LOGINBefore they knew it, a day had passed. Amara was still lost in thought, remembering how eager her husband had been to drive her to Adrian’s private clinic.
Doni sat behind the wheel with a bright face. Too bright, actually.
He hummed softly along to the pop song playing low on the radio, as if they were headed to a relative’s wedding or a weekend getaway. Yet this morning he was taking his wife to the place where she would be handed over to another man’s arms.
In the passenger seat, Amara sat stiff as a mannequin. Both hands twisted the hem of her knee-length floral dress until the expensive fabric was creased beyond repair. Her eyes stared blankly out the window at skyscrapers racing backward.
“Babe, why are you so quiet? Don’t be so tense,” Doni said casually, glancing over. His left hand reached out to stroke her thigh.
Amara shifted slowly away from the touch. How could her husband be this calm?
“Doni, let’s go home, okay?” Amara turned and looked at his face with the last thin thread of hope. “I can’t do this. I feel sick to my stomach. Something feels wrong. Let’s tell Mom we need more time, okay?”
“It’s fine, babe. We already agreed to use the other way, remember? Dr. Adrian will do the injection, so you won’t have to sleep with him.”
“Doni, he’s going to touch me, and he’s going to see my… my private parts!”
Doni sighed, but the smile never left his lips. The same smile Amara used to find comforting now looked like a mask.
“Babe, we went over this last night. It’s for our own good. It’s just a medical procedure, okay? Think of it as a regular checkup with an OB-GYN. Adrian is a professional, and Mom guaranteed his quality,” Doni said easily. “Besides, if we turn around now, Mom’s going to blow up. You want your credit card blocked again like last month?”
The answer hit Amara squarely in the chest. Money, comfort, luxury. That was all that existed in Doni’s head.
The car turned into the lot of a modern three-story building that looked exclusive and private.
A small sign reading Prime Medical Clinic stood in front of the tall fence.
They walked into a waiting room designed to be minimalist but luxurious. The smell was that unmistakable hospital smell, which only made Amara’s stomach turn worse. In one of the single armchairs sat Adrian, reading a file.
He looked up when he heard the bell on the door.
Today Adrian wasn’t wearing the rumpled shirt from yesterday. He wore a crisp white shirt that fit him closely, wrapped around his solid muscles, paired with neat black slacks. His white coat was draped over the arm of the chair, a reminder that he really was a professional OB-GYN.
Honestly, Adrian had liked Amara since the first three months of becoming the Subagja family’s private OB-GYN. Day by day his attraction had only grown, but he understood perfectly well that there was a code of ethics he couldn’t cross, because he was still a practicing doctor.
The way Doni never treated Amara sweetly, plus Ratih pushing him over and over to do this, left him no other choice.
“Good morning, Mr. Pratama, Mrs. Pratama,” Adrian greeted them.
“Morning, Doctor!” Doni answered in a cheerful voice that was clearly put on. He stepped forward and held out his hand eagerly.
Adrian took the offered hand. They shook. Amara stared in horror. Her husband was shaking hands with the man who was about to see what belonged to his wife, touch it, and worse. And Amara saw Doni’s wide grin, like a man greeting an old friend at a school reunion.
“Please, make yourself comfortable, Mr. Pratama,” Adrian said briefly. His eyes slid toward their clasped hands.
“I trust you, Doc. My mother-in-law says you’re the best. Please take good care of us,” Doni said, clapping Adrian on the shoulder as if he were dropping off his car at a repair shop. “Make sure my wife is comfortable. She’s a little spoiled and timid, so please be patient with her.”
Adrian let go of the handshake, and his gaze shifted to Amara, who stood frozen near the door.
“Of course, sir. Professionalism is my priority,” Adrian replied, looking straight into Amara’s glistening eyes. “I’ll take very good care of your wife.”
Suddenly the phone in Doni’s pocket rang loudly.
Doni pulled it out, looked at the screen, and put on a fake panicked face. “Whoa, the office is calling. Must be about the new contract bid.”
He turned to Amara and kissed her cheek quickly. A kiss that felt cold and hollow.
“Babe, I have to go back to the office right now. There’s an urgent meeting. You stay here with Adrian, okay? When you’re done, text me or have the driver pick you up,” Doni said without a trace of guilt.
“Doni, you’re leaving me here alone?” Amara whispered, her hand instinctively clutching his shirt sleeve.
Doni peeled her hand away gently, smiling in a reassuring way. “Just for a little while. Besides, it’s a private procedure, standard medical protocol. I’m not allowed to go in. Be good, babe!”
Doni’s footsteps faded, followed by the sound of the glass door closing and a car engine roaring away.
Silence settled over the room again.
Now, in that cold waiting room, only two people were left.
Amara stared at the door where her husband had vanished, her gaze empty. Her heart was shattered.
“Please come into my office,” Adrian ordered, pointing to the door behind him with his chin. “My time is valuable, and your fertile window won’t wait forever.”
The exam room door shut tight. The sound of the hinge meeting the frame rang loud in Amara’s ears. But it was nothing compared to the sound of the key, turned twice by Adrian’s strong hand.
Click.
Click.
Her body, wrapped in an expensive floral dress, suddenly felt tiny in front of the man who now held complete power over her. Amara stepped back until her spine hit the cold wall. Her eyes darted around the room, which smelled sharply of antiseptic.
The room was spacious, dominated by a blinding white.
In the corner stood a gynecological exam chair with terrifying iron leg supports. It stood there arrogantly, as if waiting for its next victim to be sacrificed on it. There, her dignity would be skinned alive to feed her mother’s ambition and her husband’s greed.
“Don’t just stand there, Mrs. Pratama, we don’t have much time. I don’t want to do this either.” Adrian’s deep voice broke the oppressive quiet.
He said it without turning around, busy at a stainless steel table covered with medical instruments. His broad back, wrapped in the fitted white shirt, looked solid and intimidating.
Amara swallowed saliva that tasted bitter in her throat. Her legs shook badly as she forced herself to move toward the ordinary patient chair in the corner.
Adrian pulled a pair of latex gloves from the box. The sound of rubber stretching, then snapping tight against his skin, struck Amara’s ears as indecent. He moved with the efficiency of a professional. He took a small sterile tube from a special refrigerator.
Inside that tube was a big secret that Adrian kept tightly hidden.
He looked down at the clear fluid slicking his tip and her fingers.“No, Mrs. Pratama, that’s not my seed. How could you not know? That’s natural lubrication. It means the Cowper’s gland is working well. It means I’m healthy and my passage is clear if that’s coming out. Keep going, ma’am. If you stop, the blood flow drops again,” he ordered.She nodded, understanding.After a while, she started to enjoy playing with him, especially since he was sighing softly, right by her right ear.“M-Mrs. Pratama, this feels so good, ma’am, yes, yes, keep that rhythm. This is called a natural pre-insemination procedure,” he added between sighs. He watched her serious face as she carried out her task.“Without manual stimulation from the mother-to-be, the sperm can go weak halfway, before they even reach the egg. You’re helping me create healthy seed for your child.”The manipulative words sank into her mind. She felt a heavy responsibility. She decided she mustn’t fail. She sped up her hand a littl
Thump!His words made her lower her hands. Then she yanked his boxers down roughly.And when they dropped, he sprang free.The skin looked thin, so the bluish veins wrapped along its length stood out sharply. They pulsed, pumping blood into the swollen, dark red head.She swallowed with difficulty. Her throat felt dry. She pictured something that size forcing its way through her. A throb of dread ran through her lower belly just from looking.It would hurt.It would tear her apart.“Doc, that’s too big to fit,” she said, her voice trembling. She shook her head slowly. “I can’t. It’ll hurt so much.”He only stepped forward slowly, his face calm.“Relax, Mrs. Pratama. Pain is mostly in the mind. I can make you feel good without the pain you told me about when Doni was the one doing it,” he said in a low voice.“Medically speaking, the birth canal can stretch to about four inches to deliver a baby’s head. Your anatomy is elastic, and I’m only a little over an inch and a half wide. It’s p
Slowly his fingers began to press, then to knead her in circles. The thin fabric couldn’t hide how soft and full she was.“Ahhh…” Amara sighed, and her head tipped back.His touch felt perfect. Not too hard, not too soft. He knew exactly how to hold a woman for the most pleasure. His fingers gripped the sides and massaged her in a steady, circling rhythm.“Stay right here for a moment, Mrs. Pratama. I’m going to give you some stimulation that’ll make you even more ready.” He grew bolder. He lowered himself and knelt on the tile floor in front of her, his face level with her stomach.He pressed his lips to her flat belly. He kissed the skin around her navel with devotion. The warm breath on her stomach made her muscles contract. A ticklish pleasure spread through her whole body.He looked up at her face from below, then stood again.“Would you like to unbutton my shirt, or should I?” he asked.“Enough, Adrian, no more small talk, just do it! I can’t stand it anymore, don’t torture me l
Adrian walked closer until only a foot and a half separated them. He looked into her eyes, sharp and steady.“Aunt Ratih called me again on the way here,” he lied, with a perfectly convincing face. “She asked about our progress. If we fail again today, she’ll come to your house tonight and make a scene. Do you want Doni to find out everything?”The threat worked. Amara’s shoulders sagged. She shook her head weakly. She had no other choice. This was the only way to protect the fragile peace of her household.Adrian took one more step. He raised his hand slowly. Amara shut her eyes, expecting something rough. Instead she felt a warm touch on her forehead.His lips pressed against her forehead. The kiss was soft and careful. There was no rushing hunger in it, only a message that Adrian truly wanted to do this properly, and with feeling.He lowered his face. He kissed her right eyelid, then the left. He moved down to the bridge of her nose and brushed a kiss on its tip.She opened her eye
In his apartment, Adrian stood under the shower. He turned the tap toward blue. The warm water went ice cold, cold enough to bite. He closed his eyes, tipped his face up, and let it slap against his skin.His body had been burning since he woke up that morning. His mind was a mess. Amara’s image kept haunting him.He scrubbed his face with both hands. The cold water ran down his broad, muscled chest, over his flat stomach, and down to his thighs. But the icy stream couldn’t put out the fire inside him.Every time he closed his eyes, he saw her pale skin bared under the clinic lights. He heard her muffled moans when he’d teased her. He felt the soft weight of her in his palms.“Damn it,” he cursed under the water, and his hand slid downward as he looked down.He was already hard, every vein standing out, pulsing with the rush of blood.He couldn’t hold back anymore.His right hand closed around himself and began to move, slowly at first, then faster. He imagined he wasn’t in this bathr
Cold sweat ran down Amara’s back. Her heart hammered against her ribs. She had to answer now, or Doni would rip the phone away from her.“N-nothing, Doni,” she stammered. Her voice came out small and unsure.“Then why hide it?” Doni pressed, taking one step forward.She forced herself to bring her hand out. With a shaking hand she showed him the dark screen.“Just… just looking at a flash sale on designer bags. I’d be embarrassed if you caught me about to buy another one when the closet is already full,” she lied quickly. It was the one excuse that would make sense to a husband who thought of his wife as a shopper.Doni was quiet for a moment. He looked at her pale face, then at the phone in her hand.“Thought it was something real. You scared me,” he huffed. His shoulders dropped. The tension left his face at once, replaced by bone-deep exhaustion. He had no interest in checking her phone. He was too tired to care about his wife’s shopping habit.He walked right past her, threw his b







