LOGINElle.
It's four am by the time I finally get back home only to find that my door is unlocked. Not that there's much to steal anyway, but if someone is desperate for some expired ramen, and an ancient space heater that sounded like it might explode every time I turned it on, then yeah—my crappy apartment just might be a jackpot. Strange. I'm pretty sure I locked up before I left. Why the hell is it ope… Realisation stops me dead in my tracks. Fuck, what day is it? Retrieving my phone from my pocket, I tap on the cracked screen, and any hope I have completely shatters the moment I see the date on my screen. Shit. Suddenly, the air in my lungs turns thick, and a tight knot starts to form in my chest as the feeling of pure suffocating dread spreads through my bloodstream. How could I have let myself forget to plan for his arrival? It's already too late now. Zoey and Cleo didn't live close by and the club was closed. Considering that every penny I made went into my savings and my Get Out funds, a motel was also out of the question. Guess I'll just have to deal with it. Inside, the smell of alcohol assaults me with a vicious sneer. Bottles litter the floor next to the only couch in the room, some full, most empty. The TV is on, and a match from the last football game is playing on screen. My uncle is slumped over on the couch like he never left. His shirt is stained with liquor and some type of red sauce. One of his arms hangs off the arm of the couch with a bottle still clutched in his grasp. Great, he's asleep, Now if I can just… “Anne,” he calls out as I try to sneak past him undetected. Again with that name. My full name was Annabelle, but my uncle decided Anne sounded better—so that’s what he called me. I hated it, not just because he preferred it, but because every time he said it felt like he was branding me with something that wasn’t mine. Closing my eyes, I clenched my jaw as I slowly turned around to find his gaze already on me, a slow disgusting smile splitting his face. “There’s my favourite little girl,” he slurs, dragging out each word like an overly performative dad after one too many beers at a barbecue. He pushes himself to his feet, taking a swaying step forward, “You're back late Where've you been?” “Working.” “Working hard I bet.” His eyes trail down my body, lingering a bit too long on my chest. I'd changed from my work attire into something a bit more comfortable. Sweatpants and a loose shirt. It was far from exposing yet somehow his gaze made me feel worse than when I'm stripped bare performing in front of neon lights. “You got my money?” I shove my hand into my pocket and pull out four crumbled fifty-dollar bills and hold them out to him without a word. His lips curl in disdain “That all?” “It’s what I made tonight,” It's not. Not even close. But there is no way in hell I am letting him get his slimy paws on all my money. He snatches the cash from my hand, counting it slowly before huffing and shoving the bills into the back pocket of his faded jeans. “I have an early shift tomorrow” I inform him, “Can I go now?” His eyes drag over me again, slower this time—too slow. “ Sure. But first, be a doll and make me another drink, will you?” Like he needs anymore. I grit my teeth, forcing a tight-lipped nod before turning toward the kitchen. I can feel his eyes on me the entire time, crawling over my back like insects. At the counter, I grab an almost empty bottle of whiskey and pour its remaining content into an empty glass. I look back at my uncle and find him in the spot where I originally met him on the couch. His eyes are glued to the screen, completely enraptured with the game. Now's my chance. Turning back, I lift the lid of the sugar jar close to the beaten-down toaster and exhale when I find the stash of sleeping pills I'd left there untouched. Thankfully, my uncle had little interest in this corner of the house. Unfortunately, his curiosity always seemed reserved for the places I most wished he'd avoid. Like my room, for instance. Grabbing three pills, I crush them up and dump them into the glass, stirring until every bit of the substance dissolves into the drink. I wipe my palms against my sweatpants, suddenly aware of how damp they are. You'd think I'd be used to the nerves that came with drugging my uncle by now I'm desperate to get this over with so that I can finally curl up in bed and forget about what an awful day I've had but a gasp rips from my lips when I turn and find my uncle standing directly behind me. Shit. His gaze drops to the glass in my hand, a sneer already forming at his lips “What did you add to my drink?” My fingers instinctively tighten around the glass, and all at once, I forget how to breathe. “I don't know what you're talking about.” He tilted his head, eyes flaming with anger. “I saw you add something to my drink." Maybe it's the fact that his speech no longer slurred, or maybe it's the way the room suddenly felt too tight to breathe in, but all I wanted to do was run. Run from him. Run from all of this. I swallow, “I didn't add anything to your drink…” his hand comes down on my face. Hard. I collapse to the ground, glass crashing and shattering into tiny jagged pieces beside me. Pain radiates from my cheek, sharp and burning and I think I taste blood. “You think I'm stupid?” Just grit your teeth and bear it. “No,” I answer in a broken whisper, flinching when I try to push myself up. He kneels over me, fingers twisting into, my hair as he ya,nks me back hard until my neck strains under the pressure, and it feels like it might snap. “You trying to poison me you dumb, fucking cunt?” he spits, “No, I would ne..” he twists harder, silencing me. “Stupid girl" he growls, breath hot and sour against my face. “You think you can kill me? You’d be dead in a gutter if it wasn’t for me and this is how you repay me ?” Tears prick at my eyes, but I force them back. I won’t give him the satisfaction of seeing me cry. “Try this again and I'll fucking kill you. You hear me?” Despite the strain, I manage to nod and he lets me go, pushing away from my body. “Clean this mess up” He shuffles back to the couch, muttering under his breath. I don't bother to make out what he's said and begin cleaning up the broken glass and whiskey soaking the floor. My face throbs and the taste of blood lingers in my mouth. Hopefully, I don't get a bruise. Because that would mean I'd have to skip work tomorrow, and I'd hate for that to happen since money right now was tight and non-negotiable. I gather the last shard of glass in my palm and head for the trash just as a knock on the door resonates in the air. “That must be your aunt. I'll get it. You stay there and clean up this mess.” How noble. Tossing the shards into the trash, I wipe my hands on a fresh towel and begin making my way back to the living room—only to freeze when I see who is standing at the door. Spoiler alert, it isn't my aunt. “Who the fuck are you?” my uncle barks, puffing his shoulders. He looks genuinely confused by the person standing in the doorway, unlike me whose entire body lights up in recognition. It can't be.. “There you are,” Yup, it most definitely is who I think it is. Mystery man towers over my uncle, eyes narrowed and an unmistakable air of authority mixed with danger clinging to him like a second skin. In the last few hours since I last saw him, he's managed to pull a complete 180. Gone was the man who asked to touch me and told me lies I asked for and in his place stood someone unfamiliar. His gaze shifts, and without giving it much thought, I spin on my heel and dart into the kitchen, crouching behind the half wall that separates it from the living room. I hear my uncle scoff. “Whatever you’re selling, I ain’t interested—” “Well then it's good I'm not here to sell anything, isn't it?” There’s the sound of measured footsteps, then his voice again “May I come in?” I hear the creak of the floorboards as he steps over the threshold. What is he doing here? I'm sure I never told him where I lived and Roxy would never do that to me. Would she? “Look, I already told you, I'm not buying anything” “And I told you I'm not selling. I’m simply here to collect what you owe me,” “Bullshit. I don’t owe you anything,” comes my uncle's instant defence, and I immediately know it's a lie. “Oh, but you do,” Mystery man replies. I peek out again and find him reaching for a paper in his pocket. He unfolds it and holds it out for my uncle to read.. “You signed this six years ago.” My uncle squints. “ I've never seen that shit in my life.” A muscle ticks in the mystery man's jaw. “Never, huh. Then how come your signature is right here,” he taps a spot on the paper twice, My uncle shrugs, “Look, you can't expect me to remember everything I sign, Mr uh…” “Aaron.” Aaron. The name suits him. What the hell am I thinking? Focus. “Right well, like I said, I don't remember signing that paper.” “Of course you don't. They never do,” Aaron sighs, then meets my uncle's eyes. “Does the name Rican O'Sullivan ring any bells?” My uncle’s eyes widen, and in an instant, recognition washes over his features, followed closely by a wave of pure, unmistakable horror. “Judging by that expression on your face I'm going to take a wild guess and say yes.”My uncle stumbles back, accidentally bumping against nothing and falls flat on his ass. Aaron watches the sight with an expression that's both amused and slightly irritated. I wasn't particularly familiar with the three Mafia families that ran the streets of Chicago but I'd be lying if I said I didn't know who Rican O'Sullivan was. From what I'd heard, he'd passed away a few years ago and was immediately replaced by his son, whom he'd been secretly grooming for years to take over. “Jesus Christ,” my uncle breathes, clutching the side of the couch like it might somehow help him. “You’re his kid aren't you?” "Looks like you're not entirely stupid" The sarcasm in his tone is unmistakable. Uncle Finn blinks up at him, pale and trembling. It's the first time I've seen him as anything but the drunk I know him to be and it is without a doubt the single most satisfying moment of my life. “Look I'm going to be straight with you. I don't exactly have the money at the moment but I'm sure we can talk about this, maybe even work something out.” “It's been six years, Finn. I neither have the time nor the patience required for a conversation.” Aaron advances towards my uncle, who scrambles backwards on the floor like a man trying to outrun death itself. “P-please,” he stammers, “There's got to be something we can work out.” His back is pressed against the couch, completely cornered. Both of them are close enough that if either one of them were to turn around, they'd see me peeking, so I decide to crawl deeper into the kitchen to avoid both their gazes. Unfortunately, my plan is cut short when a sharp pain shoots from my palm. “Bloody hell” I hiss barely in a whisper, but it's loud enough. I immediately clamp my lips shut but it's too late. The damage is already done. I know this because Aaron, in the next second, is no longer at my uncle's side, no, he's crouching in front of me, a slow, predatory grin splitting his face as recognition sparks in his eyes. “Well, well, well, what do we have here?” Fuck.ElleI'm barely out of the mall before my vision starts to blur and the tears fall down my cheeks in big fat drops.Zoey and Cleo are gone. I asked them to leave while I was talking to her, which, now that I think about it, was a pretty dumb move.I thought I could handle it. I thought I was stronger now but clearly I overestimated myself. She tore me down without so much as a razor.I stop just outside the parking lot. There aren't many cars here other than the few scattered ones lingering in the open area. There were a few people too but none of them seemed to care that a lady was crying her eyes out in the middle of a mall parking lot I hated this.I hated this so much.I hated feeling like this. I hated that after all these years she still could come into my life and cause a storm. It's been years. I'm supposed to be better. I'm supposed to... not be so broken.Maybe I'm not meant to be better. Maybe she's meant to always be the source of every pain I've ever felt in my...My ph
ElleWhen I was younger I was convinced my mother hung the moon. I imagined she would play with the stars after she finished at work and that was why she always came home late. In my tiny brain, that was the only explanation for her beauty. She was kissed by the stars and blessed by the moon.Even now, after almost five years of not seeing her, she still looks so perfectly ethereal. Beneath her grey streaks and tired bags underneath dark eyes, she manages to look just as haunting as the last time we met."How have you been?"So that's what we're starting with."Good. You?"She offers me a smile that doesn't quite reach her eyes as she wraps both her hands around the cup of blue raspberry slushie she ordered. Her knuckles whiten as if they might somehow shatter the thin plastic if she squeezes hard enough. "I... I've missed you." Her voice sounds flayed around the edges like she isn't sure if what she said is a good thing or a bad thing."Did you plan this?" I blurt, already growin
Elle"I can't believe you guys brought me to the mall", I say while pushing hangers of blue striped cotton sweaters to the side to examine their more feminine, pink counterparts."What were you expecting?" Zoey grabs a blouse from the rack, "You do realise that Christmas is only a month away?"When my friends came by, I thought it would be an opportunity to distract myself from the silent shit storm that's been rapidly overtaking my life so excuse me if I feel a little bit disappointed that they brought me here.I've been too busy trying to figure out how to navigate my new life as a mob boss's wife while simultaneously hiding out in my husband's mansion away from his enemy and asking him to do unspeakable things to me. Needless to say, among my very colourful problems, the looming holidays are the least of my concerns.Plus the weather is the complete opposite of the season. It's freaking blazing outside and not in the way that makes you want S'mores and hot chocolate."So? Does that
ElleI spend the next couple of days at home, though “waiting” feels like a generous way to describe what I’m actually doing. Aaron is rarely home. He's been trying to keep tabs on Neil, whose slate, unfortunately, continues to stay clean. There aren't any records tying him to the shooters. According to Aaron, their payments were sent from an untraceable offshore account, routed through so many shell companies that even his best tech contacts have hit a brick wall trying to find anything.It's honestly so frustrating. Neil has been temporarily unseated—only until the end of the week. The council has given Aaron just seven days to solve this debacle, and if he fails, he’ll be forced to drop the case and allow Neil back onto the council.Something neither of us wants.And since Neil is not under the guidelines of the council for now, it means he can launch another attack and put me as the main target since Aaron is the one holding the line against him. Simply put, I’m the leverage.
ElleI wish I could tell you that I stayed buried in the state of post orgasmic bliss for the rest of the evening but that would be a terrible lie.Once Aaron finishes with his shower, he makes his way back to where I'm still lying in bed and presses his lips on my cheek. I smile as he slips in beside me on the bed, but then I notice his expression, which causes me to straighten."Something wrong?""I need to tell you something," He informs me. My mind immediately races to the millions of things my husband would want to discuss with me after giving me the most earth-shattering orgasm of my life, but none of them requires such a stern expression."What is it?"He sighs, his gaze coming to rest on my face. He's no longer dressed in the clothes he came back in. A black cotton shirt stretches across broad expanses of muscle while his bottom half is covered by sweats pants a few shades lighter. His hair is still damp from his shower and some of it sticks to his forehead in thick clumps.
Elle"Strip"I stare up at my husband as the authoritative manner in which he orders me to take off my clothes causes a row of shivers to crash along my skin.Anticipation builds low in my belly, and I find myself reaching down and fiddling nervously with the hem of his shirt.When I kissed him earlier, it was as if I'd been possessed. It wasn't just a desire; it was a desperate, psychological need. It had to happen, and in that same frantic impulse, I found myself here, beneath him, seconds away from baring myself—No, my soul to him.Aaron's jaw shifts from side to side. Arching a brow, he waits, patiently watching to see if I'll do as he says, and I wonder if, like last night, I'm in control.I hope I am.Now that I've had a taste of what it feels like I always want to be in control when we're like this. I don't know how Aaron is well enough in the bedroom, but something tells me that he isn't a man who gives up that aspect of himself easily, and the fact that he's willing to give i







