Mag-log in[Sera's POV]
I'm not listening to Mira. Not really.
She's complaining about Kai forcing Liri to stay in the hospital for more tests when she barely has a scratch on her. "It's ridiculous," Mira says. "She's fine. But he won't hear it. I've been running around like crazy because he wants every possible scan done twice."
She pauses. Her voice drops. "The Elders met last night." She doesn't look at me when she says it. "They're backing him. They think he should dissolve the bond. For the pack's future."
My chest tightens. I nod at Mira without really listening, and she eventually drifts away.
Later, alone in the archive room, I try to focus on inventory logs. I can't.
I haven't seen Kai since Liri came back. Three days now.
The pack won't stop talking. When will he dissolve the bond with Sera? When will he make Liri Luna? How long until the prophesied heir is born?
I force myself not to listen. I think about the baby instead.
Maybe I did steal the Luna title. Maybe I stole Kai too, for a little while, except I didn't really steal anything. I only got his body. His heart was always with her.
But this baby?
The baby is innocent. The baby just arrived at the worst possible time.
I don't know if I should keep it. When I lose the Luna position — no, not when. It's just a question of how soon. What happens to this child then? Does it become a bastard?
And my wolf. Since Liri came back, my wolf has vanished completely. I've become wolfless.
I'm worthless now.
"What are you thinking about?"
Kai's voice makes me jump.
He's standing in the doorway. The air around him feels heavy, oppressive. Powerful. Dangerous. Perfect. He's wearing a black shirt with the top buttons undone, casual but devastating. This man, he has the kind of body and face that could destroy a thousand hearts without trying.
Kai walks toward me slowly, his boots silent against the stone. He stops close enough and reaches out his thumb catches on the edge of my jaw, tilting my face up.
I freeze, my breath hitching hard in my throat. Even now, that touch makes me feel warm. Safe. My body remembers him too well and I almost want to lean into it.
His eyes darken to the color of a midnight storm, tracking the sudden flutter of my pulse beneath his thumb. He leans in closer, his towering frame casting a massive, suffocating shadow over me.
His eyes darken. He leans closer. His hand almost trembles.
His lips graze my ear. His breath hits my skin and my face burns.
For one traitorous second I let myself believe it means something. That he came here for me. That the three days of silence were him fighting the same thing clawing at me now. My hands ache to reach up and fasten themselves in his shirt, to keep him here, to make him stay just once without her name waiting on the other side of it.
For a fraction of a second, his hips press forward, a heavy, deliberate possessiveness pinning me against the edge of the table.
His eyes drop to my mouth, then lower, to the pulse beating wild in my throat.
Then, just as my heart threatens to burst out of my chest, he stops.
He pulls back, his hand dropping to his side.
The warmth disappears. He's cold again.
I remember the last time he touched me like this. The night before he left to search for her again. He had come into our bed like a man possessed, his hands gripping my hips with a bruising, desperate force, his mouth tearing at my throat. I had arched into him, weeping his name into the dark, stupidly believing that the fevered, breathless way his body claimed mine meant he was finally seeing me. Finally choosing me.
But the moment the storm broke, he was already gone. He had peeled himself away from my sweating skin without a word, pulling on his clothes in the dark, his mind already miles away.
With her.
It had always been her. The passion wasn't mine; it was just the overflow of his grief for someone else.
"You don't have a wolf."
"The pack needs a strong Luna."
[Sera's POV]Liri is curled into Kai's chest by the hearth, small and trembling.I stand in the doorway and I can't move. The sight before me breaks my heart and kills the small hope that had just begun to grow, but I force myself to hold back my tears.I can't let myself cry in front of them."I'm sorry," she whispers, her voice catching on every word. "I didn't, I didn't mean to fall asleep against you last night. I just, three years, Kai. Two years in a room with no windows. I close my eyes and I'm back there. I only sleep when I can hear someone breathing next to me."Kai's hand moves down her spine, slow and certain. "Shh. No one's putting you anywhere near a dark room again. Not while I breathe.""I don't want to be a burden.""You're not." He says, "You'll move into the house. Tomorrow. I want you where I can watch over you myself."Liri lifts her tear-streaked face and something passes over it, then it dissolves back into gratitude. She turns her head just enough to find me in
[Sera's POV]Mira's door opens on the second knock.She takes one look at my face and pulls me inside, her hands already gripping my shoulders. "Sera, what happened? You're gray. Sit down before you fall down."I don't sit. I stand in the middle of her little cottage, both arms wrapped around myself, and I make myself say it."I need you to end it. The pregnancy. Tonight."Her hands drop. "What?""You heard me.""No." She shakes her head, backing up a step. "No, wait. Why? I think you love the baby.""Mira,no,I can't.""Sera." She grabs my wrist, her voice cracking. "Why? Tell me why. What did he do?"The truth sits behind my teeth. He cut the bond. He rejected me at the archive table and my soul tore loose and I felt every thread snap. I could say it. I could tell her the bond is gone, that I'm not even his mate anymore in any way that counts.I can't get the words out. I'm not ready for.So I give her the other truth instead."Because he's going to throw me out." My voice comes flat
[Sera's POV]The bond tears loose the instant his words land.It rips through my chest like something inside me is being torn out by the roots. I fold over the archive table, my nails scraping across old wood, a scream caught somewhere in my throat that won't come out. My knees hit the floor. Every breath hurts.This is what dying feels like.The bond that tied me to him for three years snap one by one, and each one burns. I press my hand to my chest as if I could hold my own soul together. I can't.Kai's footsteps move away. He left immediately after saying that. He doesn't stay to watch.I don't want him to.-------------------------I don't know how long I stay curled on that floor.The pain dulls into a hollow ache, and my mind drifts to the day everything began. Three years ago. Liri vanished, and the whole pack tore itself apart searching for her. Then rogues came for Kai in the eastern woods, and I threw myself in front of the blade meant for his throat.He named me Luna after
[Kai's POV]I shouldn't have touched her.I'm standing beside Liri's hospital bed now, watching her sleep peacefully under the soft white sheets, but my mind won't stop replaying the heat of Sera's skin under my thumb.I force myself to focus on Liri instead. She looks fragile lying there, her dark hair spread across the pillow. This woman suffered for me. She was taken because of me. She endured years of captivity while I searched desperately for her.I owe her everything. I love her.Liri's eyelids flutter. She wakes, her gaze finding mine immediately. "Kai," she whispers. "You're here.""Of course." I reach for her hand. It feels small and delicate in mine.Nothing like the way Sera's body had responded when I—Stop.It means nothing, it was only my body reacting."The doctors want to keep you another night," I tell Liri gently. "Just to be safe."She nods, her eyes filling with tears. "I missed you so much."The words should mean something. They should fill the hollow space inside
[Sera's POV]I'm not listening to Mira. Not really.She's complaining about Kai forcing Liri to stay in the hospital for more tests when she barely has a scratch on her. "It's ridiculous," Mira says. "She's fine. But he won't hear it. I've been running around like crazy because he wants every possible scan done twice."She pauses. Her voice drops. "The Elders met last night." She doesn't look at me when she says it. "They're backing him. They think he should dissolve the bond. For the pack's future."My chest tightens. I nod at Mira without really listening, and she eventually drifts away.Later, alone in the archive room, I try to focus on inventory logs. I can't.I haven't seen Kai since Liri came back. Three days now.The pack won't stop talking. When will he dissolve the bond with Sera? When will he make Liri Luna? How long until the prophesied heir is born?I force myself not to listen. I think about the baby instead.Maybe I did steal the Luna title. Maybe I stole Kai too, for a
[Sera's POV]Mira slides the results across the desk. "Five weeks," she says. "You're pregnant! Sera."I should be happy. An heir. The thing every Luna is supposed to give her Alpha.But my first thought is not joy.It is Kai.What will he do when he knows?What will he say when he realizes the child is mine, not hers?My hand presses against my stomach.No!Not yet!I think of the last night Kai came to my bed — how he left before the sheets cooled, how he was gone past the border by morning. Looking for her.This can't be happening. How could I be pregnant??!!"No." The word comes out sharp. "No one can know."For one terrible second, I think of ending it.Quietly. Cleanly. Before Kai ever hears the word pregnant. Before he can look at me like I have ruined the only heir he ever wanted."Sera." Mira's hand covers mine. "Breathe."I breathe. It doesn't help.He wants a strong heir. One who'll lead Ravenhold to the glory the prophecy swore, the Luna with the eclipse mark on her arm wo







