Chapter 13

I shivered in cold when the water hit my skin coming from the shower. I chose not to turn on the heater to wake my blood by the cold water. I closed my eyes as I savored the pouring cold water on my body.

I'm getting ready to go to school. It was as if I were dead in my actions, lifeless. I can no longer understand how I feel. I'm confused. My memory replayed everything of what I saw yesterday. It was as if my heart pounded again when I remembered it.

Fear is what I felt at the time when Adeena held Auden’s hands. I'm afraid that maybe at that time, her words will come true. Because who am I in Auden's life? In the beginning there was nothing connecting the two of us while them...

They loved each other.

They used to be inlove with each other. There are promises for each other. They have dreams built together.

Tears constantly dripping from my eyes mixed with water from the shower. I keep sobbing as tears continue to fe