LOGINJELENA
“Ma, you sent for me?” I say as I step into the room and come face to face with my stepmother, Vanessa.
Her room or should I say their room has always been large, almost unnecessarily so. It carries a kind of quiet luxury that feels cold rather than comforting, the heavy curtains are drawn halfway, allowing thin lines of sunlight to spill across polished floors and expensive furniture. Everything is perfectly arranged, untouched, as if no real life happens here.
Although it is meant to belong to both her and my father, he is rarely ever present, he is always away on one “work trip” or another, managing his carpentry business or at least, that is what everyone says. In truth, his work stretches far beyond wood and tools, his hands are not as clean as people believe, but I have learned not to look too deeply into that part of his life.
We are wealthy more than most in the area and my father is known as the biggest and most successful carpenter around, yet, that has never been enough for him, he always wants more, more influence, more control, .ore power, just more of everything he can get his hands on
Vanessa sits at her vanity, her back straight, her attention fixed on her reflection, she carefully applies makeup, layering perfection onto a face that already looks calculated, the soft clink of glass bottles and the faint scent of perfume fill the room and that alone tells me something important.
Father is home and he is staying for breakfast.
I should feel excited, shouldn’t I?
A daughter should look forward to moments like this rare mornings when her father is present, when the family gathers like a normal one but that feeling doesn’t exist in me anymore, it hasn’t for a long time.
I lost my father the same day I lost my mother and yeah, he may still be alive, still breathing, still walking through these halls like he owns them and he doesbut the man I trusted, the man who once felt like safety, is gone, something changed after my mother died, something I cannot name, something I do not want to understand and ever since then, I have chosen distance over disappointment.
“Your sister told me you refused to give her a dress she saw in your closet,” Vanessa finally says, breaking the silence that has stretched uncomfortably long.
Her tone is calm, but there is an edge beneath it, something sharp and waiting, I already know the dress she is talking about.
I also know my stepsister had no right to be in my room in the first place let alone touching my things, deciding what she wants to take as if everything I own belongs to her.
The dress… is my mother’s.
That alone should be enough explanation and for the first time, I said NO, I said no without thinking about the consequences, without weighing the punishment that always follows defiance in this house, for once, I held onto something that mattered to me.
“Yes, ma,” I reply softly. “I told her I couldn’t give it to her. It belonged to my late mom.”
The words barely leave my mouth before I feel the shift in the room and instead of softening her expression, my answer only hardens it, her hand pauses mid-air, holding a brush, and she slowly turns to face me. Her eyes narrow slightly, her lips pressing into a thin line.
“I am not your ‘Ma,’” she says, her voice cold and controlled. “Never forget that, I am the Lady of this manor, and to you, I am My Lady. Do you understand me?”
There it is, the correction and the constant reminder of the line she never allows me to cross.
Typical.
Vanessa always reacts like this when she realizes she cannot push further and when she senses resistance but cannot openly retaliate, especially with my father in the house. She needs to maintain appearances, she needs to play her role perfectly because no one must ever know what truly happens here.
And I? I play mine just as well.
“Okay, My Lady,” I say meekly, lowering my gaze.
Submission is easier, safer, for now and I would soon be leaving all of the behind
“Your father is around for breakfast” she continues, turning back to her reflection as if I have already ceased to exist. “Dress well and meet us at the dining table.”
Dismissed and just like that, our “mother-daughter” time, if it can even be called that, is over, I leave the room quietly, closing the door behind me with as little sound as possible, and the moment I step into the hallway, I feel the tension ease slightly from my shoulders.
This is the only time I get any form of peace in this house when my father is present, it is ironic, really.
The same man I no longer trust is also the only reason I am not completely tormented, I walk back to my room, already thinking ahead
Since he is here, it won’t be for long. It never is, he will likely leave by the end of breakfast, maybe even earlier, his visits are always brief, purposeful and very much predictable, he has probably returned with some kind of injury again.
He always does and he always comes to me for it, not because he trusts me or even because he cares but because I am useful.
As the weakest member of the pack, I have learned to make myself valuable in other ways, .y wolf is not strong, she never has been. I cannot fight like the others, cannot overpower anyone, cannot even defend myself properly if it comes down to strength, so I adapt, I study, I learn, I move into nursing, then expand into veterinary medicine. It becomes my shield, my way of surviving in a place where strength determines worth.
When others are injured, when large wolves fall, when bodies break, I fix them at least that is what I am good for and that is enough.
Or at least, it has to be.
I reach my closet and pull out a cleaner dress, something simple but presentable, my fingers brush past fabrics and hangers, moving quickly until something catches my attention.
I pause.
The green dress, it is not there.
For a moment, I stare at the empty space where it should be, my thoughts slowing, that dress is not something I misplace, I know exactly where I keep it.
A quiet realization settles in but I don’t let myself dwell on it at least not now, I cannot afford to keep my father waiting.
Swallowing whatever reaction tries to rise, I grab another dress and change quickly, there will be time to think about it later or maybe there won’t. Either way, nothing changes by standing here.
Once I am ready, I head straight to the dining area.
As expected, the place is alive with activity, servants move back and forth, setting dishes, adjusting placements, ensuring everything is perfect and at the head of the table
My father.
He looks exactly as I remember, composed, commanding, untouchable, if not for the faint stiffness in his posture, no one would ever guess he is injured, appearances matter as always.
“How has being back home been treating you, Jelena?” he asks as I take my seat.
His tone is casual, almost warm, emphasis on almost.
“Oh… good,” I murmur, lowering my gaze as I focus on the food in front of me.
I cut into the steak, bringing a piece to my mouth, the taste is rich, seasoned perfectly something I know I won’t be enjoying again anytime soon, not until he decides to return.
“Any plans yet with Aaron?” he asks.
My hand pauses briefly before continuing.
Aaron.
“I don’t know yet,” I reply quietly. “I’ll let you know if anything changes.”
And just like that, the conversation ends as that is all we exchange, no deeper questions or any real connection but just surface-level words, spoken out of obligation rather than interest.
Breakfast continues, but I barely register it, later, as expected, I tend to his wounds, I clean them carefully, methodically, avoiding unnecessary eye contact, he doesn’t flinch, doesn’t question, doesn’t explain and I don’t ask.
We exist in silence, bound by something that feels more like duty than family and once I am done, he leaves, just like that with no lingering or even goodbye that means anything, he is gone again
I return to my room afterward, exhaustion settling into my bones as I collapse onto my bed, the ceiling above me feels distant, unfamiliar, like something I am seeing for the first time.
My life…
It has never been fun, not really, it has always been about surviving, adjusting, enduring but even in all of that
There is one thing—one person—that makes everything feel a little lighter.
Aaron.
A small smile forms on my lips as I think of him, my wolf may be weak, but she chose him and she connected with him and for the first time in my life, I have something, ssomeone that I can call mine, I still remember the first time I saw him.
The way my blood surged, the way my heart pounded uncontrollably, the way my wolf practically sang inside me.
Mate.
The word echoed over and over again in my head, drowning out everything else.
It was overwhelming and terrifying, a first time experience and yet… beautiful.
It has been a while since I last saw him, though, too long in my opinion, I stare up at the ceiling, the quiet of my room wrapping around me.
Then I exhale softly, maybe…
Maybe my day isn’t as empty as I thought, I guess I have something to do after all.
JELENAAs I finally slip into sleep, the endless stream of scattered thoughts filling my head slowly fades into the background. One by one, they dissolve into nothingness, making room for the comforting darkness that pulls me under.Just before unconsciousness completely claims me, I hear my phone ping from somewhere on the bedside table.The sound barely registers.I'm far too exhausted to even lift a finger, let alone check who it is. Whatever it is can wait until morning. With that thought, I surrender to sleep.Knock. Knock. Knock.The persistent sound cuts through my sleep.At first, I ignore it, hoping whoever is at the door gets the message and leaves. Instead, the knocking continues, each rap louder and more insistent than the last. It feels strangely close, almost as though someone is knocking directly beside my bed.With a groan, I force my eyes open.Pretending to still be asleep clearly isn't working.Dragging myself out of bed, I rub at my heavy eyes and stretch my stiff
JELENA“Who were you expecting? You look like you were waiting for someone,” the warm wall finally says.Oh.It's Calhoun.I almost have a mini heart attack because I don't even sense his presence. Go, Jelena, you just had to get drunk.“I'm guessing you're drunk,” he says as he walks away from me. “How much did you drink to end up like this?”“I'm sorry, Your Majesty. I didn't realize drinking was prohibited,” I reply sarcastically before I can stop myself.He turns around to face me, looking almost shocked by my response, but I don't dwell on it, instead, I turn and begin walking toward the stairs. My vision is getting clearer now that I've calmed down a little, even though my heart is still racing at an alarming pace.“Where do you think you're going?” he asks.I stop mid-step, I am already halfway toward the corridor leading to my quarters.“To my quarters, Is that going to be a problem?” I ask.Well, I've already started this, so I might as well finish it the same way, if things
JELENAIt has been over a week since I stepped back into my world, and the experience has been both relieving and exhausting.Every day comes with another responsibility, there are meetings with the pack, discussions about future plans, and endless conversations regarding the charities I am expected to oversee as the Alpha's bride. Apparently, choosing a charity that reflects my values is just as important as attending official pack functions.Meeting after meeting fills my schedule.Thankfully, Daniel keeps his promise, I clock out by four o'clock every afternoon, just like everyone else, never treats me differently because of my position, and I appreciate that more than he probably realizes.The office has finally been cleared of Jelena’s belongings or rather, most of them, I had insisted on keeping nearly everything.The memory makes me smile."I understand why you want to keep those things, but everything in this world is meant to depreciate, it happens even faster when something
JELENA"I shouldn't expect anything less, but what gave me away?" I ask, leaning back against the chair.I know it might seem strange how comfortably I speak to him, but Gregory is the closest thing I've ever had to a father. Life never gave me someone I could truly call Dad, so I cling to the one person who has quietly filled that role without ever asking for the title."I knew from the moment you returned," he replies calmly.The words make my brows knit together."You mean you already know why I'm calling?" I ask.A loud laugh echoes through the receiver, the familiar sound tugs at memories I haven't touched in a long time, it is rare to ear him laugh and I didn't realise how much I missed hearing it"How are you doing, kid?" he asks between chuckles. "It's been a while since you last called."I roll my eyes despite the small smile threatening to form, only Gregory can dodge a question so effortless
JELENAThe memory returns with startling clarity.I am barely twelve, the moon hangs low above the playground, washing the empty grounds in silver light, swings creak gently in the breeze, though no one sits on them.My stomach aches bu not from illness instead from hunger.Alice had accused me of breaking her mother's prized painting and I hadn't even touched it but the punishment comes anyway.Dinner, the one thing I had looked forward to all day, is taken away before I can have a single bite and I am ordered out of the house until "Mother cools down."It isn't the first time and it probably won't be the last and most nights, I tell myself I don't care anymore but some nights, I miss my mother so much that pretending becomes impossible.I curl my knees to my chest on one of the old benches, pressing my forehead against them as tears slip down my face.The night is quiet.Then...A faint sound almost swallowed by the wind and I lift my head and another sound follows, low groan of som
JELENA“I guess you can handle things from here. The cleaning lady, Mrs. Rachel, will be here later, so you can just set aside anything you won't be needing for her to clean up,” Elena says.“Okay,” I murmur.She gives me one last glance before stepping outside and the soft click of the door echoes through the office, leaving me alone in a silence that feels strangely familiar.I stand still for a long moment.This room was once my world.People never truly understand the worth of something until it is gone, you don't realize how much a place, a routine, or even an ordinary object means until you're forced to live without it. Only then do you understand the struggles hidden inside everyday life.If I had known...Maybe I would have cherished this place more, I would have made different choices and I wouldn't be carrying so many regrets.My gaze drifts across the office.The sturdy oak desk sits exactly where I left it, my rolling chair is tucked neatly underneath, almost as if someone
JELENADad clears his throat, and immediately, all attention in the room shifts to him as the subtle clinking of cutlery on plates halts mid-air, and even the low hum of conversation dies down, replaced by a tense silence that blankets the entire dining hall.“Aaron, can you repeat what you said to
JELENAMy heart still hurts even though it has been a whole week since I caught Alice and Aaron tangled together at his house and the tears have not stopped since that day.You would think catching them cheating would make it easier to let go, easier to hate him, easier to move on, but somehow the
JELENAWith my mind made up to spend the day with Aaron, I head straight to my closet, already scanning through my dresses as I try to decide what to wear.I don’t know where this excitement is coming from.Maybe it’s because it has been so long since I last saw him or maybe it’s because he has bee
JelenaThe urge to keep running is the only thing keeping me moving.Even though I can’t see where I’m going, I keep running.Branches lash against my arms as I force my way through the thick wild bush, my feet barely finding stable ground beneath me and my lungs burn with every breath I drag in, e







