Chapter Four - Craving her

Jake 

I couldn’t get the kiss that Rebecca and I shared outside. It was over an hour ago, yet I could still feel her lips on mine. I should never have kissed her, but I couldn’t help myself. She just looked gorgeous, more than what she usually does, more than I can remember. I don’t know if it was the hair or because I haven’t seen her in so long. Whatever it was, it is something that I have wanted to do for a long time. 

Rebecca has barely spoken two words to me or even looked at me since it happened. I don’t blame her, not after the way I acted after I kissed her. 

“Come dance with me,” Rebecca said to Sam and Paula. 

“Hell yeah,” Sam said. 

The three of them headed off, finding a spot on the dancefloor. I could see a lot of the guys watching after them as they dance. I don’t blame them, though. My eyes fixated on Rebecca. The way she was moving her body to the music was enough to make my thoughts run wild. I found myself imagining what it would be like to have her body move against mine. I licked my lips as my eyes continued to watch her. 

“Go and dance with her,” Josh said, trying to encourage me. 

“What? No, bad idea!” I said quickly. 

“Why? You want too,” He said.

“Not the point, what if someone that knows Lauren sees me?” I spoke. 

“Like Lauren or her friends would come here,” He said, “This place isn’t good enough for them,” He added. 

That was true. This place wasn’t classy enough for them. 

“Still not the point,” I said, “I still need to home to my girlfriend, and I am sure me smelling of another woman’s perfume will not go down well,” I added. 

“How is she going to know? You won’t be sleeping next to her,” He said. 

Another true thing. I spend many nights alone in the spare room because she wants the bed to herself or she can’t be bothered with me. I sighed, turning my attention back to Rebecca. It was tempting, going over and dancing with her. I can’t keep messing with her, though. 

“No, it is best that I don’t,” I said. 

“Jake, live a little buddy,” He said, “You have been miserable for years, it is time to stop,” He added. 

“She probably doesn’t want to dance with me anyway, not after what I did earlier,” I sighed, “I kissed her, and then walked away,” I added. 

“You idiot! Why would you walk away from her?” He said, shaking his head. 

“Maybe because I have a girlfriend,” I said. 

“If that is what you want to call her,” He said. 

He was not a fan of Lauren, and he has never been. I never wanted to talk about it anymore. I put all my attention back to her. She locked her eyes with mine and began moving sexier than what she was a moment ago. I couldn’t pull my eyes away from her. There was excitement starting to stir through me as I watched her. I watch a smirk slowly creep upon to her red lips, and her tongue ran teasingly along her lower lip. I was losing control, the temptation becoming too strong. 

“See if you don’t go to her, I will,” My friend, James said. 

And he was not joking. He looked as turned on as I was right now. 

“Don’t you fucking dare,” I found myself snarling at him. 

“Then go,” He laughed, “It is only a dance,” He added. 

I have great friends, don’t I? One’s trying to encourage me to cheat on my girlfriend, well I already sort of have the moment I kissed Rebecca. I grabbed my drink, downing it and decided to go for it. I can regret it tomorrow because right now, I do not fight left me in. 

“I am gonna regret this in the morning,” I said, getting up. 

“That is tomorrow’s problem, buddy,” Josh said, “Go have some fun,” He added, winking. 

I shook my head, laughing and headed for the dancefloor. Rebecca’s eyes were watching my every move. Her friends looked over, and the moment they saw me coming, they whispered something to her, giggling and then coming towards me. 

“Have fun,” Paula said, smirking. 

Is everyone trying to encourage Rebecca and me? It would seem that way. I took a few deep breaths as I made my way to her. She stood, waiting for me to approach. There is no going back now. It is only a dance anyway, right? That is what I will keep telling myself anyway. 

“Hey,” She said, biting on her lower lip, as I arrived in front of her. 

“Hey,” I said, stepping into her. 

“I thought you were going to leave me hanging, baby boy,” She pouted. 

“I was thinking about it,” I laughed. 

“Gee, thanks, way to make a girl feel special,” She said, rolling her eyes. 

I reached for her, placing my hand on her hip and pulling her body tightly into mine. 

“You are going to be trouble for me, Miss Lawson,” I said. 

Rebecca mover her lips to my ear, her hand fisting my tee. I moaned deeply as I feel the heat of her breath on the skin of my neck. 

“Trouble can be fun,” She purred in my ear. 

She pulled away, a sexy little smile playing on her lips. She slipped her arms around my neck, our bodies as close as can be, and it was a feeling that I have been craving for a long time, her being this close to me. It is a craving I managed to fight for the two years we worked together, and then seeing her tonight, and looking like this, I just couldn’t do it anymore. 

“Mmm, I am sure it can,” I said. 

Rebecca never said anything after that. She locked her eyes with mine, eyes which now seem darker than her usual light blue. She began moving her body into mine, slowly to start with. Fuck! I really was in trouble. My grip on her became firmer, and I began moving my body along with hers. 

“Yes, that’s better,” She moaned.

Our bodies seem to move correctly together, in sync with the music. I have not danced like this with a woman for a long time, and it felt damn good! 

“Becca, what are you doing to me,” I breathed out. 

It was more of a statement rather than a question. 

“Do you want me to stop?” She asked, “I would understand if you walked away right now, Jake,” She added, and went to take a step back. 

I shook my head, pulling her back in close to me. I have started it now, why end it here? 

“Hmm, OK, then,” She said, giggling. 

Rebecca turned around, pressing her back to my front. I slipped my arms around her body, and she reached hers up, taking their place around my neck once again. She started pushing back into me, rolling her hips against me and her ass brushing against my crotch. I could feel the bulge in my jeans becoming tighter. It was turning me on. It has been a while since I have had a female grind up against me like this. It was putting dirty thoughts into my head. 

My hands ran up her hips and over the top of her thighs, and I began rolling my hips into her, not caring she can probably feel my growing hard-on against her. 

“You are so fucking sexy, Becca,” I whispered in her ear. 

“You like me this close to you, don’t you, Jake?” She replied, “I can tell by your excitement pressing against my ass,” She added, tilting her head back to look at me. 

“Yes,” I replied. 

It was the only words I could find. I was not used to seeing her this way. The way she was acting and talking to me is utterly different from the way she used to be with me. I don’t know if it is because she is drunk or because she is single now, maybe a mix of both, but whatever it was, it was sending me wild. It was making me want to take her some way private and have my way with her. The fact that I haven’t got laid in about six months or more isn’t helping. 

I rested my finger on her chin, keeping her head tilted back and reached down, pressing my lips to hers. I couldn’t help myself. I needed a taste of those lips again. Rebecca whimpered into my lips, the same way she did when I kissed her outside. She pulled away, and my first thought was fuck, I shouldn’t have done that because I believed she was going to walk away. 

She never!

Rebecca turned herself around so that she was facing me again. Her lips connected with mine again. Her fingers fell in my hair as she put pressure onto my lips. I slipped my arms firmly around her body, holding her close to me, and kissed her back in the same manner. The kiss was more heated than the one we shared outside. My hand wandered down over her ass, grabbing it as we shared our kiss. She moaned loudly into my lips. I think both of us have forgotten where we were, and dancing was the last thing on our minds. 

The song that we were dancing to soon came to an end, and as it did, Rebecca pulled away from me. She smirked and licked her lips. 

“That was fun,” She said, winking at me. 

I went to respond, but before I could, she gave me a cheeky little smile and walked away, heading back to the table. I turned around, watching her go, and enjoying the view as she did. I chuckled to myself; she was teasing me. OK, I can tease too! 

I took a moment to pull myself together and followed her back to the table. She was talking to her friends, but she looked up at me when I approached. She gave me an innocent look, a small snicker falling from her lips when she did. I went in closer to her. 

“This is not over, gorgeous,” I said, firmly. 

“I should hope not,” She said. 

I think tonight there was going to be some game playing and a lot of teasing. I am all for that, and as wrong as it, a part of me hopes before the end of the night, I will end up in her bed, naked with her. We will see how it goes. I have already messed up more than once tonight, I may as well take full advantage of the night while I can, until reality hits again tomorrow.