Trinity Stone broke my fucking heart.
What was it that made her change her mind? I really thought that she loved me the same way that I love her. I guess I was wrong. Was I so wrong that I was even perhaps just a toy to her? One thing that I failed to remember about the sweet innocent girl, was, apart from always getting what she wanted, she played her field and she played it wall.
So was I just another knot in her string? Another accomplishment?
No matter what Trinity’s purpose was with me, I still fucking loved the woman and now I find myself in pieces. Well, pieces cannot even describe the state that my body and my home is in at present.
Trinity Stone, yet again, has brought Colton Cruz to his knees.
I have read the letter over so many times and I still do not fucking understand it.
Perhaps I should, or should I even dare, maybe I must, then again wh
When two worlds collide, they combust and become one.Well…that is what I thought.But what happens when two loves collide?They, too, should shatter and become one…Not with Trinity Stone...We have collided and have been shattered to so many pieces that even if you want to get back together again, there will always be that one little piece that is missing.Trinity has consumed my thoughts to such a tormenting certainty that I cannot function. I have not heard from her, not a message, not a phone, not a damn word. But, ya, I have sent a few drunken messages at the early hours in the morning, which I am almost certain that Vic got.But for most of it, I have been keeping to my sanity, well, at least I have tried with that tiny bit that is left. I keep reminding myself every fucking hour; I have to move on. And moved on, I have slowly done. All my boys are back working a detail, and business is going well. As for me, I am
Whenever Trinity is in my life, whether I know it or not, she just has the ability to make my day so much worse than it already is. Now, that is when we do not see eye to eye. But in fact, at the very moment, I am staring a towering Trinity in the eye. I guess today much be lingerie shopping if she finds herself here.Now the woman has to heart everything that Roman and I have discussed, and god does it give me complete pleasure to the bone knowing that she just heard that I am going to be with another woman.Ya, I hope you heard it clear.But now, if I thought that she would just go by her day, then I am sadly mistaken. Instead, she comes walking up to me, swaying those goddamn hips at a pace enough to kill me ten times over. She knows what she is doing, and she is doing it well.But, ya, I am still the sucker for it.I watch her stride one elegant toned and tanned legs in front of each other as she glides through the air on a pair of white stilet
…Trinity POV…Colton grips me by the hips and crushes my body into him; with one loud growl, he lifts my feet from the floor and carries me backward toward the bed.We are kissing like crazy. Like our lives depend on it. His tongue slips inside my mouth, gentle but demanding, and it's nothing like I've ever experienced; every square inch of my body dissolves into his. My fingers grip his hair, pulling him closer. My veins throb, and my heart explodes. I have never wanted anyone like this before.My body falls back into the sheets; Colton leans over me and centers me on the bed before he settled on top of me. I feel him, all of him, pressed against me; I feel his cock throbbing against my thighs, his heart beating through his sculpted chest, his warm breath lingering on my skin.He feels fucking amazing.He continues downward until his lips are locked around my quivering nipple, his tongue circling the swollen tip. His hand strokes the
It is hard to put one word together that can describe how I am feeling right now. Bliss…perhaps…even no yet. Trinity has driven my body to a sensation of bliss that one cannot describe in words. We have always had to be quick and constantly on the radar; the times we were together as intimately together as such was not that very often and even if, not even for that long. Giving all of us that, we have just made love in a way that I never knew we would in any way ever. Plain point, Colton Croz does not take time with a woman; he does not take it slow and make love. He has done everything against what he does for Trinity Stone.” Though adding to this, he never and let me quote, “I love you. I love you so much,” any woman. Especially the one that has broken his heart. What the fuck were you thinking? You did not. All you saw is that beauty glowing in white that is ready to give it all to you. You did not ask questions; you did not think; al
She just rejected me; again. So with the ache deep in my heart, kicking my own fucking ass for falling all over, I find myself wandering to the kitchen to get a bottle of whiskey to settle in with tonight. Guess being rejected twice does bring the clarity to a man that he should be feeling defeated by now. So yes, I am defeated and rejected. Why did I have to be so fucking stupid? But fucking stupid is me next to answer the door as someone starts to persistently buzz at it. As I swing it open, my heart misses a near damn beat as I see her standing in front of me. ‘Princess.” "Don't get too excited Colton, I forgot my phone in your room." She immediately walks past me, as she brushes past me, I gently pull her arm closer, “Please just hear me out.." I slowly draw her to the lounge and sit her door on the couch next to me. "Princess, I love you." I am on my next to my princess, declaring a love that I know is beyond compa
Trinity sent me a message last night after she stormed out of here, but I never returned one. Well, she sent me half a sentence; I honestly thought that she was playing with me, so I did not bother to answer.I am mad, and my heart is broken…again.How do you return to your life after something like this? What do I do with my life now? What do I do with myself now? I am a broken, messed up man.So I reach in my pocket for my phone, hoping that Trinity has changed her mind. There is nothing.Why the fuck am I still holding on when she has told me on so many occasions now that it was a mistake, that it was over?I need to get away from this. I decided to give Mason a call."Hey, Mason.""Hey, Colton.""Do you want to meet at the pub for a few?""Of course, see you in half an hour."If anyone can make sense of anything, then it is Mason. So half an hour later we meet at a pub down the road from me."So,
Last night was torture as she ran circles through my mind as I sought the comfort of my bed. Never has one woman consumed my dreams in total ecstasy yet bringing me pain at the very same time. I could almost feel her delicate fingers running down my sculpted. She laid spread over my body in nothing but red and black lace, but yet all there was is an empty space that is only meant for her.So with what can only be described as endless hours, I have been counting the seconds as they crawled in anticipation; I find myself sitting with an eager finger wanting to send her a message. I have never felt so much nervousness creep up my spine. My heart will simply fall into an abyss if she refuses me again. But even if she does, I will not give up until I have her in my arms once more. She has become my now, my present; she is the driving force that will determine what I do next.Ya, I do not fucking listen.So before I can get my ass into any deeper trouble, the boys and
Trinity is driving me fucking insane. She is everywhere! She is like the song to a thousand melodies as I repeat the beauty of her name over in endless circles of my tortured mine. Never, not even before, has she captive my soul in such a way. I am simply falling apart without her in my life. It kills me over in agony to think how much longer we are going to play this game. This is not so much of a game for me, but yet I think that it is one for her and one that she is enjoying playing far too much. What else is not a game is the loneliness. I cannot bear to be in one minute of silence in my own company anymore. So I make my way to the kitchen to pour myself a very early morning whiskey. As I wall back into my black leather couch, the irises of my now bleeding eyes are scanning my phone, yet there is no message from Trinity. So here I find myself as I fall back into my black leather chair once again, the irises of my now bleeding eyes are scanning my