LOGINAva’s POV
“Breakfast is on the table,” Dad called from the kitchen but I was barely listening because all morning my brain had been chewing on one thought, one face, one stupid boy I was trying not to think about and failing miserably. Liam. “Are you coming?” Dad called out to me. He was probably about to leave, but I didn't want to ride with him. I felt the atmosphere in the car will be tense. “No, thanks, I want to pick up something on my way.” He grabbed his keys and I could hear him driving out on the driveway. God why did I remember the way he smirked yesterday like he knew every thought I’d ever try to hide. I tried to ignore the weird flutter inside my chest because I knew this wasn’t normal and it definitely wasn’t allowed. Sighing in frustration, I slipped my shoes on and grabbed my camera bag and reached the stadium as fast as possible. Dad’s voice echoed through the hallway louder this time and sharper “No distractions no women no drama the last thing we need is someone screwing up the team’s image once a player fumbles it affects all of us and I’m not babying anybody this season. Benching or kicking out is on the table.” No drama? He wasn't be talking about my encounter with Liam, would he? I froze for a second in the doorway listening to him talk to the guys in the meeting room and my stomach dropped because it hit me again that I was stuck between two versions of myself the dutiful coach’s daughter who kept her head down and the painfully curious girl wondering what Liam’s hands would feel like on her hips if he touched me like he almost did yesterday. I hated admitting it but wow he smelled incredible even in a locker room full of sweat and deodorant he somehow smelled like clean skin and cedar and something stupidly addictive and I absolutely should not be thinking this because he's Ethan’s teammate and Dad’s player and every rule in the universe said do not even think about it. I walked out before Dad could see the blush creeping up my neck muttering to myself “Get it together Ava seriously.” The day passed in a blur. I turned a corner and bumped into something solid. “Oh sorry….” I started but the words evaporated because he was there. Liam. Shirtless. Damp hair dripping onto his shoulders. A towel hanging way too low on his hips. My lungs forgot how to work. He grinned slowly and lazy “Careful little pine, you might bump into my hands and I will not let you go easily.” “I didn't see you there,” I muttered, trying so hard not to stare at the drop of water sliding down his chest “I was looking for Ethan.” “Mmhmm sure.” He stepped closer and my brain short-circuited because he was warm and the hallway was cool and he was looking at me like he already knew what I tasted like “You always walk around alone? “I was just— I needed something— I mean Ethan wasn’t— you know what, never mind,” I rambled because of course Liam was staring at me so cunningly. He chuckled in a low voice “Relax, Pinecrust I’m not gonna bite.” “Stop calling me that,”I said shyly, hoping he didn’t notice the way my eyes betrayed me. “And you’re not supposed to be here right now.” he shot back leaning closer “but here we are.” His fingers brushed my waist just lightly enough to feel like a spark straight through my spine and I swear the air thinned around us. Then his forehead almost touched mine and his lips grazed the corner of my mouth barely there but enough to make my knees wobble and my breath hitched while I slowly parted my lips. “Liam,” I whispered, not sure if it was a warning or a question. He smirked, “Yeah?” Before anything else could happen footsteps echoed from around the corner and he pulled back instantly jaw tight like someone flipping a switch. No kissing, no touching, no almosts just distance. “I should go,” I whispered. “Probably” he said but his eyes lingered in a way that said neither of us wanted to. The next day everything exploded before I even had caffeine. I was on duty recording behind-the-scenes content for the team since PR was understaffed. The rink was loud with players messing around. One guy yelled, “Hey camera girl, get my good side.” Another lifted his jersey shouting “Rate the abs one to ten.” I rolled my eyes but laughed because it was harmless chaos and weirdly fun. Then Liam walked in hand skating like he owned the ice. His eyes locked onto mine instantly like he’d been waiting and he skated past slowly deliberately brushing my camera shoulder as he whispered “Morning princess try not to drop that thing it might fall in love with me.” I choked on air “You’re impossible.” “And yet you keep looking at me,” he smirked. I turned away but the heat in my cheeks betrayed me because God he was too much too confident too knowing. Worst part he kept glancing at me through the entire practice winking or biting back a smile like we had a secret. Then Ethan noticed. “Hey Liam stop flirting and focus,” Ethan snapped skating towards him. Liam grinned “Relax dude.” “She’s off limits, remember?” Ethan shouted. Liam didn’t say a word. Just clenched his jaw and looked away. I wanted to disappear right there. Practice ended tense and quiet and while I was backing up video files a notification buzzed on my phone. Then another. Then ten more. Then it kept multiplying within minutes. My heart dropped immediately when I checked, what is this? A video had gone viral. The clip I filmed earlier of Liam shirtless and teasing the camera. Someone screen-recorded it and added the caption “Hottest player in the league???” and boom hundreds of views, almost getting to a thousand within a few minutes. But that wasn’t even the worst part. Leaked photos of me and Liam, from last night. The hallway. His hand on my waist. His head tilted in for the kiss that almost happened. The internet didn’t care that it didn't happen. They shipped us instantly. #Aviam #CoachDaughterScandal #ForbiddenIceLove My stomach twisted painfully as I scrolled. I felt Dad’s glare before he even said “Ava what is this?” he demanded. “Dad, I don't know. I didn’t post it I didn’t—” “This is exactly what I warned them about.” he hissed pacing “Distractions. Drama. And of all the players it had to be him.” Ethan stormed in furious “Where is he? Where the hell is Liam?” “Ethan stop.” I said but he pushed past me slamming the locker room door open. “Liam what the fuck have you done?” Ethan yelled “You think you can touch my sister like you do to every girl you come across?” Liam sat on the bench tying his laces like he had all the time in the world. “You almost got her ruined and you don’t even care.” he said, fist clenched tight on both sides of his hips. Liam finally stood up “I care more than you think.” I froze in the doorway because he wasn’t smirking, he wasn't joking he actually looked angry at himself. His gaze darted to mine slowly. “Don’t,” he muttered under his breath, glaring at me like he was trying to push me away without touching me. “Don’t look at me like that.” “Like what?” I whispered. “Like I’m worth trusting.” Before I could reply Dad barged in barking orders telling everyone to put their phones away and get ready for an emergency PR meeting because we were already trending on every platform. My cheeks burned with shame, guilt, humiliation, every emotion twisting inside me. The team looked at me like I was radioactive. Ethan looked like he wanted to punch something and Liam stood there silent staring at the floor jaw clenched like he hated himself. And then my phone buzzed again. It was another video from a different angle. Someone had been filming from the shadows last night. The clip showed Liam’s lips brushing my cheek and his hand sliding up my waist slowly like I was his to claim. The room went dead silent. Ethan whispered “Ava… what happened?” he arched his brow. Curious. I swallowed hard staring at the screen as the views climbed by the second and the comments flooded in “What the hell is happening?”Ethan's POV The past weeks have been going down in a blur for me. I don't know how I've been holding it together without crumbling. My emotions have been high and it's been difficult for me to keep the front of being a captain and lead my team to success. Especially without my best friend on it. I've come to terms with the fact that nothing can happen between us. But that does not make the pain leave and go away any faster. It was like telling him opened my eyes to reality fast enough for me to heal. Well, that was what I thought at first. Now I have to deal with the fact that the healing process is slow. Maybe it was because he was not here any longer. Maybe. I can't seem to stop myself from drinking and I've taken up the bad habit we had both stopped together years back and made a pact not to start again. I'm smoking. Packs and packs of cigarettes can be exhausted from my hands in a couple of hours. I'm spiraling and I know it. Maybe I need someone to talk about it too. B
Ava's POV After that day, we did not talk again. I've not been able to shake off the feeling that he hates me now. I was damn sure of it. And I don't know if I would be able to continue my life like that. I couldn't reach out to him, even though I wanted to. Something told me that he had already blocked me. Another told to try it out and see if he actually did do it. There was something in his gaze the day we saw last that made me know that he was done. And I don't know how to explain myself. I don't know how to tell him that it was all my dad while I was the one who did the damage. How would that even make any sense? After two weeks of hell at work, I resigned. I don't know if interns actually resigned. But I've actually done more than enough to fill my log book up and when I went back to campus a couple of days back, my supervisor gave me my full mark which I was thankful for. That has to be the only good thing in my grey like right now. My heart hurts and I missed him so much.
Ava's POV The bell echoed in the silent hallway of the penthouse that he lived in. There was no reply from the other end. I was tempted to actually punch in the code for the apartment and enter since I knew it. After a couple of minutes and I could not take it anymore, I opened the keypad and punched in the code. The door clicked that it was already opened. I knew he was at home. I ignore the fact that he might be sleeping, or he might have been avoiding me intentionally. We needed to talk. Fast. And right now. By the time I stepped into his apartment, the first thing that hit me was how disorganized the whole place was. Liam would normally not be like this. He's always organized to the core. Something is definitely up. “Liam?” I called out his name gently as I continued to look around. The place was dim and the only source of light was from the seventy inch flat screen tv that was playing a game. And from my guess, it was the one that happened today. The centre table had bottl
Ava's POV “We need to talk dad.” I said coldly and climbed the stairs to his study. I did not bother to look at his face as I walked past him. I pushed the door open and the familiar smell of books hit me and tea? Well, that's new. My dad would normally not drink tea. But now, since his health has been teetering on the edge, he must have been compelled to start taking it and I'm sure it has the hand of Helen in it. “What do you want Ava? It's been a long day for me and you know it.” He said immediately he walked on and closed the double doors behind him. Thankfully. I don't want Helen listening to how rude I might be in the next couple of minutes. “You know why I'm here dad. Don't let us pretend. Let us get straight to the point.” I rested on the side of his table and looked directly at him as he rounded the table and dropped his bag on it and he sat down. He looked a little tired, but still hyper too. Well, that's good. “In all honesty, I don't know. So, how about you enlighten
Ava's POV “Why was he not on the ice tonight?” I asked Ethan immediately he stepped out of the locker room. I had made it my mission to stay around when they weren't with the game. I did not care one bit that I might run into him after avoiding him all of the time. “I don't know Ava.” He said. And that alone made me know what I wanted to know. He knew why Liam was not here and he was only hiding it away from me. “You know I will not leave you alone until you actually tell me. So, why don't you get on with it?” I said to him, I already walked him in the park now. He dropped his duffel bag in the back of the car and was about to open the driver's side but I maneuvered my way in between to stop him from entering. “I'm not exactly in the mood for this, right now. I've had a long day and I need to rest.” He said to me, I knew that. I saw the press conference that they had after the game and even though I was not on duty to work today somehow, I was able to sense the tension in the r
Liam's POV Talking to coach after he called me back into his office is what I would describe as an unexpected turn of events. He said drugs were found in my locker in the random checks that happens normally. I knew that was not true because I have never touched drugs before in the entirety of my life. Not even when I was living and breathing where it was made. I never made that mistake at all. Which made me to go for testing and unfortunately for me, it came out positive. And Coach knows about it. I was not allowed to play until it was confirmed that I did not use it by myself and that I was set up like I claimed and told the board in the past couple of days. “As much as I don't like you at the moment and I want to get rid of you, I've known you almost all your career and know that you don't damble in all of those things. But there is nothing I can do to help you at moment. Just sit back and until the investigation is done.” He had said and patted me on the back. I tried to make
Ava's POV I was playing with fire. And the sick part of this whole thing was that I knew. I knew deep down that by the time this whole thing boomerang in my face, I would not be able to hold it together. But then, I can't stop. I've tried. I mean, if trying to avoid him and stay away from him wa
Ava's POV: “Come on babe. We could still be something. I'm not interested in Camden. Not anymore. The only reason why it happened then was because you neglected me for long. And I needed attention.” I heard her say. I stepped back and leaned on the wall to listen to their conversation. “Yeah. I k
Ava's POV We started to sneak around more often than usual. Not like we were doing so before, but we had our moments in the past. Right now, it was as though neither of us cared about being caught. Me for one, I've banished the thought and idea of being caught that used to hold me down in the pas
Ava's POV “Thank you so much for today. You have no idea how much it means to me.” I told him as I made myself comfortable on his chest, getting nearer to him like I actually wanted to enter him. He grunted. “It's not a big deal. And I told you not to say thank you to me again. I don't like it.”







