LOGINThe bond flared so violently that my knees nearly buckled.
It wasn’t the soft, warm pull I remembered from before the rejection. This was raw. Jagged. Like someone had taken a silver blade and dragged it slowly across the inside of my chest. I locked my legs and refused to reach for anything. I would not give either of them the satisfaction of seeing me weaken. Kael’s eyes were locked on mine, golden and fever-bright. He had felt it too. Of course he had. The bond might have been rejected, but it had never fully died. That was the part no one ever talked about. Rejection was supposed to sever everything. It wasn’t supposed to leave a bleeding wound that never closed. Ronan moved first. He stepped around me with quiet, deliberate steps and stopped beside his brother’s chair. The firelight painted half his face in gold and left the other half in shadow. The resemblance between them was almost cruel up close. Same bone structure. Same mouth. Same dark hair. But where Kael looked like something was slowly eating him from the inside, Ronan looked carved from colder things, control, restraint, and something that had never learned how to be gentle. “Tell her,” Ronan said. Kael’s jaw flexed. “Not like this.” “There is no better time.” Ronan’s voice stayed low, but there was iron underneath it. “She walked back onto our land on her own. She deserves the truth before the pack starts circling.” I folded my arms across my chest, mostly to hide the way my hands wanted to shake. “I’m still standing here. Stop talking about me like I’m not.” Kael’s gaze flicked to my face again. For a moment something almost soft passed through his expression, regret, maybe, or the ghost of the boy who used to wait for me after training with that half-smile he only ever gave me. Then it was gone. “There was a prophecy,” he said finally. His voice sounded scraped raw. “The night before your eighteenth birthday, the pack seer came to me. She said the bond between us would wake something old. Something that had been sleeping under Blackthorn land for generations. If I claimed you… if I completed the mate bond… it would use you as the door.” My wolf went very still. “What does that mean?” I asked. “It means you would have died,” Kael said. “Not quickly. Not cleanly. The thing would have burned through you until there was nothing left, and then it would have used what remained of the bond to enter our world. The seer said the only way to stop it was to reject you before the bond could fully root.” The room felt smaller suddenly. The crackling of the fire sounded too loud. I stared at him. “You publicly destroyed me because of a prophecy.” “I publicly destroyed you because I was trying to keep you alive.” A soft, disbelieving breath left me. It was almost a laugh, but there was no humor in it. “You could have told me. You could have taken me aside. You could have given me something other than the entire pack watching while you ripped my heart out.” Kael’s hands tightened on the chair until his knuckles went white. “If I had shown you any softness that night, the bond would have strengthened. I needed it to break cleanly. I needed you to hate me enough to leave and never come back.” “Well,” I said quietly, “congratulations. It worked.” Silence stretched between the three of us. Thick. Uncomfortable. Charged. Ronan’s eyes were on me, steady and unreadable. “The problem,” he said, “is that the rejection didn’t fully work. The bond is still there. Weakened. Twisted. But alive. And the curse that was meant for you… shifted.” I turned my head toward him. “Shifted how?” Ronan looked at his brother. Kael’s throat moved as he swallowed. “It attached itself to him instead,” Ronan said. “It’s been feeding on him for three years. Slowly. That’s why he’s like this.” The words landed with a dull, heavy weight. I looked at Kael again, really looked. The hollows under his eyes. The slight tremor in his fingers. The way he sat, even breathing took effort. Something cold and complicated moved through my chest. I wanted to feel nothing. I wanted the satisfaction of seeing him suffer the way I had suffered. Instead, all I felt was a sick, tangled mess of anger and something that tasted dangerously like grief. “So what happens now?” I asked. My voice came out flatter than I expected. “You expect me to fix it? To open the door after all so he can live?” “No,” Ronan said. Both Kael and I looked at him. Ronan’s silver eyes didn’t waver. “I expect you to stay. The pack is dividing. Some believe Kael is too weak to lead. Some believe the curse will spread. And some…” His gaze drifted over my face, lingering for a fraction too long. “Some believe the only way to end this is to complete what was started three years ago. Or replace it.” The air in the room changed. I felt it in the sudden stillness of my wolf. In the way Kael’s head snapped toward his brother. In the quiet, dangerous claim that had just been laid down between us without a single soft word. “Replace it,” I repeated slowly. Ronan didn’t look away. “The bond between you and Kael is damaged. Incomplete. Dying. But a bond can be overridden under the right conditions. Especially when the original connection was never sealed.” Kael pushed himself forward in the chair, eyes flashing. “Ronan” “She deserves to know every option,” Ronan cut in, still watching me. “Including the one where she doesn’t have to save the man who rejected her.” My heart was beating too fast. I could feel it in my throat, in my fingertips, in the hollow space under my ribs where the old bond still throbbed like a bruise. I held Ronan’s gaze and refused to look away first. “And what exactly,” I said carefully, “would that option make me to you?” Ronan’s answer was quiet. Absolute. And it sent a slow, cold ripple straight down my spine. “Mine.”The door closed behind Ronan, and the room felt suddenly larger and smaller at the same time.Kael remained where he stood, the tension in his shoulders not fully easing even after his brother left. I could still feel the residual pull of the bond between us, a low, restless ache that refused to settle. Outside the door, hurried footsteps faded down the hallway. Whatever the eastern patrol had brought back was serious enough to pull Ronan away mid-conversation.I exhaled slowly and leaned my hip against the edge of the desk.“You should sit,” I said.Kael gave a weak, almost self-mocking huff. “You’re the second person to tell me that today.”“Then maybe listen.”He didn’t sit. Instead he moved closer to the window, bracing one hand against the frame as if the wood could keep him upright. Sunlight cut across his face and made the shadows under his eyes look deeper. The curse was visible on him in a way it hadn’t been the first night, a quiet, relentless erosion.“He’s not wrong about
The door closed behind Ronan with a soft, decisive click.For a moment no one spoke. The guest room, which had felt spacious only minutes earlier, now seemed too small to hold the three of us and the history that came with us. The air grew heavier, charged with the conflicting scents of two Alphas and the restless energy of a damaged bond that didn’t know which direction to pull.Kael was still standing near the center of the room, shoulders tight, golden eyes locked on his brother. I remained closer to the window, arms at my sides, refusing to look cornered even though every instinct in my body had gone sharp and alert. Ronan didn’t move far from the door. He simply stood there, calm and still, silver eyes taking in the scene with quiet calculation.“You left your room,” Ronan said to Kael. His voice was even, but there was steel under it. “After what happened this morning.”Kael’s jaw flexed. “I needed to talk to her.”“And you decided the best way to do that was to drag the bond ba
I didn’t move at first. Kael’s voice on the other side of the door had frozen something in my chest. The rejected bond reacted instantly, a low, painful pull that made my breath catch. I remained sitting on the floor with my back against the wood, staring at the opposite wall, while the silence stretched. Another soft knock came. Not demanding. Almost careful. “Seren,” he said again. My name sounded rough in his throat, like it had scraped its way out. “I know you’re there.” I closed my eyes. Part of me wanted to stay silent until he left. A larger part of me knew that avoiding him would only delay something inevitable. I had come back for answers. Hiding from the man at the center of those answers was cowardice, and I had already spent enough years running. I stood. My hand hovered over the lock for a second before I turned it and opened the door. Kael stood in the hallway, one shoulder braced lightly against the opposite wall as if he needed the support. He looked worse than
I didn’t go back to the guest room right away.Instead, I walked the long way through the quieter parts of the house, letting my boots carry me without a clear destination. The rejected bond had settled into a low, constant throb, not sharp enough to double me over, but present enough that I couldn’t forget it for even a minute. It sat behind my ribs like a second heartbeat that didn’t belong to me.Every wolf I passed looked at me.Some tried to be subtle about it. Others didn’t bother. A pair of younger pack members near the library entrance went silent when I walked by. An older woman carrying linens paused mid-step and openly studied my face, as if trying to match me to the broken girl who had left three years ago. I kept my expression neutral and my chin level. Let them look. Let them wonder. I had survived worse than curiosity.Still, the weight of their attention pressed against my skin.I ended up in the old training yard behind the east wing. The space was empty at this hour.
The hallway felt too narrow.I walked without knowing exactly where I was going, only that I needed distance from the door Ronan had just closed. My pulse still hammered in my throat. The rejected bond throbbed with a dull, nauseating rhythm, like a bruise being pressed over and over. Every few steps I had to force air into my lungs slowly, carefully, the way I had taught myself years ago when the pain of the rejection used to wake me in the middle of the night.Ronan followed. He didn’t speak at first. His presence stayed a few measured paces behind me, close enough that I could feel him, far enough that it didn’t feel like he was herding me. The control in that distance made my jaw tighten.I stopped near a tall window at the end of the corridor and braced one hand against the cool stone sill. Outside, the morning light had sharpened. The forest beyond the estate looked deceptively peaceful. Sunlight moved through the high branches in soft gold fragments. It felt wrong that the worl
The roar tore through the house like something being ripped open.I felt it in my teeth. In the hollow of my chest. In the old, rejected bond that suddenly clenched so hard I lost my breath mid-step. The pain was white and sharp, blooming behind my ribs as if someone had driven a heated blade between them and twisted. My hand flew to the wall for balance. The wood was cool under my palm. Solid. Real. Everything else felt like it was tilting.Ronan was already ahead of me, taking the stairs three at a time. I forced my legs to move. My boots struck the steps hard. The air in the stairwell felt thicker, charged with the metallic taste of panic and the heavy, unmistakable scent of an Alpha in distress. My wolf surged forward so violently I had to grit my teeth to keep her from ripping control away from me.*Kael.*I hated that his name still came first.The closer we got, the worse it became. The bond wasn’t just aching now, it was screaming. Every pulse of it carried echoes of heat and







