Julianna
I didn’t know what had happened a while back there but I couldn’t help but my heart was beating uncontrollably, ready to limp out of my chest. Why would he even dare think and try such a sinful thing with me? I made a cross sign why hurriedly stepping out of the building like my life depended on it. “Julianna Gabby’s?” The receptionist questioned, were I had finally reached the admin block after almost being molested. I shook my head, apparently I was still quite shaken up unable to think properly. Get yourself together Julie. The woman pushed her head back to the laptop in front of her, probably checking and confirming the information which I had given her. “All your tuition fees has been cleared and completed, thought you resuming this late isn’t going to be a good thing for you.” I gulped, already expecting something like that. Flicking her eyes from my face, she continued, bringing out some stake of file from her desk. “This is your time table, including a guideline to help you get yourself familiarize with the campus, your hostel and room number are in here, including everything you need to know about this institution, Good luck Ms Gabby’s.” She painted her face with a plain smile which I returned. Holding the files I walked out, but still I had some contemplation running through my thoughts. It felt like I should have reported the incident, because who knows what would happen after this, I was getting an eerily feeling about it. If Father Corbin were to be here, he would definitely have report to the school authority about this because me keeping quiet was a sin itself. After much thinking, I went back into the office having the receptionist giving me a questionable look. I cleared my throat, not knowing why I was even being afraid when I had done nothing wrong, I had hit him out of self defense, yes it was self defense. “I would like to make a report about something which happened to me, is there a disciplinary body I could report too?” The woman apparently had her gazed hooked up to me, it took her a whole minute or more before she responded, “Yes, there’s actually a disciplinary body and an anti-bullying panel to report too. Is there something wrong?” “Ah…..” The words had silently died in my throat because the woman soon continued disregarding whatever I wanted to say. “On a second thought, I don’t want to even know, if your looking for the panels, it’s the next building at the right, painted blue. You can lay your complain there.” Exiting the building, I could still feel the woman’s eyes gaggling at me like I just said something wrong or it wasn’t something to be said in the first place. I still had some few places to visit, like getting my IDs done and some other things which including me getting the necessary books which I would be needing for my course. I was given admission to study literature which was actually my first line of choice. Thank God I didn’t have to struggle much before finding my assigned hostel and my room, but let just say that it wasn’t something I had hope to see which met my gaze. Knocking on the door, I didn’t hear any voice from inside telling me to have come in. The room was suppose to inhabit three girls and I was taking the last spot since my other two roommates had resumed a week earlier. Taking the initiative, I opened the room. My eyebrow furrowed whereas the lights were turned off, and I couldn’t help but pick a faint sound coming from inside the room. Maybe I shouldn’t have flickered the lights but when I did, I soon regretted it because my eyes were plague with the most unimaginable sight. “What the fuck!” Came the groaning voice of one of the girls. She was completely naked and she wasn’t the only one, the other girl on the bed was very much not clothed too. How could they both be naked, lying on the same bed, my mind refused to picture what I had witness again. “Who the fuck are you bitch!” The high voice of the girl reached my hearing again. Her hair was ginger red, and irritation spread across her face. I blinked profusely, were I was trying to bring my words out, and when it came out, it was coherent and shaky too. “Hmmm, I was assigned to this room---” “Close the fucking door and come inside, would you.” The second girl finally spoke out, weaving her fingers in her hair while she adjusted the covers of the bed to cover her nakedness. The door was shut behind me, and I didn’t think it was a smart move from my side. I tried continuing with my statement, “I have been given this----” “I fucking heard you the first time bitch, fuck I hate your witching voice already.” She got out of the bed not bothered about her nakedness. Much amount of irritation fill the red headed girls tone and I could already get the feeling that she doesn’t like me. On the other hand, the other girl spoke. “Shouldn’t we be welcoming to our new roommate Nate?” Her words directed to the other girl. The Nate girl raised her middle finger, while gulping down on a bottle of something which I smelt from were I was standing. It was alcohol. The second girl got up, having the blanket wrapped around her body, she walked to were I stood and with a bright smile she welcomed me. “Welcome to our room, my name is Flora but you can call me Ora, and she is Nate.” She pointed and the other girl wasn’t bothered enough to even spare me a glance. Flora’s eyes matched up to mine, before questioning, “What’s your name?” “Julianna.” I responded. “Your not from New York? I mean your accent is giving the British vibe.” Of course she was right, I had a thick British accent, and it was normal for me where I had never stepped out from England. “I’m from England.” She shook her head, and then she pointed. “You can take the bed space over there and if there’s any problem you can ask me.” I smiled at her, thankfully she wasn’t going all mad at me, unlike someone….my eyes tailing on Nate, where I had immediately received a hateful glare from her. Soon they both stepped out and I didn’t question the reason why they were naked in each other’s arms. I was only minding my own business. Getting my things arranged in my space and putting things up was very tiring. Once I was done I head out to get some food before heading back to my room. My roommates still weren’t back. The next day arrived and I was really excited and nervous at the same time, the first course of the day was dance which was strange to me because I don’t know how it was related to Literature. Hearing the clicking of the door, my head spurred to the door. “Hi..” Flora entered. She didn’t sleep here last night and so did Nate. “Good morning…” I greeted, before focusing on picking some few books into my bag. “Getting ready for class? What course are you offering?” “Literature.” She shook her head, “Art kids.” She collapsed on her bed, sighing and groaning at the same time. Thought I was firm on the decision of minding my own business, my tongue wasn’t ready to obey orders, so I had questioned. “Aren’t you going to class?” She popped her head to face me. “I will, the Professor won’t mind me coming late.” She flashed a smile were I couldn’t help but take a mental note that she was addicted to smiling. I was ready to head out for class when something had occurred to me, I was actually planning on reporting the man from yesterday, I had decided not to let it slide because it was wrong in every sense. “I actually need an opinion from you, something had happened to me yesterday and am planning on reporting, but I don’t know we’re to go, the disciplinary body or the anti-bully panel.” “Disciplinary body is actually for educational stuffs and the Anti-bully panel is for everything outside education, I don’t know if you get it?” My mind took a moment to grasped on what she worded but it actually made some sense. “Thank you, now I actually know where to go.” “Did something serious happen.” She leaned out her thought of curiosity. “Nothing that serious.” And with that Flora shook her head not furthering the question. I made my way to the anti-bully panel office. “It’s really quite early to know that some people aren’t up to no good, bullying a freshman is something I get a lot as complain. I hope you weren’t hurt physically?” I shook my head, “I wasn’t.” She then shook her head, bringing out a form for me to fill out, which I diligently did. Submitting the form back to her, she skimmed through it while saying. “Don’t worry we will make sure to get to that person-----” She halted with her words, her eyes pinned on the paper before racing back to mine. “Is there something wrong? Did I not fill it out properly?” “No, you can leave, I’m sure you have classes to attend, we will handle it.” **** Watching Juliana leave, the lady sighed out heavily, shaking her head before she picked her phone. “Good day Professor Grey, a girl just left my office just now and she filled an assault complain on you.” “Oh did she?”ChristianSlamming the alarm shut, my eyes sluggishly skimmed around were it gaze on the woman beside me embedded in her sleep.‘Fucking bitch.’ I groaned, dragging myself out of the covers. It was already seven in the morning and I had my first lecture at nine. Normally, I don’t really wake up this late, it was because I slept passed my first alarm.It didn’t take long before I got myself ready, my eyes fixed on the multiple watches lined on the show case, trying to decide the best which would fit my outfit.“Chris….” The feminine voice reached my hearing and it had my jaw twitching slightly. Her hands came wrapping around my waist. “Good morning…” Her head resting against the firmness of my back.She knew how I hate when someone touches me, but yet she deliberately did it anyways.“It’s too fucking early to have you thrown out of here Ana.” Aggressively and harshly, I preyed her hands off me, before pushing her body off mine.She gave a crooked smile, completely, her naked body pled
Julianna I didn’t know how to label the kind of feeling which zapped through my body the moment I spotted the suppose professor for the class of today.Was I shocked? Definitely I was,Scared perhaps? My feet literally turned heavy and cold as ice that my breathing hitched in an unhealthy manner. My body tensed up where I was turning uneasy with the counting second.None of this was even making any sense to me, was it a coincidence or was it just well planned? Because I was struggling to find it hard to believe that he just appeared here.“Oh my gosh it’s professor Grey, but what’s he even doing here doesn’t he teach philosophy? Why is he now interested in dance?” The nearby chattering and whispering voice of some girls managed to reach my hearing that it didn’t occur to me when my foot dragged to their presence.“He teaches philosophy? That means he’s one of our professor in this department? Is that right?” My tone reduced, probably from anxiety.One of the girls shook her head, “He
Christian"Women like yourself shouldn't label people disgusting." Yeah, I knew I was taking it too far but the girl turned out to be extremely foolish.Thinking that perhaps she would be too ashamed to bring up what happened between us in my office but the woman was somehow exceeding my expectations. I thoughts that people like her would be too ashamed to have themselves associated with such messed up things, but there she was bringing it up.Well since she had decided to bring it up, poor me, I will have to defend myself.Her eyes growing wide at my statement that somehow it got her speechless. "For the foolishness you have just displayed you have automatically failed this course including mine for this semester and I'm sure you know what that means for someone who's on half scholarship here." Flicking my gaze away from her."The class ends here for today." And with that I left there having her eating up with the sea of questioning students. Her morals and discipline would be questi
JuliannaHe walked out the class that I could see and feel the weight of his words heaving down on my chest whereas the consequences wasn't something I dared even think about.The preying eyes weren't leaving me, feasting on me with their whispering voice reaching my hearing hushly."Julianna.." The familiar yet shocking voice reached my hearing that it had compelled me twitching my head to the voice. Flora had somehow fished herself from the crowd, that it had my eyebrow frowned with question."What-" She forcefully yanked my hand before she practically dragged me out of the class and everyone couldn't help but to be curious as at what relationship I shared with her.Coming out from the hall, I didn't know how many turns she took, but I found myself at a designated place, having less students.My eyes pitching back at her, with her facials holding that she wasn’t one bit happy and was rather disappointed.I was about opening my mouth but she beat me at it, with her words."The person
Julianna Standing in the mist of the crowded student, were I became the center of everyone's glances.Confusion running through my features.Flora's hands still holding mine because I didn't know when panic sealed my heart with my heart beat which quickened in an unhealthy manner.His darkened eyes weren't spelling the words sincerity and I couldn't help the thoughts that he was just putting up a show."Does Ms Gabby's don't have anything to say? Someone like professor Grey has bend his principles just to apologize to you, surely you must have a word or two of appreciation." The woman who stood at the corner of the podium dragged out and thought it was very unnecessary for her to have said such a word, the students very much agreed with her, eating her words for right.Stealing a silent glance at Flora, hesitation had flashed on her face but she keenly pressed out that I should go ahead with the played out shenanigans.The Temporary shut of my brain had coincidentally happened. The
Professor 10Julianna After everything had suddenly went blank with the faint pain hurling on my head, I squinted my eyes opened, were there wasn't much source of light.Making an attempt to struggle, my eyes snapped dreadfully at the straps which bounded my hands onto the chair, were the same action was repeated on my legs.Panic and fear shrugged through my veins like some venomous poison that it was hindering me from thinking straight.'Hail Mary full of grace....." The remaining prayers died down in my throat whereas my eyes had tailed on the silhouette which walked straight to my view.It wasn't just one person but about three or four that was if I even counted correctly. The faces completely unfamiliar that I couldn't figure out why I was even here and the person that would want me here either."Unfortunately your hails to Mary won't save you baby girl." Approached the voice of the first boy,making his path towards mine. Fine, it was obvious that I was scared.These boys we
Professor 11Christian “You fucking owe me one for ruining my reputation in the entire school Sebastian” the irritation and frustration ripping into my tone because it wasn’t one bit damn funny that I stood there to apologize to that fucking bitch.Sebastian didn’t bother to raise his head upwards, his attention on the laptop, where he carelessly hurled that it got my jaw clutching together.“You shouldn’t be ranting here Christian, instead you should approach her personally and plead with her that she shouldn’t continue with her complaint form—““Don’t fucking give me that bullshit Sebastian.” Walking I reduced the space between his table and me. I fucking knew it. This wasn’t about me apologizing to the girl, it was all about him trying to prove the fact that he held more power than me.My hands coming to his table where I crushed some papers which finally grabbed his attention. His gaze soon tailed up to mine.“This isn’t about the complaint form right?” Thought I didn’t want to t
Professor 12 editedJuliannaMy knees pressed against the cold floors of the office, somewhere I never imagined I would find myself again. I chuckled at myself, these people had succeed in bending my morals.The man who assaulted me, I was kneeling before him trying to save my head.Again I repeated were it seemed like he hadn’t heard what I said in the first place. “I shouldn’t have filed the complaint form, please forgive me.” And stop sending people to assault me….I echoed the words in my head.Silence was the only thing which greeted my hearing, I hadn’t gathered the needed courage to stare upwards, but with the prevailing calming silence, I flooded my eyes with his gazes, which was hurling with nothingness.Tightly, I tugged on the hum of my skirt which was barely intact, “Pleas forgive…..” instantly my throat cooed with dryness when his footsteps tapped on the ground, trapping in my hearing.Breathe Julianna. I remembered myself before I could suffocate on the air dangling arou
Christian Her expression gasped in awe, not finding my question quite appropriate.“Excuse me?” Her facial flexed with slight anger and disgust in them. I smiled not minding that she was pretending not to know what I meant with my statement, or maybe she didn’t actually know? After all she was locked up somewhere for as far as she could remember.I took the initiative of explaining, “A strip show is were some——““I know what it is!” She yelled, her face completely colored, “How can you say that with a straight face?” I felt her breathing coming out unevenly.She knew? My eyes raised at her questionably, “Shouldn’t that be questionable that you know what a strip show is? Or have you watched one?” Her eyes shot a glare at me.“I’m not comfortable with your line of conversation professor Grey.” She wasn’t damn obedient one bit, but it was fine, it was always fun with the stubborn ones.Not saying anything further, I rang the small bell beside the couch, which would have gone completel
Professor Grey 14JuliannaMy blood running cold with every possible seconds, the cold weather at night in New York wasn’t a breeze. Thought my dress was well covered from sleeves to down, it wasn’t enough to wield the cold.My eyes pinned outside, wanting to memorize the path back to school. At the back of my mind, the voice was telling me it was a bad idea, going there.The man who touched you inappropriately, questioned your morals, and had some boys to traumatize you, just so that you could come back on your knees begging him.This was manipulation.“Thank you .” I said, paying the fair, I watched the car fading away, I gripped on my bag.‘If anything happens just call me Julianna, I will come pick you up.’ I tried encouraging myself with the words of Flora, my feet moving towards the tall building.The place wasn’t spelling the feeling which I thought it would, it wasn’t buzzing with people around, or hovering with people wanting to waste their youth.Reaching the entrance, my ne
Professor 13Christian ‘Fuck it Christian!’ Can you never act rational for once? Are you actually planning on fucking a nun? Is that it?I questioned myself, realizing that I was really going with the initial plan of interest which I had in her. To turn her into something which would ruin her. But it wasn’t my fucking fault, I had pushed back my interest in her and I had decided to let her go but she had showed up in my office pleading me for something which I didn’t even have a hand in. But what would I do now? She was the one who came to me and it wasn’t the other way around, I didn’t compel her or manipulate her into doing it. Julianne Gabbys….. her name flickered in my tongue and what happened with Molly had struck my mind, this couldn’t be fucking happening again.Picking out my phone, it rang for a few seconds before the person picked up.“I hope I’m safe Christian? Today that you have decided to call me?” the ungrateful voice lined into my hearing.“It’s back again, the thi
Professor 12 editedJuliannaMy knees pressed against the cold floors of the office, somewhere I never imagined I would find myself again. I chuckled at myself, these people had succeed in bending my morals.The man who assaulted me, I was kneeling before him trying to save my head.Again I repeated were it seemed like he hadn’t heard what I said in the first place. “I shouldn’t have filed the complaint form, please forgive me.” And stop sending people to assault me….I echoed the words in my head.Silence was the only thing which greeted my hearing, I hadn’t gathered the needed courage to stare upwards, but with the prevailing calming silence, I flooded my eyes with his gazes, which was hurling with nothingness.Tightly, I tugged on the hum of my skirt which was barely intact, “Pleas forgive…..” instantly my throat cooed with dryness when his footsteps tapped on the ground, trapping in my hearing.Breathe Julianna. I remembered myself before I could suffocate on the air dangling arou
Professor 11Christian “You fucking owe me one for ruining my reputation in the entire school Sebastian” the irritation and frustration ripping into my tone because it wasn’t one bit damn funny that I stood there to apologize to that fucking bitch.Sebastian didn’t bother to raise his head upwards, his attention on the laptop, where he carelessly hurled that it got my jaw clutching together.“You shouldn’t be ranting here Christian, instead you should approach her personally and plead with her that she shouldn’t continue with her complaint form—““Don’t fucking give me that bullshit Sebastian.” Walking I reduced the space between his table and me. I fucking knew it. This wasn’t about me apologizing to the girl, it was all about him trying to prove the fact that he held more power than me.My hands coming to his table where I crushed some papers which finally grabbed his attention. His gaze soon tailed up to mine.“This isn’t about the complaint form right?” Thought I didn’t want to t
Professor 10Julianna After everything had suddenly went blank with the faint pain hurling on my head, I squinted my eyes opened, were there wasn't much source of light.Making an attempt to struggle, my eyes snapped dreadfully at the straps which bounded my hands onto the chair, were the same action was repeated on my legs.Panic and fear shrugged through my veins like some venomous poison that it was hindering me from thinking straight.'Hail Mary full of grace....." The remaining prayers died down in my throat whereas my eyes had tailed on the silhouette which walked straight to my view.It wasn't just one person but about three or four that was if I even counted correctly. The faces completely unfamiliar that I couldn't figure out why I was even here and the person that would want me here either."Unfortunately your hails to Mary won't save you baby girl." Approached the voice of the first boy,making his path towards mine. Fine, it was obvious that I was scared.These boys we
Julianna Standing in the mist of the crowded student, were I became the center of everyone's glances.Confusion running through my features.Flora's hands still holding mine because I didn't know when panic sealed my heart with my heart beat which quickened in an unhealthy manner.His darkened eyes weren't spelling the words sincerity and I couldn't help the thoughts that he was just putting up a show."Does Ms Gabby's don't have anything to say? Someone like professor Grey has bend his principles just to apologize to you, surely you must have a word or two of appreciation." The woman who stood at the corner of the podium dragged out and thought it was very unnecessary for her to have said such a word, the students very much agreed with her, eating her words for right.Stealing a silent glance at Flora, hesitation had flashed on her face but she keenly pressed out that I should go ahead with the played out shenanigans.The Temporary shut of my brain had coincidentally happened. The
JuliannaHe walked out the class that I could see and feel the weight of his words heaving down on my chest whereas the consequences wasn't something I dared even think about.The preying eyes weren't leaving me, feasting on me with their whispering voice reaching my hearing hushly."Julianna.." The familiar yet shocking voice reached my hearing that it had compelled me twitching my head to the voice. Flora had somehow fished herself from the crowd, that it had my eyebrow frowned with question."What-" She forcefully yanked my hand before she practically dragged me out of the class and everyone couldn't help but to be curious as at what relationship I shared with her.Coming out from the hall, I didn't know how many turns she took, but I found myself at a designated place, having less students.My eyes pitching back at her, with her facials holding that she wasn’t one bit happy and was rather disappointed.I was about opening my mouth but she beat me at it, with her words."The person
Christian"Women like yourself shouldn't label people disgusting." Yeah, I knew I was taking it too far but the girl turned out to be extremely foolish.Thinking that perhaps she would be too ashamed to bring up what happened between us in my office but the woman was somehow exceeding my expectations. I thoughts that people like her would be too ashamed to have themselves associated with such messed up things, but there she was bringing it up.Well since she had decided to bring it up, poor me, I will have to defend myself.Her eyes growing wide at my statement that somehow it got her speechless. "For the foolishness you have just displayed you have automatically failed this course including mine for this semester and I'm sure you know what that means for someone who's on half scholarship here." Flicking my gaze away from her."The class ends here for today." And with that I left there having her eating up with the sea of questioning students. Her morals and discipline would be questi