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The first thing people usually notice about me is that I don’t look like the kind of man who waits.
They’re right. I don’t.
Waiting implies hope. Hope implies variables. Variables get people killed. And I couldn’t afford that in my line of work.
I stood at the edge of the overlook, my hands resting on the cold concrete barrier, as the city stretched out below us like a living thing. Lights pulsed. Traffic crawled. And somewhere down there, men were making decisions that would end lives before sunrise.
I had been doing this long enough to know better.
The wind pulled at my hair, long enough to fall into my eyes if I didn’t keep it tied back or in a cap. I hadn’t cut it in months. No time. No reason to. It was dark, thick, and unregulated, the kind that invited fingers without permission if someone was stupid enough to try. It was starting to irritate me. I made a mental note to trim it when we get back.
My reflection in the glass behind me was vaguely familiar. Tall. Broad-shouldered. Built lean and hard from years of doing this shit. No wasted bulk. No softness. All sharp corners and hard surfaces. Green eyes that missed nothing and gave away even less. A face that looked carved rather than born, sharp lines set by sun, exhaustion, and decisions that couldn’t be undone.
Behind me, my team moved with the easy familiarity of men who had survived each other and whatever fucked-up shit the world threw at them. Quiet. Efficient. Ruthless.
Marcus leaned against a support beam, arms crossed over a chest built like a battering ram. At six feet four, we usually tower over most people, but our similarities ended there. Where I was lean, Marcus is solid in a way that suggested nothing short of explosives would move him once he decides to stand his ground. Cropped dark hair, a scar cutting through one eyebrow that he was gifted when we were both serving in Afghanistan by a very generous Taliban, and a mouth perpetually hovering between a smirk and a snarl. He looked like he enjoyed chaos as long as he got to aim it.
Evan, the youngest among us, sat on a crate nearby, boots hooked around the edge, his long legs folded, which made him look like an oversized child trying to sit in a clearly too-small chair. His fingers flew across his laptop like he was playing a game instead of dismantling encrypted systems for fun. The boy is a genius. His blond hair was perpetually disheveled, his glasses slipping down his nose.
Luke, our medic, stood a little apart, posture straight, movements reserved. You would never guess that just a mere ten years ago, I found him in a bar in Portugal, drinking himself stupid. Now, he had the calm that the team needed in dire situations. Nothing fazed him anymore. His brown hair was usually kept neat, and his eyes were steady and observant. He radiated competence in a way that made people trust him without knowing why.
Jonah was where he always was. In the shadows.
Tall. Lean. Scarred. Still.
His face was a map of this no one dared talk about, his eyes dark and unreadable. You would forget he was there until he’s needed. And he is always needed.
They were ghosts. All of them.
Carefully erased, deliberately rebuilt. I had pulled every one of them out of places no one else came back from.
They were my responsibility. My team.
“ETA?” Marcus asked, breaking the quiet.
“Two minutes,” Evan replied without looking up. “Unless you want to go down there and ask them to hurry the fuck up.”
“Listen here, you little shit,” Marcus started.
Evan chuckled.
I didn’t turn around. “Let it play out.”
Marcus snorted as he tried to grab Evan’s head. “You always say that before shit goes sideways.”
“Because it usually does,” I said.
The city air was cold and sharp in my lungs. My phone vibrated once in my pocket.
I didn’t need to check it to know who it was from. Only one person knows this number.
Director Jeremy Sato, our “handler,” didn’t waste messages. I glanced down.
INCOMING ASSET. BRIEFING AT 0800. FULL CLEARANCE.
I stared at the screen longer than necessary.
Incoming asset? No one told me about a fucking asset.
I exhaled slowly, the anger threatening to rise.
“Looks like we’re getting a new toy,” Evan said, finally glancing up. His eyes were looking at my phone. I should have known the message was going to go through his system before it got delivered to mine. “Are you going to tell us, or should I hack the director’s calendar and ruin the surprise?”
“You do that, and I will personally make sure that the only computer you’re going to have is a cardboard cutout,” I said. He knows my threats are no good here.
He grinned. “Worth it.”
Luke tilted his head slightly. “Asset or assignment?”
“Asset,” I said. “Embedded.”
That got everyone’s attention.
Marcus straightened. Jonah’s gaze sharpened. Evan’s grin widened in a way that suggested he was already planning something to annoy me.
“About fucking time,” Marcus said. “We’ve been punching through walls for years. Maybe this one opens doors.”
“Or get themselves killed,” I replied.
The silence settled.
Luke looked at me steadily. “You wouldn’t bring someone in if you thought that.” Then he looked at me suspiciously. “You were the one who was bringing someone new in, right?”
I didn’t answer.
“Oh shit.” Evan looked up from his computer. “You didn’t bring them in.”
“If not you, then who did?” Marcus asked.
“Above my pay grade, unfortunately,” I said, trying to keep my voice as neutral as possible.
“Well, this isn’t gonna be pretty,” Evan said.
Below us, the city kept breathing. Just like all the other cities we get sent to.
I had built my life around control. Knowing every exit, every contingency, and every weakness in the room.
I didn’t do surprises. And yet, somewhere between the blinking lights and the weight of my team behind me, I had the unsettling sense that whatever was coming wasn’t just another asset; it was going to be a problem. The kind that didn’t stay nearly contained. The kind that got under your skin.
I pushed off the barrier and turned toward my men.
“Pack it up,” I said. “We’ve got a briefing in the morning.”
Marcus cracked his knuckle. “Fucking finally!” He grunted as he stretched. “My balls are about to fall off.”
“Ohh… kay, Marcus.” Evan looked disgusted. “That image is going to haunt me for the rest of my life.” He said as he was loading his equipment.
As we moved, the thought hit me, uninvited and unwelcome.
Whoever they were, whoever Sato sends, she was stepping into a machine that didn’t bend easily. And if they tried to change it—I couldn’t even think about it without the anger rising again.
The kitchen light was soft. Early. Clean. The kind of morning that pretends the world isn’t violent.I walked in because I needed caffeine and a reason not to think about the fact that I’d stood outside her door last night like an asshole.And then Alexis Harper turned, barefoot, in a tank and shorts as if she’d stepped out of a dream I didn’t deserve to have.She nearly collided with me. Her breath caught. Mine did too.For a second, we just… existed there. Too close. Too quiet. Her hair twisted up, messy from sleep, skin warm from being alive, and my brain did something treasonous: it forgot how to be a commander.My eyes dragged over her, from head to toe, before I could stop them.I felt her notice. Felt her body tighten. She wasn’t shy. She wasn’t timid. She went still, as if trying to figure out if she was self-conscious that I was looking or for what had happened last night.“Didn’t mean to startle you,” I said.She blinked once. “You didn’t,”Lie.I almost smiled. Almost.We s
The kitchen was quiet in that early morning that felt borrowed.Soft light spilled through the tall windows, turning the counters pale gold. The compound hadn’t fully woken yet. No clatter. No voices. Just the hum of the appliances and the faint sound of coffee brewing somewhere behind me. I looked around to see who turned on the coffee machine, but I didn’t see anyone.“Must be on a timer,” I mumbled.I padded across the floor barefoot, hair twisted into a messy knot that hadn’t survived sleep, wearing one of my tanks and shorts. Nothing fancy. Nothing sexy. Comfortable.I didn’t expect anyone else to be there, so when I turned and nearly collided with a wall of heat and muscle, my breath caught sharp and stupid in my throat.Reid Calder.He stood just inside the doorway, sleeves pushed up, hair still loose like he hadn’t decided whether to control it yet. Morning light cut across his face, catching in those green eyes that didn’t soften just because the sun was out.He stopped too.
My phone buzzed at 0612.I didn’t need to know who it was. No one else in this compound texted before sunrise unless something was on fire.EVAN:Didn’t know midnight strolls to recruit doors were mandatory now. Should I start knocking on random rooms for bonding opportunities, or was that just a you thing?I stared at the screen for a long second. Annoyed. At Evan. At myself.REID:You have thirty seconds to delete that, or I revoke your internet privileges for a month.Three dots appeared as soon as I pressed send.EVAN:Worth it! Also, she’s cute when she’s half asleep. Just sayin’.I didn’t respond. I didn’t need to. He’d feel it later. Evan always did.By the time I walked into the briefing room, caffeine burning through my veins and irritation riding shotgun, the team was already there.Marcus had his boots hooked around the chair legs, posture relaxed but eyes sharp.Luke sat with a mug in both hands, calm as a monastery.Jonah was leaning against the wall, quiet, present, watc
Sleep never just happened for me.Sleep was something I negotiated with. Like a hostage situation where I’m both the hostage and the negotiator, and everyone involved is exhausted, armed, and deeply irritated.Unit C, Room 6, was exactly what Director Sato—Jeremy promised: functional. Bare. Bolted-down bed, desk, and closet. The kind of space that said we can move out in thirty seconds if we have to.Perfect.I unpacked and lined my things the way I always did. Slowly. Methodically. Not because I’m tidy, but because order is a language my nervous system understands. Toiletries in one row. Clothes folded tightly. Shoes were paired like they were ready to be grabbed and shoved into a bag at a moment’s notice. I looked at my closet and told myself I was settling in. That was a lie I told myself every time I moved somewhere new. Settling in implies I’m laying down roots. I don’t do roots.I finished, stood there for a second, and stared at the door as if it might suddenly grow teeth.Then
The problem with systems is that they do not lie.They don’t flirt. They don’t tuck their hair behind their ears and pretend that they didn’t just walk into your space as if they owned it. They don’t look up at you with those fucking eyes and make you forget what you were doing for half a second and then leave you standing there holding emptiness like an idiot.No. Systems do what they’re told.People, on the other hand, do whatever the fuck they want. Fuck consequences. Fuck what it does to other people or how it derails them. Which is why people are always the problem.I should’ve gone back to Ops the second Sato peeled off, and Alexis Harper disappeared behind her door. I should’ve gotten ahead of the chatter. Shut down Evan’s little gremlin brain before he could start a betting pool or something. Kept Marcus from getting too friendly. Kept Luke from looking at her like a stray dog he wanted to feed and adopt. Kept Jonah from noticing anything at all.Instead, I walked in the oppos
I understood systems long before I trusted people. Systems were honest. They behaved exactly as designed, and when they failed, you would know it. Predictably. You could map the fault lines if you paid attention and found a solution that did not need guesswork.People failed quietly. They disappoint you and still act as if nothing happened. I’m fucking done with that.The door sealed behind me with a low hydraulic sigh, the sound swallowed almost immediately by walls built to absorb more than noise. I kept my pace as I stepped forward. If I slowed down, people would think I don’t belong here and start asking questions. Questions wasted time.The air inside was cool and clean, filtered to the point of sterility. My boots barely made a sound against the floor. But that was intentional. I appreciate knowing when I’ve been heard.Cameras were where I expected them to be. Mostly. Upper corner. Secondary angle. Overlapping coverage. Clean work. No blind spots—unless you knew exactly where t







