“You were destined for me, perhaps as a punishment.”
—Fyodor Dostoevsky LUCIEN I’d faced coups, rogue attacks and had near-death experiences. Yet somehow, one stubborn human with the scent of vanilla had me unraveling. The council meeting dragged on from rogue attacks, territory disputes, cross-pack alliances and the usual chaos of werewolf politics but I couldn’t bring myself to care. Between my fingers, I twirled the bracelet she hadn’t realized she’d dropped. Four days since her scent clung to it, still teasing, faint but enough to drive my wolf mad with hunger. The room brimmed with wolves from every territory. Some former alphas, some current. My father sat two chairs down, silent but watchful. Darius lounged three seats away, relaxed, cocky, insufferably at ease as if he had no idea I was one heartbeat away from tearing his throat out. How dare he? Come into my pack and touch what was mine. “Lucien,” Nyla’s voice sliced through the room, sharp with amusement. “If you’re done fondling that cheap bracelet and glaring holes into Darius, maybe you’d like to actually contribute?” I slid my gaze to the hybrid witch-wolf at the far end of the table. Her smirk faltered the longer I stared, her chin dipping. “Apologies, Alpha,” she murmured. I nodded once, turning back to the elder, gesturing for him to continue. But my wolf still prowled, seething, remembering the way Darius had dragged her from that cabin like some goddamn hero in leather. “Lucien.” Rowan’s voice barely reached me, lost under the white-hot haze behind my eyes, my claws itching to strike Darius. “You will put those claws away, boy,” my father snapped, voice cutting like steel. “Focus on this meeting. You will not embarrass me over a girl. Much less a human.” The last word tasted bitter in my mouth. I almost snapped back. Almost. But I knew better than to question Leonardo in a room full of Alphas and former kings. I didn’t inherit this seat through disobedience. Silence stretched across the room, thick and suffocating. I didn’t need a mind reader to know what they were thinking: a human bonded to an alpha was an abomination. And word had spread already that Camellia was my mate. Tension gripped the council like a noose. “I was promised snacks.” The doorway cracked open. Kainan, pale as polished bone, jet-black hair falling over his eyes, strolled in with centuries of arrogance baked into every movement. He slumped into a chair like he owned it, boredom radiating off him. “Someone call me when the bloodshed starts,” he drawled. “Or at least when you start growling. You look halfway there already.” “That’s not the point,” I ground out, teeth clenched. My father’s glare pinned me in place—discipline cloaked in disappointment. The look alone was enough to make me flinch, a reminder of the scar on my ribs, earned when a rogue escaped on my watch at twelve. “Ohhh, so she’s the mate,” Nyla purred, her smirk sharp as knives. “She’s the one who walked in on Caleb and I having sex. You’re in for trouble with that one.” Enough. “This meeting is adjourned,” I snapped. “Any objections, meet me outside.” I didn’t wait for responses. I stalked out, murmurs rising behind me like smoke. I needed to see her. Rain soaked my black fur as my body reshaped under the wolf’s power. Bones cracked, joints popped, claws tore through skin. Fangs pushed past my gums as my primal instincts took over. The world narrowed to scent, sound, survival. My wolf and I were chasing the only thing that tethered us to this chaos: her. —--- I watched from the hill above her apartment, hidden in twilight shadows. Her living room glowed warmly, her and her younger sister crouched over a puzzle, laughter drifting through the air. The apartment smelled like safety. It was neat, with a balcony of dying plants and a fragile wind chime. My gaze drifted to the dining table where a stack of envelopes sat untouched , bills, probably.My wolf growled low, irritated. We’d handle that. She shouldn't have to worry about mundane shit anymore. Something shifted, a strange pull in the air. A tall man lingered just beyond the building, dressed too casually for the hour. He didn’t move like a neighbor or wait like a friend. He hovered near her door, eyes darting, fingers twitching. My wolf tensed, muscles coiling. We watched, the both of us fully alert as the man stepped forward and rang the bell repeatedly. She opened the door casually, like there wasn’t potential danger standing two feet away. We definitely have to work on your survival instincts camellia. Her brows furrowed as she stared at the man, arms crossing under her chest in a way that drew my wolf’s attention—an unconscious, frustratingly human distraction. And just like that, my IQ dropped 10 points. My wolf tensed beneath my skin, claws itching against the earth, every muscle taut as I watched him lean closer to her. I perked up, ears attuned to every word they spoke. “You don’t get to show up here anymore,” she said, firmly, one hand already reaching for the door. “Come on, Cam,” the man rasped, desperation thick in his voice. “I just need some money. I’m still your father. You won't let your own blood sleep in the gutters now,would you?.” Oh. We both had shitty dads? A match made in trauma heaven. She shook her head, jaw tight with disgust as she reached to grab the door again. But the bastard moved first,grabbing a fistful of her hair. Instinct overrode thought. A guttural growl tore from my throat as I launched forward. My teeth sank into his hand,blood warm and metallic filling my mouth but all I tasted was territorial rage. He turned his head slightly to look at her one time but I didn't give him the chance. I bared my teeth and snarled low in my throat. He flinched , disappearing into the shadows with a trail of muttered curses and blood. I turned to look at camellia,her eyes were wide, pupils blown with shock, flicking between my massive frame and the blood dripping from my fangs. She crouched down slowly,hesitation clear in every breath. One hand stretched out toward me, trembling slightly, like she was negotiating with her own instincts. “H-hi big guy,” she said gently. I was nearly five feet tall in wolf form, all fur and muscle, but I leaned into her touch the moment her fingers brushed against me. My wolf practically melted, sniffing her hand and rubbing his oversized head against her arm like a clingy toddler. She giggled at his antics, petting his head like I wasn’t a whole apex predator seconds ago. “Someone’s a big softie, huh?” If my ancestors could see me now, they’d disown me from the bloodline. She was dressed in literal home wear, mismatched socks and hair that looked like it'd been wrestling with her pillow five minutes ago yet somehow, she still looked like temptation sculpted by the gods. But still, the problem remained. She was human. Flesh-and-blood fragile. Bound by rules and realities my world didn't respect. The kind of woman who deserved flowers and brunch dates, not ancient curses and supernatural politics that could get her killed before the appetizer. “You’re in a lot of trouble with this one,” Nyla’s voice from the meeting echoed like a prophecy I was now too deep in to outrun. And maybe she was right. Because looking at Camellia now? Letting go didn’t even feel like an option,it felt like the start of a war I was willing to burn everything for. I eased back from her hand, the warmth lingering a second too long in my senses. My massive paws hit the wet pavement, carrying me away, every step stretching the distance between us. The wolf inside me growled, low and hungry, muscles coiling, claws itching to pivot back. It wanted to stay. To wrap around her like a shadow and stake its claim. I ignored it. Control was everything to me right now. I kept moving, the trees drawing closer, the shadows swallowing me as I put her behind me. But then something brushed against the edge of my senses. A faint, sharp presence lingering in the air. My fur bristled instinctively. Every muscle tensed in me as I paused briefly.The wolf growled low in my chest, urging me to stop, to turn, to face it. No. Not now. Not yet. It could wait. The scent lingered, clinging to the air in a way that made every hair along my spine lift. My wolf growled low in my chest, muscles coiling even as I forced myself to keep moving. There was something out there. Something waiting, watching, patient and deliberate, aware of every step I took and I hadn't even seen it yet.The world breaks everyone, and afterward, some are strong at the broken places.— Ernest Hemingway.CAMELLIA Accepting that I was pregnant suddenly made every symptom impossible to ignore.I clutched the toilet seat, my knuckles white, as I heaved my dinner into it.Glancing at the bathroom window, I saw it was still dark outside. I’d been awake for hours,vomiting every hour or so, each wave leaving me weaker than the last.A small smile crept onto my face at the thought of how Lily would react if I told her I was having a baby, or how Lilah would grin at the idea of finally having someone younger than her around.But the smile vanished as my thoughts drifted back to Lucien. Would he be glad I was carrying his child… or repulsed by me?I missed him so much it was almost shameful.I missed Lily and Lilah too, but I had to think of what to do without making any harsh moves.It wasn’t just me anymore,there was a life inside me now, fragile and growing, and I would protect it with ever
Every man contains two wolves. One is evil and one is good. The one that wins is the one you feed.—Cherokee.M.Wolves, witches, vampires… ..such pitiful creatures.They scurry and howl, cast spells, bite necks… and yet? None of them ever even tremble under my shadow.Nobody… nobody ever measures up to me. And oh, how delicious that truth tasted.I watched the alphas, the so-called rulers, swagger up to my pack member,my little masterpiece.They tore into him, shredding his flesh,and cracking his bones, his screams painting the air like some sick, twisted symphony.But he wouldn’t give in or answer their questions.Not because of courage, not because of loyalty… but because he had a family.Innocent, fragile little lives, all dangling on a thread I could snap with a mere flick of my fingers.And oh, he knew it.That knowledge—his fear for them—was exactly what kept him silent, kept him dancing on the knife’s edge… for me.Through it all, through the artistry of his agony, he dared
Steady is the crown. Caged is the hunger.— Anonymous.LUCIEN I hadn’t had a moment to myself in days, and finally, I let my hands work the tension from my body.But even here, alone in the dark, I wasn’t really alone. Camellia was everywhere: laugh, stubborn eyes—everything clawing at my chest until it ached and my cock throbbed with the same relentless hunger.And gods, the pack. The endless weight of it. The snarling tempers, the shadow of Raven Howl poisoning every corner.I carried it on my shoulders every hour of the day, and it pressed down until my bones ached.This wasn’t just lust. It was release.I leaned back in the chair, undoing my pants with shaking hands. My cock sprang free, heavy and flushed, the need in me almost painful. I wrapped my palm around it and groaned.My strokes started slow, dragging from root to tip, my veins throbbing against my fist.I closed my eyes and saw her mouth—parting as I slid between her lips. My hand tightened, moving faster, chasing the
The body knows what the mind refuses.— Elara Veyne.CAMELLIA I couldn’t possibly be pregnant.All the doctors Darius brought said it was just digestion issues."Drink this, it helped me with nausea when I was pregnant," one of the women handed me a cup with something silvery swimming in it."I'm not pregnant," I said again.She looked at me with a sad smile and left, shaking her head.The Direborn pack, which was what the group of people were called, were actually really friendly when they weren’t pointing weapons at me.They were a little bit on the ancient side, and we camped on Darius’s grounds for about two or three days before we arrived at their pack.They were smaller compared to Darius and Lucien’s, but seemed much happier.They didn’t have most of the modern infrastructures and technology we were used to, yet they had managed to make do in ways that felt odd with water wheels in place of power, fire-lit gatherings instead of electricity and handwoven systems that somehow w
Instinct is a marvelous thing. It can neither be explained nor ignored.— Agatha Christie.LILY Something was wrong and I hate that I just couldn't prove it yet.I stared at the TV absentmindedly while Rowan’s hand toyed with my nipples, the other busy texting on his phone.“I want you,” he said, but his eyes never left the screen as his hand slid lower."That sounds like a your kind of problem," I scoffed, removing his hand from my breasts.Rowan froze, his lips parting like he wanted to fire back. But whatever words he had caught in his throat. He closed his mouth, shifted his gaze back to the TV, and sank into silence instead.Meanwhile, my mind wasn’t on him at all,it was on Camellia.She hadn’t texted me in nearly a week. I told myself not to panic, that she was probably tangled up in her decision with Darius.So I tried the American way of giving her space instead of bombarding her with calls and texts.It felt wrong, though, like silence was eating me alive."I'm worried ab
The chains of habit are too weak to be felt until they are too strong to be broken.― Samuel Johnson.LUCIEN My warriors always had to pay the price to keep me occupied whenever I thought about camellia too much."Again" i said to them.They groaned but resumed another lap around the training field.A stray thought of her wasn’t harmless; it was me lighting the fuse on my own ruin.Camellia had chosen to stay with Darius, and I told myself that was fine.She was her own being, free to make her choices. Maybe she was even better off with him than with me. Even if I’d managed to tame my father and his madness for a while , the elders would still sneer at her name.Fuck.Who was I kidding? It wasn’t fine. I hated that she was with Darius, hated the thought of her laughter belonging to him. I missed her like breath itself, and my wolf was too silent these days, like he’d abandoned me to mourn her alone.When I finally brought her back, I wanted there to be no more obstacles—no father, n