Masuk-POV Derby
I woke up first. My heart was already hammering before my eyes could adjust to the ceiling that wasn’t mine. The room still smelled like him — clean soap, warm skin, something that still clung to me from last night, the same scent that had wrapped around me last night when he paused right before pushing inside me, eyes locked on mine like he was waiting to see if I’d stop him. I didn’t. My dress was crumpled on the floor. My bag sat by the door. One of my heels had somehow ended up near the window. I had a system for mornings like this: quiet, fast, gone before the awkwardness could start. I sat up slowly, pulling the sheet against my chest on instinct even though it felt stupid after last night. “You don’t have to do that.” His voice was low, rough from sleep, and my body reacted to it before I could stop it. I stopped moving immediately. Jordan was awake. Lying on his side, one arm tucked under his head, watching me with the same steady look from last night, impossible to read. The sheet had slipped low on his hips. He didn’t even look surprised to find me halfway out the door already. I clutched the dress tighter to my bare skin. “Do what?” “The quiet exit.” He didn’t accuse. He just stated it, like a fact he already knew. “You’ve been awake for four minutes.” Heat flooded my face. “You were watching me.” “You weren’t exactly subtle about trying to leave.” My stomach tightened anyway, which annoyed me more than it should’ve. I looked away toward the grey morning light, trying to steady my breathing. My skin still felt too sensitive, like it remembered every place his mouth had been. “I have work,” I said, even though I knew it was Saturday. “It’s Saturday.” I opened my mouth, closed it. I heard how stupid that sounded the second it left my mouth. “I still have things to do,” I muttered, already reaching for my shoes, keeping my back to him. The room felt too quiet. I could still feel him watching me even with my back turned. “You don’t have to leave.” His voice was softer this time, but it still wrapped around me and I hated how badly part of me wanted to turn around. “I know.” I didn’t turn around. “I want to.” That wasn’t entirely true. Part of me wanted to crawl back under the sheets and feel his hands on me again. Staying suddenly felt way too easy. That scared me. I stood, bag strap over my shoulder, phone heavy with notifications I refused to check. When I finally faced him, he hadn’t moved. Still lying there, eyes locked on mine with that same still watching me like he had nowhere else to be. “Last night—” I started, voice thinner than I wanted. “Was last night,” he finished for me, quiet and certain. That should’ve helped. Somehow it didn’t. “Right,” I whispered. Then— “You okay?” The question hit somewhere soft and unexpected. It was not good. Not do you want coffee. Just… you okay? Straight and honest. It made my throat tighten. “I’m fine,” I lied. He studied me for a long second, He looked at me long enough that I knew he didn’t buy it, without calling it out. Then he said again, softer, “Okay.” I turned toward the door. Three steps. The handle felt cold under my palm. The hallway outside promised normalcy — grey carpet, ordinary morning, escape. “Derby.” Quiet, low, and enough to stop me anyway. My hand tightened. I didn’t turn at first. “Leaving already?” The same words from last night, but heavier now. I turned around slowly. He was still in bed, watching me across the room with that waiting without pushing, which somehow made it harder to leave. “I don’t know your last name,” I said, voice smaller than I liked. “No,” he answered. “You don’t.” A thick beat passed. “Vasquez,” he added, easy. Like it meant nothing. My heart skipped — hard. My stomach dropped before I even understood why. Vasquez. I knew that name. I nodded once. Turned back to the door. And walked out. Only in the elevator, staring at my flushed reflection in the metal doors, did the memory hit me again — the way he’d paused, eyes locked on mine, the way my body had arched into him without hesitation. Heat hit me low in my stomach so suddenly it made me press my legs together. I pressed my legs together, trying to ignore it. This was supposed to be one night. One stupid, reckless mistake. But as the elevator descended, I felt it — that quiet, dangerous pull dragging me backward. Like the night wasn’t finished with me yet. Jordan Vasquez didn’t feel like the kind of man people walked away from cleanly. And worse — I wasn’t sure I wanted it to end either. Even though I knew I should. End of Chapter 2-POV Derby Heels clicked against the polished marble floor of the corridor, the sharp, rhythmic sound cutting through the quiet layout of the Vasquez estate long before the woman herself appeared. Jordan didn't look up immediately. He remained seated behind his heavy mahogany desk, his posture deliberately relaxed, though his fingers tightened almost imperceptibly around his glass of scotch. Tamara Hayden walked into the study with the effortless grace of a woman who owned every room she stepped into. She didn't storm in. There was no theatrical rage in her eyes, no flush of anger on her perfectly contoured cheeks. Instead, she offered a soft, almost affectionate smile as she surveyed the dim room. Her ivory coat hung loosely over her shoulders, framing a flawless, tailored emerald dress. "You should really turn on more lights, Jordan," Tamara murmured, her voice smooth and melodic as she glided toward the desk. "It’s practically a cave in here." "Daniel said you used your family
-POV Derby An eerie silence filled the apartment, making the space feel suddenly suffocating. Derby stood by the kitchen counter, staring blankly at her chamomile tea as it turned ice-cold. Her fingers tapped against the ceramic mug in a restless, erratic rhythm. Her mind was stuck in a loop, trapped in that five-second elevator ride at the Obsidian Lounge. It wasn't the lingering heat of his proximity that kept her awake. It was the way Jordan had let her go. The exact second the elevator doors chimed open, he had stepped back. There was no hesitation, no smug parting remark, no attempt to stretch the tension. He simply cut the wire, putting immediate distance between them as if enforcing a strict, invisible boundary. *Like he was trying to protect something.* Derby set the mug down with a sharp click. *Maybe he’s protecting himself. Or maybe... he’s protecting me.* For months, logic had been her armor. She had carefully labeled Jordan Vasquez as a predator—ruthless, calculatin
-POV Derby The atmosphere was thick with the scent of expensive leather and dry red wine when the rain streaked the floor-to-ceiling windows of the private dining room at the Obsidian Lounge, blurring the city lights into smears of gold and charcoal. Derby kept her eyes on her tablet, adjusting the margins of the quarterly analyst report for the third time. She could feel the weight of Jordan’s presence across the room before he even spoke. He was talking to Mr. Harrison, the senior consultant from the merger firm, but his posture was entirely locked onto her direction. "We’ll finalize the logistics by Thursday, Harrison," Jordan said, his voice a low, resonant baritone that easily cut through the soft jazz playing from the hidden speakers. "Sounds perfect, Mr. Vasquez," Harrison replied, nodding respectfully as he gestured toward the long, polished mahogany table in the center of the room. "Shall we sit? The staff just brought out the vintage selection." Derby began to log off h
-POV Derby Silence filled the room, thick and suffocating. It felt like the air itself was waiting for a bomb to drop. Derby stood by the mahogany desk, her hands buried deep in her coat pockets to hide the way her fingers were trembling. She refused to look at him. Every time her eyes landed on Jordan, she saw the man she knew—the man she was supposed to keep at arm’s length—and the stranger she was currently losing her mind over. "I need you to look at me, Derby." His voice was low, devoid of the corporate polish he usually wore like armor. It was raw, stripped back to something entirely too honest. That specific tone usually made her feel safe, but tonight, it only made her feel cornered. She turned slowly, not because she wanted to, but because the gravity of his presence wouldn't let her do anything else. "This isn't working anymore, Jordan. We aren't doing what we started. This is something else entirely." Jordan didn't flinch. He didn't offer a hollow excuse, and he certai
-POV DerbyMorning light was relentless, cutting through the gap in the curtains to hit Derby square in the face. She didn’t move. She just stared at the ceiling, feeling the weight of the silence in the room. This wasn't the first time she’d woken up in a space that wasn't hers, but it felt different. The air was heavier. Jordan was already up. He was standing by the window, shirt half-buttoned, watching the city wake up below. He didn’t turn around when she sat up, but she knew he heard the sheets rustle. They both knew the game had changed. Pretending this was just a mistake—just another night to forget—was no longer an option. "You're awake," he said. His voice was steady, lacking the usual polish he used in boardrooms. It was raw. Derby pulled the duvet tighter around herself, her fingers tracing the fabric. "I should go." Jordan turned then. He didn't rush toward her; he just leaned against the frame, his gaze uncomfortably sharp. He wasn't the man who had let her walk away
-POV Derby Derby stood by the window, her knuckles white as she gripped the fabric of her skirt, refusing to look at the man who had just dismantled the final remnants of her composure. Jordan hadn’t moved from the door. He didn't need to. His presence alone seemed to occupy every cubic inch of the space, pinning her in place. The casual, detached mask he usually wore was gone, replaced by something much more dangerous—a raw, unfiltered focus that made her skin prickle. "You're not answering," he repeated, his voice low and devoid of the polished veneer he saved for investors and the press. It was just the two of them, and for the first time, he sounded like a man who had finally run out of patience. Derby forced a swallow past the lump in her throat, her gaze still fixed on the horizon, not the man she’d spent the last few weeks trying to convince herself was a mistake. "Because there’s nothing left to say, Jordan. We crossed the line. Again. And we both know exactly what that ma
-POV Derby The first thing that brought me back to reality wasn’t the blinding sunlight cutting through the heavy velvet drapes. It was the sheer, suffocating quiet of the room. I blinked my eyes open, my brain taking a messy five seconds to remember exactly where I was. Penthouse suite. The Four
-POV Derby Somewhere between freezing under Jordan Vasquez’s heavy gaze in the conference room and stepping into the private executive elevator, my brain completely short-circuited. I’d already decided to go upstairs. The rest was me desperately acting like this was still up for debate. The ride t
-POV Derby I spent most of Thursday morning pretending my life hadn’t become significantly more complicated over the course of a single night. By the time I slipped into a seat near the back of the conference room, my presentation was already open on my laptop. The slides waited patiently on the s
-POV Derby By Monday I’d almost convinced myself it was over. Not in some dramatic way. Just… closed. Like shutting a tab you left open too long and deciding not to open it again. I made coffee that tasted like nothing. Went to work. Answered emails acting like the weekend had never happened,







