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“Two hundred thousand to pay off your father’s debt, but you have to get Amara pregnant!”
A check sailed through the air and landed neatly on the cold marble table. The number was right there in plain sight. So many zeros it would make anyone’s eyes go wide.
Adrian stared at the paper with a blank face. The thirty-two-year-old looked lost in thought for a moment. His white doctor’s coat hung carelessly over one muscular arm, over a light blue shirt.
Across from him, Ratih studied him closely, because she knew exactly what the OB-GYN in front of her needed. “Your job is simple, Adrian. Get Amara pregnant and give me a grandchild from your seed!”
The order sounded insane. It made no sense at all!
How could it? Adrian was Doni’s own cousin, a distant one. Even with the blood so thin, it still felt strange.
But Adrian didn’t refuse right away.
His gambling-addicted father was lying half dead in a hospital right now. The thugs the loan sharks had sent were threatening to finish off the old man’s life if Adrian didn’t pay tonight. On top of that, the surgery bill was overdue by tens of thousands.
“Are you serious, Aunt Ratih? Amara has a husband. I’m his cousin, for God’s sake. What will people say if Amara gets pregnant with my baby?” Adrian asked, going through the motions.
Meanwhile, his hand was already itching to grab that check.
Ratih snorted. Her face turned red with fury whenever she thought of her son-in-law.
“Besides,” she said, “my son-in-law hasn’t been able to give me a grandchild in five years. And if I make them divorce, he’s a manager at my husband’s branch office. If that gets out, where would my family put its face?”
Not long after, Amara came in. She had missed the confession that Adrian and Doni were cousins. All she knew was that Adrian worked for her family as a private OB-GYN, there to help her and Doni have a baby soon.
Amara already knew why she’d been called here, because she had talked it over with Ratih beforehand.
Amara, Ratih’s only daughter, sat curled up on the cream leather sofa. Her body was shaking hard. Her pretty face, the one that usually graced society magazines, was wet with tears and snot. Her mascara had run, leaving black tracks across her smooth white cheeks, and somehow that only made her look more fragile, the kind of fragile that stirs the instincts of any man who sees it.
“Well, Adrian? My offer doesn’t come twice. Pay off every last rotten debt your father owes, and you’ll get an extra bonus once my daughter tests positive,” Ratih said, her voice cold and sharp, with no tolerance for refusal. The middle-aged woman, her hair teased high, sat in her oversized chair like a queen ordering an execution.
“Mom, are you out of your mind? You want Dr. Adrian to get me pregnant? That’s disgusting, Mom!” Amara screamed between sobs. She lifted her face and stared at her mother, eyes blazing and full of hurt.
“I have a husband, Mom! I have Doni! How can you tell me to sleep with… with a man like him? I love Doni to death, and I always will, no matter that he’s… that he can’t have kids!”
Adrian only glanced at the slender finger pointing at him. He wasn’t offended.
“Husband?” Ratih snorted, as if the word were the funniest joke of the year. She rose from her chair, walked around the table, and towered over her daughter.
“Five years, Amara! Five years you’ve been married to Doni, and what do you have to show for it? Your womb is still empty! The doctors said Doni is weak and his seed is poor quality. How long do you plan to wait? Until your father’s company falls into your cousin’s hands because we have no heir? Until Doni dies and you have to marry someone else?”
“But I love him, Mom! We could adopt, or try IVF…”
“Enough, Amara. Stop defending your husband when it comes to a child!” Ratih snapped. “Blood is everything. I screened plenty of candidates, and Adrian is the best. He’s physically perfect, he’s smart, he has no family history of genetic disease, and most importantly, he needs money right now. He won’t demand custody of your child later.”
Adrian drew a long breath. The scent of expensive perfume in the room mingled with the smell of desperation. He looked at Amara, who had started sobbing hysterically again. She wore a knee-length silk dress that hugged every curve. Even a mess, Amara looked tempting. Her skin was pale and flawless, a sharp contrast to his own tan.
Ratih turned her attention back to Adrian, this time to make her final offer.
“After Amara is pregnant, you leave and your duty to my family is done. Two hundred thousand after your first night together, and I’ll cover the rest once Amara shows signs of pregnancy. That’s enough to clear your father’s debt and build yourself a new life!”
Half a million.
The words rang in Adrian’s ears. A fantastic sum for a job that, honestly, plenty of men dreamed about.
Sleeping with a woman as beautiful as Amara, and getting paid for it? What was there to lose?
Pride? To hell with pride. Pride couldn’t pay the debt that had nearly crippled his father for life when the loan sharks beat him.
And my code of ethics as a doctor? Oh, please. The code only applies when I’m on duty. Right now I’m just a man who plants seed, not an OB-GYN.
Adrian reached out and picked up the check from the table. He studied the row of digits for a moment, making sure the amount matched the suffering he was about to take on.
“I accept,” Adrian said, without a trace of hesitation.
“What? Doc, you’ve lost your mind!” Amara cried out under her breath. She shot to her feet and stared at him in disbelief. “You’re really going to do this just because Mom said so? I swear, I’m so disappointed in you, Doc. Doni and I have trusted you for three years, and this is how you pay us back? You’re the most disgusting man I’ve ever met in my whole life!”
Amara spat the harsh words right in Adrian’s face, her eyes full of hatred.
“I don’t have any other way to save my father’s life from those loan sharks.”
He looked down at the clear fluid slicking his tip and her fingers.“No, Mrs. Pratama, that’s not my seed. How could you not know? That’s natural lubrication. It means the Cowper’s gland is working well. It means I’m healthy and my passage is clear if that’s coming out. Keep going, ma’am. If you stop, the blood flow drops again,” he ordered.She nodded, understanding.After a while, she started to enjoy playing with him, especially since he was sighing softly, right by her right ear.“M-Mrs. Pratama, this feels so good, ma’am, yes, yes, keep that rhythm. This is called a natural pre-insemination procedure,” he added between sighs. He watched her serious face as she carried out her task.“Without manual stimulation from the mother-to-be, the sperm can go weak halfway, before they even reach the egg. You’re helping me create healthy seed for your child.”The manipulative words sank into her mind. She felt a heavy responsibility. She decided she mustn’t fail. She sped up her hand a littl
Thump!His words made her lower her hands. Then she yanked his boxers down roughly.And when they dropped, he sprang free.The skin looked thin, so the bluish veins wrapped along its length stood out sharply. They pulsed, pumping blood into the swollen, dark red head.She swallowed with difficulty. Her throat felt dry. She pictured something that size forcing its way through her. A throb of dread ran through her lower belly just from looking.It would hurt.It would tear her apart.“Doc, that’s too big to fit,” she said, her voice trembling. She shook her head slowly. “I can’t. It’ll hurt so much.”He only stepped forward slowly, his face calm.“Relax, Mrs. Pratama. Pain is mostly in the mind. I can make you feel good without the pain you told me about when Doni was the one doing it,” he said in a low voice.“Medically speaking, the birth canal can stretch to about four inches to deliver a baby’s head. Your anatomy is elastic, and I’m only a little over an inch and a half wide. It’s p
Slowly his fingers began to press, then to knead her in circles. The thin fabric couldn’t hide how soft and full she was.“Ahhh…” Amara sighed, and her head tipped back.His touch felt perfect. Not too hard, not too soft. He knew exactly how to hold a woman for the most pleasure. His fingers gripped the sides and massaged her in a steady, circling rhythm.“Stay right here for a moment, Mrs. Pratama. I’m going to give you some stimulation that’ll make you even more ready.” He grew bolder. He lowered himself and knelt on the tile floor in front of her, his face level with her stomach.He pressed his lips to her flat belly. He kissed the skin around her navel with devotion. The warm breath on her stomach made her muscles contract. A ticklish pleasure spread through her whole body.He looked up at her face from below, then stood again.“Would you like to unbutton my shirt, or should I?” he asked.“Enough, Adrian, no more small talk, just do it! I can’t stand it anymore, don’t torture me l
Adrian walked closer until only a foot and a half separated them. He looked into her eyes, sharp and steady.“Aunt Ratih called me again on the way here,” he lied, with a perfectly convincing face. “She asked about our progress. If we fail again today, she’ll come to your house tonight and make a scene. Do you want Doni to find out everything?”The threat worked. Amara’s shoulders sagged. She shook her head weakly. She had no other choice. This was the only way to protect the fragile peace of her household.Adrian took one more step. He raised his hand slowly. Amara shut her eyes, expecting something rough. Instead she felt a warm touch on her forehead.His lips pressed against her forehead. The kiss was soft and careful. There was no rushing hunger in it, only a message that Adrian truly wanted to do this properly, and with feeling.He lowered his face. He kissed her right eyelid, then the left. He moved down to the bridge of her nose and brushed a kiss on its tip.She opened her eye
In his apartment, Adrian stood under the shower. He turned the tap toward blue. The warm water went ice cold, cold enough to bite. He closed his eyes, tipped his face up, and let it slap against his skin.His body had been burning since he woke up that morning. His mind was a mess. Amara’s image kept haunting him.He scrubbed his face with both hands. The cold water ran down his broad, muscled chest, over his flat stomach, and down to his thighs. But the icy stream couldn’t put out the fire inside him.Every time he closed his eyes, he saw her pale skin bared under the clinic lights. He heard her muffled moans when he’d teased her. He felt the soft weight of her in his palms.“Damn it,” he cursed under the water, and his hand slid downward as he looked down.He was already hard, every vein standing out, pulsing with the rush of blood.He couldn’t hold back anymore.His right hand closed around himself and began to move, slowly at first, then faster. He imagined he wasn’t in this bathr
Cold sweat ran down Amara’s back. Her heart hammered against her ribs. She had to answer now, or Doni would rip the phone away from her.“N-nothing, Doni,” she stammered. Her voice came out small and unsure.“Then why hide it?” Doni pressed, taking one step forward.She forced herself to bring her hand out. With a shaking hand she showed him the dark screen.“Just… just looking at a flash sale on designer bags. I’d be embarrassed if you caught me about to buy another one when the closet is already full,” she lied quickly. It was the one excuse that would make sense to a husband who thought of his wife as a shopper.Doni was quiet for a moment. He looked at her pale face, then at the phone in her hand.“Thought it was something real. You scared me,” he huffed. His shoulders dropped. The tension left his face at once, replaced by bone-deep exhaustion. He had no interest in checking her phone. He was too tired to care about his wife’s shopping habit.He walked right past her, threw his b







