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"I am officially an orphan," I gritted into my phone as I stormed into my apartment. "Today I disown my parents and will live a tumultuous life." Stella scoffed on the other end. "Yeah right," "Can you believe them?!" I asked, kicking off my shoes in anger. "They betrothed me without my consent?! Who the hell does that, Stella?! It's the freakin 21st century, who on earth gets betrothed these days?" Stella chuckled, obviously enjoying my breakdown. "Girl, I always knew shit was wrong with your parents, I just didn't know it was this bad." Groaning, I flopped on the sofa in the living room, holding the phone pressed to my ear. Grabbing a handful of my golden blonde hair, I hissed through my teeth. "I still can't believe this! You can't believe this too right? Tell me you can't!" "Oh, I believe it." My best friend snickered. "Your parents are bat shit crazy. Always knew that anyway. I suppose it's a good thing you're starting to see it." You're not helping Stella. She cackled and I could just imagine the wild grin on her face and those dark eyes glinting with glee. Stella loved being right. "You asked for it, woman. Told you being all prim and proper for your folks ain't worth it. Now look who's getting their ass pawned off on some ugly dick!" "We don't know if he's ugly," I mumbled, taking a deep breath. Was I overreacting? How else was I supposed to react when my parents told me I was engaged to be married to some dude I had never met before?! And they had told me through text! Text! Damn, Stella was right. They were crazy! "Who the hell cares how he looks? Getting you engaged to a man you've never met is flat-ass crazy. You should get revenge!" I blinked confused. "I should?" "Of course you should. You need to start living for yourself, girl, Or next thing you know, you're pregnant without your fucking consent!" My lips curled in disgust. That was true. My parents had a knack for making decisions without involving me at all. They had decided what school, what college to attend, my apartment, my clothes, my future, basically every single thing! My eyes fell on a framed picture of me and my parents on the wall. A stone-faced blonde girl with brown eyes stared right back at me. "I don't know what the hell they want from me. I've been a good girl all my life. Lived nineteen good years, focused on my books alone. Hell! I've never even had a boyfriend! Why would they do this to me?!" Tears stung my eyes and I blinked rapidly. "See? You lived a boring ass life and now you're getting tossed to some rich boring guy. On the brighter side, you can spend all that Mula. That's enough to give you an orgasm." I shuddered at the thought. No way. I didn't want to marry someone I didn't know. Or someone my stuck-up parents chose. "You know what? Revenge sounds perfect." I grumbled, sitting up on the sofa. "I am done being their perfect little princess!" Stella squealed excitedly. "That's my girl! We could hit the clubs and get some big ol dick to shove into you." I grimaced. "That sounds horrifying. And it's not my kind of thing." "Don't you dare chicken out!" I laughed at her words and reached for my school bag, whipping out a notepad and a pen. "I'm not chickening out. I just want something a little less gross and a little more... Sexy." "Girl, what do you know about Sexy? You wouldn't know the first thing to do to kiss a man!" I shrugged, flipping through my notepad. They held my biggest secrets. And considering I wasn't much of an adventurer, the secrets weren't that deep. "I know I want to be told how to play with my coochie." Stella laughed again as if I had told a dumbass joke. "This can't work if you can't say pussy, Kira." "Pussy, Coochie, same difference," I said, holding up my notepad. "I have a plan!" "Please tell me it involves you fucking an actual dick?" I read through the list I had scribbled on my notepad and giggled. "Maybe. I have a list of naughty things I want to do." There was silence on Stella's end before she said in a monotone voice. "A list? Did you make a list for sex? Kira, you are as crazy as your parents." "Oh just hear me out will you? I'll send you a picture-" "My messaging app isn't working at the moment," Stella grumbled, sounding less excited by the second. "I'll email it then," I giggled, ending the call. Okay, perhaps I was crazy. This was my first time doing something so spontaneous, sue me. I took a picture of my list of naughty things, shuddering at how depraved everyone was, and sent it off to Stella's mail. Perhaps I wouldn't follow through with it, but it felt so good to write them down. "Mom will have a heart attack if she sees this list!" I chuckled, rising on my feet, and trudged to the bedroom. After a long shower and while shoving down a plate of ready-made pasta, I still hadn't gotten a reply from Stella. I would discuss with my father on this ridiculous engagement later on and everything would be fine. There was no need for making drastic decisions like fucking a stranger, who would tie me up and make me his in every sense of the word- "Holy moly," I whispered trying to contain the shudder that wracked through me. I knew I shouldn't have read those smutty books Stella gave me. My phone pinged with a reply and grateful for the escape from my dirty thoughts, I lunged for it. Stella must have finally seen the mail and... "Oh no," I whispered, eyes widening in shock. "Oh no no no! Fuck no!" I read the message on my screen over and over again, shame and dread coursing through me. "Hello Kira, This is quite an interesting list you've got here." I sent the list to Stella alright. But somehow, I had also sent it to someone named Xavier Barnes. Shit!Kira 47Kira’s POVMy entire body was locked tight, thighs shaking violently around Xavier’s head as my p.u.s.s.y throbbed desperately against his tongue. I was right there, right on the fucking edge, seconds away from shattering, and then my phone just had to ring.Asher calling…The name on the screen hit me like ice water. I froze, my soaked c.u.n.t still hovering over Xavier’s mouth, juices dripping down his chin while my clit pulsed angrily, begging for release.“No… no, no, no,” I whimpered under my breath.Xavier’s strong hands gripped my sore, spanked ass tighter, refusing to let me pull away. His deep blue eyes burned up at me from between my thighs, dark with wicked hunger.“Answer it,” he growled, voice muffled against my dripping folds. “Now.”My hands were shaking so badly I almost dropped the phone. I swiped to answer just as another wave of pleasure threatened to crash over me.“H-Hello?” My voice came out all breathy. “Hey, Kira,” Asher’s warm and gentle voice filled
Kira 46Xavier’s POVThe penthouse elevator hummed around us as I held Kira tight against my chest. She was still shaking, her curvy little body pressed into mine like she was afraid the world would snatch her away again. My eyes kept dropping to that ugly bruise darkening along her jaw. Every time I saw it, something feral twisted tighter in my gut.No one touched what belonged to me.I carried her inside without a word, straight past the freshly cleaned living room and into the kitchen. The marble island felt cool as I set her down on it. She winced when I tilted her chin up to inspect the damage under the light.“Xavier… I’m okay,” she whispered.“You’re not,” I growled, grabbed an ice pack, wrapped it, and pressed it gently to her bruised jaw. She hissed but leaned into my touch. Those big brown eyes lifted to mine, all glassy and needy.“I’m fine, Daddy,” she said. She licked her bottom lip. “Maybe you could make me feel better?” The ice pack slipped from my fingers.My Control?
Chapter 45Kira's POVThe first thing I felt was the pounding.A deep, relentless throbbing behind my eyes that made even the simple act of blinking feel so awful like punishment. I groaned, shifting slightly, and immediately regretted it. My jaw ached where Mason's fist had connected and my palms stung from hitting the pavement.Pavement? The memory crashed back in my head and my eyes flew open.The room was dim. I could make out some concrete walls but I couldn't see much. There was a single bulb hanging from the ceiling. I was on the floor, back against the wall. Across the small room, Mason paced like a caged animal, phone pressed to his ear, voice low and frantic."I'm telling you this wasn't the plan," He hissed. "She wasn't supposed to...I just needed the money, I didn't sign up for... hello? Hello?!"He yanked the phone from his ear, stared at it, then shoved it into his pocket with a curse. His hands were shaking.I stayed very still for a moment, watching him. Mason wasn't
Kira's POVI didn't know how to feel about everything that was going on. Numb? Stupid? Out of my mind? I felt extremely careless and ignorant, but I couldn't let Mason get away with all of these. It was extremely costly. I was moving out of the college building when I spotted him outside the coffee shop. Immediately I saw him, I didn't know how to react. I staggered as I walked towards him, but when I remembered that the ball was left for me in my own court, I knew I had to do it no matter how it made me feel. I mean, he couldn't go away with all of that. It would be so unfair without judgement. “I see you came here to have some coffee," I uttered and demonstrated. I was out of words. I was out of options too. “Kira? What are you even doing here?" He asked like absolutely nothing was going on, carefully dropping the coffee mug. I tried to settle in a bit, just to be sure of the words I uttered. “Mason," I called. He froze for some seconds the moment I called his name. His eye
Chapter 43Kira’s POVI woke to sunlight slanting across Xavier’s bedroom, warm and golden and it got me thinking about everything that happened. The bed beside me was empty. My stomach dropped, leaving me horrified. I quickly got up and tugged in a sweatshirt and walked out. The entire apartment was silent except from the soft hum that came from the computer in his home office. I was drowning in suspense of where Xavier could be. Just when my worries hit the roof, I saw him seated by his desk. His shoulders were slumped and his face rested on his palms, supported by his elbows. There were papers scattered everywhere in the room, the coffee mug was abandoned and his entire posture was ragged. I was stunned, “What's wrong?" I asked softly. He roughly ran his hand through his hair and looked up to me with a sad gaze. The exhaustion he felt at that point made me realize something had gone south. I still had a little bit of faith because he was always saving the day with his solution
Chapter 42Xavier's POV After I made dinner in my newly secured apartment, I suddenly became tense. I tried as much as I could to mask how I felt at that point, but I failed. Kira dropped her cutlery, “What's wrong? You don't look good." She stared at me with eyes filled with worry v“Uhmmm.." I was speechless. “I just need you badly.” I confessed, letting vulnerability come in. I didn't know how else to pull it in. "I don't look that pretty today, but your dinner tonight made me feel so good,” she smiled, blushing from the sides. “We could go shower to feel much better. That night help…” I suggested, so we could leave the dining table. “Yes, that's going to be good, " she replied awkwardly. She went into the room and after I cleared the dining table, I followed her to the room. She was already waiting for me in the room. When I got there, she was backing the door. Her shadow looked just as good as she did. I felt an intense rush I couldn't control, and I used my greedy hands o
Chapter 36Xavier's POVMarcel Andrews stared at me like he wanted to call the police on me, or sue me. If it were possible, I could have been strangled as well. If I were in his place, it would be ugly to judge him. I couldn't blame him. If I walked into my daughter's
Chapter 35Kira's POVAsher didn't move at first. He stood staring at everyone with a tight jaw, watching Xavier like he was going to run up to him and beat him up. The air in the room grew tighter. I could feel the tension. Asher walked towards the table and carefully dropped the bouquet of flow
Chapter 34Kira The first thing I felt was pain. It was sharp, but deep like it was pounding ache. It felt like someone wedged something inside my skull that couldn't stop ringing in my head. My ribs felt tight and I pulled myself together to turn to the other side of what felt soft like a bed. B
Chapter 33Kira’s POV"I didn't mean-"I cut myself off, a smile tugging at my lips. Xavier looked mad. His grip on the wheel was hard enough to break it and his stormy eyes fixed on me so deliciously. Mhmm, I had to have fun with this. He had so much power over me, it was kind of relieving to




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