I still cannot think clearly about this and I don't know what to do, I feel so confused, mad, anything all those negative feelings that make me depressed.
I'm pregnant, with the most dangerous mafia boss's baby.
This is so unpredictable for me.
The doctor has come and give me some medicine and vitamin for me and the baby in my womb.
“But please you can be more relaxed miss, avoid negative thinking that makes you stressed and bad, everything will be okay, stay calm your mind.”
I just nodded my head and cried, I feel so emotional and this is so unbelievable.
“Alessia, calm down and relax your mind, as our agreement you need to agree with anything that happened you need to take the risk because you already signed the agreement.”
“Y-yes, I do, Riccardo.”
I feel so scared and this makes me more difficult to escape from him, I don't know what to do, and I don't have any friends to talk to.
I was just locked in his mansion without being able to do anything, even interact with my family.
“Alessia, I want you completely to be mine, and you must, I will take you to Greece for our marriage and celebrate there.”
I just nodded my head without saying anything, I feel so afraid of him.
“Why are you just silent, I hate passive girls! Say anything to me!”
“Yes, that's okay, I will do anything you want because I already signed the agreement too.”
“You still look so passive, just like I'm the cruelest man in the world! I don't like your attitude!”
I am so tired of these conditions, I feel like getting forced into this marriage and anything without my consent.
“Alessia, look at me! You are mine, and I will never let you go, so you can stop dreaming you will escape from my mansion, once you made a mess with a mafia, you will be never able to escape, or you will die!”
Riccardo keeps holding my face, and he is talking closer right into my face, this makes me tremble and my heartbeat goes faster.
I can't stop crying, and he tore up the evening gown that I'd been wearing.
Riccardo slowly takes off his clothes, I know how it will end.
I just can't stop crying, and he starts to get closer to me.
“Alessia, you know I love you and always will! And you are going to become my wife! I'm not concerned about others, only you, the one I love, so I am giving you all of my love, and you can rest assured I will make sure that you get pregnant, I know that I can be very gentle and loving with you!”
And with these words, Riccardo put himself between my legs and push himself on top of me.
I can't think straight anymore, this thing is making me crazy.
“Alessia, you're beautiful, don't cry, you belong with me, now let me go deep into you and make you mine.”
My breathing becomes quick, and I think it's hard to breathe, and he starts rubbing my inner thigh.
Riccardo keeps on moving harder against me and my body gets tighter.
This is killing me because I feel so uncomfortable and in pain, it hurts so bad, and I can't stop screaming and crying because of this pain.
Riccardo starts kissing my neck and he kisses it so hard.
As long as he keeps doing that, I can't think of anything else.
“Please Riccardo doesn't do this to me, don't, stop please!!”
“Shh, you're hurting me, you're so cute when you're in pain!”
He starts to rub my sensitive spot, which made me moan loudly, and I felt so bad.
My body starts to shake so hard, and I can't move my hips.
“I'm going to do this to you until you beg me to stop, you want me so bad!”
“Riccardo, don't do it!”
And as soon as he starts to lick and kiss my two sensitive parts, makes me scream again.
“Don't, no, please Riccardo, stop!”
“I won't! Just let me enjoy my pleasure! This is what I've been craving since the first time I meet you.”
“Stop! Stop! Please!”
With these words, he put my panties down, and his great package hits against my sensitive spot, it's painful, and I can't stop feeling this pain.
“Riccardo, please stop! Don't make me hurt, please!”
“Shut up, little Alessia, and enjoy yourself!”
And he shoves his big package inside my wetness, I started to scream again, and I can't control it, I sense that it's hurting me so much, but it also excites me and turns me on, and I just scream my name louder.
“Oh Alessia, you feel so damn amazing! You're so hot Alessia, you're so sexy! I love you!”
“Ahhhh, oh god. I'm about to explode, you are so tight, Alessia.”
With this, I immediately come inside me, I could feel the warmth inside my body.
After he finishes, he pulls out his big package and covers my sensitive spot, then he sat beside me and hold me while I sobbed my tears and my hands are shaking.
I can't believe that I got pregnant, I knew it would happen someday, but the way it happens today makes me scared.
“Don't worry, you will be fine.”
He kisses my forehead gently and tries to comfort me, but I really can't do anything except cry.
I just want everything to end right now, I just can't understand this situation and I feel hopeless and frustrated.
“Hey, don't cry, don't cry.”
“Don't you love me, Riccardo? Why did you marry me? Why didn't you love me?”
“What do you mean what I said before? I do love you, I told you many times before, but the reason I married you is that we will be a perfect couple, and you should learn to accept everything, we can never change the contract, but if it makes you happy, I'll just fulfill it. Don't think like this, I can't break the contract, I love you.”
He kisses my forehead again and hugs me tightly.
"Here it is." She said giving him the jacket.Riccardo puts it on and turns around to face her."Thanks."She smiled sweetly at him."Where do you want me to carry you?" She asked."You can carry me over your shoulder." Riccardo said.Alessia roll her eyes."You know, I'M NOT THAT BABY. YOU CAN DO IT WITH YOUR OWN TWO HANDS AND DON'T ASK ME TO PUT MY BACK ON YOU OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT."Riccardo looks surprised at how fast she reacted after what he said."Alright, whatever you say." He chuckled.And so Alessia carried him over her shoulders.As they were going towards the elevator Riccardo spoke."So, are you going back to work tomorrow?" He asks."I think so. My boss told me that she wanted me to come back to work as early as possible." She answered."That means I'll be able to spend more time with you, won't it?" He asked."Yeah, probably, but don't expect me to kiss you every time that you come home." Alessia joked.Riccardo laughs at her comment."Ok." He says "Well, I guess we sh
The next morning, Alessia woke up early. After getting ready quickly she went downstairs to see Riccardo waiting for her."Morning, baby girl," he greets her and give her a peck on the cheek."Morning, Riccardo." She replied as she sits on the table."Let's have breakfast together, I made you breakfast earlier." He said.She gave him a small smile."Thank you."After eating their breakfast, they decided to walk through the city. They walked hand in hand. It felt natural for them. When they reach near the park, they decided to sit on one of the benches."Have you been planning this for long?" Asked Alessia."Yeah, since last month. Why?""Nothing."Alessia leans her head against his shoulder. As they continue walking, Alessia couldn't hold it anymore."Do you really want to adopt my babies?" She asks."Of course I do." He answers without any hesitation."But I mean, why did you choose us?" Riccardo sigh."Honestly, I don't know. It's all I dream about for years." He paused. "When I wa
"That's a very valid question. And I don't blame you at all for missing me, Alessia. But don't feel guilty, okay? I would never be mad at you or upset if you ever thought about coming back to me. In fact, if you do decide to return, we'll talk more about this situation, alright?" She requested with a small smile.As soon as I heard the words we will talk being said aloud, I felt slightly relieved. However, it only lasted for a short amount of time because I immediately thought about what Ezra had said to me the night before. He had asked me to wait until tomorrow to give myself a chance to talk about the things that troubled me, so now, I was starting to wonder whether my decision to wait was a good idea. I decided I needed to ask her about it."Actually, I need to ask you something...about yesterday afternoon," I said nervously."What is it?" she asked curiously."I don't know how to word it exactly...but I have these weird feelings...and I'm beginning to think that maybe I should r
"This was a really fun game, Alessia. I think I'm going to enjoy playing it more often," she mentioned, smiling genuinely."Me too. And I'm glad you enjoyed yourself today. I missed you playing poker," I admitted."And I missed you too, Alessia. Thank you for everything you did. We wouldn't have survived without you," she said sincerely.Just then, someone knocked on the door and announced Ezra's arrival. A moment later, he entered the room with an excited smile plastered across his face."Sorry I'm late. I got caught up on a case and had to do overtime," he apologized."It's alright. You were lucky that it was only one extra hour," she commented.I gave Ezra a quick hug, while everyone else congratulated him on finally arriving back."Wow, you smell great!" I commented, noticing how fresh his hair smelled."Thanks. That means a lot to me," he said happily.We all then headed out of the house, saying our farewells. As we reached their car, I noticed the car seats had been removed and
We both got up and made our way down the hallway to the kitchen. There, I saw our family eating together. They all looked quite happy and excited. My heart filled with happiness upon seeing everyone looking so content. It was truly a perfect family.As soon as I arrived downstairs, I spotted them sitting together at one of the stools at the kitchen counter. I walked over to them and took a seat beside her."Hey," I greeted."Hey," Ezra responded."I'm sorry for waking you," I apologies."Oh, it's not a problem. I didn't mind getting up early anyway," She stated cheerfully, waving her hand dismissively.I chuckled softly to myself and turned my attention towards my mum who was busy cooking breakfast."Mum, please don't cook too much. I might not be able to handle it after all," I pleaded.She chuckled."There's plenty more where that came from," she reassured me."Thank God," I whispered in relief.Alessia suddenly jumped up from her seat and ran out of the room, running past me and a
Without saying another word, I followed him into the bedroom, closing the door behind me as I did so. I laid down on the bed and he crawled onto the mattress and pressed a kiss against my forehead. I immediately melted into his embrace. My eyelids started to droop tiredly. Dan chuckled and kissed my temple."Go to sleep, Alessia," he ordered softly.I hummed contently and closed my eyes, relaxing into his touch. Soon enough, my breathing slowed and deepened until it eventually stopped altogether. Ezra smiled to himself as he looked down at me, admiring my peaceful expression. I was sleeping soundly in his arms. The events of yesterday were finally catching up with me and I could barely keep myself from falling asleep. The exhaustion was setting in and I could barely keep my eyes open. I sighed softly as Ezra rubbed circles against my hip soothingly.He leaned forward and rested his chin atop my head, gently brushing away the strands of my loose hair and placing a gentle kiss on th
"Okay, love, I get it. Let's not talk too much and just get ready for breakfast. Then we should probably hurry up and eat before everyone arrives," he said playfully.I nodded and smiled.I felt so loved by Ezra. He gave me more joy than anything else in this world. Even though I'd never admit it out loud, he was definitely the most important person to me in this world. Every time I thought about losing him, my heart broke and I felt so empty. All I wanted to do was hug him tightly and tell him how much I loved him. I had never had anyone give me unconditional love Ever.I had never experienced that type of warmth. I was used to people only caring about the fame I brought them. It scared me to think that someone would ever care about me. And that they would love me unconditionally.I shook my head to clear my thoughts and glanced up at Ezra nervously. There was no way I would be able to hide the emotion in my eyes if I dared to speak. The words seemed stuck somewhere in my throat."
"Marry me," he muttered between heavy breaths."Huh? Why?" I questioned, staring up at him in confusion."Because...because I want you to marry me," he repeated.I gasped quietly in shock, unable to speak a word. Dan's dark eyes were filled with determination as he stared at me intently.ToYah, yah, yes! Of course, I'll marry you!" I blurted out hurriedly.I immediately slapped a hand over my mouth. My voice had come out so loud and I could tell that Ezra had definitely heard me. I bit my lip anxiously and glanced over at him nervously. But surprisingly, he didn't react at all he merely chuckled softly and kissed me tenderly on the lips."Good girl," he murmured softly. "Now come here," he added.I reluctantly crawled towards him. Once I was close enough, he pulled me into a tight embrace and hugged me tightly."Are you okay?" he asked worriedly."Yeah, I'm alright," I assured him.I couldn't believe I had just proposed to Ezra. Sure, I'd always known that it would eventually happen,
"I love you so much," he whispered in my ear before pressing his lips against mine.I felt my cheeks flush brightly again and I closed my eyes in anticipation. As soon as our lips connected, I felt my senses begin to dull and my body relax. All of my worries and problems melted away, leaving nothing but bliss behind them. Nothing mattered except for Ezra."I love you too," I replied softly.After a moment, I pulled away, breaking apart our kiss. I took a deep breath and exhaled loudly."So...are we going back to watching TV now?" I asked hopefully.He chuckled softly."We can continue watching whatever you want," he replied. "However, are you sure that you're alright?" he questioned.A part of me wanted to lie and say everything was fine, but I knew that I couldn't do it. I couldn't hide the truth from Ezra. Besides, he probably already suspected something, judging by the look in his eyes. So, I decided to answer honestly instead."Honestly? No. Not really. I' m just tired," I admit