Chapter 2
Kegan ✦༺⚜︎☠︎⚜︎༻✦ “There you are, mystery man.” Russel coughed as I rejoined him on the beach. “I was thinking I’d have to call a tow car to come drag your bitchless ass out.” “Fuck off.” I settled into my chair, accepting the glass he handed me. “Right.” Russel’s gaze swept over the scattered groups of women in bikinis dotting the sand. “Christ, look at this place. It’s like a buffet, and you’re acting like you’re on a fucking diet. Seriously, how long ago was it since you got laid?” I took a long pull of my beer to hide my smirk. “Define ‘long.’” “Longer than two days.” “Then it’s been a while.” Russel gasped, then rephrased, “Let’s flip that. When was the last time you touched a woman?” “Define ‘touched.’” “With your cock, genio. Not with your knife.” “Then it’s been a while.” “I fucking knew it!” He slapped his thigh dramatically. “You’re thirty years old and built like a Greek god. Half the women on this beach have been eye-fucking you since we got here. Pick one. Hell, pick two. Live a little.” “Nay. I’m too picky.” “Picky or gay?” His eyebrows waggled, his grin turned wicked. “At this point, I’m wondering if you’re saving yourself for the Madonna herself.” I nearly choked on my drink, but on second thoughts, I finished it, leaned over, snatched his own and finished it in a swallow. “If I were gay, Russel, you’d be the first to know. Probably the first to cry about it too, since you’re madly in love with me.” “Ewww. Gross.” he gagged, but there was a grin pulling at his mouth. “I mean, I could hook you up with Allesia’s fashion designer friends.” I glared at him. “Fashion designers?” “They’re very stylish.” His expression turned mock-serious. “If you want to explore your sexuality, I support you. We all support you. Hell, Nikolai’s been taking bets on whether you’re secretly pining for some mysterious woman or if you’re just really, really deep in the closet.” “Nikolai needs a hobby.” “Nikolai has several hobbies. Gambling on your sex life just happens to be his favorite now that his wife is heavily pregnant.” Russel stretched lazily. “So what’s it gonna be? The brunette by the volleyball net, or should I ask Allesia about those parties?” Before I could answer, a blur of motion caught my eye. Adelio came barreling across the sand, his chubby little legs pumping as fast as they could carry him. At barely three years old, the kid was all determination and zero coordination. “Uncle Kegan! Uncle Kegan!” He launched himself at me, and I caught him easily, swinging him up into the air. His delighted shriek made several nearby sunbathers smile. “There’s my favorite little man,” I said, settling him on my lap. “What’s the mission today, soldier?” “Mama says we go potty.” His pronunciation of ‘potty’ came out more like ‘pah-tee,’ which only made him more adorable. Allesia approached more carefully, one hand pressed protectively to her swollen belly. Even heavily pregnant, she moved with the unconscious grace of someone who’d learned early that survival sometimes depended on how quietly you could walk. “He’s appointed himself my personal bathroom attendant,” she said, her smile tired but fond. “I swear he thinks I’ll vanish if he’s not supervising every moment.” Russel was on his feet instantly, his playful mood shifting to protective concern. “You sure you’re okay? You look tired.” “I’m pregnant, not dying, Russel.” But her smile was fond as she kissed his cheek. “We’ll be right back.” “Take your time, mama bear,” I said, lifting Adelio up to her. “We’ll be right here, judging people’s beach bodies and questioning my sexuality.” “Your what now?” Allesia’s eyebrows shot up. “Nothing,” Russel and I said in unison, which made her eye us suspiciously. “You two are ridiculous.” She shook her head before taking Adelio’s hand. “Come on, baby. Let’s leave the children to their games.” Adelio took that as a head start to race his mother to the stall, “Adelio, wait up!” Allesia called, shifting with effort. She was due soon, and it showed in her every movement. “Let him walk,” I said lazily. “If he’s Russel’s son, he’ll have to learn to run from bullets sooner or later.” Russel shot me a glare over his sunglasses. “Say that again and I’ll gut you.” “That’s if you make it down here without getting your head blown off,” I smirked. It’s always been like that between me and Russel. Opposites attract. Right from high school with Russel, the hot-headed, cold-blooded best friend who would sooner shoot a man dead than apologize for stepping on his shoes, now Don of the biggest, most dangerous mafia outfit in the world. Region Mafia doesn’t just run Italy. We own half of Europe, with fingers in pies from New York to Tokyo. If there’s money, blood, or power, we’re there. That’s us. Then there was me. His cool-headed funny, smart-ass intelligent consigliere who makes sure Russel doesn’t accidentally start World War III before breakfast. You don’t survive in this life by being the loudest in the room, you survive by being the smartest. And that’s me. One could say that without my brains, Russel would probably be dead and the entire Italian crime organizations would have gone to shit. The good thing about that analogy is that without Russel’s gun and his hot-headedness, I’d be dust in the wind as well. “Now,” Russel settled back into his chair, “while my wife’s not here to judge me, tell me honestly—are you ever planning to settle down? Give me a god-son?” “Are you volunteering to carry them?” “Smart ass.” He flicked water at me from his bottle. “I’m serious, though. You’d make a good father. You’re great with Adelio.” “I’m the fun uncle. That’s different from being responsible for someone’s entire existence.” “Not that different. You already worry about him like he’s yours.” He wasn’t wrong, but I wasn’t about to admit that. “Someone has to keep you from screwing him up.” “Harsh but fair.” I took a long pull of beer, letting the conversation drift back to safer territory—business, mutual acquaintances, whether the new security protocols were worth the expense. Easy things. Things that didn’t require examining why the idea of fatherhood made me think about all the ways I could fail someone completely innocent. Twenty minutes passed. Then thirty. The beach was starting to thin as the afternoon heat peaked, families retreating to air-conditioned rooms and afternoon siestas. A few die-hard sun worshippers remained, along with a few others who only emerged when the temperature became genuinely dangerous. People like us. “Where the hell are they?” Russel was checking his Rolex with increasing frequency, his casual demeanor beginning to crack. “How long does it take to—” Allesia appeared at the resort’s entrance. Alone. Even from fifty meters away, I could see something was catastrophically wrong. Her face was paper-white, her movements unsteady, and she was scanning the beach with the kind of desperate intensity that made Russel and I instinctively reach for our guns and look around to be sure she wasn’t getting chased. “Russel.” Her voice carried across the sand, cracked and hollow. “Russel, I can’t find him.” My chair hit the sand as I lunged to my feet, but Russel was faster, catching his wife as her knees buckled. “What do you mean you can’t find him?” His voice was deadly calm in the way that meant people were about to start dying. “He was right there.” The words came out broken, between sobs that seemed to tear from somewhere deep in her chest. “Right beside me, talking about the seagulls, and then I turned around for one second—one second—and he was gone. My baby is gone.” The world sharpened into crystal clarity, the way it always did when everything went to hell. I had my phone out before conscious thought kicked in, speed-dialing Marco, my head of security. “Lock down the resort. Now. No one in, no one out. I want every inch of this place searched, every camera reviewed, every guest and employee accounted for. Move.” “Kegan—” “Move, Marco. Someone just made the worst mistake of their very short life.” The next six hours went by in a haze of controlled violence barely held in check. Security footage revealed nothing useful—strategic blind spots, convenient malfunctions, professional gaps that told me this was an inside job. Guest lists, staff interviews, background checks on everyone who’d so much as delivered towels to the pool. Nothing. By the time the sun painted the sea the color of old blood, we had exhausted every lead, every contact, every favor owed across three countries. Adelio had simply vanished like smoke.Chapter 4Estelle✦༺⚜︎☠︎⚜︎༻✦Rule number one of not dying in Sicily: don’t follow three shady men in sunglasses into a public toilet.Rule number two: if you do break rule number one, and they turn out to be kidnappers with a taped-up toddler, don’t sass them like you’re auditioning for Love Island.Unfortunately, I had already broken both rules.And that was how I ended up in a speedboat with a gaggle of very unfriendly mafia cosplayers and one small child who definitely was not named Sofia.“Hold him tighter,” the one in charge barked at me, shoving the boy into my arms like he was a loaf of bread and I was the bakery girl.I clutched the child, who had enormous brown eyes and tear-streaked cheeks, against my chest. He whimpered softly, and I whispered, “It’s okay, love. Auntie Estelle’s got you. Auntie Estelle has absolutely no idea what she’s doing, but she’s got you.”The men weren’t paying much attention to me now, arguing in rapid-fire Italian about “uscita” and “soldati.” My
Chapter 3 Estelle ✦༺⚜︎☠︎⚜︎༻✦ Sicily was nothing like I’d imagined and everything like the photos all at once. The island we’d come to—Isola di San Michele—was only accessible by a small ferry from the main port, and as we approached, I understood why people paid stupid money to visit. It was paradise. Actual, literal paradise with white sand beaches and water so blue it looked photoshopped. The island was small enough to walk across in twenty minutes but packed with enough bars, restaurants, and hidden coves to keep tourists busy for weeks. “This place is mental,” I breathed, staring at the crystal-clear water as our ferry pulled into the tiny harbor. “Mental gorgeous,” Vivian agreed. “And look at all the fit blokes already on the beach. It’s like they knew we were coming.” “They definitely knew Stell was coming,” Millie laughed. “Operation Deflowering is officially go.” “Will you please stop calling it that? People might hear you.” “Let them hear. You’re twenty-three and
Chapter 2Kegan ✦༺⚜︎☠︎⚜︎༻✦“There you are, mystery man.” Russel coughed as I rejoined him on the beach. “I was thinking I’d have to call a tow car to come drag your bitchless ass out.”“Fuck off.” I settled into my chair, accepting the glass he handed me.“Right.” Russel’s gaze swept over the scattered groups of women in bikinis dotting the sand. “Christ, look at this place. It’s like a buffet, and you’re acting like you’re on a fucking diet. Seriously, how long ago was it since you got laid?”I took a long pull of my beer to hide my smirk. “Define ‘long.’”“Longer than two days.”“Then it’s been a while.”Russel gasped, then rephrased, “Let’s flip that. When was the last time you touched a woman?”“Define ‘touched.’”“With your cock, genio. Not with your knife.”“Then it’s been a while.”“I fucking knew it!” He slapped his thigh dramatically. “You’re thirty years old and built like a Greek god. Half the women on this beach have been eye-fucking you since we got here. Pick one. Hell,
Chapter 1Estelle✦༺⚜︎☠︎⚜︎༻✦“Fourteen pounds fifty… that’s not right.” My mum recounted, her voice doing that wobbly thing it did when she was trying not to cry in front of us.I could fix this. Right now. The money I’d been hiding under my mattress for six months could sort our grocery situation for weeks. Instead, in three hours, it was buying me a one-way ticket to Sicily where, according to my friends, I was finally going to get my cherry popped by some Mediterranean god with wandering hands.I was officially going to hell.“Mum, it’s fine,” Danny called from the sofa, not looking up from his Xbox. My baby brother thought seventeen made him the man of the house, bless him. “I don’t need breakfast anyway.”“Don’t be stupid, love. Growing boys need proper meals.” Mum was trying for cheerful but landing somewhere closer to manic.My phone buzzed. Vivian: Car’s outside in 15. Please tell me you’re not having second thoughts about Operation Deflowering.Another buzz from Millie: I’ve