LOGINMila's pov...My eyes stayed on the words, my body refused to move.My palms dampened as my fingers curled slightly.âYou don't plan on spending the rest of the night here, do you?â Emily called out impatiently as she walked in.I wiped the writing away quickly, my sleeves smearing the letters until they disappeared, before she could come closer."You good?â She asked, her eyes searching mine."Of courseâŚlet's go. I am starving.â I wrapped my hand in hers. I wasn't sure I could've moved on my own; my legs felt hollow beneath me.I smiled widely, though it didn't quite reach my eyes.Cutlery scraped against plates, the kitchen door swinging open and closed as orders rolled in and out.Voices rose and fell around me, but none of them reached me.I was physically present, but my mind was still back at my restaurant; Standing, staring at the words like they might reappear if I blinked.The warning was clear and direct. The message was for me.âMila, Mila, Mila!â At the last call, I repli
Mila's POVâŚYellow tapes, police cars, and sirens blaring in the distance.I instinctively dialed Zaden's number.âMila, what's wrong?â It would be the first time I ever called him.We had collected each other's contacts after we signed our contract, but since then I had no need for it.My voice croaked, âCan you come over to the restaurant?âNo questions asked, âOn my way.â Goose bumps covered my skin, as I stared at the damage done. The place was a mess, with broken windows and tampered plumbing.The police said it was a break-in, in search of valuables, common for new businesses.Nothing was missing and somehow, that made it worse.Something wasn't right. In a couple of minutes, Zaden arrived at the scene.âWhere is my FiancĂŠ?â Zaden yelled at one of the cops, shifting my attention from the scene before me.From where I stood I could see how tense his face was.âZaden? I am here.â I called out for him.One of the police men tried to stop, Zaden scowled at him ready to push throu
Mila's POVâŚZaden's lips found mine.He didn't kiss hungrily, he kissed like he was searching for something deeper to hold on toBut it only lasted for a fraction of a second before I pulled away.A crease formed between his brows.His kiss didn't feel warm and hazy like the first time. Rather anger boiled deep within.âI am not kissing the same mouth you just used to do God knows what, with God knows whom.ââWhat?â Zaden's breathing was ragged, as he ran his hands through his hair.âI didn't kiss her or do anything, it was a harmless date.ââOh that's good to know, it makes things so much better.â I didn't hide the sarcasm in my tone, as I spoke.I didn't care to know whom he went out with; it wasn't my business.The truth is, I doubted my heart could take it.âI am going to sleep, Zaden. I would appreciate some space as we had maintained for the past few weeks.âHe wants distance, so he would get it.âI had to go on the date," he said quietly. âAnd I hated every second of it.âThere
Zaden's povâŚCandace's voice washed over the table, she rambled and circled back on old stories I'd already heard.I caught only bits of what she was saying as I zoned in and out.Out more than in.My fork hovered midair, forgotten.Candace was in front of me, but all I could see was Mila's face. How her eyes flickered when I mentioned the words dinner date.Or was I now imagining things?Imagination or not, it didn't help the guilt that sat heavily in my gut, settling deeper the longer I stayed.I wanted to be in bed with Mila, even though we weren't exactly on speaking terms. Thanks to me.I would still pick her silent treatment a thousand times over any other activity.âYou seem awfully quiet tonight.ââLong day.â I sighed.âI have the perfect idea on how to relieve stress, why don't we ditch dinner and head over to my apartment?â She placed her hands on mine gently stroking them as she spoke.I jerked my hand from hers, she knew better than to touch me.Whenever Mila touched me, i
Mila's POVâŚI pretended to be asleep when Zaden entered, consciously trying to still my breathing so he didn't notice.âMila⌠are you awake?â No answer.Somewhere between faking, I eventually fell asleep, and by the time I was awake, he was gone. This was a routine for days. He left before I woke up, and I went to bed before he returned from work. It was easier between us, this way.I wasn't exactly bothered by his absence, given how occupied I was with my restaurant. Or that's what I told myself.Today I was meeting with some artisans for the woodwork in the restaurant.âAlberta, I know I don't ask much, but do you mind coming with me to the restaurant?"Things were getting harder for me to do by myself as the days went by and my bump grew larger.That's what I get when I have only two close friends who live all the way across the world from me; my options were limited, and Zaden would be the last person I would turn to for help.âSure, darling I would be more than happy to help.â
Mila's pov..The air sizzled with tension."What are you talking about?â I tried to mask the quake in my voice as I stared hard at Zaden for help, rescue, anything at all.âYou are both faking; pretending to be alright when everything's not⌠clearly.â She gestured to my belly.I raised my brows still confused about what was going on.Zaden is secretive, but Mila, darling, even if I don't know you much. I don't expect to participate with Zaden in such an act.âI am sorry I lied to youâŚâ Zaden cleared his throat, interrupting me.âWhat exactly are you talking about?â He asked his grandmother, still feigning ignorance, like he wasn't bothered at all.Mrs Blackwell let out a sigh, as she came closer to me, she took my hands in hers, âI know about your pregnancy being a high-risk one.ââPhew.â I let out a cool breath instantly calming my heaving chest. I almost gave myself up.âYou both should have told me from the start.â Her eyes were glossy as she fixed her gaze on me.The poor woman wa







