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"I am officially an orphan," I gritted into my phone as I stormed into my apartment. "Today I disown my parents and will live a tumultuous life." Stella scoffed on the other end. "Yeah right," "Can you believe them?!" I asked, kicking off my shoes in anger. "They betrothed me without my consent?! Who the hell does that, Stella?! It's the freakin 21st century, who on earth gets betrothed these days?" Stella chuckled, obviously enjoying my breakdown. "Girl, I always knew shit was wrong with your parents, I just didn't know it was this bad." Groaning, I flopped on the sofa in the living room, holding the phone pressed to my ear. Grabbing a handful of my golden blonde hair, I hissed through my teeth. "I still can't believe this! You can't believe this too right? Tell me you can't!" "Oh, I believe it." My best friend snickered. "Your parents are bat shit crazy. Always knew that anyway. I suppose it's a good thing you're starting to see it." You're not helping Stella. She cackled and I could just imagine the wild grin on her face and those dark eyes glinting with glee. Stella loved being right. "You asked for it, woman. Told you being all prim and proper for your folks ain't worth it. Now look who's getting their ass pawned off on some ugly dick!" "We don't know if he's ugly," I mumbled, taking a deep breath. Was I overreacting? How else was I supposed to react when my parents told me I was engaged to be married to some dude I had never met before?! And they had told me through text! Text! Damn, Stella was right. They were crazy! "Who the hell cares how he looks? Getting you engaged to a man you've never met is flat-ass crazy. You should get revenge!" I blinked confused. "I should?" "Of course you should. You need to start living for yourself, girl, Or next thing you know, you're pregnant without your fucking consent!" My lips curled in disgust. That was true. My parents had a knack for making decisions without involving me at all. They had decided what school, what college to attend, my apartment, my clothes, my future, basically every single thing! My eyes fell on a framed picture of me and my parents on the wall. A stone-faced blonde girl with brown eyes stared right back at me. "I don't know what the hell they want from me. I've been a good girl all my life. Lived nineteen good years, focused on my books alone. Hell! I've never even had a boyfriend! Why would they do this to me?!" Tears stung my eyes and I blinked rapidly. "See? You lived a boring ass life and now you're getting tossed to some rich boring guy. On the brighter side, you can spend all that Mula. That's enough to give you an orgasm." I shuddered at the thought. No way. I didn't want to marry someone I didn't know. Or someone my stuck-up parents chose. "You know what? Revenge sounds perfect." I grumbled, sitting up on the sofa. "I am done being their perfect little princess!" Stella squealed excitedly. "That's my girl! We could hit the clubs and get some big ol dick to shove into you." I grimaced. "That sounds horrifying. And it's not my kind of thing." "Don't you dare chicken out!" I laughed at her words and reached for my school bag, whipping out a notepad and a pen. "I'm not chickening out. I just want something a little less gross and a little more... Sexy." "Girl, what do you know about Sexy? You wouldn't know the first thing to do to kiss a man!" I shrugged, flipping through my notepad. They held my biggest secrets. And considering I wasn't much of an adventurer, the secrets weren't that deep. "I know I want to be told how to play with my coochie." Stella laughed again as if I had told a dumbass joke. "This can't work if you can't say pussy, Kira." "Pussy, Coochie, same difference," I said, holding up my notepad. "I have a plan!" "Please tell me it involves you fucking an actual dick?" I read through the list I had scribbled on my notepad and giggled. "Maybe. I have a list of naughty things I want to do." There was silence on Stella's end before she said in a monotone voice. "A list? Did you make a list for sex? Kira, you are as crazy as your parents." "Oh just hear me out will you? I'll send you a picture-" "My messaging app isn't working at the moment," Stella grumbled, sounding less excited by the second. "I'll email it then," I giggled, ending the call. Okay, perhaps I was crazy. This was my first time doing something so spontaneous, sue me. I took a picture of my list of naughty things, shuddering at how depraved everyone was, and sent it off to Stella's mail. Perhaps I wouldn't follow through with it, but it felt so good to write them down. "Mom will have a heart attack if she sees this list!" I chuckled, rising on my feet, and trudged to the bedroom. After a long shower and while shoving down a plate of ready-made pasta, I still hadn't gotten a reply from Stella. I would discuss with my father on this ridiculous engagement later on and everything would be fine. There was no need for making drastic decisions like fucking a stranger, who would tie me up and make me his in every sense of the word- "Holy moly," I whispered trying to contain the shudder that wracked through me. I knew I shouldn't have read those smutty books Stella gave me. My phone pinged with a reply and grateful for the escape from my dirty thoughts, I lunged for it. Stella must have finally seen the mail and... "Oh no," I whispered, eyes widening in shock. "Oh no no no! Fuck no!" I read the message on my screen over and over again, shame and dread coursing through me. "Hello Kira, This is quite an interesting list you've got here." I sent the list to Stella alright. But somehow, I had also sent it to someone named Xavier Barnes. Shit!Chapter 40Kira's POV Dr Marianne was literally knocking at the door. She ruined the moment and I had to find a place to hide.Xavier’s office door clicked shut behind her before I could I even find a place to hide. His hands were in my hair as he pulled me close, with my mouth crashing into mine. The kiss turned frustrating because we both wanted more. It felt like he was about to release everything he has been holding on to since. “Under the desk," he ordered. “Right now." My pulse spiked up and I was panting at that moment. He quickly rushed to his seat after I went under the desk. I dropped my knees gently under the desk. “You can come in…”It was Marianne, of course.I froze while I was under the table with my boobs hanging out of my dress. My nipples grew hard the moment I could see Xavier's hard cock from the table. Marianne stepped inside, with her heels clicking as she moved.“Professor Hart, I just wanted to review the proposal you sent earlier…” Over here, I couldn't
Kira's POVAfter I left his house, I had to face reality. Spending time with him was never rated any lower. It felt like he knew how to handle me and where to always do it as he should.I hurriedly had to leave, especially after I remembered the tension I got from being suspended from college. The fear of hearing my parents say so made fear choke me on the neck. It was so difficult to breathe because I couldn't argue. I had no points to dish out after I was blindly attacked and the reason and people that attacked me were not found. I had to go back to the dorm and make sure I was serious about everything I was doing here in college. Most especially to let them know that I was recovering.The dorm room was not that welcoming. I didn't stay in it that much like I should, so it felt familiar to me. It was like a refresh. I tried to organize myself to get things back on track. It had to be my normal life.I got into my room and I had a cold shower. I changed and I grabbed my books as
Chapter 38Xavier's POV It was very difficult to sleep. All I could do was lay quietly while staring at the beauty that curled beside me. I was trying so hard to understand how someone could look so peaceful and so breakable at the same time bKira slept on her side with her cheek pressed lightly into the same pillow which I kept my head on. Her hands rested on my chest. It felt like she had always wanted this sleep. I didn't move an inch. I didn't want to wake her up. I wanted to dwell in this moment for as long as possible. I stared at her as my chest tightened. It felt like this was more than an obsession. It was something heavier and deeper.I knew that I would destroy anything to get her all to myself. I was going to go through any length to get that. My phone buzzed, distracting me from my thoughts. I carefully reached out to it. Seven missed calls?Four from my father, two from the university and
Chapter 37Kira's POV After I reached Xavier's penthouse that evening, my heart could stop racing. Maybe it was the tension that I was building from my thoughts. Maybe it was the trauma I got from the accident. I don't know, maybe it could even be him. The street light glowed on me as I stood at the front of his door. After taking a deep breath, I lifted my hand to know, but I didn't even touch the door and it swung open. There he was…His hair was a bit messy. The sleeves from his shirt were pulled to his elbow level. He looked tense. I looked up to him, burying myself in his eyes. “Kira…”My name left his mouth like he was holding on for too long. He didn't even ask any questions. He moved towards me putting his head out to look if there was anyone around before he gently grabbed my waist gently, pulling me inside. It felt like I was teased. The door was immediately shut, but his hands never le
Chapter 36Xavier's POVMarcel Andrews stared at me like he wanted to call the police on me, or sue me. If it were possible, I could have been strangled as well. If I were in his place, it would be ugly to judge him. I couldn't blame him. If I walked into my daughter's hospital bed to find a man I disliked standing beside my daughter, I would be boiling in anger too. However, that was no excuse to step back. I could think of it so I maintained my stance. Kira's parents were stubborn, but giving everything a try could change the entire fate. Her mother was by the hospital bed, with her arms folded and her father was standing still. Asher? I expected him to leave, but he was at the other side of the hospital room with an unreadable expression. "I don't think you understand what I just said, " Marcel uttered with a cold tone. "Kira has to come home. There is nothing that can change about that, so this is the end of it."
Chapter 35Kira's POVAsher didn't move at first. He stood staring at everyone with a tight jaw, watching Xavier like he was going to run up to him and beat him up. The air in the room grew tighter. I could feel the tension. Asher walked towards the table and carefully dropped the bouquet of flowers. He turned the chair beside it and pulled it towards my bed. He stared at me, his gaze was solid, yet terrifying. He sat calmly, and placed his elbows on his knees like he was about to start an interrogation. I looked at him without guilt and I prepared to hear what he was going to say. "Stella," he uttered without looking in her direction. "Could you give us the room?" Stella was stunned, "Excuse me?" "I need to speak to Kira alone. Is that too much to ask for?" He immediately added. Xavier made a subtle movement as he held my hands tightly like he never wanted to eat. It felt like he was taking charge and marking his territory silently. Stella looked at us. She was filled with







