LOGINZach's POV
After that night, the quiet peaceful life I had envisioned for myself in college had crumbled to dust. Whispers of that night flooded every nook, cranny and hook.
Headsplash, enemies with history.
Gigi had given me an earful for my actions. Yeah, maybe I should've left immediately I bumped into Ryder but I couldn't keep running. I had to stand my ground, even if it involved shoving the middle finger first.
"Twelve minutes left," I murmured looking at my watch. I had classes in twelve minutes, I had to get there in the next five with my hoodie fully covering my head before anybody else got in.
But Brittany, being Brittany.....had to be a witch.
She arrived with her minions and they blocked my path, knowing fully well that I was rushing to class.
"Brittany."
"Zachary Jameson."
"Yes, hi. I'm rushing to class, mind if you scoot over a bit?"
They turned to each other and laughed loudly, as if I had spoken a joke.
Brittany stepped forward like she owned the damn pavement, her arms folded tight across her designer crop top like she was guarding national treasure. Her two backup dancers, sorry, friends flanked her, chewing gum like it was a competitive sport.
“You’ve got a lot of nerve showing your face after what you pulled at the party,” Brittany said, her eyes slicing through me like lasers. “You were lucky Ryder didn’t put you in your place right there.”
I adjusted my hoodie and gave her a slow blink. “Oh, believe me, he tried. But throwing smug looks from across the room doesn’t exactly qualify as combat.”
That earned a few dramatic gasps from her crew. Brittany's lips curled, like she was offended that I had the audacity to speak without shaking in my boots.
“Ryder doesn’t need to fight you. He doesn’t even see you,” she said, stepping closer. “You’ll never be on his level. You’re just sad. All that drama during your high school days with him? You obviously brought it on yourself with those cheap hoodies.”
I cocked my head. “Right. Because getting outed in the middle of a crowded hallway was totally my hoodie's fault.”
One of her minions whispered something, and Brittany let out a breathy laugh. “Cry me a river. You made a scene at the party for attention. Ryder’s the best this school has. People like you? You’re just a footnote. Try not to embarrass yourself again.”
I stared at her blankly for a second, then smiled without warmth. “Are you done, or do you need a mic to keep going?”
She blinked. “Excuse me?”
“Just wondering if this little performance comes with backup dancers and pyro technics. If not, I’ve got places to be, like class for example.”
Her expression soured. “Typical. He said you’re always trying to act tough.”
I walked past her, bumping shoulders slightly.
“Acting tough?” I muttered. “No. That was me holding back from clawing his stupid eyes out.”
I kept walking without looking back. Whatever Brittany’s angle was, Ryder’s attention probably.
I wasn’t interested.
"Feel free to bark Brittany," I chuckled, gaining her attention once more. "Ryder never kept his bitches too long."
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By the time I arrived at class, I was seven minutes late.
"I see that by becoming the topic on every student's lips you and Mr summers have decided to string in like prawns to my class, late."
I heard a huff behind me. Apparently Ryder had walked at the same time as me.
"Mr Starks—"
"Professor Staks to you, Mr Summers."
"Well sir, I don't think that you should bash me on my….coming late. I don't know about this mess of a nerd here." He pointed to me, "but my dad just donated a 'satisfactory' amount to your 'firm', remember?"
Professor Stak’s jaw tightened, and I swear for a second he forgot how to breathe. He blinked rapidly behind his thick-rimmed glasses, as if trying to process whether Ryder had actually said what he just said.
A few students chuckled. The rest fell into a tense hush.
“Mr. Summers,” Professor Staks began, voice carefully clipped, “if you intend to bribe your way into punctuality, you may want to consider that arrogance doesn’t look good on transcripts.”
Ryder gave a slow, fake-apologetic shrug and strolled past me like we weren’t standing on the edge of a boxing ring. “Just saying, sir. Facts are facts.”
I took my seat near the back, but of course, Ryder had to slide into the desk right beside mine, smirking like it was a goddamn privilege to breathe the same air.
“You know, for someone who claims to hate drama, you always find a way to make an entrance,” I muttered, pulling out my notes.
He leaned over, low enough for only me to hear. “And for someone who cries victim all the time, you sure don’t shut up.”
I turned to him, eyebrows raised. “It’s called having a spine. You should try it sometime instead of hiding behind daddy’s cash and fanclub Barbie.”
Ryder’s jaw twitched. “At least I don’t play the poor wounded hero card. We get it, you were outed. Boo-hoo. Maybe if you weren’t such a self-righteous—"
“Alright!” Professor Staks clapped his hands sharply, drawing the entire room’s attention. “I’d appreciate it if my classroom didn’t turn into a noisy opera. Some of us came here to teach. Some of you came here to learn, or so I hope.”
He shot both of us a warning glare. I looked away but Ryder didn’t.
“To promote teamwork,” the professor continued, adjusting the marker in his hand, “we’re going to try something new this semester. A year-long group project. You’ll work closely with a partner to do research, assignments, presentations, everything. Choose your partner wisely. Or rather......” he smirked, "let me choose for you."
Groans filled the room. Some people were already sliding closer to their friends, others whispering desperate prayers not to get stuck with someone awful.
He began reading from a list. “Emma and Chuks. Tasha and Ian. Brittany and Claire. Sam and Ruby....”
Ryder leaned back in his chair like he was too good for all of it.
“Zachary Jameson....” Professor Staks paused.
My spine stiffened. I hoped it wasn't a self obsessed turd. Please God, please.
“and Michelle Jackson.”
Ouf, the gamer girl? Thank Goodness.
Professor Staks coughed.
"Sorry Michelle goes with Antonio Vonn. I meant Zachary Jameson and Mr Summers."
Zach's POVIt was finals week and the morning of my first exam arrived exactly as unwelcome as I'd expected, gray light filtering weak through my dorm window while I stared at a stack of practice problems I'd meant to review the night before and hadn't managed to touch, and every time I tried to force my attention back toward corporate finance formulas, my mind slid sideways instead, circling back to that text glowing accusatory against my screen.I'd read it so many times over the last two days that the words had lost some of their shape, worn smooth from repetition the way a stone gets smooth from being turned over and over in a pocket. Every time I closed my eyes for more than a few seconds, some part of my mind supplied the gala photo instead of rest, Ryder's hollow, unreadable stare replacing whatever I'd actually been trying to think about.Gigi found me in the dining hall an hour before the exam, dark circles evident enough under my eyes that she didn't bother pretending not to
Zach's POVThe first thing I registered was the smell, antiseptic and faintly sweet, the particular sterile hush of a room designed to make people feel cared for while stripping away every ordinary comfort at the same time. My eyes opened slowly, ceiling tiles swimming into focus above me, fluorescent light too bright and too even, nothing like the warm amber glow of the warehouse that my mind seemed determined to compare everything against lately."Hey. Hey, easy." Gigi's voice, close, urgent, her hand pressing gently against my shoulder the second I tried to sit up too fast. "Slow down. You're at the campus clinic."Memory returned in a disorienting rush, fragments assembling themselves out of order. The dining hall. Brittany's voice, pitched deliberately loud enough to carry across three tables, something about Ryder transferring schools, some casual cruelty tossed out like a gut punch. The room tilting. Then nothing."Ryder." I struggled upright despite her hand still braced again
Zach's POVThe first thing I registered was the smell, antiseptic and faintly sweet, the particular sterile hush of a room designed to make people feel cared for while stripping away every ordinary comfort at the same time. My eyes opened slowly, ceiling tiles swimming into focus above me, fluorescent light too bright and too even, nothing like the warm amber glow of the warehouse that my mind seemed determined to compare everything against lately."Hey. Hey, easy." Gigi's voice, close, urgent, her hand pressing gently against my shoulder the second I tried to sit up too fast. "Slow down. You're at the campus clinic."Memory returned in a disorienting rush, fragments assembling themselves out of order. The dining hall. Brittany's voice, pitched deliberately loud enough to carry across three tables, something about Ryder transferring schools, some casual cruelty tossed out like a gut punch. The room tilting. Then nothing."Ryder." I struggled upright despite her hand still braced again
Zach's POVThe first thing I registered was the smell, antiseptic and faintly sweet, the particular sterile hush of a room designed to make people feel cared for while stripping away every ordinary comfort at the same time. My eyes opened slowly, ceiling tiles swimming into focus above me, fluorescent light too bright and too even, nothing like the warm amber glow of the warehouse that my mind seemed determined to compare everything against lately."Hey. Hey, easy." Gigi's voice, close, urgent, her hand pressing gently against my shoulder the second I tried to sit up too fast. "Slow down. You're at the campus clinic."Memory returned in a disorienting rush, fragments assembling themselves out of order. The dining hall. Brittany's voice, pitched deliberately loud enough to carry across three tables, something about Ryder transferring schools, some casual cruelty tossed out like a gut punch. The room tilting. Then nothing."Ryder." I struggled upright despite her hand still braced again
Zach's POVI turned, and for one disorienting second my brain refused to place the face heading toward me, tall and composed. He reminded me so much of his brother and I felt my chest ache."Matthew?""Got a few minutes?"“Yeah, sure.”He fell into step beside me before I'd even answered, steering us naturally toward the little café at the edge of campus like he'd done this walk a hundred times before."Figured I'd catch you between exams instead of waiting for you by the dorms."“You couldn't call?”“I was around the area, plus I needed to check on you and be sure you're okay.”We settled into a corner booth, drinks ordered more out of habit than actual thirst, and I studied him across the table, searching for whatever news had prompted an actual in-person visit instead of another apologetic call. He seemed relaxed on the surface, easy smile in place, but his eyes moved a fraction too often toward me with a kind of practiced casualness that felt, the longer I sat with it, less like id
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Zach's POVI was just about to let something cruel slip out from my mouth, something sharp and loud enough to wipe that damn smirk off Ryder’s face, but Ellis grabbed my arm and pulled me aside.“Not worth it,” he muttered under his breath, steering me through the crowd like I was a balloon about t
Zach's POV "Avoid him. Go to class, keep your head down. You are here for school, not high school drama," Gigi had said as she shoved me towards the Business and Leadership Building.“He might not even be in the same class as you are!” She added cheerfully, and that felt like a rush of sweet adren
Zach's pov College. Higher institution. A fresh slate. A new town, and a better place. The halls were white, the scholarship letter in my hands seemed like a breath of much needed air, and the boys....cute.Maybe the universe was finally throwing me a bone, considering that my highschool years wer







