Mason's POV Alexis left a month ago and I feel absolutely shitty about everything. It's totally my fault, can't even pretend that it isn't. She told me she had feelings for me and I freaked out and didn't say the right thing even though I knew how I felt for her but it's over now. And by the way she hates me now, I didn't say goodbye before she left. I called and texted her since she left but she hasn't returned any of my calls or texts and that's fine because I know I hurt her but nothing feels thesame without her. "This guy has been pissy all month, so I figured drinking may cheer him up." Nick says to Luke who just joined us at a bar I was forcefully dragged to. "I'm not pissy." I was beyond pissy. "If you pout any more, we're going to have to take drastic measures." Nick says again. I didn't even bother responding. Instead, I held up my middle finger and focus on drinking maybe it would give me something to take my mind off of how badly I'd screwed up. Nick and Luke had bee
Alexis's POV I have been in Switzerland Geneva for a month now, I've been transitioning to my life easily.I haven't started work yet, I have a beautiful penthouse in the city close to the university and the research facility I'll be working at.I miss home, I miss my friends and I hate to admit it but most of all I miss Mason.We haven't talked in over a month, he didn't even say goodbye which hurts even more.But I'm accepting the fact that everything happens for a reason so I'm going try and get past everything that happen, move on with my life.I have also been texting with Luke which is nice, he's actually coming here. He's taking me around the city and showing me around since he comes here all the time. He'll be here tomorrow.I actually can't wait to see him because I have no friends here, I don't know anywhere. I have basically been surviving on takeouts since I don't cook and I don't know any good restaurants but most of all the thought of eating out alone scares me.Yeah I
Alexis's POVLuke spends a whole week in Geneva, we hang out every day. Some times with his sister Phoebe, I really like her. She's nice and fun, she and Luke bicker all the time but they also love each other which is so cute and adorable.I still haven't given Luke a definite answer about us and he went back to New York yesterday, he'll be back here next month so I guess we'll talk then.And my answer is going to be a No I fear, Luke is amazing but he’s not Mason. Who I actually want, it would be cruel to engage in some sort of relationship with him even though I know I’m still in love with Mason.However Phoebe and I are friends now which I’m happy about. We’re out shopping, like me she likes shopping so it's a match made in heaven."What do you think about this? Slutty enough?" She asks showing me a very short and almost transparent dress. "Slutty enough." I say and she nods yes."Okay we're taking two, the black one for you and the red one for me." She says and I laugh.“Yeah I
Alexis's POV When I broke up with Tommy I thought that was the worst heartbreak I'd ever go through but knowing what I feel right now I know I was wrong.Tommy was my first ever boyfriend, I was only 15 years old when we broke up because his family were moving to Texas. I have had other boyfriends after Tommy ofcourse but it still never felt like how I felt for Tommy. He was perfect and I thought I loved him but having this feeling right now about Mason I know for sure it wasn't love what I had for Tommy, it was a crush or infatuation.Because what I feel for Mason is what I assume you call love, I love him so much it hurts. I can't sleep, eat, breathe or do anything without thinking about him. But most of all I do know for a fact that this is the worst heartbreak I've ever had.I keep replaying everything that happened between us in my head, the worst break up I've ever had but I can't even call it a break up because we were never actually in a relationship.I thought he felt somet
Alexis's POV I had to to be at lunch with Phoebe and Luke, 10 minutes ago but I was deliberately wasting time. I stand outside the restaurant thinking of maybe canceling but then Luke might think it's because of him.Yeah ofcourse it's because of him, I had sex with him and now I don't know how act around him.When I enter the restaurant I find Luke already there but alone without Phoebe."Hi." I say and he gets up pulling out a chair for me."Hi." He says with a smile and he also looks nervous."Where's Phoebe?" I ask trying to sound casual."The bathroom." He says and I internally sigh with relief she's here."So how's your day going?" He asks breaking the awkward silence."It's going fine, spent my morning analyzing data at the lab so pretty good." I say and he smiles."What about you?" I ask."Had some meetings but done for the day." He says at the same time Phoebe joins us."Hey new fave bestie." She says sitting beside me."Hey." I say with a smile."You didn't order?" She asks
Alexis's POV Phoebe and I arrived at Palm Springs late last night and we crashed immediately sleeping in so as not to be jet lagged tomorrow. The next morning when I wake, my parents overnight guests were already here. I stop by Phoebe's room downstairs to see if she's up but she's not in her room. I find her at the terrace having breakfast with my parents. "Honey." My dad says getting up to hug me, he's so sweet. "Morning dad." "You're up." Phoebe says with a smile. "Yes and you're up early." I say to her surprised because usually sleeps in. "Don't know how but I woke up early today, maybe it's the springs and scenery." Phoebe says. "Definitely that," I say sitting down and my mom serving me breakfast. "I see your guests are already arriving." I say looking over the terrace balcony. "Yes and that reminds me, let's go welcome them." My mom says to my dad. "You two kids have fun, we'll see you later." My mom adds. "So what are we doing today?" Phoebe asks excitedly. "I wa
Alexis's POV Down the hall, standing by the door to my bedroom, was Mason. For the smallest fraction of a second, less time than it took to inhale a full breath of air, I got excited. I didn't care if he was there to tell me why Luke wasn't the perfect guy for me or lecture me about Luke. He was standing at my door, and that was everything. But then I remembered that I was mad at him, and the thrill faded. Mason has been but an emotional roller coaster for me. With a solemn expression and my eyes forward, I strutted toward my bedroom. Even as I refused to look at him, though, I saw him. On the surface, he looked composed and put together like he always did, but there was something today, he looks frazzled today. "That didn't take long," Mason said when I stopped at my door. So he thought I'd slipped away to sleep with Luke. I stepped into my room and he followed me in. He closed the door with his foot and trailed behind me. "Are you going to tell me anything?" he asked while
Alexis’s POV I woke up alone in bed, I check the time on my bedside clock and it said 11:am. Which meant I had to get up before my mom comes looking for me, with all the guests around she probably wouldn't notice I wasn't there but still.Turning over, I see Mason sitting on the corner chair facing my bed.I wasn't alone after all.Mason sat in the chair in the corner of my room, his elbow propped on the armrest, watching me.The events of last night come crashing down on me, his revelations. He told me he loved me and wanted us to be together, all that right now seems so unreal.He was dressed up, he must have gone to his room took a shower, changed and came back."You're dressed, waiting to say goodbye?" I asked looking at him.He smiled lazily. "I don't know what you mean. I'm just watching you sleep.""Why?" I asked my eyes still on him.His face was in the shadows, but I could feel his expression sober even if I couldn't see it. "Because I can't not look at you." He says.My in