[Charlotte]
Kissing this man is a drug, a dangerous powerful elixir giving me life while also stealing my breath.
Our bodies are locked together for the entire ride as we sample one another, our hands tentatively exploring, enjoying the first taste of what the night promises.
The car stops outside one of the most expensive hotels in the city. Once his driver opens the door, my devil helps smooth my dress down as he gently rocks me forward, pulling me out of the back seat. He drapes his jacket across my shoulders, shielding my body from the view of others in a way that feels both possessive and protective.
“Welcome home, Sir,” the door attendant tips his hat to us as he opens the door for us.
Hand in hand he leads me to the elevator. As soon as the doors close behind us, he walks me into the wall of the elevator, kissing me gently at first, and then more passionately. His hand reaches down to cup my bottom and feeling bold I lean against him, hooking my right leg to his hip so that he can get even closer, his arms keeping me steady.
When the doors open to his penthouse, he scoops me into his arms, pushes open the door to his bedroom, and gently sets me onto the fine cotton sheets. He joins me on the bed, pressing himself into my hands which are busy discovering the beautifully sculpted contours of his chest. Placing himself between my legs as he kisses me, pushing us both into the soft mattress, I wrap my legs around his waist as we melt into one another, the simple touch of his body against mine creating cascading ripples of pleasure throughout my body. As he moans into my lips and I come undone, my body feels liquid in his hands.
Behind him, The San Francisco skyline glows faintly in the distance, lighting the otherwise dark room, casting his body in silhouette, making him seem bigger as he looms over me, licking his lips as if deciding which part of me he wants to consume first.
I use his shirt to pull him down to me again. Licking a trail from his neck to his navel, I nibble here and there, leaving little teeth marks along his collarbone. He hisses in pleasure before taking back control. Sitting above me, he unzips the front of my dress, the zipper starting at the neckline and extending down to the bottom. Unwrapping me like a present, my dress falls to both sides, my body nude like an offering. Every roll and curve, every mark from bearing my children, is in full view, etched across my skin like battle scars. I lay before him vulnerable and exposed. I reach my hands up to cover my breasts and stomach.
He grabs both arms, holding them captive above my head.
“Mon Dieu,” he pants, taking a moment to enjoy the view. “You are stunning.”
Starting at my eyes, he kisses each one before kissing my nose, my lips, and the hollow of my neck. The whole time he doesn't let me cover myself, keeping my arms above my head.
"So beautiful," he repeats as he makes his way down my body. "Perfect. My Angel."
When he reaches my mound, he begins to suck on my clit through the silk of my panties, using his tongue and teeth to play with my little nub, setting off fireworks in my mind. My breath grows short, as I grab a handful of sheet and bite my tongue to keep from screaming. Andy always shamed me for being too loud, saying it made me sound like a whore.
Looking up, seeing me so close to climax, he smiles. "I want you to sing for me, mon cher, I want to hear the pleasure that I bring you."
"But what if I'm too loud," I protest.
"Impossible," he grins impishly as he kisses his way down my inner thigh.
Grabbing my legs by the knees, he scoots me closer. Biting the band of my thong, he removes my panties using his teeth, licking his lips as he wraps my legs around his neck.
“Better,” he purrs, his crisp California consonants melting away, his accent becoming decidedly more southern. The sound of his voice warms me up from the inside out, charming me. It is sexy and exotic, and coming from a man like him, dangerous.
He begins to devour me, to claim me with his mouth in a way that I have never experienced. I had always wanted to experience this but have never had the opportunity. As his tongue tunnels his way into my core, my eyes roll back into my head, my back arching as I scream my pleasure into the night.
Wiping his face with the corner of his shirt, he looks satisfied and smug. "Oh don't get too comfortable, cher. The night is still young."
I shiver at the thought of all the delicious things he has in store for me.
“Tell me your name,” he begs as he begins to fumble with the buckle on his belt.
“No names,” I pant, reaching up to help him, “And no promises. I just need to forget. Please help me forget.”
“That I can do, Angel,” he kicks off his shoes and rejoins me on the bed, pulling off the rest of his clothes. “When I’m done with you, you’ll never think of anyone else again.”
For those few hours of bliss, he keeps his word. I forget about everyone and everything, living in this moment with him.
By the time we are fully spent and lying side by side, I am completely sober and a sense of dread begins to descend on me like a dark cloud. This is not how I was raised to behave. I have never been this type of girl.
Waiting until I know he is asleep, I creep out carefully. I can't find my dress, so I grab his white button-front shirt to cover myself. It is so large on me that it goes down to my knees like a dress and smells so strongly of him that I almost swoon. Perfect. Something to remember him by.
Closing the door behind me quietly, I creep out of the room like a bandit. I am not ready to face what complications the daylight might bring, and I am sure he won't mind not having to pretend to care for me in the morning. If I see him the next day he'll become real. This night, that man, was too amazing to be real. My mind needs it to remain a fantasy.
"Goodbye, Devil," I smirk, thinking of his charming, mischievous smile. “I hope I never see you again.”
[Micah]
It is morning. The harsh light of daybreak hurts my eyes as I blink awake. That was the best sleep I have ever had, wrapped in the arms and thoughts of a beautiful woman. A woman who has vanished, leaving without a word or a note.
Her lingering perfume reminds me of the night we shared, and I find myself growing hard at the memory. Everything about her is perfect: Her hair, her eyes, how the curves of her body fit seamlessly against my own, the way she curls her toes as she moans. She is strong and soft, passionate and wanton with a hunger inside of her that is all-consuming yet welcoming and inviting, giving as much as she takes.
Whoever broke her heart didn't deserve her. She was someone meant to be honored and worshiped, not discarded and left to cry alone in a bar, made to feel so low that she would take comfort in a stranger.
I didn't even get her name.
But that's what she wanted. Anonymity.
But I want more.
I will find her.
My angel.
She will be mine.
[Charlotte]I don't remember much after that moment when I first attacked McAllister. I was lost in the moment, avenging my fallen friend, making sure that he didn't get up ever again. And then I felt a sting on my back and a rush of heat. I fell to the ground and the rest faded into nothing. When I woke up in the hospital two days later and Juni was by my side, I thought I must be dead. But I wasn't. She isn't dead, and neither am I. An hour or so later, Micah arrives in the room smelling clean and looking tidy, his arms full of dozens of chrysanthemums in shades of gold and white. "A gift, from the Masumotos, " he explains as he sets them down next to my bed. Juni kisses me on the cheek and says she'll see me later as she leaves Micah and me alone. "The girls are fine," he says as he takes a seat, "And as you can see, so is Juni. Everyone is safe."I nod. It's all starting to feel like a bad dream. A nightmare I didn't think I'd wake from. "Was it ever Juni in that room?" I ask
[Micah][Earlier that evening]Stepping out of my car, I am flanked by my crew as together we walk straight into the dragon's den. Our enemy, McAllister, is going down tonight. We aren't alone as we approach the landing. It seems that McAllister called in all of the faction heads to attend his VIP event. Even the current head of the Skeleton Crew is here, Bones LeRoux bringing full Louisiana flair, from his checkered suit to his ivory-topped cane. Mobs bosses and gang leaders from across the country all gathered in one place. McAllister is planning something. Something big. Maybe this wasn't just about MMK Industries. Does McAllister have plans for a global expansion? "Nah," I say to myself, realizing the truth. "He's just trying to show off." Roger, standing next to me, nods in agreement. For a man who is outwardly plain and prefers to remain unnoticed, he does have a way of making himself showy when he needs to. As soon as we pass the threshold to his mansion, the drab exterior
[Charlotte]The flight over was grim. We are not going to Portland on holiday--it is a rescue mission. Micah and I stayed next to one another, but I couldn't cuddle in his arms the way I'd prefer. We both had to be generals of this little rag-tag army of ours. I have my girls, my Blue Diamonds, and he has his Angels and his soldiers, his troops on the ground. There would be time for snuggling later. If we all survive this. And if we don't, I guess we'll have to find each other in the next life. As soon as we land we'll be going our separate ways. He'll be taking his people to the Tattooed Walls. We'd be McAllister's guests in one of his hotels.Our time went by much too quickly. It felt like a blink Holding my hand, we disembarked together, Micah refusing to let go of me until he had no other choice. Waiting on the tarmac were two cars heading in different directions. If all goes well, we'll be back here tonight, on our way home.And if it doesn't...Using our intertwined hands as
[Micah]I do not like this plan of Charlotte's. It is too dangerous. She is putting too much at risk, even surrounded by her Blue Diamonds. As part of the plan she made with McAllister, she and her girls will be providing "entertainment" for him and a few choice guests. "A private, intimate party for only the very best customers." Just the thought of her in a room with his kind of people makes my heart race and my vision blur with fear and anger."I'm counting on you to make the most of the time we give you," Charlotte demands, holding my face between her hands as she looks me dead in the eyes. "My girls and I can take whatever he dishes out, don't you worry about us. He isn't going to expect that a bunch of strippers are also cold-blooded assassins. But we are only the distraction. We need you and your boys to get us out of there safe."I think she is underestimating him, which is why I need to make sure my part of the plan goes flawlessly. As soon as we touch down, I kiss my beau
[Charlotte]My blood is still boiling after seeing what that bastard did to his own daughter. It is ten times worse than any humiliation that I ever faced by Andy's hand, and it is her father pulling the strings. Did he make her watch Kenji suffer too? Was she in the room when her father's men cut off his ear? We're going to save Sasha and Kenji. And then we're going to burn it all down. But how do we slay this sick dragon? Micah wants to go in full guns blazing, the Masumoto clan at his back. Grandma Masumoto is down for this plan, angry that her favorite grandson has been captured and so thoroughly disrespected. She's already called the cousins in Yokohama. They'll be flying directly to Portland and arriving tomorrow morning. I have another, more subtle plan, one that I hope will distract McAllister enough for Micah to be successful in our little coup.Pitching my idea to him, he tenses. "I don't like this, Mon Ange. I don't want to put you in that demon's grasp." "You'll be ju
[Charlotte]"Can you sign for this?" A smiling young man approached the main desk. I was passing through and our receptionist, Claire, handed it to me. Sasha was out today, so I took the package. Weirdly, she didn't call in, but knowing Kenji's plans for her last night, I'm sure they're still busy "resting" in bed this morning. I can already imagine the wedding. She'll be such a beautiful bride. After thanking Claire, I see that it is made out to Mr. and Mrs. McKaine. Rubbing my finger across the postmark, I can't help but glow. We're really married. It's still so hard to believe, even though I wake up next to him every morning snuggled into his warmth after a night of endless lovemaking. You'd think learning I am pregnant with his twins would cool his ardor--mission accomplished! He's so virile he succeeded in knocking me up twice over. But no, if anything he's even more passionate, even more determined to show me his love every day. "You are so beautiful," he likes to tell me eac
[Sasha]My father has never been a gentle man. Nor has he ever shown compassion to anyone, not true compassion. Not even to his daughter. I grew up knowing that I am not blood-related, that he picked me from a selection of surrogates pregnant with children they didn't want. He didn't want to leave his physical legacy in the world. I was just something for him to control and mold. Love wasn't part of the deal.To be honest, I don't know if he's capable of such a complex emotion. Or any true emotions. He wears masks that people find believable to convince him that he is interested in them and that he cares about anything they have to say, but it is all an act. Just another part of his carefully curated self-image. Just like me--just another prop to make him more "likable" and "relatable." Most children turn to their parents when they need comfort. I never had that instinct, or more precisely, I was never allowed to develop that kind of attachment. The only people who were with me cons
[Charlotte]Humming to myself, I walk to the break room, take a slice of some "welcome home cake," that the office had presented to us this morning, and grab a nice cup of coffee. The cake tastes amazing. I've hardly been able to keep anything down lately and my body needs the calories. Apparently, this baby likes sugar because I am able to eat the entire piece without even the smallest touch of indigestion. Taking a sip of my coffee to cut the sweetness, I start to choke. Fighting back the urge to vomit, I force myself to keep it all down. Fine, no coffee. My girls gave me similar trouble. They didn't like any caffeinated beverages. I couldn't even drink a cup of green tea. "Babies suck," I look at my coffee sadly as I text Micah to let him know our appointment is in 45 minutes. "Meet me in the garage in 10 minutes," I text as a follow-up. Tossing my coffee, I groan. I could have used that jolt of energy.I don't even make it to the elevator before Micah has his hand around my wa
[Charlotte]Things are different when I come into the office the next day. My morning starts normally enough. Micah is already off for his day, gone in early to take care of some "urgent business," and I'm to come in a bit later after dropping off the girls at their new school. My new driver, Agnes, is the latest addition to the Blue Diamonds, and like Roger is to Micah, she will be my constant companion and driver. "Ma'am, we're here," she announces in a tight, southern drawl. "Are you ready, or do you need me to make another circuit?""I'm ready," I give her my sunniest smile even though on the inside my stomach is churning--although I'm not sure if it's about this or something else, something more important. Thankfully Sasha is already in my new office, typing a report when I enter. I know she's McAllister's daughter and I shouldn't trust her, but Kenji loves her, and that's good enough for me. I trust his judgment and his family's legendary ability to judge a person's inner cha