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Only When I Died Did He Go Insane
Only When I Died Did He Go Insane
Author: Ava

Chapter 1

Author: Ava
"Mia, Ethan spoiled you far too much. By tradition, our pack demands a pure-blood heiress born from Alpha Ethan himself. But no — he was too afraid you’d suffer during pregnancy, so he chose to adopt an infant pup who doesn’t even carry his blood."

"Yeah, adoption’s great. Or maybe Ethan just worries about you so much, he needs it to ease his conscience."

All my friends came to congratulate me when they heard Ethan and I were going to adopt a pup.

They all said how lucky that pup was — to be chosen by an alpha.

But only I knew the truth. That infant wasn’t just any pup.

It was his.

His own blood.

Surrounded by cheers and applause, I stood there, smiling like a fool.

But deep inside, my wolf let out a low, mournful sigh —

the kind only a soul cracked by betrayal could make.

That morning, I went to the pack mansion and snuck into the werewolf surveillance room.

I had to see it for myself.

On the footage, I watched Elsa drag Ethan into his office.

She looped her arms around his neck, pulled on his tie, and yanked him closer.

Then she loosened the top buttons of his shirt—

“You should understand your position,” he purred, his voice low and dripping with arrogance.

“You’re just a tool for me to satisfy my desire.”

Elsa blinked slowly, her eyes filled with an aching vulnerability.

She bit her lower lip, voice soft, trembling just enough to sound pitiful.

“Ethan… you know I gave birth to your pup.”

The moment she said it, Ethan's expression twisted.

His hand shot out, grabbing her jaw in a hard grip.

His face darkened, rage flickering behind his eyes.

“So what? Listen to me — that pup belongs to me and Mia, even if you gave birth to him. If you dare tell her the truth… you’ll face the consequences.”

His words were like blades, slashing through Elsa’s heart.

But even before the sting of his threat could fully settle, their lips were already pressed together again — tangled in betrayal and lust.

I had watched for over three hours, but each second felt like an eternity. In the end, I didn’t have the strength to keep watching.

The name Elsa wasn’t unfamiliar to me.

He used to mention Elsa — not often, but just enough to make her linger in my mind. Sometimes it seemed intentional, other times like she slipped into conversation without thought. But his tone never changed: always sharp, disdainful… as if the mere thought of her irritated him.

He said she disgusted him. He said he couldn’t wait to drive her out of the pack.

But now I understood — his wolf wanted her.

So his hatred wasn’t real… and neither was his promise to love me forever.

As I listened to their soft laughter and whispered words from the surveillance footage, my wolf trembled so violently that I could barely stand. I had to cling to the wall just to keep myself upright.

I don't even remember how I left the surveillance room. My mind had gone completely blank. Everything after that was a blur.

“My Luna?”

A hand waved in front of my face, blurry at first. Then everything slowly came into focus.

When I looked up, it was Ethan — holding an infant, no more than a month old, close against his chest.

“What’s wrong, Mia? You’re pale as a ghost. Tell me what happened.”

Alarmed, he hurriedly handed the infant to a nearby guard. His brows furrowed so deeply it looked as if his wolf's heart had shattered just from seeing me like this.

I opened my mouth to speak, but Elsa — standing right beside him — stepped forward first. Her face wore a mask of concern.

“Luna, you must take better care of yourself. After all, you’ll need your strength to look after your pup in the future. Alpha will be so worried if your wolf remains this weak.”

Her words sounded sweet on the surface, but I could hear the mockery bleeding through every syllable — flattery twisted into poison.

And she dared to say “your pup”, as if the one in Ethan’s arms wasn’t hers. As if I didn’t already know the truth.

Before I could react, Ethan turned sharply and barked,

“This isn't your place to speak! Watch your mouth.”

I swallowed the bitterness rising in my throat and forced myself not to flinch.

So this was how he played it — a wolf who could scold his mistress in front of me, just to act like a loyal mate.

No wonder he could lie so perfectly. No wonder he’d made me believe I was the only one.

He leaned in to kiss me — a gesture that might’ve comforted me once.

But this time, I quietly pushed him away.

Then I turned and rushed to the restroom. My stomach churned, but it wasn’t just from nausea.

Inside, I looked at the pregnancy test I had once placed on the sink — left there on purpose, like a silent surprise waiting for him.

A part of me had wanted to see joy in his eyes when he found it.

Back when I still believed in us. Back when I thought he’d be thrilled to know we were expecting.

But after everything…

I grabbed it, my hands trembling, and tossed it straight into the trash.

My wolf whimpered deep inside.

He didn’t deserve this part of me. Not even a glimpse of it.
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    When I looked up and saw that it was Ethan, the smile on my face instantly vanished.But the wolf didn’t seem to care. He handed his card to the cashier as if nothing had happened.Even from a distance, I could smell the strong scent of alcohol on him.Ethan was shaking with nervousness, unable to even look me in the eye.After hesitating for a long while, he finally asked,“Are you… okay?”I already knew he had sent his commander after me, so I wasn’t all that surprised.But that didn’t stop the tightness in my chest—I didn’t want to share another breath of air with him.I replied calmly,“Since you’ve found out the truth, then you should also know that I never want to see you again.”Ethan nodded as if it were only natural, then suddenly began to sob.Sniffling, he took the card back from the cashier and stuffed it into his pocket.“Mia—no, my Luna,” he said.“Do you know how happy I was when I heard you were in Shadow Pack yesterday?”“I wanted nothing more than to rush to your side

  • Only When I Died Did He Go Insane   Chapter 9

    Ever since I arrived in Shadow Pack, life has moved at a dizzying pace.My straightforward professor even joked that I’d been a pampered rich Luna for too long and didn’t understand the struggles of ordinary people.But as a werewolf herbal researcher, I gave it my all—starting from scratch again.Still, I was carrying a little one in my belly, and the morning sickness had been rough.“Mia, don’t overwork yourself. You’ve got to think of the baby,” a coworker said to me with concern.Then she asked,“I don’t mean to rain on your parade, but… raising a pup alone is incredibly hard. Are you really sure about this?”I curved my lips into a smile and lowered my head to gently rub my slightly rounded belly, nodding with determination.Whether I was a wealthy Luna or just an ordinary working she-wolf, I believed one thing with all my heart: a mother is always strong.Just then, the research institute announced a new project—a perfect opportunity for me to establish myself here.By the time I

  • Only When I Died Did He Go Insane   Chapter 8

    “Mia hasn’t come for her prenatal checkup in a long time. I wonder how she’s doing now.”“Shh! You didn’t hear? Mia is actually Alpha Ethan’s mate. No one knows whether she’s alive or dead—don’t let others hear you talk about this.”Hearing this, it felt like a sledgehammer struck Ethan’s chest.His eyes turned red, and he rushed over in a few quick steps, demanding,“What did you just say?”“My mate, Mia—she’s pregnant?!”The nurses immediately realized they had said too much, but they had no choice but to explain under pressure.“Luna specifically instructed us not to tell you about the pregnancy. We really had no choice…”Tears welled up in Ethan’s eyes as he choked back emotion and forced the nurses to show him the medical records.Left with no alternative, the nurses led him to the examination room. Inside were ultrasound images from my prenatal visits.Ethan stared in disbelief at the image in his hand, stunned into silence.He gazed at it for a long time as tears streamed down h

  • Only When I Died Did He Go Insane   Chapter 7

    When Ethan opened his eyes again, he immediately checked his phone.There were over ninety-nine unread messages—but not a single one was from me.He still couldn’t accept it. I was still missing, without a trace.Just as he tried to sit up, Elsa suddenly entered his sight.“Alpha Ethan, you’re not supposed to get out of bed yet,” she said gently. “The doctor said you still need to be under observation.”Ethan stared coldly at the woman in front of him. A surge of disgust welled up inside him.“Do you know how sick I feel just looking at you right now?”“Get out. Now.”Elsa forced down the irritation in her heart, like she had made up her mind.“She’s already dead. Torturing yourself like this won’t bring her back, and no one’s going to feel sorry for you.”“When you recover, let’s get married. Wouldn’t it be nice for the three of us to be a family?”Ethan instantly latched onto her words, eyes widening in disbelief.“What did you say?”“Who said Mia is dead? What nonsense are you spout

  • Only When I Died Did He Go Insane   Chapter 6

    Ethan clutched his phone tightly, clinging to the last shred of hope that Mia might reply.He lifted his eyes in despair—the flames were growing fiercer, smoke so thick it burned his eyes.Several werewolf police officers stayed close around him, afraid he’d try to rush back in like he did earlier.Ethan’s heart pounded violently. There was no way he could just stand there and do nothing.As soon as he saw firefighters coming out of the villa, he dashed forward."Where—where’s my mate? You had so many people go in—she has to be found, right?""Huh?"The firefighters exchanged glances and slowly shook their heads."The blaze was too intense. Our crew searched the interior, but there was no sign of your wife. Only two possibilities—either she was never inside, or..."That sentence completely shattered Ethan.Like a madman, he grabbed the werewolf firefighter by the collar, eyes bloodshot with rage."She’s not dead! My mate is not dead! You don’t know anything! She couldn’t be dead!"Seei

  • Only When I Died Did He Go Insane   Chapter 5

    The next second, the furious pounding on the door grew louder and more desperate, the soundproof panels unable to block it out."Mia!""Mia, are you in there?! Please, I’m begging you, just say something!"…I had locked the door. Calm and unhurried, I turned up the flames.Then, I slipped out through the hidden passage behind the rear window.Funny, really—Ethan had used this very passage just two nights ago. That’s how I discovered it.I ran all the way to the main road, where the getaway car I arranged in advance was already waiting.The driver didn’t rush. Instead, he leaned forward, craning his neck to watch the scene with a gossipy grin."Tsk tsk… what a shame. That whole den’s gone up in flames. The alpha must be heartbroken."I followed his gaze.Smoke billowed into the sky, thick and black. The fire devoured the den.Ethan was there.Despite everything, he screamed like a madman, trying to charge into the fire.But the blaze was too intense.People swarmed him, holding him bac

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