INICIAR SESIÓNThey were supposed to be on the same team. Santos Khyle arrived in Seattle as the Soul Reapers' most anticipated rookie in years, a natural-born scorer with something to prove and a chip on his shoulder the size of a regulation puck. Gunner Jäger had been tearing up the ice as the team's feared enforcer for two seasons, and he had zero interest in sharing his spotlight with some orange-haired twenty-one year old who looked at him like he was a problem to be managed. From the moment they met, it was war. On the ice, they were a disaster. Off it, they were worse. Screaming matches in corridors. Fists through locker room walls. A live on-air brawl that made every highlight reel in North America and earned them both a suspension, a lecture from their furious coach, and the undivided attention of the entire hockey world. Nobody could stand to watch them together. Nobody could look away either. Because underneath the fury and the bruises and the months of spectacular mutual destruction, something else was building. Something neither of them had language for yet. Something that felt uncomfortably like the only fight either of them was actually afraid to lose. The Soul Reapers are one playoff run away from everything. Gunner and Khyle are one honest conversation away from falling apart completely. Or maybe, just maybe, from finally figuring out what they are to each other. Pucking Up the Ice is a slow burn MM romance set in the brutal and beautiful world of professional hockey. It contains explicit language, on-ice violence, emotional gut punches, two men who are absolutely terrible at feelings, and a love story that had to break everything before it could build something worth keeping.
Ver másPOV: Khyle
Santos Khyle couldn't believe his eyes or his ears as he stepped off the padded walkway and glided onto the ice at Seattle's Sokyoku Hill Arena.
The place was sold out.
Over nineteen thousand people had packed themselves into every available seat, standing room, and railing, all of them loud, all of them hungry, all of them draped in black, blue, and gold. The energy inside the building wasn't just noise. It was physical. A living thing with its own pulse and its own agenda, pressing down on Khyle's chest from every direction at once as the team filed out onto the ice one by one.
The music thundered. Advertisements strobed across the massive overhead screens in dizzy loops of color. Lights swept the crowd in long dramatic arcs, catching upturned faces and foam fingers and spilled beer and not a single person who looked like they were anywhere other than exactly where they wanted to be.
It was almost too much. A near visceral overload that hit him somewhere behind the sternum and refused to let go.
Everywhere he looked, Soul Reaper colors. On the banners that dropped from the rafters. On the jerseys packed shoulder to shoulder in the stands. On the enormous screens that loomed above the ice like the faces of gods who hadn't decided yet whether they were pleased with what they saw below them.
Khyle had never felt so proud in his life.
He had also never felt quite so small.
He'd played nearly every game of the regular season, many of them right here in his hometown arena, and he still couldn't remember feeling this strung out before a drop of the puck. Not even his first NHL game as a Soul Reaper had done this to him. His heart was going at a pace that had nothing to do with the warm up, and his legs felt like someone had quietly replaced his kneecaps with loose gravel sometime in the last ten minutes.
Christ. His knees were actually shaking.
He stared straight ahead and hoped to god the cameras weren't on him right now. He knew better, of course. He was an up-and-comer, one of the team's top scorers in his first season, and this was the playoffs. The cameras were always on him. Every shift, every face-off, every moment where he looked like he might be about to do something interesting or embarrassing or both. The pressure of that scrutiny sat on him like a second set of pads, and he couldn't afford to buckle under it. Not tonight. Not with everything riding on this series.
His team needed him at his best.
His stomach turned over hard, and for one truly humiliating moment he thought he was actually going to be sick on the ice in front of nineteen thousand people and a national broadcast.
Then something nudged his arm.
Khyle turned his head, and walked straight into a set of electric blue eyes that had absolutely no business being that color. The larger player beside him had his mouth pulled into a broad, lopsided grin that showed too many teeth and communicated an amount of casual arrogance that should have been illegal in a professional sporting environment.
"Hey." The voice was low and unhurried, nearly swallowed by the noise of the arena around them. "Don't let it get to ya. It's just another game."
The blue eyes crinkled at the corners. The grin widened.
"'Sides," Gunner added, tipping his head toward the roaring stands with the easy confidence of a man who had never once doubted that the crowd was entirely there for him, "they love us."
A fanged smile. The brief flash of a pink tongue. And something about all of it, the sheer audacity of the man, the ridiculous certainty in his face, the complete absence of anything resembling nerves, landed somewhere in the center of Khyle's chest and knocked the worst of the panic loose.
Something about the easy confidence in that grin made his chest do something complicated and unwelcome. This was the man who had made the first half of his season feel like being fed feet first through a wood chipper. The man who had slammed him into boards, let him take hits, and screamed in his face in front of thousands of people. The man whose name alone, three months ago, had been enough to make Khyle's blood pressure spike into genuinely dangerous territory.
And right now, inexplicably, that grin was the only thing keeping his knees from giving out entirely.
Khyle felt the heat climb the back of his neck. He fought it back down, mostly successfully, and grinned in spite of himself. The taller player raised his glove, and Khyle reached up with his own and bumped their fists together, the thick padding making the contact soft and clumsy and oddly sincere.
"Thanks," he mouthed.
Gunner's grin shifted into something slightly different. Quieter. A smile that felt like it had been calibrated specifically for Khyle and wasn't being shared with the nineteen thousand other people in the building. Then the big man straightened, squared his shoulders, and faced forward as the first notes of the anthem began to swell out of the speakers.
The crowd drew a collective breath and quieted just enough.
Khyle let his eyes slide sideways one last time. Gunner was already facing forward, jaw set, shoulders back, every inch of him locked and ready. Like a weapon waiting to be pointed at something. Like he'd never lost a night's sleep over a single thing in his life.
Khyle looked away first.
He always did.
In just a few minutes, he would be playing in his first NHL playoff hockey game. He couldn't be happier, or more surprised. They were squaring off against their bitter rivals, the Hueco Mundo Hollows. It was going to be a battle royal, and only one team was going to come out on top.
It had been a long, hard, rocky road for the Seattle Soul Reapers, but for the first time in five years, they'd made it to the playoffs.
The real surprise though, was in the contrasting duo that played such a pivotal role in getting them there.
To say there had been friction between them would have been a world class understatement of epic proportions.
POV: Dual, Khyle and GunnerKhyle's building.Gunner pulled into the visitor spot he had started to think of as his and cut the engine. Khyle had one hand on the door handle. He stopped.The specific quality of the pause between them was different from other pauses. Gunner felt it and he suspected Khyle felt it and he suspected Khyle suspected he felt it, which was the particular kind of awareness that had been running between them for months and which Gunner now had a name for but had not yet applied out loud."Thanks," Khyle said. To the dashboard, mostly."For what?""The rink. The Cooper thing." A beat. "All of it."Gunner looked at him."You set it up," he said."Yeah but." Khyle stopped. He was looking at his own hand on the door handle. "You showed up."The way he said it landed at a specific address in Gunner's chest. Not the rink. Not the Cooper session. You showed up. Like that was the thing. Like that was what had mattered.Gunner thought about Petra's voice on the porch. H
POV: GunnerThey drove back mostly without talking.Not because anything was wrong. Or rather, not because anything was wrong in the usual way. The silence between them had stopped being a failure of conversation a long time ago. It had become something else, the comfortable kind, or close to it, the kind that did not require filling.But Gunner was not comfortable. He was sitting with a very large and recently acknowledged truth in the passenger seat of Khyle's car and trying to behave normally while Khyle drove and the city came back at them through the windshield and the heater ran and the mixed CD played something that should probably not have been on a mixed CD that was going to be shared with another person.He had named his stick Khyle.He was in love with Khyle Santos.He let both of those sentences exist in his head at the same time without doing anything with them. It was a new experience. Normally by now he would have moved. Decided. Done something about whatever the thing
POV: GunnerHe had been watching Khyle skate for twenty minutes.Not obviously. Not the way you watched someone when you wanted them to know you were watching. The other way. The way you watched something when you were trying to understand it, when the act of looking was itself an act of figuring something out that you had been not-figuring-out for a very long time.Khyle moved differently when he thought no one was paying attention. The precision was still there, the efficiency that came from two decades of muscle memory, but the performance quality dropped away and what was left underneath it was something more animal. More honest. He cut across the ice with the specific fluency of someone for whom movement in this environment was not learned behavior but native, and Gunner stood at the boards and watched him do it and did not pretend he was watching for any other reason than the one that was true.He had been pretending for a long time.Not about everything. He had known about the
POV: KhyleThe phone screen had gone dark and bright three times since Khyle had set it on the table. He hadn't touched it. But he'd been watching it the way you watched something you weren't sure was going to hurt you, like a bruise you weren't ready to press.The first two times had been his dad checking in from the house in the suburbs, because the weather had gotten worse and Khyle had mentioned going to Gunner's mother's place and his dad had opinions about driving in weather that strong. The third time was Shane.Khyle hadn't answered any of them.The coffee had been good and he'd drunk most of it sitting on the couch in the dim living room. He hadn't turned more lights on. He wasn't feeling the brightness of his own apartment right now. He was feeling the specific quiet of a day that had gone from unremarkable to enormous and back to unremarkable in the span of a few hours, the way some days did when you were inside them and couldn't see them clearly yet.His cheek was fine. It
POV: KhyleGunner Jäger moved through the locker room the way certain animals moved through their natural environment. Not fast, not slow, but with the complete physical confidence of something that had never once had to consider whether it belonged somewhere. He slipped through the cluster of jost
POV: KhyleThe anthem was almost over.Khyle could feel it in the way the crowd was shifting, that collective intake of breath that happened in the last few bars, nineteen thousand people unconsciously bracing themselves for the moment the music stopped and the game began. He'd felt it before, in s
POV: GunnerHe was just finishing pulling a loose fitting navy blue crewneck over his head and tucking the hem into the waistband of his black stonewashed jeans when it happened.The sound reached him before the words did. A swell of crowd noise rolling down the corridor like water finding the lowe
POV: GunnerGunner Jäger stalked his way down the long corridor alone with heavy, choppy strides, the sharp blades of his skates cleaving deep, clean cuts into the padded rubber matting that lined the hallway floor.The few people he had passed moments ago had scampered toward the wall, giving the
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