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Weekend soon came to an end and it was time to return to school.

The past few days has been hell for me because my mom remained distanced and cold towards me.

I was like a pet she had no choice but to feed because she already had me and there's nothing she can do about that.

Even pets get their furs ruffled at times, but when I tried initiating body contact with my mom, she flinched and glared at me.

I don't have to be told twice before realizing hell await me if I forced it.

She was broken beyond measure. Her eyes lifeless and I realized she barely eat her food. She refused to cook together like we usually does while having small talk and laughs.

She consider me a natural cook, due to me slowly implementing my knowledge on cooking once in a while.

She ordered from a restaurant now.

I miss everything. I miss her motherly affection and the moments we shared.

I started to realize how amazing my life had been and how awful children without parent love must be feeling.

I realized I had