Mag-log in“Brittany’s gonna be a problem.”
My thoughts have spun over every single second I spent in Ryder’s room, and it won’t stop no matter how hard I tried to distract myself.
I could barely pay any attention in class and it had been so bad that Gigi noticed.
Immediately after third period, she dragged me to our favourite bobba place at the food cart and forced me to tell her what’s going on.
“What do you mean?” she asked, looking up from her straw at me.
I blinked, not realising I had said that out loud. “Huh?”
“I asked you what’s got you worked up and you brought up Brittany, what did she do this time?”
“Oh?” I stumbled, mind racing. I definitely couldn’t tell her about how she interrupted what I shouldn’t have been doing with Ryder, cause that would mean telling her that I somehow ended up in Ryder’s room and I’m secretly hoping it happens again.
God, I need help.
“She’s being a bitch. She shows up during all our meetings and keeps trying to poke holes at me, at this rate I'm either never going to finish this project or we’d end up with a botched job.”
Gigi remained silent but I noticed her jaw clench. “And what’s Ryder saying?”
I scoff, ignoring the rise in my chest at the mention of his name. “What can he say? He acts like he wants her to stop but I know he’s enjoying it.”
“Damn it, Zach. I told you this project wouldn’t be healthy for you.”
“What choice do I have? I tried reasoning with Saks but he was adamant, and now I’m stuck with a meatheaded oaf and his overbearing girlfriend.”
Gigi huffed and we remained silent for the next couple of minutes.
“You know what? Focus on dealing with Ryder, I'll take care of Brittany.”
The seriousness in her voice made my neck snap so hard it nearly fell off. “Wait- what are you going to do?”
Sucking up the rest of her tea, she tossed her cup into the bin and hopped off her chair. “Why don’t you leave that part to me?”
I gave her a look but she barely noticed, she’d already started gathering her things. “You’re leaving already?”
She nodded. “Yeah, I’ve got to catch up with Miss Adam in the library. We’ve all got our demons to face, you know? And now Brittany is high on that list.”
“Hey, don’t go doing anything crazy,” I said, rising from my chair as she started heading out of the cafeteria, turning with a wild smile and wicked grin before disappearing into the crowd.
“Oh, lord. What have I done?”
“Nothing that’s going to get us all killed, I hope,” A cheeky voice responded from behind me that made my blood freeze.
I turned sharply to find a tall boy with full short brown hair and a set of white teeth grinning at me, his big brown eyes taking me in like he was about to devour me.
Slowly, my eyes moved to the item he held up to me before widening with recognition.
My phone, in this strange boy’s hand.
“You dropped this.”
“I did? I mean- thanks.” My hands felt like rubber as I reached to take it from him.
“You’re welcome. I’m Damien by the way.” He stretched out the same hand as I still fumbled with what to do with mine.
“Zak- Zachary Jameson.”
Jesus christ Zach, calm down! It’s not a freaking interview.
I honestly didn’t know why I was being so weird. It could be because of the way he snuck up on me, or the fact that literally no one had approached me since school started.
Let alone someone so… yummy.
“Sorry about intruding on you like that, I kinda guessed it would be a cool way to start this conversation. Now I’m thinking it was probably really creepy?”
His hand swept over the back of his head awkwardly and all I could see was the way his toned bicep struggled to fit into his sleeve.
Alright, get it together, Zach.
“Oh, not at all. It’s refreshing you made an effort to be creative, that’s hard to see nowadays,” I offered with a light chuckle.
He relaxed into a sweet smile and I felt my head swell. “I know right, the generic conversations these days are just so sad to participate in.”
“Ugh, don’t get me started. Sometimes I just want to shoot myself and let the person live with the consequences of their boring bullshit.” Before I had enough time to wonder if that joke was too much, he was bawling over laughing and I found myself doing the same.
It was weird but talking with him felt… freeing.
“Hey, do you wanna sit?” I blurted.
He shrugged. “I’m not in a hurry anywhere,” he said before pulling Gigi’s chair and pulling it right across the table to where mine was. A simple gesture, yet loud in the disneyland that was now my mind.We sat there and talked for so long that I almost considered missing my next class. We talked about simple things; Gigi, my time in school so far.
Apart from the fact that he was filthy rich like most of the people around here, Damien and I actually had a lot in common. We liked the same type of music… Well that was it but I was pretty sure we had more in common and I couldn't wait to discover them.
“Shit, it’s almost time for my next class,” I groaned as I picked up my phone.
“You said that ten minutes ago,” He pouted cutely and I chuckled.“Well this time it actually is, and I can't afford to miss this class.”
Just then, a textbook landed on the table with a loud thud, and we both looked up to find most of the cafeteria empty. Except for the person hovering over our table with his arms folded.
My face has never changed so fast.
“You’re right about that last part,” Ryder said with a scowl.
Ryder’s POVEvery day I woke up hoping to hear from him.It’d been only a week since the kiss and Zach had completely taken over my mind.It was getting harder to deny the fact that I’d developed very strong feelings for him along the line, but at the same time just accepting it didn’t make it easier.A lot was still very confusing to me, and the answers I turned to just left me even more dazed. Last night, I was so desperate to prove my own sexuality to myself that I turned on a gay video.As expected, I was turned off from the get go and couldn’t wait for the two-minute video to end.But then I thought about him for a fleeting second, the way his lips had felt against mine, soft yet insistent, the faint scent of his cologne mixed with the rain from that evening, and the entire narrative changed. I slammed my laptop shut the moment my body began to react and just sat there feeling more lost than when I started.I needed to see him.I paced my room like a caged animal, the wooden floo
Zach’s POV“Zachary!”My eyes flutter and I thank the heavens for sending me a reason to look away from Ryder, I turned to find Gigi walking towards us.“Will I see you this evening?”My head snapped back to Ryder and I held his gaze for a moment. There was no denying the fact that the air had drastically shifted between the two of us.But what did that mean? I needed some time to figure that out.“I need to get some rest today.”He didn’t argue, just gave me an understanding nod before walking away.Just then, Gigi stepped up next to me.“What was that about?”I shook my head, leaning against her as all the strength I had mustered so that I won’t look weak next to Ryder came falling apart.“Nothing, he’s fine.”She gave me a look. “So… he’s not?”I shook my head again. “Can you take me home please?”Gigi nodded immediately. “Sure, let’s get you to the main hall and then I’ll go bring my car around.”Throwing my hand over her shoulder, Gigi led me through the hall, making small talk a
Zach’s POVMaking it to school the morning after the kiss was just not happening.It was physically impossible for me to move from my bed that morning, talk more of leaving my dorm.Embarrassment weighed on me, disrupting my thoughts and even ruining my appetite. I had spent all night turning over in my sheets and almost losing my mind each time I thought about it.It wasn’t the kiss that had me so riled up. To be honest, I had wanted to for a while. At first, I told myself it was just that dumb AI picture putting things in my head but with every second I spent with him, I realized that I had wanted Ryder much longer than I would admit.But once I accepted the fact, I was okay with it. It wasn’t my first time crushing on someone way out of my league, and I was so certain that like all the others, how I felt for him would fade away quickly.Only it didn’t fade, the one time where I was actually fine with not acting on a crush he goes ahead and does… that.His reaction after wasn’t surp
Ryder’s POVYou need to stop this.The words rang in my head like an afterthought because it had become physically impossible for me to separate myself from him.Kissing Zach had taken more courage than anything I had ever done in my life, but the moment I did, and his whole body melted into mine everything just made sense.He hummed into the kiss, and I sank my fingers into his hair, pulling him close as my arms wrapped around his waist and his body around mine.The kiss was magnetic and insatiable, burning through all the doubts in my head as it deepened in intensity till all I could feel was him.Why did it feel so perfect? Like he was the aid for a condition I never thought I had.It was repulsive, dishonest. Maybe I was just confused, but still I should know better than to let my curiosity drive me to savoring this boy’s beautiful lips.But that’s the issue, I knew.His moans weren’t supposed to go straight to my crotch, I knew that. His body – however warm and tempting – did not
Zach’s POV“So, are you going to say something?”The thinning patience in Ryder’s voice was hard to miss, and I honestly couldn’t blame him for it.I had spent the past five minutes stumbling over the words in my head, trying to figure how to even start the conversation. And it dawned on me that I had come here with a lot of morale and no plan.And now I just looked stupid.“Something has been bothering me for a while now, and I just got some information that points it to you,” I started, saying whatever came to my head and resolving to deal with the consequences later.Instantly, I noticed the way his eyebrows furrowed but he didn’t say anything, only stood there with his arms folded.“Apart of me wanted to deny it at first but the evidence is jarring, and the whole thing is not really something I would put past you-”“Zach.” His voice was low and firm yet it still made me jump. I held his gaze for a moment, they didn’t seem angry, but they weren’t welcoming either.“What are you tal
Zach’s POV:“I feel so fucking foolish for thinking he was different.”Gigi sat beside me at our favorite boba shop, listening in silence as I went on about the scene I had found – and left – my room in.“People don’t change, I mean I knew that. And that was why I tried not to get too close to him, I did my best to make sure this was purely academic.”“But why would he do something like this?” She asked calmly.“Because he’s a self-absorbed, sadistic fuck, that’s why.”Gigi didn’t say anything, but I noticed her jaw clench as she brought her lips to her straw reluctantly. I had barely touched my drink.“Still, it doesn’t add up. Why would Ryder be stalking you, what would he gain from that?”I fought the urge to roll my eyes. “Don’t you get it? Clearly, he’s not over taunting me and making my life a living hell. I’m sure it’s some sort of coping mechanism for whatever insecurities he’s hoarding.”“You’re not understanding me, stalking is not in the same category as taunting or bullyin
Zach’s POVBrittany walked up to where the three of us stood then stopped. Her eyes fell on Ryder and I could see her visibly debating on how to react with him there. Suddenly, she rushed animatedly to his side, grabbing his arm and pulling him away from me and I noticed his expression shift to o
Zach’s POVThis can not be a good look for either of us. Pair after pair of eyes turn to us, each one widening with the same mix of surprise and utter confusion as they part way for the both of us to pass.Ryder’s thick fingers are lodged around my wrist like that's what they were made for, his gr
Zach’s POVI had convinced myself not to return so soon. Not when the fake kiss still haunted my dreams, and that midnight shadow outside my dorm had left me jumpy. But the project deadline loomed like a guillotine, and Staks would not care about my internal drama. So at 4:45 PM the next day, I
Zach’s POVThe memory of that near-miss clung to me like smoke, his body heat, the way I could feel his heavy breaths falling on me without pushing him away.I spent the night staring at the ceiling, willing the image of the almost kiss to dissolve.It didn’t.But by morning, I’d buried it under lay







