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ALEENA'S POV
Professor Lorcan stood at the podium, lecturing the whole class, but my mind was somewhere else—I was studying at him. He had one hand in his pocket, his other hand gesturing loosely as he spoke. His blonde hair fell across his face, and his grey eyes shimmered under the light like glass. His tattoo was peeking out from under his sleeve—oh God!—I quickly pressed my lips together to make it less obvious that I was gawking at my professor during lectures. The tattoo made him look hotter and more perfect for the plan that had been I had been working towards. Professor Lorcan Steele—the hottest and youngest professor in Westhaven’s history, and the most wanted man by every girl on campus. I watched the other girls in class—most of them wore extra revealing clothes to charm Professor Lorcan, but he didn't seem to have interest in any of them—he didn't even spare them a glance. He just delivered the lecture like it was a chore he couldn't wait to finish and disappear from the hungry gazes of the girls in class. “Good,” I thought. “He is cold, and cold means, easily predictable, and that also means he had never been properly challenged.” I was going to make him mine—that was the plan that had been brewing in my head for the last two weeks, and I had been taking baby steps towards it. I dressed provocatively on some days, occasionally bumped into Lorcan some times, and many other incidents disguised as coincidence. I was going to make him want me, and make my douche ex—Xavier, watch his most idolized Professor fall for the girl he dumped, and he was so going to regret that fucking mistake. Xavier was going to cry at my feet and beg for mercy after I was done with him. He made me the laughing stock of Westhaven. He made me sit and wait for him, all dressed up in a candle lit dinner, prepared by me for our anniversary, while he was busy drilling another girl. That wasn't even the worst part—he had let his shameless act leak, and someone had to show me that disgusting video while I was still waiting there for him like a gullible fool. But now, when he sees his Idol fawning over me he would be so full of regret. My pen dropped from my hand and it made a noise that turned the whole class’ attention to me. I chuckled nervously and picked up the pen, then I mouthed, “Sorry.” Mirabel gave me a hard glare, and leaned over from her seat beside me. “You're staring again, Allie.” She whispered. “What? No!” I denied it immediately as I opened my notebook without writing anything. “Oh, come on,” She rolled her eyes. “it's pretty obvious that you were staring at Professor Lorcan. Drop the act.” “Okay, fine.” I sighed. “I was looking at him though,” I leaned closer to her. “But I was also planning.” "Planning what?" Her brows furrowed. “Something big.” I shifted in my seat, closer to her. “You know how Xavier worships him right? Professor Lorcan?” I inclined my head towards the podium slightly. “He's been trying to impress him since freshman year. Now imagine this.” I sat back on my chair and drew a triangle on my note. “This is Lorcan here,” I pointed at the tip of the triangle. “And this is Xavier and me.” I pointed at the two sides of the triangle. “Xavier wants to be like the peak of the triangle, but he can’t, since he’s the base, likewise me.” I dropped my pen and folded my arm. “Now, think about the blast that would happen if the base meets the top.” I smiled and looked at Mirabel, but her brows were knitted together. “What the hell are you saying?” She asked and shook her head. “Explain this like a normal human, Allie, we're not in mathematics class.” I chuckled. “Okay Mira, what I mean is, if I get Professor Lorcan to want me, do you know what it'll do to Xavier?” I tilted my head. “It'll crush his pride.” Mira's eyes widened instantly. “Allie, he's a professor. Do you know what would happen if you're caught?” she leaned in and whispered. I smiled. “Of course I know the risk. I am a dangerous girl, and dangerous girls do dangerous things.” My smile widened into a grin. “When I am done, Xavier would be the new laughing stock for dumping me, and I’ll walk away from both of them—unhurt.” Mira shook her head. “This is insane girl.” I shrugged. “Maybe, but it's the only solid plan I have.” “Miss Marsh,” Professor Lorcan's deep voice cut through the room, my head snapped forward immediately. The class was damn quiet now, and he was looking at me directly now. For the first time since I had bumped into him at the hallway—Professor Lorcan noticed me, and I wasn't going to let it slide. His grey eyes were flat, and I looked into them directly even though my heart was doing something erratic against my chest. "Since you're so engaged with the material, perhaps you can tell the class what Foucault argues about the relationship between power and knowledge." All the students turned to look at me, and I felt my pulse hammering in my throat. Even with that, I didn't break eye contact with Lorcan—I knew rhe answer. I had read that topic three times and I could even recite it in my sleep. I stood up, slightly adjusting tight fitted skirt I wore and I saw Lorcan's gaze follow my hand movement —good. "Foucault argues that power and knowledge are inseparable," I started and I forced my voice to remain steady. "That knowledge isn't neutral—it's produced by systems of power. And power isn't just repression — it's also productive. It creates the frameworks we use to understand the world." I paused for a while, letting the silence stretch. "Which is why the person controlling the knowledge is always the person controlling the power." I still didn't break eye contact with him. He looked at me for a second longer than he was supposed to, and my heart did a little flip-flop in my chest. Then he turned back to the podium. "Correct." He said flatly and moved on with his lecture like nothing happened —but I noticed something. Before he turned back to the podium I saw him tighten his jaw just for a moment, and it was enough to show me that my plan was already in motion. — Twenty minutes later, after Lorcan concluded his lecture, he said he was going to hand out the graded papers for our test, so we had to wait to see our grades. When he reached my desk, he paused for a second, his eyes moving from my paper to my face, then he finally dropped it, face-down. I knew I was going to get an A+ on this paper, and that would make Lorcan notice that I was a beauty and brains too. I picked up the paper and turned it over with a huge smile on my face. When I saw my grade, my throat went dry instantly. What the hell!?ALEENA'S POVWhen I turned around, I found Rosie watching me from behind the bar. She had been wiping down the counter, but her attention was now fixed on me."What happened?" she asked. "What got Damien so worked up?"I placed the empty glass on the counter. "I asked if I could take Lynn's assignment because she isn't feeling well. That's all. He suddenly started shouting about how I should be attending to the guests instead of asking to go into a private room."Rosie's expression shifted. She glanced briefly in the direction Damien had gone before looking back at me."Why would you ask to go in her place?""Because she's unwell. I thought it would be better if someone else handled it."Rosie let out a quiet breath. "Allie, you need to be careful with those private rooms."I frowned. "Why?"She leaned closer, lowering her voice so the guests nearby wouldn't hear. "Not every waitress gets sent in there. Only certain girls are assigned to those rooms regularly.""Why only certain girls
"Allie, table six needs another round," Rosie called out through the loud music as she walked past me with a loaded tray in her hands. "Right away," I responded as I lifted the empty glasses from the counter and glanced towards the VIP section. The Velvet Room was busy tonight—it had been getting busy for the past week, and I hadn't even gotten a moment for myself, nor to think about that night Lorcan almost kissed me. As I made my way towards table six, a familiar silhouette caught my attention near the hallway leading to the private rooms. I hadn't seen her face clearly due to the coloured lights dancing around, but something about her figure and the way she walked made me slow down a bit. She looked extremely familiar. I took another glance at the hallway just in time and saw the woman stepping into room 24. She looked exactly like Mira. Or could that be Mira? But what was she doing at Velvet Room, the very place she had warned me against? The thought stayed with me till I fi
ALEENA’s POVHis acknowledgment certainly didn't erase anything, but it made it harder to hold on to my anger at the same intensity."I still don't trust you, Lorcan," I admitted. "But I'm not going to pretend everything is fine just because you apologized."He took a deep breath. "I'm not asking you to, Aleena. I understand."I glanced at him again. "So what exactly do you want?"He seemed to consider my question before answering. "A chance to do better."I didn't know what to say to that.For a moment, I just studied his face, looking for some hidden meaning behind his words. But he didn't push me for an answer. Instead, his eyes briefly moved over my face before he asked, "How's your reassessment going?""I'm preparing for it."He nodded. "Good."His response was so immediate that I looked at him. There was no teasing in his expression, no challenge hidden behind his words. He seemed to mean it."You're being unusually agreeable tonight, Professor."A faint smile touched his lips.
Aleena's POVThe evening rush had just begun at Velvet Room, and I was already moving between tables, taking orders and checking on customers. The music played softly beneath the steady hum of conversations, while Rosie worked behind the bar, preparing drinks for the growing crowd.I'd become more comfortable with the job over the past few weeks. I knew which customers preferred to be left alone, which ones liked to chat, and how to keep up when several tables needed attention at once. It wasn't the easiest job, but the money was good, and I needed every bit of it.I was placing a fresh drink on a table when the entrance door opened.My eyes wandered towards it, and my hand almost slipped.Shit.It was Professor Lorcan.I stared at him for a second, wondering what he was doing here. After our last conversation, I hadn't expected to see him again so soon, especially not outside campus.He glanced around the room, his grey eyes moving over the crowd before settling on me.I quickly look
ALEENA's POVA week had passed since my last conversation with Professor Lorcan, and I had become rather good at avoiding him.I arrived for his lectures, took my seat, kept my eyes on my notes, and left as soon as class ended. Whenever possible, I made sure I was among the first students out of the room.It wasn't particularly difficult. Lorcan hadn't exactly made an effort to approach me either.Still, avoiding him didn't mean I had stopped thinking about him.If anything, it had become worse.The dream I'd had about him continued to haunt me at the most inconvenient moments. Sometimes, I'd be reading or trying to concentrate on an assignment, only for an unwanted image of his gray eyes to flash through my mind. I'd immediately feel my cheeks warm and force myself to think about something else.It was ridiculous.The man had given me enough reasons to hate him, yet my subconscious seemed determined to make things difficult.I was beginning to think I needed a new brain.Thankfully,
Lorcan’s POVThe moment Aleena walked out of my office, every single instinct I had wanted me to call her back.I leaned back against my desk, and dragged a hand down my face. The room was already quiet, but the sharpness of her voice still rang in my head—most especially the hurt in her voice she was trying to conceal with anger.I had no right to expect her to accept my apology with wide arms—not after how I had treated her.But yet, some pathetic part of me had wanted her to soften and give me something that suggested I hadn’t ruined whatever fragile understanding we’d once had at the beginning of the semester.But instead she walked away from me, which was very valid—after all, I was the one who put her in that situation in the first place because her face reminded me of someone I had tried so hard to forget.I leaned forward and unlocked the bottom drawer, pulling out the photo again.Bianca.My fingers curled around the edge of the fragile paper, almost crumpling it.Aleena’s r
ALEENA’S POVI stood there frozen, my face still flushed.“Leena, what did Professor Lorcan give to you?”Mira said as she hurriedly walked towards me.“Huh, It's nothing.” I said and quickly shoved the paper in my bag.“That's not nothing. Come on let me see.” She said and reached for my bag.I sla
ALEENA'S POVThe next morning, I woke up, still replaying the feeling of his lips on the side of my face. Then the buzzing of my phone jolted me from my thoughts.It was a text from an unknown number."Hope you slept well, Aleena." And I immediately knew it was from Lorcan.I stared at the screen fo
ALEENA's POVI blinked repeatedly, feeling Professor Lorcan's stare on me.I cleared my throat and tore my gaze away from his, and looked down at Mira who was still day dreaming.“Hey, come off it Mira.” I nudged her with my elbow. “He's not that hot you know.” I said, trying to convince myself othe
ALEENA's POVI lay on my bed, still feeling the touch of his fingers on my body. I tried to replicate the exact pressure of his fingers,but it was useless. My own touch was too soft and aware of itself. His fingers had known exactly where to go, exactly how much pressure to apply, and how to leave







