MasukI was still thinking about him the next morning.
The tall guy with the ice-blue eyes and the leather jacket. The one who’d looked at me like I was either a problem or a puzzle he didn’t want to solve. I’d replayed the moment in my head about fifty times while brushing my teeth, while making instant coffee in our tiny kitchenette, while Bella was still snoring dramatically under her mountain of throw pillows. I mean, come on. It was just a stare. A really intense stare. Nothing more. But it had stuck. Bella finally emerged around eleven, hair a wild halo, wearing an oversized NYU hoodie and the tiniest sleep shorts known to humankind. She took one look at my face and went straight into best-friend interrogation mode. “Okay, spill,” she said, hopping onto the counter and stealing my coffee mug right out of my hand. “You’ve got that dreamy-horny-confused look again. Who is he?” I laughed despite myself. “There is no ‘he.’ Not really.” “Bullshit. You texted me last night about a mysterious stranger in the park. That’s literally the plot of every rom-com I’ve ever forced you to watch.” I leaned back against the fridge, arms crossed. “It was literally two seconds. He bumped into me while I was sketching, looked at me like I’d personally offended his entire bloodline, and then walked away. That’s it.” Bella’s eyebrows shot up. “And you’re still thinking about him twelve hours later because…?” “Because he was…” I searched for the right word. “Striking? Annoying? Both?” She grinned like she’d won something. “Hot and mean. Classic Ethan catnip.” “I do not have a type,” I protested, even though we both knew that was a lie. “Uh-huh. Remember Mathieu? The brooding poet who wrote you six-line breakup texts in iambic pentameter?” “That was one time.” “And Julien,” she added softly. I winced. Julien was the reason I’d spent most of my last year in Paris rebuilding myself piece by piece. The reason I still sometimes flinched when someone raised their voice too fast. The reason I was very, very careful about who I let close. Bella saw my face change and immediately softened. “Hey. I’m just teasing. You’re allowed to look at pretty boys in parks. You’re twenty-two and in New York. That’s basically the law.” I managed a small smile. “Merci.” She hopped down and threw her arms around me in one of her sudden, fierce hugs. “Tonight. Gallery opening. You, me, free wine, pretentious people talking about brushstrokes like they’re solving world hunger. You’re coming. No excuses.” “I have reading—” “Reading can wait. Your tragic French heart cannot.” She was impossible to argue with when she got like this. So that’s how I ended up in a sleek little gallery in Chelsea at eight o’clock that night, wearing my nicest button-down (the pale blue one that Bella said made my eyes pop) and trying not to feel like an impostor. The place was packed. Black walls, white lights, paintings that looked like someone had thrown paint at canvas and called it genius. Everyone was holding wine glasses and speaking in that low, serious tone people use when they want to sound important. Bella was in her element—chatting up strangers, laughing too loud, flirting with at least three different people at once. I loved watching her work a room. She made everything look effortless. I wandered toward the back, where the crowd thinned out a little. There was a smaller room with just three large canvases—huge abstracts in deep blues and violent reds. They felt angry. Alive. I liked them immediately. I was standing there, head tilted, trying to figure out what emotion the artist had been trying to strangle onto the canvas, when I felt it. That prickle on the back of my neck. I turned. And there he was. Leather jacket guy. He was standing near the doorway, half in shadow, arms crossed, watching the room like he was waiting for someone to do something stupid so he could end them. Same sharp jaw, same messy dark hair, same eyes that seemed to cut straight through people. My stomach flipped so hard I almost dropped my plastic cup of cheap rosé. He hadn’t seen me yet. Or maybe he had. Maybe that was why he looked so tense. I should have walked away. Turned around, found Bella, left. But my feet had other ideas. I took three steps closer. He noticed. His gaze snapped to me like a magnet finding metal. For a second his expression flickered—surprise, maybe? Recognition, definitely. Then it shuttered again, back to that cold, unreadable mask. I lifted my hand in a small, awkward wave. “Hi.” He didn’t wave back. But he also didn’t walk away. I closed the distance, stopping a safe few feet from him. “You’re following me now?” I said, trying to keep my voice light. Playful. Like this was normal. One dark eyebrow lifted slightly. “You think I’m following you?” “I mean… second time in two days. Same city, same me. The odds are statistically suspicious.” A muscle ticked in his jaw. “It’s a small island.” “New York? Small?” I laughed. “You’re joking.” He didn’t smile, but something in his eyes softened. Just a fraction. I tilted my head toward the paintings. “What do you think of these?” He glanced at the canvases like he was seeing them for the first time. “They’re loud.” “Loud,” I repeated, grinning. “That’s a good word for it. I think they’re screaming.” He looked back at me. “You like that?” “Sometimes. When it’s honest.” He studied me for a long beat. Like he was trying to decide if I was real or just some performance piece. Then, quietly: “You talk about art like it matters.” “It does,” I said simply. “At least to me.” He didn’t reply right away. Just kept looking. I felt my cheeks heat up. “I’m Ethan, by the way.” A pause. Then, so low I almost missed it: “Dmitri.” Dmitri. The name fit him. Heavy. Sharp. A little dangerous. I opened my mouth to say something else—probably something stupid and flirty—when his phone buzzed. He glanced at the screen and his whole body changed. Went rigid. The softness vanished like it had never been there. “I have to go,” he said abruptly. “Wait—” But he was already turning, already moving toward the exit with that same predatory stride I’d seen in the park. I stood there, heart hammering, wine forgotten in my hand. He didn’t look back. Not once. Bella found me a minute later, cheeks flushed from wine and flirting. “There you are! I was about to send out a search party. Who was that guy you were talking to? He looked like he murders people for a living.” I forced a laugh. It sounded thin even to me. “Just… some guy.” She narrowed her eyes. “You okay?” “Yeah,” I lied. “Totally fine.” But I wasn’t. Because I’d seen it. The exact moment he shut down. The moment whatever tiny crack had opened between us slammed closed again. And I hated how much it hurt. Like I’d lost something I didn’t even know I wanted. I finished my wine in one long swallow and let Bella drag me back into the crowd. But the rest of the night, I kept glancing toward the door. Half hoping he’d come back. Half terrified that he would.Chapter 6: Shadows in the RearviewI woke up tangled in sweat-soaked sheets, my heart pounding like I’d just run from a hit gone wrong. The dream lingered, vivid and unwelcome—Ethan’s face, those warm hazel eyes looking up at me, his lips brushing mine in some dimly lit room that smelled like fresh paint and rain. His hands on my skin, soft and unscarred, pulling me closer while I whispered things I’d never say aloud. It was bullshit, all of it. A fantasy my mind cooked up to torture me, because in reality, touching him would be like dragging an angel into hell.I sat up, rubbing my eyes with the heel of my palm, trying to shake it off. The clock on my nightstand glowed 4:17 AM. Another sleepless night in this goddamn penthouse that felt more like a cage every day. The city lights filtered through the floor-to-ceiling windows, casting long shadows across the marble floors. New York never slept, and neither did I, apparently. Not with him invading my thoughts like this.Ethan Moreau. T
I was starting to think New York hated me personally.The subway had been delayed twice already—some signal problem at 14th Street—and by the time the downtown 1 train finally screeched into the station, the platform was so packed I barely had room to breathe. I squeezed in at the very last second, one hand gripping the pole, the other clutching my sketchbook against my chest like a shield.Rush hour. Everyone smelled like coffee breath and desperation.I wedged myself between a guy in a suit reading the Times on his phone and a girl with giant headphones who was aggressively chewing gum. The doors hissed shut. The train lurched forward. I exhaled.That’s when I felt it.The shift in the air behind me.Someone too close. Too deliberate.I didn’t turn right away—people press in on the subway all the time—but something made the hairs on the back of my neck stand up. I shifted my weight, trying to create space. The guy behind me shifted too. Mirrored me.My stomach dropped.I glanced sid
I didn’t sleep.Not really.I lay on the leather couch in the loft above the garage on 14th Street, staring at the exposed beams, listening to the low hum of the city that never shuts the fuck up. The bed in the corner stayed empty. Always does when I’m like this—too wired, too restless, too many ghosts crawling under my skin.The kid’s face kept flashing behind my eyes.Ethan.Soft curls. Hazel eyes that looked right through the bullshit most people never even see. That stupid little wave he gave me at the gallery, like I was someone worth smiling at.I hated how much space he was taking up in my head.I rolled off the couch at four-thirty, showered cold, dressed in black—jeans, thermal, leather jacket—and texted Alex before the sun was even thinking about rising.Need background. French kid. NYU. Ethan Moreau. First name’s enough.His reply came in under ninety seconds.You’re kidding.Do I look like I’m kidding?Three dots. Then:You’re actually doing this.Just run it.He sent bac
I was still thinking about him the next morning.The tall guy with the ice-blue eyes and the leather jacket. The one who’d looked at me like I was either a problem or a puzzle he didn’t want to solve. I’d replayed the moment in my head about fifty times while brushing my teeth, while making instant coffee in our tiny kitchenette, while Bella was still snoring dramatically under her mountain of throw pillows.I mean, come on. It was just a stare. A really intense stare. Nothing more.But it had stuck.Bella finally emerged around eleven, hair a wild halo, wearing an oversized NYU hoodie and the tiniest sleep shorts known to humankind. She took one look at my face and went straight into best-friend interrogation mode.“Okay, spill,” she said, hopping onto the counter and stealing my coffee mug right out of my hand. “You’ve got that dreamy-horny-confused look again. Who is he?”I laughed despite myself. “There is no ‘he.’ Not really.”“Bullshit. You texted me last night about a mysteriou
The dining room smelled like old money and older grudges.Dark mahogany table long enough to seat twenty, though only five of us ever used it. Crystal chandelier throwing jagged light across the walls. Ivan at the head, same place he’s sat since I was old enough to remember anything. Gray suit pressed sharp, silver cufflinks catching the light like knife edges. He doesn’t eat much anymore—just watches. Like he’s waiting for one of us to flinch.Alex sat to my right, tie loosened already, cracking his knuckles under the table the way he does when he’s bored and trying not to show it. Across from us, two of the cousins—Dima and Sergei—kept their heads down, forks moving mechanically. They know better than to speak unless Ivan asks them something.I didn’t touch the food.Ivan’s voice cut through the clink of silverware like a blade through paper.“Marcus Lombardi is moving product through the old meatpacking district again.” He didn’t look at me. He never does when he’s laying out a pro
I stepped off the plane at JFK, and bam—New York City hit me like a tidal wave. The air was thick with that mix of exhaust fumes, hot pretzels from some vendor cart, and just… people. So many people rushing everywhere, yelling into their phones in a dozen languages. I’d been dreaming about this for months—NYU, art history scholarship, a whole semester in the Big Apple. Paris is chaotic in its own elegant way, but this? This was raw, unfiltered energy. I loved it already. “C’est incroyable,” I muttered to myself, grinning like an idiot as I hauled my suitcase through the terminal.By the time I got to my dorm near Washington Square, I was wiped. Jet lag was kicking in hard, but no way was I crashing yet. Bella, my new roommate—she’s this bubbly Italian-American girl I’d chatted with online—had already texted me a million times. “Get your cute French butt over here! We’re going out tonight!” But first, I needed to breathe. Unpack a little, maybe. The room was tiny, like a shoebox, but i







