LOGINZach's POV
Hell NO!
The rest of our course mates exited the class, leaving just us two. I didn't even wait for the last person to leave, I just ran to the professor and begged, begged as if my life depended on it. Which it did, especially my sanity.
“Professor, please,” I started, my hands gripping the edge of his desk. “You have to reconsider. Anyone else, literally anyone. I’ll take Jake, I’ll take Rita, I’ll even take that guy who vapes through his sleeve in class. But not him. Je-bal!”
“Get in line,” Ryder growled behind me, stomping down the aisle like an angry gorilla. “This isn’t happening. I’m not wasting a year babysitting someone, a queer nerd who can’t even keep his emotions in check.”
I turned to face him, my fists already curled. “You mean someone you humiliated in front of the entire school? Someone you outed for a joke?”
“Oh, give it a rest,” he snapped. “You’re still on that? It was years ago—”
“Yeah, and trauma has a longer expiration date than milk, Ryder.”
“Gentlemen!” Professor Staks tried to interject, but we were already going head-to-head, almost nose-to-nose.
“You’re not better than me,” I hissed. “You just walk around like you are.”
“I don’t need to act like anything,” he shot back. “You’re so busy playing the victim, it’s pathetic. Maybe you were the victim, just stop whining about it already, bitch!”
That did it. My vision blurred red. My hand twitched. For one second, I didn’t care if he was Ryder “Golden Boy” Jameson, hockey prodigy, or if we were in a damn classroom. I was going to hit him.
But Professor Staks moved fast. Faster than I thought a man with loafers and a retirement beard could. He stepped between us with surprising force, slamming his palm on the desk.
“One more step from either of you, and you both flunk,” he said sharply, eyes darting between us. “I’ve seen enough of your playground theatrics. You think you hate each other? Fine. But if you let that interfere with your academic responsibilities, I’ll make sure neither of you gets the recommendation letters you need for your post-grad programs. Are we clear?”
Ryder’s jaw locked. I backed off,
“I said, are we clear?”
“Yes,” we both muttered.
“Good,” he said, walking back around to his desk and calmly picking up his mug of tea like none of that had just happened. “Now get out. And figure out how you’re going to survive the year without killing each other.”
Ryder stormed out first, shoving the door so hard it slammed into the wall. I followed, slower, my hand still burning with the urge to swing.
This wasn’t going to work. And if it did, I was going to need therapy. Lots of it.
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My face was red. My eyes probably dilated with fury. He followed behind me, hot on his heels as I quickly wanted to get away from him.
But he caught up fast, his hand on my shoulder making me almost spit bile.
"Look, I don't like this anymore than you do. But if we don't do this, if we don't find a way and work togeth—"
I spat.
"I'd rather suck a smelly wrinkly old man's dick than do that."
He raised a brow. “Figured. Kinky queer shit.”
I clenched my teeth, forcing myself not to give him the satisfaction of a reaction.
He continued walking, hands in his pockets like this was just another damn Tuesday. “Staks said we fail if we don’t pull this off. But honestly, I don’t care. My dad will sort it out either way.”
Of course he would. I gave a bitter laugh. “Well, not all of us are born into money. Some of us actually need to pass this course to graduate. You might get a free ride for being your daddy’s son, but if I tank this class, my GPA drops. And that affects everything.”
He looked at me with that smug, vacant stare. “So you’re saying we have to work together.”
“No,” I said. “I’m saying you are going to work with me, whether you like it or not. Because I’m not letting your entitlement ruin my record.”
He rolled his eyes. “Fine. Whatever. Your place or mine?”
I blinked. “What?”
“For the project, genius. Unless you’re planning on doing the entire thing via brainwaves.”
“My place?” I scoffed. “Please. I know how these stories end. You lure me over, strangle me with a hockey sock, and bury me in your backyard.”
He smirked. “Tempting. But I am not that stupid. If you disappear, guess who everyone, especially your body guard Gigi will be pointing fingers at?”
“You.”
“Exactly. So, relax. You can come to my place. There will be no murder, no bloodshed. Probably.”
“Wow, that’s so reassuring,” I muttered.
We stood there awkwardly for a beat.
“Tomorrow. Around 5pm,” he said.
I nodded, still not liking it. “Text me the address.”
“I don’t have your number.”
“Not surprising,” I said, pulling out my phone with reluctant fingers. “What’s yours?”
He gave it, I typed it in, and just as I hit send.....
“What the actual hell is this?!”
The voice cut through the hallway like a blade. We both turned, obviously startled. Gigi was wide-eyed, holding a printed photo like it was evidence from a crime scene.
“Tell me this is photoshopped,” she demanded, shoving it into Ryder’s face.
I blinked, confused until I saw the image.
Ryder and me.
Kissing.
Full-on. Eyes shut.
Passionate.
Messy. All of the above.
“What the—” I snatched the photo from her, my heart plummeting to my knees.
My mouth opened, but no words came out. I looked at Ryder. He looked back at me. And for the first time all day, he looked just as shocked as I felt.
“What the fuck is this?” I muttered, staring at the photo. It felt real as fuck.
Not some blurry edit or AI crap. The angle, the lighting, the damn details, Ryder’s fingers knotted in my hair, my hand clenched around the collar of his hoodie, our mouths definitely kissing like it was the last thing on Earth to do.
“I....this never happened,” I said, holding the paper like it might burn me. “I’d remember this.”
Gigi folded her arms, jaw clenched tight. “Then explain it, Zach. Because this, this is circulating the group chat already.”
“What group chat?!”
“All of them.”
Ryder snatched the photo back, glaring at it like it personally offended him. “How did they get this?"
Zach’s POVThe days blurred into a careful, self-imposed exile. My isolation wasn’t a sudden decision, but it settled over me like dust on an unused shelf, gradual till it was complete.I changed my routines with quiet determination, mapping new paths across campus that avoided every familiar landmark. The quad at noon? Too open, too many eyes.The student center café where Damien used to surprise me with coffee? Skipped entirely. Even the library’s main floor, with its constant hum of life, became off-limits.
Zach’s POVSunlight filtered weakly through the thin dorm curtains, casting pale stripes across my bed. I woke slowly, the kind of heavy, disoriented awakening that followed too little sleep and too much chaos.My body felt like lead, with my muscles still aching from the breakdown.It took several long seconds for reality to settle in. The cumulative trauma pressed down like a physical weight on my chest.I lay there staring at the ceiling cracks I’d memorized over the semester, mind numb.Damien’s calm voice replaying: Peasants don’t win here. Everything crashed together in a numb fog. Like a dull, heavy acceptance.There was nothing I could do. That was my final verdict. Damien’s family held too much power. I had no real proof that would stand up against his influence. The fight felt impossible. So I had to choose survival instead.School. It was the only thing left within my control.I forced myself out of bed through mechanical movements and ended up in the shower.The hot water
Zach’s POVI was walking back from my last class of the day, the campus paths crowded with students rushing to evening plans when my phone buzzed in my pocket.Another unknown number again.I almost didn’t open it.Unknown: Time’s up, Zach. Your silence is no longer appreciated.I stopped dead in the middle of the path, students flowing around me like I wasn’t there. My hands shook so badly I nearly dropped the phone.Back in my dorm, I paced the small room, mind racing.Then I pulled up Ryder’s contact, thumb hovering over the call button. The words were already forming on my screen: Damien’s the stalker. Help me.But I hesitated, lingering trust issues held me back like chains. Ryder had withheld critical information about Damien from the start, and his secrets had left me vulnerable.Then there was the passionate, complicated connection I’d barely survived, a fire that could still burn us both.I couldn’t involve Gigi anymore. She’d already risked too much in the past, and her fami
Zach’s POVThe decision to avoid Ryder started getting more difficult, my internal torment peaked like a storm that wouldn’t break. Every waking moment was a war between telling Ryder everything and handling this nightmare alone.Ryder had been circling closer, texts I ignored, near-misses on campus where his eyes would lock on mine with that raw, unresolved want. He knew something was wrong. And part of me, the exhausted, terrified part, wanted to run to him. To unload the laptop folder, Damien’s obsession, the threats. Ryder would protect me. He always tried to, in his messy, secretive way.But I held back, his secrets about Damien were the reason I was in this mess to begin with.Damien escalated two days later with a veiled threat on campus. I was cutting across the quad when my phone buzzed.I froze mid-step, scanning the area. No sign of him, but he made it clear that he was watching. I deleted the message with shaking fingers and changed directions, paranoia wrapping tighter ar
Zach’s POVThe images from Damien’s laptop haunted every attempt to close my eyes, photos of me walking to class, notes detailing my routines, timestamps stretching back months.By morning, my dorm room felt like a cage. Every creak in the hallway made me flinch, every shadow outside the window looked like him watching.The horror settled deep in my bones. I paced the small space, replaying the party, the way Damien’s mask had shattered. The loving, patient guy who had listened to my doubts was a predator who saw me as a tool. The realization made my stomach churn.I processed it alone at first, curled on my bed with my knees to my chest. There was no one to tell. And I had bothered Gigi with too much lately, telling anyone felt impossible.No one would believe me without proof, and the proof was on his laptop. But I couldn’t just back out either, not when my scholarship, my future stood on the line, all gone with one word from his powerful family.By afternoon, the isolation became u
Zach’s POVThe hallway felt too narrow, the party music a distant, mocking thump. I had tried to run away again while we were outside, the alcohol in my veins replaced with pure adrenaline.But Damien was faster than I expected, and his hand clamped around my wrist before I could get anywhere, yanking all the way back to his apartment, with his car still parked in the middle of the street.Now we were in his house once again and the loving mask was gone. Completely.“Zach,” he said, voice low and calm in a way that chilled me more than shouting would have. “I’m sorry you had to see that, but it’s time we were honest with each other.”I tried to pull free, heart slamming against my ribs. “Let go. What the hell is wrong with you? What kind of freak watches a person for months just for a date?”Damien’s grip tightened, not painful but inescapable. His eyes gleamed with something possessive and cold. “Don’t flatter yourself, you were never the prize, just a pawn in a very very long game.”
Zach’s POVMy hands wouldn’t stop shaking. I received another anonymous text at 3 AM.Sleep tight, pretty boy.Paranoia clawed at my ribs every time I stepped into a hallway. The cold war with Ryder only made it worse. Every dodged glance in class, every unfinished slide in our shared drive, chippe
Ryder’s POVEvery day I woke up hoping to hear from him.It’d been only a week since the kiss and Zach had completely taken over my mind.It was getting harder to deny the fact that I’d developed very strong feelings for him along the line, but at the same time just accepting it didn’t make it easi
Zach’s POV“Zachary!”My eyes flutter and I thank the heavens for sending me a reason to look away from Ryder, I turned to find Gigi walking towards us.“Will I see you this evening?”My head snapped back to Ryder and I held his gaze for a moment. There was no denying the fact that the air had dras
Zach’s POVMaking it to school the morning after the kiss was just not happening.It was physically impossible for me to move from my bed that morning, talk more of leaving my dorm.Embarrassment weighed on me, disrupting my thoughts and even ruining my appetite. I had spent all night turning over







