My stomach is in knots. I don't know why I expected Damien to have even a little hesitation. I expected too much of him then…
Before I can plea or beg, the bear shifter begins to walk out the palace. I kick and scream for help but no one— absolutely no one stands up for me. They all watch as I'm taken away, biting and shrieking for help. My own mate stands there, comfortable with the safety of his throne. A throne handed over on a plate of gold by his mad father. He would do anything to protect it; even if it meant sacrificing me. Who was I kidding? Damien had done the same thing in my previous life, killing me off to protect his image as lycan King. I'm whisked off, out of his sight and on top of a muscular giant horse. “Can you ride, m’lady?” The bear shifter laughs, assuming I'm too weak to do so. His name is Angus, only brother of the dead Bear Alpha. Before I can nod, he puts me in very long shackles that he can hold from a meter or two. “You better hang on, eh? We Bears don't pamper our ladies like you slimy wolves. Darned lot.” With these words, he mounts his own animal, gives a signal to his men and then kicks the horse. Just like that, I am taken for the palace that was gradually becoming a prison. The only downside? I was heading towards an even worse territory. A true hell. The Caves of the Black Bears. All through the journey, I stay as quiet as possible, trying not to bring attention to myself. These men were dangerous. If they are anything like their horrid Alpha, then I am indeed in huge trouble. They could have me, here and now— and there's nothing I will be able to do. Absolutely nothing. My heart begins to pound violently when night falls and they look for a clearing to x, camp. I'm brought down from the horse and chained to a tree. The bear shifter who brings me down is a big headed dwarf called stone. Before he sits me down, he smacks my behind and laughs. This causes the rest of his companions to laugh madly as well. “Such a soft bum! The king sure is lucky!” He cries, cackling and swiping a keg of ale from one young lad who is desperately trying to fit in. I sit uncomfortably on the muddy earth, praying to the goddess for strength. I can't stay here. Who knows what these men would do… Angus has finished setting up a fire and he looks in my direction with hate. Unlike his men, there's no fancy in his eyes. “Silly little Luna. Your freedom totally depends on your dear mate, the king. Every single day he wastes to bring me the head of the culprit, your life will grow more miserable. I will let dogs lick you while you're naked and have my men enjoy what is between your legs!” His words send chills down my spine and I hold a breath, unable to speak. “So you better pray that your mate will be quick enough to give me vengeance.” He hisses before turning to leave for his tent. His men look at me and burst into bouts of laughter. Masked man…what have you done? Or rather, what have I done? In a silly feat to save my reputation, I refused to call for help, making the masked man kill the Bear alpha instead. I thought that I could escape the humiliation of my past life. But now, I've made it all worse. Everyone back at the palace would think that I will be ploughed and used like a whore. This was opposite from what I planned. I sigh and rest my back on the coarse tree bark. “What kind of man would give up his mate anyway?” I hear a bear shifter whisper. “He must not love her then…if I had a mate like her, I sure as hell would fight to the death!” “For that soft bum? I would fight for her even if she wasn't my mate!” They all cackle at their jokes but every word feels like a slice to the gut. It was so obvious… My mate actually despises me. Even if I wanted to give him a second chance in this life, it isn't possible. I hold back tears and try to remain calm the entire night. My tears would only draw attention. That's the last thing I need right now. The bear lad from before comes up to serve me some roasted rabbit. It's tough to chew and someone makes a comment about how puny wolves are. Bears would always be supreme not lycans. By the time I'm done swallowing the last morsel of the undercooked meat, the men are either all drunk or sleeping. “Ayyy, such a beauty and we can't even get some.” Stone, the dwarf says. His friend who's called Milo, pulls out pieces of meat from his teeth. “We can, yer just have to be patient. Yer heard the boss, no? Every second her mate delays, she gets closer to being ours. Patience, my friend.” Stone doesn't want to hear it, looking my way with a piercing hunger. “Well can I not have my share now? I won't bother you all in the future. Let me just have a go…” And with that, he stumbles my way, tripping once over a fallen log. Goosebumps cover my entire skin. Oh moon goddess… Fear has crawled up my spine and I find myself shivering uncontrollably. “Stay away,” I hiss as Stone comes close to me. He smells of blood and ale. Without even thinking, he wacks a short but surprising powerful arm over my face. “Who said a puny wolf like you can talk here? You're even the lowest of all wolves. Omega. Which means you'll be an easy meal, eh?” The dwarf shines his teeth at me with hungry intent. My heart drops. Oh no.The sting from the slap spread through ever angle of my face, and unfortunately it was the same place Damien had hit me. I was so dazed from the blow, that my knees buckled and I dropped to the floor instantly. On the floor I stared up at her with shock, and hurt, as I was left reeling from being struck by her. My cheeks were throbbing so violently in pain, that I thought I would pass out from it. A broken cry escaped my lips. Something I couldn't help, because it hurts way too much. Tears blurred my vision and for a moment, I thought I was seeing two heads of Susan, even though I knew it couldn't be. I couldn't even touch the place she'd hit me, because I feared the skin would come apart under my touch. From the inside, it felt like the force of the slap had pushed my teeth against the soft flesh of my inner cheeks, and sunk into it. Blood filled my mouth like a pool. "Never forget y
"Mo—mother? How can you say something like that? Something so cruel and—"The words spluttered out of my mouth hopelessly, but the more I spoke, the more Susan's frown deepened. The sound of the room door being shut harshly caused me to flinch and meet her eyes. Her eyes were dark and empty, like the thought of even looking at me was beneath her. This was the true extent of Susan's cruelty. "Do you know what it would look like if our guests saw you looking like that? The shame it would bring to the palace?" My spine stiffened, and I nodded, because I understood what she meant. The wolf pack always prided themselves on their mate bond, and the ability to form connections unlike other packs. Despite how much the other packs mocked us for this, it was the reason we were the rulers of Ker, and not a different clan. "But it's not my fault, mo—Lady Susan. The alpha is the one who raised his
"My lady, what should I do for you? I can try to hide the—""No." I cut her off. My fingers traced over the bruise on my cheek as it pulsed lightly in the mirror. The pain was a distant memory that felt like it had happened a long time ago, too long to really remember. But the bruise was shining in color. One look at it, and it wouldn't be hard to tell what had happened. It would be leave a sour air in the atmosphere, and everyone would know that my mate was abusive. I didn't know a lot of Luna's who walked into breakfast with bruises on their faces, and got away with it, but I wasn't feeling like someone ready to put up a brave face. "What do you mean, my lady? Surely you don't expect to go out like—like this?" A look of horror washed over my lady in waiting's face, and some of the courage I was feeling bled out of me, onto the floor. I hugged my arms around myself, "What ca
"My lady?" I didn't wait for Runa to say anything else, before I slammed the door shut in her face, and pressed my back against the door. My heart was pounding so hard against my ribcage, it was all I could hear for a while. "My lady, are you alright?" Her sympathy filled tone reached my ears from the other side, and I suddenly felt guilty for making her so worried about me. I turned back to the door and pressed my face to it, as I said. "I'm fine, really. Please go to bed Runa. Damien isn't here." "But—""That's a Luna's order. Sleep well." I countered immediately. I didn't move an inch from the door, until I heard her receding food steps as she left the door. Then with a heavy sigh, and my hand still clutching my chest, I pushed myself off the door. "So Damien is the one who did this to you." The sound of that dark and threatening voice caused me to almost jump out of my sk
We pulled apart at the same time, nearly bumping our heads against each other, before I remembered what had made us pull apart. The door. Someone was at the door. Axel was the first to stand up, probably about to disappear again, but something that felt achingly like fear wrapped around my throat. Before I could stop myself from doing something I would regret terribly, I reached out a hand towards him. He froze, and his eyes met mine with a confused look. No matter how much I wanted to—needed to tell myself that I didn't need him here, I still felt a little scared. What if it was Damien at the door? I wouldn't be able to stop him, and I didn't think there was anyone in this palace that would manage to stop him either. That was the only reason I was still clinging to Axel like someone who feared for her life. B
The hand on my chin turned painful and I pulled my face away from his hold. "I've said it's nothing to concern yourself about. What are you even doing here?" I strode away from him, and out of the moonlight view, so he couldn't see whatever he was seeing on my face. He followed closely behind me, and I set myself down on my guy bed, before turning away from him. If he couldn't see me, then he wouldn't know how his words had affected me. Why did he care who had bruised me? What was he even doing here? He didn't care for me, and he didn't need to pretend any longer, because he couldn't even use me to kill Damien. I had thrown that away, because my mate loved me—or at least I thought he did. I hugged myself tighter. Someone who loved me wouldn't do what he had done to me. "It concerns me if someone tried to hurt you, my lady." Axel was quicker with his reply this time.