It was a rainy morning in Mexico City; she looked gray because of the smog covering her, it was her first day as director of that hospital. He had been there many times, when he was a medical student he had to take classes there; when he was a social service provider because of his high average he applied for the place there.
At the end of his service, he graduated as a doctor, that’s when he won the Salpetriere grant to move to France, he remembered all that very well, when he left his car in the hospital parking lot, now in the special position for him, he was proud of himself, he was young, smart with a promising future.The hospital had a long history, a shocking and sad history of thousands of patient cases, I don’t know it used the old methods anymore, but still some cases were so extreme that patients had to be kept asleep almost all day.Upon arrival he visited every area of the hospital, every wing of the hospital, he knew them already, he had been there for a whole year, at different times, having different experiences. A lot of things came to his mind, the hospital legends, things about supertitions of the staff over the years.I was in her office, having a meeting with the staff in charge, the deputy directors of the hospital, some nurses, some psychologists, I would have to start a new work strategy, mental health had to be important.A young doctor approached him, wanted to tell him about a case, she was a patient who had been in the hospital for years, she was one of the permanent inmates, she had been through many of the doctors, she was known as the patient 1903, she had no name, he remembered that patient; when he was a social service provider, he had listened to her, but had not had the opportunity to see her, since she had no sufficient knowledge.What’s going on with her?- he questioned the Doctor-Dr?Lanah Angeles”, she said, “Dr. Lanah Angels – Dr. Samaniego; it’s patient 1903, every day she’s more and more out of the picture, the funny thing here, is that she asked especially for you; it’s as if she knew you were going to come – she ended up with a tone of doubt mixed with exceptionism.“I did my service here”, he said, “but I never had any dealings with her, I just heard little things about her. I think she came here at the same time as I started the service; let me read her file, I want to know what’s going on with her.He spent the day reading that expedite.Patient of the female sex, currently 29 years old, thin physical constitution with 1. 74 cm of height. She was found in a house in the Rome colony completely naked, her family and her name, diagnostic with schizophrenia, are unknown when she was admitted to hospital. There’s no significant progress on it.The file didn’t say much, apparently the psychiatrists treated her with specific drugs, the psychologists had tried hypnosis but each of them had failed, the woman didn’t say or didn’t want to say anything, Manuel Samaniego saved a name in the last days.He frowned, it was completely illogical, the file had a picture of the woman, he was absolutely certain that he did not know her, and he had never seen her in his entire life.From the black and white photo you could see that her hair was blonde, it was long, in her eyes there was something she wanted to recognize but couldn’t, a headache came suddenly, so I closed my eyes a bit, there had been many things during the day, so she decided to go home to rest, only that first she would go see her girlfriend Mariana. Despite having gone to France to study Mariana Marquéz remained his girlfriend, she was a chef who had an Argentine restaurant in Coyoacan, she had followed him to France while he studied her specialty; she studied for a chef, worked in France, she returned to Mexico a year earlier to open the restaurant. She didn’t work that day because she had cut off her hand.When he arrived at the apartment where they both lived, he noticed something curious about the number of his house, it was the same number as the patient 1903; he shook his head at chance and entered his house.His girlfriend Mariana was furious, she could not do anything with her hand, she felt a complete useless, to increase her anger her partner entered with her head and thoughts elsewhere.Good evening, Manuel- almost shouted Mariana- if I have been very well, and you?- the anger almost fury brought Samaniego to the real world, he did not understand Mariana’s mood swings, he had already asked her for a long time to treat but she had always refused.Good evening, Mar- I speak to you in a tired tone- again, that headache, it was like a drill was puncturing his skull, it was strange but I felt that- it went well in the hospital, for the first day, sorry for not calling you earlier, it was a very busy and chaotic day. He approached to hug his girlfriend but she rejected him, to go to the room they shared.Manuel shrugged his shoulders, it was better to let that start pass, took out his laptop, and started looking for information that had been sent to him about that patient, he saw the notes of the hypnosis sessions, he only said one thing, blood, hammer, blood, drill, blood, man, house, body, and crying, a lot of crying, position The hypnosis or the sessions were apparently not well conducted, what impressed him most was that the word that he read on several pages was always the same: BLOOD.She got up and went to her room where Mar was, she knew perfectly well that she was temperamental, she always had been; since the beginning of their relationship nothing had changed between the two of them, the only way she could relax was by making love, or with such a fuck as she said.He found her lying on the bed, so he came over and started kissing her, the woman parted with a sudden move, that was always a foreplay, he turned her over to kiss her now he bites her lower lip, he flipped her gently to penetrate her in a rough way. . .Dr. Samaniego arrived at work that day, the place was quite chaotic, he still had a consultation to give, not because he was the director, he was not exempt from not having patients; But he still had to talk to Dr. Lanah, about patient 1903. That number told him something, but he didn't remember any more, it was his second day at work, he had prepared for it so he would take it forward.SOMEWHERE ELSE ...A group of students found themselves in practices, at that time they were in Gessell's chamber, they had a class with Dr. Abelló, they were going to have a session with a schizophrenic patient, many of them were studying psychiatry.Dr. Abello entered and with him two men who were leading a woman, she had her short hair, which was light brown, her eyes were lost, she did not know at what moment they were.They were in a regression, suffering from catatonic schizophrenia, there were times when he stayed in one position.
Dr. Abelló's class, the group was discussing the case of patient 13, that's what he called himself, the Doctor did not give them the name of the woman yet, the chair of the day could not be in Gesell since patient 13 she had suffered from a seizure of epilepsy the day before and was in the hospital at the time, and had a neurological monitoring.Okay guys, what have you investigated about our patient 13's symptoms ?; I await her hypothesis, her possible symptoms and her theories about her.Andrea Santos, one of the doctor's best students, raised her hand to ask for a word --- from what we can identify, she has strong traits of paranoid schizophrenia and there are also schizoid traits; but the strangest thing is that in the last consultation she had coherent language- Santos term.That's right, Santos- said Abello sometimes returns to reality, but not all, let's continue with the case and a bit of the girl's story ...&nb
They were in consultation with Dr. Abello, again in Gesell's chamber, the students of the specialty in psychiatry every day, they found more interesting things in the case of patient 13, Dr. Abello had decided not to reveal the name of said patient out of professional ethics, but wanted her students to see her case.Tell me thirteen, how are you feeling today? - Abello asked kindly to the woman who was sitting in front of him- the woman when hearing the voice of the doctor looked up, but did not focus on him, if not on someone invisible, smiled at that something, and turned to see the man who had questioned her before.Very well, I always feel very well, I told her that my mother came to visit me, well she came and told me about the stupid ex-boyfriend, - the woman saw that invisible something, that made her signs that she will not speak, that It was better to remain silent, thirteen nodded to that character who was in front of her to remain silent again.
In 1903 she was in the hospital garden for the first time; This was the occasion that she had waited so long for, she was ten years old in that place, the smell of flowers, trees, the air itself, all that filled her senses and perception. Dr. Samaniego gave the authorization to let her go out for a few minutes, all this due to her good behavior in the last sessions.Dr. Lanah watched the woman from the window overlooking the gardens, many patients were in the place; But the one who stood out the most was she, that woman who from the moment she arrived at Fray Bernardino could never touch that space until that moment when she walked among the rose bushes, looked at her scrutinizingly, she was not deceived, 1903 was manipulative and dangerous .Dr. Samaniego approached the woman; I was doing a tour of the facilities, I did not have a fixed day to do that tour and supervise that all things were running normally, I did it that way, both in wards
Thirteen was in the dining room, it was very few times that she ate together with all the inmates in the area, she had been in the psychiatric hospital for more than two years, since she saw his whole life collapse, his mind played bad Past, this day was quiet, her mother had not visited her in days, since the day she spoke with the kind Dr. Abello, if he was a kind man, he reminded her of her biological father, if she remembered him.One of the students who witnessed the sessions with her, worked in the area as a resident, observed the woman from a distance, produced a sensation of pain every time he observed her, for her case, the antecedents they marked, the signs and symptoms He did not want to make a prognosis, but he was one hundred percent sure that thirteen, if patient thirteen would never leave the fantasy world that lived in her head, although on some occasions she was lucid on others not so much.That day Dr. Abelló had con
“sometimes I dream of a love distant and vaporous like the schizophrenia of a perfume” -Emil Cioran- 1911 -1995