ANMELDENThe moment the doors closed behind me, the scent of the Blackthorn mansion wrapped around my throat like a hand.
Pine. Dark wood. Rain. And underneath it all, the unmistakable musk of two powerful Alphas who had lived under the same roof for too long. My wolf recoiled and then pressed forward at the same time, confused and restless. She remembered this place. She remembered the night the bond snapped and left us bleeding on the inside. I forced my breathing to stay slow. Ronan walked ahead of me without looking back, his steps silent despite his size. The hallway stretched long and dimly lit, portraits of past Alphas watching from the walls like they already knew I didn’t belong here anymore. My boots made soft sounds against the polished floor. Every step felt heavier than the last. “You changed,” Ronan said suddenly, still not turning around. “People do when they’re left to rot,” I answered. He stopped walking. The silence that followed was thick enough to taste. When he finally glanced over his shoulder, those silver eyes moved over me slowly not in the way men usually looked at women, but in the way a predator measured something it had already claimed in its mind. “You smell different,” he said quietly. “Stronger. Colder.” “Good.” A ghost of something, not quite a smile touched the corner of his mouth. Then he turned and kept walking. We passed the main staircase. My eyes lifted against my will toward the second floor. Somewhere up there, Kael was waiting. The rejected bond pulsed once, weak and ugly, like a bruise being pressed. I clenched my jaw until it ached and kept my gaze forward. Ronan pushed open the doors to the study. The room was darker than I remembered. Heavy curtains blocked most of the moonlight. A fire burned low in the hearth, throwing restless shadows across the walls. The air felt thick, almost humid, carrying the scent of old books, whiskey, and something sharper, sickness. Kael sat in the large armchair near the fire. For a moment I couldn’t move. He was still beautiful. That was the cruelest part. The same dark hair, the same sharp jaw, the same mouth that had once smiled at me like I was the only thing in the world worth looking at. But the gold in his eyes had dulled. His skin looked paler. There was a thinness to his frame that hadn’t been there before, as if something inside him was slowly eating its way out. The rejected bond twisted hard in my chest. I hated that it still existed. I hated that it still hurt. Kael’s eyes locked onto mine. For several long seconds neither of us spoke. The fire cracked. Somewhere in the house a clock ticked. My wolf let out a low, wounded sound that only I could hear. “Seren,” he said. His voice was rougher than I remembered. Quieter. I stayed by the door. I didn’t step closer. “You look like hell,” I said. A humorless breath left him. “You look like you survived me.” The words landed heavier than they should have. I felt them in my stomach, in the back of my throat, in the place where the bond still sat like a scar that refused to fade. I curled my fingers into the fabric of my coat so he wouldn’t see them tremble. Ronan moved to the side of the room, leaning against the wall with his arms crossed. He didn’t interrupt. He simply watched. The weight of his stare made the air feel tighter. Kael’s gaze dropped for a moment, then returned to my face. “I didn’t think you would come back.” “I didn’t come back for you.” The silence that followed was sharp. I saw the exact second the words hit him. Something raw flickered across his face before he locked it down again. His hands tightened on the arms of the chair until the leather creaked. “Then why are you here?” he asked. I could have lied. I could have given him a clean, cold answer. Instead I let the truth sit on my tongue for a moment, tasting the bitterness of it. “Because I wanted to look you in the eyes,” I said, “and make sure you knew I didn’t break.” Kael’s throat moved as he swallowed. The firelight carved hollows under his cheekbones. For the first time, I noticed the slight tremor in his fingers. Ronan’s voice cut through the tension like a blade. “She’s not here to soothe your guilt, brother.” He pushed off the wall and walked closer, stopping just behind my right shoulder. Close enough that I could feel the heat of him. “She’s here because the pack is fracturing. And because the curse is getting worse.” My head turned slightly. “Curse?” Kael’s jaw tightened. He didn’t look at Ronan. He kept his eyes on me, as if looking away would cost him something. “You feel it, don’t you?” Ronan asked quietly, speaking near my ear. “The bond. It’s still there. Even after he rejected you. That’s not normal, Seren. Nothing about this is normal.” The rejected bond pulsed again, harder this time, like it was answering him. I took a slow step forward, just one, and watched Kael’s entire body tense. “What did you do?” I asked him. Kael held my stare. For a moment I saw the boy I used to know, the one who had promised me forever under the full moon, buried under three years of regret and something darker. “I tried to protect you,” he said. The laugh that left me was quiet and sharp. “By destroying me in front of everyone?” His eyes closed briefly. When they opened again, the gold looked almost feverish. “If I hadn’t rejected you that night,” he said, voice low, “you would already be dead.” The words dropped into the room like a body hitting the floor. Behind me, Ronan went completely still. And the bond between Kael and me, the one that should have died three years ago flared so hard I had to bite the inside of my cheek to keep from making a sound.The door closed behind Ronan with a soft, decisive click.For a moment no one spoke. The guest room, which had felt spacious only minutes earlier, now seemed too small to hold the three of us and the history that came with us. The air grew heavier, charged with the conflicting scents of two Alphas and the restless energy of a damaged bond that didn’t know which direction to pull.Kael was still standing near the center of the room, shoulders tight, golden eyes locked on his brother. I remained closer to the window, arms at my sides, refusing to look cornered even though every instinct in my body had gone sharp and alert. Ronan didn’t move far from the door. He simply stood there, calm and still, silver eyes taking in the scene with quiet calculation.“You left your room,” Ronan said to Kael. His voice was even, but there was steel under it. “After what happened this morning.”Kael’s jaw flexed. “I needed to talk to her.”“And you decided the best way to do that was to drag the bond ba
I didn’t move at first. Kael’s voice on the other side of the door had frozen something in my chest. The rejected bond reacted instantly, a low, painful pull that made my breath catch. I remained sitting on the floor with my back against the wood, staring at the opposite wall, while the silence stretched. Another soft knock came. Not demanding. Almost careful. “Seren,” he said again. My name sounded rough in his throat, like it had scraped its way out. “I know you’re there.” I closed my eyes. Part of me wanted to stay silent until he left. A larger part of me knew that avoiding him would only delay something inevitable. I had come back for answers. Hiding from the man at the center of those answers was cowardice, and I had already spent enough years running. I stood. My hand hovered over the lock for a second before I turned it and opened the door. Kael stood in the hallway, one shoulder braced lightly against the opposite wall as if he needed the support. He looked worse than
I didn’t go back to the guest room right away.Instead, I walked the long way through the quieter parts of the house, letting my boots carry me without a clear destination. The rejected bond had settled into a low, constant throb, not sharp enough to double me over, but present enough that I couldn’t forget it for even a minute. It sat behind my ribs like a second heartbeat that didn’t belong to me.Every wolf I passed looked at me.Some tried to be subtle about it. Others didn’t bother. A pair of younger pack members near the library entrance went silent when I walked by. An older woman carrying linens paused mid-step and openly studied my face, as if trying to match me to the broken girl who had left three years ago. I kept my expression neutral and my chin level. Let them look. Let them wonder. I had survived worse than curiosity.Still, the weight of their attention pressed against my skin.I ended up in the old training yard behind the east wing. The space was empty at this hour.
The hallway felt too narrow.I walked without knowing exactly where I was going, only that I needed distance from the door Ronan had just closed. My pulse still hammered in my throat. The rejected bond throbbed with a dull, nauseating rhythm, like a bruise being pressed over and over. Every few steps I had to force air into my lungs slowly, carefully, the way I had taught myself years ago when the pain of the rejection used to wake me in the middle of the night.Ronan followed. He didn’t speak at first. His presence stayed a few measured paces behind me, close enough that I could feel him, far enough that it didn’t feel like he was herding me. The control in that distance made my jaw tighten.I stopped near a tall window at the end of the corridor and braced one hand against the cool stone sill. Outside, the morning light had sharpened. The forest beyond the estate looked deceptively peaceful. Sunlight moved through the high branches in soft gold fragments. It felt wrong that the worl
The roar tore through the house like something being ripped open.I felt it in my teeth. In the hollow of my chest. In the old, rejected bond that suddenly clenched so hard I lost my breath mid-step. The pain was white and sharp, blooming behind my ribs as if someone had driven a heated blade between them and twisted. My hand flew to the wall for balance. The wood was cool under my palm. Solid. Real. Everything else felt like it was tilting.Ronan was already ahead of me, taking the stairs three at a time. I forced my legs to move. My boots struck the steps hard. The air in the stairwell felt thicker, charged with the metallic taste of panic and the heavy, unmistakable scent of an Alpha in distress. My wolf surged forward so violently I had to grit my teeth to keep her from ripping control away from me.*Kael.*I hated that his name still came first.The closer we got, the worse it became. The bond wasn’t just aching now, it was screaming. Every pulse of it carried echoes of heat and
Sleep did not give me peace.I drifted in and out of shallow, restless stretches of darkness, always pulled back by the low, stubborn pulse of the rejected bond. It felt different now that I was on Blackthorn land again, not just present, but aware. Like it had been waiting for me to return so it could start aching properly.When I finally opened my eyes, pale morning light was pushing through the gap in the curtains. For a few seconds I stayed completely still, listening. The house was no longer quiet. Distant footsteps moved through the halls. Low voices passed somewhere below. The pack was awake, and they knew I was here.I sat up slowly.My body felt heavy, the way it used to after long training sessions when I was younger. I dragged a hand down my face and forced myself to stand. The glass of water Ronan had left the night before still sat on the table, untouched. I picked it up and drank it in three long swallows, more out of defiance than thirst.I changed into clean black clot







