ANMELDEN
[Sera's POV]
Mira slides the results across the desk. "Five weeks," she says. "You're pregnant! Sera."
I should be happy. An heir. The thing every Luna is supposed to give her Alpha.
But my first thought is not joy.
It is Kai.
What will he do when he knows?
What will he say when he realizes the child is mine, not hers?
My hand presses against my stomach.
No!
Not yet!
I think of the last night Kai came to my bed — how he left before the sheets cooled, how he was gone past the border by morning. Looking for her.
This can't be happening. How could I be pregnant??!!
"No." The word comes out sharp. "No one can know."
For one terrible second, I think of ending it.
Quietly. Cleanly. Before Kai ever hears the word pregnant. Before he can look at me like I have ruined the only heir he ever wanted.
"Sera." Mira's hand covers mine. "Breathe."
I breathe. It doesn't help.
He wants a strong heir. One who'll lead Ravenhold to the glory the prophecy swore, the Luna with the eclipse mark on her arm would birth the most powerful Alpha the pack has ever seen.
Liri was the one the prophecy named , the Luna marked by the eclipse, the one who would carry the Wolf King's heir. Kai's, since childhood. His true mate.
Then she vanished, and I found him bleeding out in the pines and threw myself over him without thinking. Gratitude, he called it later. A second-chance bond, granted by the Goddess.
But gratitude isn't love.
He calls me Luna. In three years he has never once said my name.
He's never stopped searching for Liri. He snaps at anyone who suggests she might be dead, his voice raw with something that looks a lot like grief. Or love.
I'm the legal Luna, but I'm not his Luna. Not the one he wants.
"The pack's talking again," Mira says carefully. "About your wolf."
"I know." My throat tightens. "They think I'm failing."
Maybe they're right. Ever since I become Luna, my wolf has been growing quieter, until it is almost gone. I know what people think. The Goddess is taking it back. The title was never hers.
Kai feels it too. I see it in the way he looks at me now, or doesn't look at me. The disappointment he tries to hide. Every Alpha wants a strong Luna. He could have had the prophesied one, the Luna marked by destiny itself.
Instead, he got me. The placeholder.
The one whose wolf is vanishing.
That Luna was supposed to be Liri.
Not me.
"I need you to keep this secret," I tell Mira, meeting her eyes. "Please."
She reaches across the table and squeezes my hand. "Of course. But Sera, you can't hide this forever."
"I know." But I'll hide it as long as I can. Until I figure out what to do. Until I know whether this child will be rejected the same way I am.
Voices drift through the door, high-pitched, mocking.
“She can barely shift anymore!” a woman says. She does not even lower her voice.
“Good!” another spits. “She stole the Luna’s seat! She stole it from Kai’s true mate! Maybe the Goddess has had enough! First, she lost her mate’s heart! Now she’s losing her wolf too!”
Maybe I'm not the woman Kai loves. But that's between him and me. It was never theirs to laugh over.
I open the door calmly before Mira can stop me, the hallway falls dead silent.
Three female wolves stand in the hallway, eyes wide with false innocence.
"We're only saying what everyone says."
"Everyone says I'm your Luna." I let it settle. "Recognized by your Alpha and the Goddess both. Say otherwise to the council, if you're brave enough to sign your name to it. I'll wait."
Her neck bares before she can stop it. Whatever's left of me still outranks her.
"Hold your tongue," I say. "Or I'll have it held for you."
The alarm hits the pack link.
Medical emergency. Alpha inbound.
They say nothing moves the Alpha. He is the calm one. The reasonable one. The wall the whole pack leans on. In three years I've never seen his hands shake.
He comes through the doors with his voice already breaking.
I've never seen him like this. His moss-green eyes flash with his wolf's gold, barely controlled. His entire body vibrates with tension, with something that looks like desperation.
He passes close enough that I feel the heat off him. He doesn't look at me.
"Mira!" His voice is a command and a plea. "Prepare the surgical suite. Now."
"Alpha, what..."
"Now!"
Mira rushes past me, already moving.
That's when I see the stretcher behind him. The woman on it.
Dark hair matted with blood. Pale skin covered in cuts and bruises. And there, barely visible on her arm, a mark that shimmers with starlight.
The eclipse mark.
Liri.
The world tilts. His face is open in a way I have never once seen turned toward me — raw, wrecked, alive.
So it was never that nothing moved him.
It was only that I never did.
And I'm standing here, pregnant with his child, watching him look at her like she's the only thing that matters in the world.
I turn for the door while he's still saying her name, her name, the one that comes so easily to him, one hand pressed flat and hidden over my stomach.
This is what you get, I tell myself. For taking what was never yours.
[Sera's POV]Liri is curled into Kai's chest by the hearth, small and trembling.I stand in the doorway and I can't move. The sight before me breaks my heart and kills the small hope that had just begun to grow, but I force myself to hold back my tears.I can't let myself cry in front of them."I'm sorry," she whispers, her voice catching on every word. "I didn't, I didn't mean to fall asleep against you last night. I just, three years, Kai. Two years in a room with no windows. I close my eyes and I'm back there. I only sleep when I can hear someone breathing next to me."Kai's hand moves down her spine, slow and certain. "Shh. No one's putting you anywhere near a dark room again. Not while I breathe.""I don't want to be a burden.""You're not." He says, "You'll move into the house. Tomorrow. I want you where I can watch over you myself."Liri lifts her tear-streaked face and something passes over it, then it dissolves back into gratitude. She turns her head just enough to find me in
[Sera's POV]Mira's door opens on the second knock.She takes one look at my face and pulls me inside, her hands already gripping my shoulders. "Sera, what happened? You're gray. Sit down before you fall down."I don't sit. I stand in the middle of her little cottage, both arms wrapped around myself, and I make myself say it."I need you to end it. The pregnancy. Tonight."Her hands drop. "What?""You heard me.""No." She shakes her head, backing up a step. "No, wait. Why? I think you love the baby.""Mira,no,I can't.""Sera." She grabs my wrist, her voice cracking. "Why? Tell me why. What did he do?"The truth sits behind my teeth. He cut the bond. He rejected me at the archive table and my soul tore loose and I felt every thread snap. I could say it. I could tell her the bond is gone, that I'm not even his mate anymore in any way that counts.I can't get the words out. I'm not ready for.So I give her the other truth instead."Because he's going to throw me out." My voice comes flat
[Sera's POV]The bond tears loose the instant his words land.It rips through my chest like something inside me is being torn out by the roots. I fold over the archive table, my nails scraping across old wood, a scream caught somewhere in my throat that won't come out. My knees hit the floor. Every breath hurts.This is what dying feels like.The bond that tied me to him for three years snap one by one, and each one burns. I press my hand to my chest as if I could hold my own soul together. I can't.Kai's footsteps move away. He left immediately after saying that. He doesn't stay to watch.I don't want him to.-------------------------I don't know how long I stay curled on that floor.The pain dulls into a hollow ache, and my mind drifts to the day everything began. Three years ago. Liri vanished, and the whole pack tore itself apart searching for her. Then rogues came for Kai in the eastern woods, and I threw myself in front of the blade meant for his throat.He named me Luna after
[Kai's POV]I shouldn't have touched her.I'm standing beside Liri's hospital bed now, watching her sleep peacefully under the soft white sheets, but my mind won't stop replaying the heat of Sera's skin under my thumb.I force myself to focus on Liri instead. She looks fragile lying there, her dark hair spread across the pillow. This woman suffered for me. She was taken because of me. She endured years of captivity while I searched desperately for her.I owe her everything. I love her.Liri's eyelids flutter. She wakes, her gaze finding mine immediately. "Kai," she whispers. "You're here.""Of course." I reach for her hand. It feels small and delicate in mine.Nothing like the way Sera's body had responded when I—Stop.It means nothing, it was only my body reacting."The doctors want to keep you another night," I tell Liri gently. "Just to be safe."She nods, her eyes filling with tears. "I missed you so much."The words should mean something. They should fill the hollow space inside
[Sera's POV]I'm not listening to Mira. Not really.She's complaining about Kai forcing Liri to stay in the hospital for more tests when she barely has a scratch on her. "It's ridiculous," Mira says. "She's fine. But he won't hear it. I've been running around like crazy because he wants every possible scan done twice."She pauses. Her voice drops. "The Elders met last night." She doesn't look at me when she says it. "They're backing him. They think he should dissolve the bond. For the pack's future."My chest tightens. I nod at Mira without really listening, and she eventually drifts away.Later, alone in the archive room, I try to focus on inventory logs. I can't.I haven't seen Kai since Liri came back. Three days now.The pack won't stop talking. When will he dissolve the bond with Sera? When will he make Liri Luna? How long until the prophesied heir is born?I force myself not to listen. I think about the baby instead.Maybe I did steal the Luna title. Maybe I stole Kai too, for a
[Sera's POV]Mira slides the results across the desk. "Five weeks," she says. "You're pregnant! Sera."I should be happy. An heir. The thing every Luna is supposed to give her Alpha.But my first thought is not joy.It is Kai.What will he do when he knows?What will he say when he realizes the child is mine, not hers?My hand presses against my stomach.No!Not yet!I think of the last night Kai came to my bed — how he left before the sheets cooled, how he was gone past the border by morning. Looking for her.This can't be happening. How could I be pregnant??!!"No." The word comes out sharp. "No one can know."For one terrible second, I think of ending it.Quietly. Cleanly. Before Kai ever hears the word pregnant. Before he can look at me like I have ruined the only heir he ever wanted."Sera." Mira's hand covers mine. "Breathe."I breathe. It doesn't help.He wants a strong heir. One who'll lead Ravenhold to the glory the prophecy swore, the Luna with the eclipse mark on her arm wo







