I'm still feeling the pain, but I can't show him, not now and not ever because I know that he will kill my baby.
I can't help but cry, I would rather not be with this baby and I would rather not live this life.
All my life I want to be loved by someone who loves me unconditionally, and here I am now, being forced into a marriage against my will.
I know it's wrong, it's stupid, and it's wrong, but I wish I could run away from all of this.
I just want to cry and scream in happiness, but I can't, I can't do it and this is just too much to handle. The worst part is that I can't stop crying.
After some minutes, Riccardo stop hugging me and after a few seconds, he left me alone.
It's quiet around me, no one is talking or anything, I think they wanted to avoid talking to me, I'm confused because I don't understand why they were avoiding me.
Then I feel something warm on my back, and it's like it was raining, and suddenly, it stops.
But suddenly, he goes back and takes the most beautiful and expensive wedding gown I have ever seen.
Not only that, but he also takes some jewelry and other stuff, that looks so fancy and expensive.
“This all for you Alessia, just take it, tomorrow we will get married, so right now just prepare yourself because I will take my private jet for us going to marry and honeymoon to Greece.”
“What? Isn't it too fast for you?”
“No, this is the best decision I ever made because I will marry you, the first virgin I meet, you are so beautiful and precious to me.”
I just nodded my head, I feel so shy and my heartbeat goes faster every time I'm around Riccardo.
As soon I prepare before going to Greece, the time seems so much faster for me, I don't even realize anything that happened.
I just know, I will marry the most dangerous mafia in Italy, and I'm pregnant with his baby.
Riccardo has been waiting for me on his private jet and as soon I arrive he helps me and keep holding me.
I look around the plane, this place is so huge, there are so many people and I didn't see anyone that I know, and I'm so scared because I want to avoid causing any problems in his business or the Mafia.
The plane landed in Athens in 4 hours and we both go to our hotel room.
I start to walk to the bed and Riccardo follows behind me.
“Oh Alessia, this will be your bedroom, so you can choose what you want in here.”
I nod my head and I open my suitcase, it has plenty of dresses, blouses, pants, shoes, and accessories.
I choose all of them and I look at the big mirror in the corner of my room.
“Alessia…come out for a second.”
I turn towards him and see he has a smile on his face, he was looking at me like an adorable child.
“Alessia, come over here!”
I immediately come next to him and stand near him and see he is taking pictures of me.
I don't know what he wants, but I don't care, I just hope he doesn't take a picture of my stomach.
And suddenly, he takes pictures of my stomach, to show his family if I'm pregnant with his baby.
We both get close, and he holds my shoulders and takes the photo, and it shows that there's only my stomach that is shown.
“Good! Now kiss me.”
Now I feel scared, and my stomach starts to get nervous because I don't want him to take any pictures of my tummy.
I slowly move forward, and I'm standing near his lips.
Suddenly, I feel his mouth touching mine, he kissed me, and he kisses me hard.
When he pulls away, he puts his hand on his forehead and I follow his movement.
“You will be my wife now, I can't say it anymore because it sounds too weird to say, for a man like me, you are entirely changing my life.”
I just stay silent without saying anything, all I wanted was to run away from here.
“Well, now that I have married you I want you to obey everything that I order you to do. You're going to be the mother of my son, so you need to listen to everything I tell you. And I hope you will respect me and obey me in everything. If you do what I say, you can expect good things from your future, and I promise you that.”
Now I can't say anything to him, but he didn't let me answer him.
“And now, I know you must be tired, you can go to sleep because tomorrow we will be busy.”
I sleep, and he took the blanket to cover my body.
Tomorrow morning, I see some noise from the outside.
And I see the servant already waiting for me until I wake up.
Today is the day of our wedding, I woke up early as usual to prepare everything, my dress is being made by my maids.
I look at my belly and smile, I don't know when I started feeling so happy, I think when I first realized that I was pregnant. I also don't know if I should be excited or nervous or sad.
Furthermore, I guess I'm nervous because I haven't decided yet whether I should marry Riccardo or not. Not only that, but I think he would be so mad if I suddenly decide not to marry him after getting married.
Furthermore, I know how much he loves me, and I can tell he truly cares about me if I decided not to marry him he would become angry and disappointed. I don't want that because he might be killing me.
"Good morning Miss Alessia, I'm here to prepare anything for you, because today will be your wedding day with Mr Riccardo, congratulations!""Yes thank you so much."The servant help me and prepare anything for me.I could see the make up artist already wait for me, for the most important day for me, I feel like dreaming, about this wedding and anything, they really treat me like a Queen.After clean myself, some servants help me to wearing the wedding dress and prepare for anything.They looks so enthusiast, but I don't know why, I feel unhappy and confused.I see myself in the mirror, but that's look like not me.I looked so beautiful, a beautiful young girl and so charming, I even couldn't close my eyes after see my looks, everything looks so magnificent.From the mirror I could see Riccardo too, he stand near the door and waiting for me."You are so perfect Alessia, I'm so proud to have you in my life."I nodded my head, I feels so afraid of Riccardo."Come on, I waiting for you i
I walk towards the door and take a step out of it, then I face him and grab his collar."I want everything to be my own."He laughs lightly, he doesn't seem surprised."Anything you want princess.""Can I have this beautiful bed?" I ask pointing at the big king size bed."Oh sure sweetie, whatever you want."But suddenly I heard his phone ringing.And then he going outside to answers the call.I heard the conversations a bit, but he seemed so angry.He looks so mad and that's makes me shocked.I heard man's voice on him and I could hear Riccardo keeps angry on phone.Finally he hang up."What's wrong? Why you look so angry Riccardo?""Don't worry about it, sweetie. Everything's okay.""Are you sure?""Positive."He kiss my forehead and then he go inside and closed the door, and I immediately run back inside the room."Why would you lie to me, Riccardo, what happened?""Just forget about it, it's just a business deal.""What deal?""Don't worry about it. I will explain later.""No! I w
“Miss Alessia, where did you want to go?”“I need to go outside to look for fresh air, that's the suggestion from the doctor.”“Okay, we will prepare a car for you, as per the suggestion from Mr. Riccardo.”“No, I don't need it, I just go for a while.”“That's okay, Miss, that will improve if we accompany you.”“Thank you so much for the offer, but I think I prefer to go alone.”I kept going outside the mansion and walking alone to my old place, I ran because I don't want anybody to follow me.I kept running without giving any attention to the people behind my back.“Hey, Wait!”I hear a man screaming, and he pushes my body.I fell on the street and I feel so dizzy when I realize I almost got hit by the car, with maximum speed without giving any attention to people, but I feel safe after getting help from the mysterious man.“Hey, are you okay?”I can't focus to answer his question, I just can't stop staring at him, he was the most handsome man I had ever met. I feel intense feelings
Suddenly, I meet Ezra again, he looks so happy to see me.“Hello Alessia, how are you?”“Hey Ezra, I'm fine.”Ezra looks so happy, and he suddenly comes to me.I feel someone has already got into my shoulder, and I'm dizzy, like lose consciousness. My vision gets blurry and when everything becomes black again.When I open my eyes next time, my whole world is white, a white light everywhere except for the dark room.My head hurts badly, but I can't even think of anything else except where am I? Where's my everyone?The next day is I trying to wake up and get my consciousness back.I wake up in a very fancy room with silver furniture anywhere.“W-where I'm I seemed like didn't able to remember anything clearly.”“Hey princess, you finally wake up, welcome to my mansion.”I see Ezra there in his bathrobe, he looks so handsome and his hair like wet after shower and his pretty gray eyes kept staring at me.“Ezra? Why do you take me into this place.”“Because this is my place, and I need
“And Alessia, I think if we must marry as soon as possible, I have been planning about it.”“But, do you think Riccardo will find it or not?”“Oh, that's not! He will never know about it, but I think he will be insane because he already lost the most precious thing for him and that's you Alessia.”Ezra takes my hands and kissed them.I nodded my head and kept staring at him.Even though Ezra was the mafia boss, he was very sweet and kind to me, that's different from Riccardo.I know Ezra was a very dangerous man, too, but I feel safe around him.When we finished dinner, we go upstairs and Ezra undress me, I was surprised at first, but then I start to blush hard.“Are you alright, baby?”“Yea I'm good.”Ezra smiles at me, and kiss me on the lips, I wrap my arms around him tightly and pulled him close.I was nervous, but Ezra make me forget about everything that happened to me.I don't even know if he loves me that much, and what about our future life together, we haven't discussed marr
The day after day I have been passed, I don't know how long Ezra has been kidnapped me, until this makes me wants to forget about Riccardo, but that's so hard for me.I feels isolated in this fancy mansion and try to forget all the things that happened, I know what's going on outside.I turn on the television and I see about my disappearance that Ezra keeps hidden from me, so this makes me doesn't know about anything that happened.But at the same time I know Riccardo feels the same like I did too.I don't know why my life can be with this mafia, maybe this is my destiny? But I never want this, this situations really makes me insane.Ezra is also the most dangerous mafia, I don't know when I will escape from him."Alessia? What are you thinking there? I've been waiting for you.""E-ezra I just?" My mind was racing with everything I could say. He looks at me confused, he's always confused, his eyes are big as if he wants to ask something but it would hurt him so much if he did.He walk
We're sitting in the couch of the living room watching a movie and I can't concentrate at all, because everytime I close my eyes, I picture Ezra running through the forest and the butterflies fluttering around in my stomach.Suddenly Ezra leans against my shoulder and I feel the blood rushing up to my face. I know I shouldn't be surprised by his sudden actions, we've been dating for almost a month and he never did this before. I think it's normal now, but I guess it wouldn't be possible."What's wrong? You look sad." He says softly and I shake my head, pretending to be fine.Ezra frowns, "Please talk to me Alessia." I raise my eyebrows and bite my lip nervously."Nothing, I promise." I reply and he stares at me intensely."Really?" he asks skeptically and I nod.Ezra sighs and puts his arm around me. I rest my head against his chest and I feel relaxed.We continue watching the movie and I don't remember when he fell asleep, he's laying on my shoulder but he looks completely different
"You're running really slow." He says playfully.I roll my eyes but I keep running along with him.We stop for a second after passing all the people and then we continue running.At least it's easier than I thought it would be, we both know exactly which way is the best path to avoid all the enemies.When we reach the fence I start climbing it and Ezra does the same thing behind me.I feel sweat forming on my forehead and I'm panting heavily.I look down and see two soldiers running behind us. I'm pretty sure they won't get past the obstacle but the guards behind us might catch up.I start climbing higher and faster and Ezra follows me.Finally I reached the top and I climb the ladder carefully while Ezra jumps down.I look at him from where I'm standing, he's already waiting for me."You okay?" he asks and I nod."Let's go!" Ezra tells me and I follow him.We run through the woods, avoiding the guards and we eventually arrive at the beach area.There are several boats scattered aroun