LOGIN-POV Derby
I woke up first. My heart was already hammering before my eyes could adjust to the ceiling that wasn’t mine. The room still smelled like him — clean soap mixed with something darker, warmer, the same scent that had wrapped around me last night when he paused right before pushing inside me, eyes locked on mine like he wanted me to feel exactly who was about to ruin me. My dress lay crumpled on the floor. Bag by the door. Shoes scattered near the window. I had a system for mornings like this: quiet, fast, gone before the awkwardness could start. I sat up slowly, pulling the sheet against my chest like armor. “You don’t have to do that.” His voice was low, rough from sleep, and it slid down my spine like a touch I wasn’t ready for. I froze. Jordan was awake. Lying on his side, one arm tucked under his head, watching me with those same calm, unreadable eyes. The sheet had slipped low on his hips. He didn’t look surprised. He looked like he’d been waiting for me to try and run. I clutched the dress tighter to my bare skin. “Do what?” “The quiet exit.” He didn’t accuse. He just stated it, like a fact he already knew. “You’ve been awake for four minutes.” Heat flooded my face. “You were watching me.” “You were being watched-able.” The words landed low in my stomach, warm and dangerous. I looked away toward the grey morning light, trying to steady my breathing. My skin still felt too sensitive, like it remembered every place his mouth had been. “I have work,” I said, even though I knew it was Saturday. “It’s Saturday.” I opened my mouth, closed it. That small slip said everything about how thoroughly last night had scrambled my brain. “I still have things to do,” I muttered, already reaching for my shoes, keeping my back to him. The room felt too quiet. I could hear him breathing. I could feel the weight of his gaze on my bare shoulders. “You don’t have to leave.” His voice was softer this time, but it still wrapped around me like a trap I wanted to walk into. “I know.” I didn’t turn around. “I want to.” That wasn’t entirely true. Part of me wanted to crawl back under the sheets and feel his hands on me again. The smarter, terrified part was already panicking at how easy it would be to stay. I stood, bag strap over my shoulder, phone heavy with notifications I refused to check. When I finally faced him, he hadn’t moved. Still lying there, eyes locked on mine with that same calm intensity. “Last night—” I started, voice thinner than I wanted. “Was last night,” he finished for me, quiet and certain. The words should have been a relief. Instead they stung. “Right,” I whispered. Then— “You okay?” The question hit somewhere soft and unexpected. Not was it good. Not want coffee. Just that. Straight. Honest. It made my throat tighten. “I’m fine,” I lied. He studied me for a long second, noting the lie without calling it out. Then he said again, softer, “Okay.” I turned toward the door. Three steps. The handle felt cold under my palm. The hallway outside promised normalcy — grey carpet, ordinary morning, escape. “Derby.” My hand tightened. I didn’t turn at first. “Leaving already?” The same words from last night, but heavier now. I turned around slowly. He was still in bed, watching me across the room with that quiet patience that made my stomach twist. No smile. No pressure. Just waiting. “I don’t know your last name,” I said, voice smaller than I liked. “No,” he answered. “You don’t.” A thick beat passed. “Vasquez,” he added, easy. Like it meant nothing. My heart skipped — hard. The name slammed into me like I’d heard it somewhere important, somewhere that mattered. I pushed the thought down before it could fully form. I nodded once. Turned back to the door. And walked out. Only in the elevator, staring at my flushed reflection in the metal doors, did the memory hit me again — the way he’d paused, eyes locked on mine, the way my body had arched into him without hesitation. The ache between my thighs flared, sharp and insistent. I pressed my legs together, trying to ignore it. This was supposed to be one night. One stupid, reckless mistake. But as the elevator descended, I felt it — that quiet, dangerous pull dragging me backward. Like the night wasn’t finished with me yet. Like Jordan Vasquez wasn’t the kind of man who let things end when he didn’t want them to. And worse — I wasn’t sure I wanted it to end either. Even though I knew I should. End of Chapter 2-POV Derby The elevator doors slid open. My heart stopped. Tamara Hayden stepped out — cream silk dress hugging her figure, perfect posture, the kind of beauty that made the whole room feel colder. She smiled when she saw us, polite and polished and sharp enough to cut glass. “Jordan,” she said smoothly, voice like honey over steel. “I thought we were having dinner tonight.” Jordan didn’t flinch. His hand was still hovering near my waist, close enough that I could feel the heat. He straightened slowly, turning toward her with that same calm control he’d used when he was buried deep inside me. “Change of plans,” he answered, voice even. “Business ran late.” Tamara’s gaze slid to me. She took me in from head to toe — flushed cheeks, dress clinging to my curves, the way I was standing too close to her fiancé. Her smile never wavered, but her eyes turned icy. “Assistant staff, right?” she asked, sweet but poisonous. “Derby… Odellia?” She knew my name. Of course she
-POV Derby I didn’t go to his place on Thursday night. I told myself it was dignity. That I was smarter than this. That one night had already cost me too much. But the truth was simpler and far more dangerous — I was terrified of how badly I still wanted him. The weekend passed in a blur of frantic avoidance. I cleaned my apartment until it sparkled, answered emails at midnight, and tried not to replay the way his voice had dropped when he told me he could still feel me clenching around his cock. Every time the memory hit, heat pooled low in my belly and I had to press my thighs together like I was hiding something shameful. By Monday I was exhausted from pretending. The office felt different now. Every hallway carried the possibility that he might appear. Every email notification made my stomach flip. I kept my head down and told myself the briefing had been a one-time slip. Nothing more. Until 4:17 PM. A new calendar invite appeared in my inbox. Private Strateg
-POV Derby I told myself I wasn’t going. I stood in the elevator, finger hovering over the button for my own floor, heart slamming so hard I could feel it in my throat. Just go back to your desk. Pretend you never saw that email. Pretend he never said your name like that. The doors started to close. I slammed the 15 button instead. The private lounge on the fifteenth floor was quiet, all dark wood and floor-to-ceiling windows overlooking the city. Empty except for him. Jordan was already there. He stood by the window, suit jacket off, sleeves rolled up, one hand in his pocket like he had all the time in the world. When the door clicked shut behind me, he turned. Those calm eyes found mine instantly, and the same dangerous stillness from the bar settled over the room. “You came,” he said. Low. Certain. Like he’d never doubted it for a second. I clutched my bag strap tighter. “You didn’t exactly give me a choice.” He took one slow step closer. “I gave you a cho
-POV Derby Thursday came too fast. I stood in front of the mirror adjusting my blouse, fingers trembling. Simple black pencil skirt, crisp white top, minimal makeup. Professional. Safe. But every shift of fabric reminded me of his hands — rough and sure — gripping my hips, pulling me back onto him while he thrust deep and slow, filling me so completely I forgot how to breathe. I could still feel the stretch. The burn. The way he’d paused right before pushing all the way in, eyes locked on mine like he wanted me to feel exactly who was claiming me. I grabbed my bag and left before I could talk myself out of going. The conference room was already filling up. I chose a seat near the back, heart hammering against my ribs. Then the door opened. Jordan walked in. Dark suit hugging his broad shoulders, crisp white shirt, the same calm, predatory presence that had wrecked me four nights ago. His eyes swept the room once — then locked straight onto me. Time stopped. Heat sl
-POV Derby By Monday I’d almost convinced myself it was over. Not in some dramatic way. Just… closed. Like shutting a tab you left open too long. Done. Forgotten. Moving on. I made coffee that tasted like nothing. Went to work. Answered emails like the weekend had never happened, like I hadn’t spent Friday night letting a stranger finish my sentences and Saturday morning sneaking out of his bed with his scent still on my skin. I kept repeating I’m fine until the words almost felt real. But the name kept snagging somewhere deep. Vasquez. It tugged at my ribs every time it crossed my mind. I’d googled it once on Saturday, told myself it was harmless curiosity, then slammed the tab shut when the results looked too important. Smart move. I’d made it. I was done. The office was the usual Monday chaos — Maya waving from accounts, the printer jammed again, my manager’s 8:54 “quick sync” that was never quick. I sat at my desk, opened the backlog, and tried to disappear into
-POV Derby I woke up first. My heart was already hammering before my eyes could adjust to the ceiling that wasn’t mine. The room still smelled like him — clean soap mixed with something darker, warmer, the same scent that had wrapped around me last night when he paused right before pushing inside me, eyes locked on mine like he wanted me to feel exactly who was about to ruin me. My dress lay crumpled on the floor. Bag by the door. Shoes scattered near the window. I had a system for mornings like this: quiet, fast, gone before the awkwardness could start. I sat up slowly, pulling the sheet against my chest like armor. “You don’t have to do that.” His voice was low, rough from sleep, and it slid down my spine like a touch I wasn’t ready for. I froze. Jordan was awake. Lying on his side, one arm tucked under his head, watching me with those same calm, unreadable eyes. The sheet had slipped low on his hips. He didn’t look surprised. He looked like he’d been waiting for m







