A Note Saying Goodbye

Last night could have possibly been the longest night of my miserable life. For one, I had to stop myself from calling or messaging Trinity so many times. I know that Vic would have taken her phone away and changed her phone number. That saddened my heart to such an ache for I know that breaks any further connection between us.

What else had me going with madness through my mind, is that today I will take her away from this. I know that it is a rather rash decision and yes that it will change our lives. Vic will never stop to look for her and well, when he finds me, he will fucking kill me. But I am confident and excited to make this step.

I hope that she is too.

I have planned every last thing. Nothing can go wrong.

So after pacing the kitchen for what has been for the past two hours, I am ready to pack what is needed into my car and make my way to pick up Trinity. With each bag that I take to the car, I seem to be bringing one back. I am hesitating. I c