LOGINBrittany walked up to where the three of us stood then stopped. Her eyes fell on Ryder and I could see her visibly debating on how to react with him there.
Suddenly, she rushed animatedly to his side, grabbing his arm and pulling him away from me and I noticed his expression shift to one of particular disinterest.
“Babe! You can’t keep hanging around him, I told you. He’s a virus, didn’t you get my texts?” Her whiny voice was not half as irritating as the weird pout she was giving him.
“I’ve been in class.”
She scoffed. “Well you don’t have to worry, I’ve made it my personal mission to keep your reputation intact.” Her eyes switched to me, turning to pure ice.
Ryder sighed heavily, shrugging his arm off her grip. “Yeah, I’ve got another class in ten minutes so I'll see you after school or something,” he said, walking away.
“Alright, hun. See ya.”
Well that was hard to watch.
Glancing at my watch, I made to leave when Brittany stopped me.
“Hey! Where do you think you’re going?”
I paused, exhaling before turning to her, Gigi still by my side.
“What do you want?” I slurred.
Brittany folded her hands and shifted her weight to one leg, taking a moment to eye me over.
“I think I should be the one asking you what you want with my man?”
My lips thin into an amused grin. “I’m not doing this with you right now, Britt.”
“Oh, you are. Because I need to understand why you keep following him around like a fly and coming up with these weird schemes. Tell me, are you obsessed with him?”Now it’s Gigi’s turn to scoff.
Brittany’s eyes move slowly to her. “And who are you?”
“I’m the girl who’s going to tell you to keep your man in order. Zach’s got a lot on the line here, and I won't let him get caught up in your spoiled rich kid drama.”
Brittany chuckled, her blue eyes sparkling with genuine amusement. “I should keep Ryder in order?” she turned to the girls behind her who snickered in response and then back at us.
“If Zach has so much to lose, then maybe he should prioritize that over trying to get into a straight boy’s pants. I mean he’s so pathetic and he doesn’t even know it.”
Silence fell, but only for a moment as the sound of Gigi’s palm slamming against Brittany’s cheek echoed through the dense hallway.My jaw hit the floor.
“Say one more stupid thing about my friend and watch what I do next.”
Briattny’s friends huddled close, holding her up as her hand plastered to her face. Slowly she looked up at me and Gigi, face red and eyes hot with fury.“Oh, it’s on now, bitch!” Was all I heard before she lunged at us, but Gigi was faster, ducking at the last minute and shoving Brittany to the floor before grabbing my wrist and bolting.
Brittany yelled after us but I could hardly hear anything over the adrenaline pumping in my veins, we ran until we were out of the building, stopping only when we were sure no one was coming after us.
I leaned over to catch my breath but immediately burst out laughing so hard that it became impossible to breathe. Gigi joined me and the next thing we were both begging each other to stop.
“Oh my God, why did you do that?” I asked between breaths, grinning so hard it felt like my face was splitting.
Gigi fell to the lawn, throwing her hands back to hold her weight. “I don’t know. I guess I just wanted to show you how easy it is to bite back.”
I joined her, tossing my bag down next to me. “That did not look easy at all,” I managed through a chuckle.
“Honestly it wasn’t, but it felt so good!”
“It did!” I screamed.
We remained there for a few more seconds, slowly catching our breaths as the exhilaration calmed down.
“Just know that I'll always have your back, Z. You don’t need to take bullshit from those bullies anymore.”
My heart swelled as I nodded, no one had ever stood up for me like that. It felt so genuine. “I know, and I won't.”
“Promise?” She held out a pinky finger.
“Promise,” I said, wrapping mine around hers.“Alright,” She started, getting up and dusting her palms. “I’ve got to get back to class, but if you come across Brittany or Ryder, you know what to do right?”
I didn’t exactly have a clear picture but I nodded anyway, a newfound strength washing over me. “I do.”
“Good boy,” Gigi nodded before adjusting the strap of her purse and strolling off. I watched her walk off into the distance, the wide smile never leaving my face as I wondered what I did to deserve such an awesome friend.
My watch timer beeped on my wrist, pulling me back to reality.
“Shit!” I glanced at my watch, there’s no way I would make it to the other end of school in time and I had an assignment due.
Hurriedly, I rose to my feet and scrambled to grab my bag, already heading towards the entrance when I heard a familiar voice.
“Thought that was you.”
My head turned before I could stop it and my legs stopped moving, in the same instant my heart began to beat a different rhythm as the sun fell nicely on his perfect features and shiny white teeth.
I could definitely get used to that smile.
“Hey Damien,” I said shyly as he walked up to me with a frisbee in his hand.
“Hey.” He licked his lips and I felt a rush down my groin.
“Wanna toss?” He held up his frisbee and all thoughts of heading back to class vanished in an instant.
How the hell was I supposed to walk away from such a beautiful boy.
My bag hit the floor. “Sure thing.”Damn, this certainly can’t end well for me.
Ryder’s POVEvery day I woke up hoping to hear from him.It’d been only a week since the kiss and Zach had completely taken over my mind.It was getting harder to deny the fact that I’d developed very strong feelings for him along the line, but at the same time just accepting it didn’t make it easier.A lot was still very confusing to me, and the answers I turned to just left me even more dazed. Last night, I was so desperate to prove my own sexuality to myself that I turned on a gay video.As expected, I was turned off from the get go and couldn’t wait for the two-minute video to end.But then I thought about him for a fleeting second, the way his lips had felt against mine, soft yet insistent, the faint scent of his cologne mixed with the rain from that evening, and the entire narrative changed. I slammed my laptop shut the moment my body began to react and just sat there feeling more lost than when I started.I needed to see him.I paced my room like a caged animal, the wooden floo
Zach’s POV“Zachary!”My eyes flutter and I thank the heavens for sending me a reason to look away from Ryder, I turned to find Gigi walking towards us.“Will I see you this evening?”My head snapped back to Ryder and I held his gaze for a moment. There was no denying the fact that the air had drastically shifted between the two of us.But what did that mean? I needed some time to figure that out.“I need to get some rest today.”He didn’t argue, just gave me an understanding nod before walking away.Just then, Gigi stepped up next to me.“What was that about?”I shook my head, leaning against her as all the strength I had mustered so that I won’t look weak next to Ryder came falling apart.“Nothing, he’s fine.”She gave me a look. “So… he’s not?”I shook my head again. “Can you take me home please?”Gigi nodded immediately. “Sure, let’s get you to the main hall and then I’ll go bring my car around.”Throwing my hand over her shoulder, Gigi led me through the hall, making small talk a
Zach’s POVMaking it to school the morning after the kiss was just not happening.It was physically impossible for me to move from my bed that morning, talk more of leaving my dorm.Embarrassment weighed on me, disrupting my thoughts and even ruining my appetite. I had spent all night turning over in my sheets and almost losing my mind each time I thought about it.It wasn’t the kiss that had me so riled up. To be honest, I had wanted to for a while. At first, I told myself it was just that dumb AI picture putting things in my head but with every second I spent with him, I realized that I had wanted Ryder much longer than I would admit.But once I accepted the fact, I was okay with it. It wasn’t my first time crushing on someone way out of my league, and I was so certain that like all the others, how I felt for him would fade away quickly.Only it didn’t fade, the one time where I was actually fine with not acting on a crush he goes ahead and does… that.His reaction after wasn’t surp
Ryder’s POVYou need to stop this.The words rang in my head like an afterthought because it had become physically impossible for me to separate myself from him.Kissing Zach had taken more courage than anything I had ever done in my life, but the moment I did, and his whole body melted into mine everything just made sense.He hummed into the kiss, and I sank my fingers into his hair, pulling him close as my arms wrapped around his waist and his body around mine.The kiss was magnetic and insatiable, burning through all the doubts in my head as it deepened in intensity till all I could feel was him.Why did it feel so perfect? Like he was the aid for a condition I never thought I had.It was repulsive, dishonest. Maybe I was just confused, but still I should know better than to let my curiosity drive me to savoring this boy’s beautiful lips.But that’s the issue, I knew.His moans weren’t supposed to go straight to my crotch, I knew that. His body – however warm and tempting – did not
Zach’s POV“So, are you going to say something?”The thinning patience in Ryder’s voice was hard to miss, and I honestly couldn’t blame him for it.I had spent the past five minutes stumbling over the words in my head, trying to figure how to even start the conversation. And it dawned on me that I had come here with a lot of morale and no plan.And now I just looked stupid.“Something has been bothering me for a while now, and I just got some information that points it to you,” I started, saying whatever came to my head and resolving to deal with the consequences later.Instantly, I noticed the way his eyebrows furrowed but he didn’t say anything, only stood there with his arms folded.“Apart of me wanted to deny it at first but the evidence is jarring, and the whole thing is not really something I would put past you-”“Zach.” His voice was low and firm yet it still made me jump. I held his gaze for a moment, they didn’t seem angry, but they weren’t welcoming either.“What are you tal
Zach’s POV:“I feel so fucking foolish for thinking he was different.”Gigi sat beside me at our favorite boba shop, listening in silence as I went on about the scene I had found – and left – my room in.“People don’t change, I mean I knew that. And that was why I tried not to get too close to him, I did my best to make sure this was purely academic.”“But why would he do something like this?” She asked calmly.“Because he’s a self-absorbed, sadistic fuck, that’s why.”Gigi didn’t say anything, but I noticed her jaw clench as she brought her lips to her straw reluctantly. I had barely touched my drink.“Still, it doesn’t add up. Why would Ryder be stalking you, what would he gain from that?”I fought the urge to roll my eyes. “Don’t you get it? Clearly, he’s not over taunting me and making my life a living hell. I’m sure it’s some sort of coping mechanism for whatever insecurities he’s hoarding.”“You’re not understanding me, stalking is not in the same category as taunting or bullyin
Zach’s POVThis can not be a good look for either of us. Pair after pair of eyes turn to us, each one widening with the same mix of surprise and utter confusion as they part way for the both of us to pass.Ryder’s thick fingers are lodged around my wrist like that's what they were made for, his gr
Zach’s POV“Brittany’s gonna be a problem.”My thoughts have spun over every single second I spent in Ryder’s room, and it won’t stop no matter how hard I tried to distract myself. I could barely pay any attention in class and it had been so bad that Gigi noticed.Immediately after third period, s
Zach’s POVI had convinced myself not to return so soon. Not when the fake kiss still haunted my dreams, and that midnight shadow outside my dorm had left me jumpy. But the project deadline loomed like a guillotine, and Staks would not care about my internal drama. So at 4:45 PM the next day, I
Zach’s POVThe memory of that near-miss clung to me like smoke, his body heat, the way I could feel his heavy breaths falling on me without pushing him away.I spent the night staring at the ceiling, willing the image of the almost kiss to dissolve.It didn’t.But by morning, I’d buried it under lay