I grip my book tight to my chest as I run in tears, making my way to the bathroom. The tears, clouding my eyes make it difficult for me to see properly and I bump into someone, the chocolate on my body affecting the clothes of the person.
‘I'm so sorry,’ I sniff, not raising my head to even see who it is. I make to leave, but an arm is outstretched in front of me and connects with the wall, preventing me from leaving. The chocolate poured on me is sticky and I want nothing more than to lock myself up in the girl's bathroom and cry my eyes out on why my life is always the most miserable. I clean my tears and make to raise my head, but then he places his arm on my head and forces it to stay still, making me unable to see who it is, but my instincts are already screaming his name. Jonathan. I can already tell by his veiny forearms. ‘Look at you, so weak,’ he tuts, giving me a condescending look. I don't raise my head to see him, but I can feel it. ‘Please…’ I stuttered. ‘Let me go. It's itchy and I need to wash it off before it destroys my hair,’ my voice cracks, I hug my book tighter. ‘You don't get to go, Sera. Not until I say so,’ he leans, growling into my ear and as his breath tickles my ear, I feel goosebumps rise in every part of my body, making it tremble. ‘What do you want from me, Jonathan? Do you want to hit me some more or even prank me? Huh?’ I look up at him this time, my heart hammering hard in my chest. This would actually be the first time I stood up to him ever since I can remember. It seems my question catches him off guard because his eyes widen with a tiny flicker of surprise, and then it changes back to a dark look. I take a shaky breath. ‘You have no idea,’ he mutters, grabbing a handful of my chocolate coated hair. ‘I want to break you into pieces,’ his voice grows dark and I shudder because it sounds as cold as ice. I want to ask what it means, but then he leans forward and sniffs my hair, then closes his eyes as if he is relishing the smell. He opens his mouth to speak but before he can, a voice interrupts him. ‘Well, well, well, if it isn't booger,’ the voice gets near and I don't even bother to turn because I know for sure it's Whitney. A literal thorn in my flesh, in fact, the most painful one. Jonathan steps back, still gripping my hair, he pushes it to the locker and makes to leave, but Whitney intertwines their arms together. ‘Where are you going, Jonathan?’ She asks, kissing him on the cheeks while staring at me. Yeah, that's right. I don't know why, but Whitney always tries to make out with him each time in front of me. I have no idea why, but it's disgusting. Having to watch two people act lovey-dovey in front of me? Disgusting. ‘You can leave,’ she dismisses me. ‘I never said she could leave,’ his cold voice cut through, making even Whitney flinch. ‘And why can't I leave?’ I ask, throwing away my fears. ‘Because I'm not done with you,’ he says. I can feel Whitney glaring daggers at me. I ignore her. ‘You know what? I'm not just some toy that you can have and do whatever you want to!’ I snap and run into the girl's bathroom, locking myself in one stall. Then I crouch on the floor, hold my hands around my body and cry out in pain. All these... my life. It's... it's so painful. All my entire life has never been one which I hold in my hands and I can do whatever I like. I had always been everyone's punching bag and trauma-dumping dumpster. If these people are pissed off, I am the one who gets the beating. I open the shirt of my chocolate-stained uniform and wince because the chocolate dried on my uniform is already stuck to my injuries and skin. I started to wonder what I'd wear to school on Monday because I couldn't afford to get a new uniform. I have to do everything myself with no one's help. And my hair... ‘Seraphina? Are you in there?’ Her voice echoes into the door and she knocks softly on it. ‘It's me, open up,’ she says. I quickly button up my shirt and open the door, coming out of the bathroom. ‘I heard what happened. I'm sorry. They're horrible! Why is Jonathan doing this to you?’ She blabbered. I smile. She brings me up to the sink and wash my hair. ‘I have no idea,’ I say to her. ‘Well, your uniform is ruined. Don't worry, I'll get you a new one,’ she says, patting my back. I nod, my heart clenching at her kind gesture. A girl runs into the bathroom, panting hard. ‘Seraphina, come see,’ she bends and breathes. ‘They're talking shit about you,’ she catches her breath and stands up. ‘What do you mean? They always talk shit about her,’ Cecile counters. ‘I know, trust me. You really need to hear this one, it's different!" she says, gesturing towards the cafeteria. ‘Come with me.’ My heart pounds. Me and Cecile exchange looks and ignoring my stained face and body, I run out of the bathroom through the hallways, then to the cafeteria. My heart races as I trail behind her through the hallways, ignoring the stares and giggles from the other students. When we enter the cafeteria, all eyes seem to turn to me at once. It's almost too much to bear. ‘That's her, the daughter of the bitch!’ Whitney points at me, her laughter echoing through the room as others join in. They continue their taunts, but I can't hear them. All I can hear is the pounding of my heart and the ringing in my ears. I fix my eyes on the big screen in the cafeteria, where my mother's face appears alongside his father's. The words on the screen confirm my worst fears ‘Mr Hill announces his engagement to Mrs Gabrielle this afternoon, as further announcements of their relationship will be made public.’ Jonathan's father.Chapter 44~Seraphina's POVThe hallway feels longer than usual. Like it’s stretching itself on purpose, bending into some cruel optical illusion made to mess with me. Each step sounds louder than the last, echoing in the dead air…at least to me, it feels dead. My palms are damp. I keep rubbing them down the sides of my jeans like it’ll fix anything. Oh God. I’m not sure what I did. I swear I didn’t do anything. Not detention-worthy at least. Not even sarcasm-worthy.The principal doesn’t call students to the office unless someone’s died. Or unless someone’s about to. Or someone's about to get real cooked. Or you're a very, very important person, like… your parents are stinking rich.I swallow hard.As I near the door, I slow down. I don’t know why. Instinct maybe. That bone-deep sixth sense that things aren’t right. Because they’re not. The door is slightly open. Not enough to see in, just a sliver, but I hear voices.One of them is deep. Definitely a male. His voice was cold and l
Chapter 43~Seraphina’s POV Buzzkill BarbieEveryone gasps like I had done the most outrageous thing in the whole world. They all turn to stare at me, their eyes wide, their eyes open. Even the class wall clock suddenly seems to stop ticking because of the loud silence in the room. I, too, blink back at the class, mildly stunned at myself. I hadn’t planned that comeback. It had just come out, cool and sharp, like it had always been at the tip of my tongue.. And honestly? I don’t regret it. Not one bit.Whitney freezes mid walk, her lips which had too much lip gloss parts in stunned silence. Her smirk twitches. For one second, it looks like she wanted the ground to swallow her for her bruised ego. Celine's face is priceless. It is part shocked, part elated, like she'd just witnessed me sprout wings and slap Whitney with divine vengeance.Alistair breaks the silence with a low, ‘Damn.’Even Ethan lets out a startled chuckle before coughing into his sleeve like he didn’t mean to.And
~ Seraphina’s POV‘I knew it!’Celine screams like she just saw the second coming of her celebrity crush. Popcorn spills everywhere. I jolt, pulling my hand back from Jonathan’s like I touched a live wire. My pulse is doing the cha-cha in my ears.‘What?’ I say, voice high and panicked.Celine turns, eyes wide. ‘She’s the killer’s sister! The one from the beginning of the movie! I called it! I said it during the trailer!’Alistair lets out a low whistle. ‘You did, actually. Creepy psychic level stuff.’Jonathan lets out a breath beside me, disappointment and a flash of anger in his eyes, I can’t tell. Maybe both. I slide my hand under the throw pillow, pretending it was just resting there, not doing emotionally compromising nonsense.‘I wasn’t even paying attention,’ I mutter.Jonathan glances at me, his eyes saying, No shit.The rest of the movie is a blur of screams, gore, and jump scares. My nerves aren’t focused on the blood soaked screen. They’re wrapped tight around the weight o
Chapter 41~Seraphina's POVMy throat is dry. I don’t even think I’m breathing right.Jonathan is staring at me like I’m a puzzle he has already solved but still likes taking apart piece by piece. His hand is still beside my head, placed flat on the wall. His breath is warm near my ear. I could punch him. I could scream. I could cry. I do none of that. I had never done it in the past. Didn't have a backbone for it. The knock comes again, this time, louder and more aggressively. 'Everything okay in there? I heard banging!' Mom says again, her voice singsongy and llight but carries a hint of suspicion in it.I duck under Jonathan’s arm and hurry away from his heat, from his gaze, from everything that screams ‘him.’'Yeah!' I call out, voice a little too sharp. 'All good, Mom!'Jonathan doesn’t move. He’s still by the wall, looking at me like I’ve offended his royal highness or something. My heart is pounding. I want to sit down. I want to run away. I want to be anywhere but here. I wa
Chapter 40~Jonathan's POVShe shudders.I feel it under my fingers. I feel the twitch of her skin, the tremor crawling up her spine as I hold her there, pinned.A shiver of satisfaction spread down my spine. Let her be scared, just a little. Let her remember who I am. I know I have been nothing but a jerk, but I still am a person. Someone who still has power. Let her stop pretending she can smile like that with someone else and not answer for it, because I won't take it. She was going to be my sister, and I was going to answer for everything concerning her.My palm stays on her neck tightly. Not too tight. Just enough to make her stop squirming and start thinking. Fuck, she's warm. Too warm. Like her skin is daring me to burn myself on her, but I won't because fire is tricky. You play with it too long, and it starts to play back. Her lashes flutter as she tries to hold my gaze without flinching. Her mouth is slightly parted, but not in fear. Oh no. That’s not fear in her eyes. It's
~Seraphina’s POVEthan had tried all he could to calm me, but I didn’t need it. I am a calm storm. I know that. I've always been that. It’s everyone else who forgets.After that strange phone call, I’d laughed like a maniac, my voice sounding too high and too sharp. And then lied to Ethan with the practiced ease of someone who's been doing it for years. I told him it was my mother calling me home. Told him it was nothing. Just like I always do.But I don't understand where it all went wrong. Okay, I kinda do because everything’s been wrong since I was a kid—but still, why am I being hunted? Or why does it feel like I’m being hunted? Why do I get strange messages that cling to me like spiderwebs? Why does it feel like I’m being watched every second, like I’ve got blinking red targets pinned to my back wherever I go?Too many whys. Too many shadows that seem to ghost around my life. Too many strange occurrences. And not a single damn answer. Just echoes and ghosts.I grip my bag tighter