chair.He glanced over briefly, a faint smile appearing. “Take turns. You looked tired last night.”I chuckled. “I’m not that strong. Talking a lot, laughing a lot, can actually make you tired.”“Seems,” he replied briefly, then placed the cup in front of me. The aroma of tea wafted warmly. I stared at the steam rising, feeling a comfortable, if slightly awkward, sil