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March 7
My JAMB exam was today, which meant that i was going to take a long bus ride to the other part of the state, Nsukka. There would be students like me, probably secondary students or students who had left secondary school some ago because they were not privileged to gain admission into a reputable university. When I got to the venue of my exam, I saw girls and boys sitting on plastic chairs with their eyes fixed towards the entrance of the exam hall. They were all seriously thinking about the questions that awaited them in the exam hall.
For me, JAMB exam was not something to be worried about. Since I spent a good number of hours preparing for the exam, I was confident that I would do pretty well.
"We don't have enough time in there, just imagine. Only two hours to answer more than one hundred and fifty questions. I hope I did well," a boy of about my age said to his female friend as they passed where I sat.
"How was the exam?" I asked. "Was it
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