LOGINARIA POV
Pills and potions, idle chatter and misguided counsels—none of it is sufficient to anchor my recovery. I am alone in another man’s fantasy script.
Thinking of my wishes and ambitions for when I’m older—No. I didn’t have any. I was just a wandering girl, tossed about by the winds of fate, inexperienced with the bumps and loops of life.
It’s a cruel world out here, and I am not equipped with the skill set to navigate its terrain. This and more flood my mind when the beeping sound of the clinic jolts me back to reality.
“Wake up, sleeping beauty. How are you feeling today?” Her remarks always give me the chills.
What the hell? I stare at the doctor as she smiles in a strange, unsettling way.“Where am I, and why am I here?” I ask hysterically.
“The emperor found you and rescued you from the chains of vagrancy,” the doctor says as she caresses my head.
The chills return. What the hell is wrong with this woman? And why does she use such a condescending word on me? Who told her I had no purpose—that I wandered like the wind until he found me? But deep down, I know she isn’t entirely wrong.
“So, I need you to chew on this while I run some tests on you,” she adds.
I scoff. “As if I have a choice.”
“Pardon?” she replies.
A wave of fear sneaks under my skin, but I summon the courage to speak. “Yeah. I don’t have a choice. Why would I? Seeing that you handcuffed me and chained my hands to the bed.”
“Oh, I’m sorry about that,” she replies calmly. “The emperor wouldn’t want you to do anything stupid. He fears you might take to your heels once you get better.”
My thoughts spiral as my emotions run wild. Were they all subjected to this kind of treatment? Would they be chained, locked up, or punished if they decided to opt out and elope one day? Is this what pack life looks like?
These thoughts ambush my mind like a panther lurking in the shadows as I stare at the doctor.
“Well, you are looking much better than yesterday. If you are patient and stick to your meds, you should be out of here in no time,” the doctor sighs as she ties the back of her hair into a ponytail.
My mother always wanted us to come under a pack; she claimed they would provide the covering and security we desperately needed. It was a scary season, because I was secretly grateful whenever we were kicked out of any pack she intended to join.
This was the reason for her demise, because we were safe until she embarked on the forbidden journey and lost her life on the road.
I wish she were here—oh, how I desperately crave her presence, how I long to hear her voice, even if it is just one last time. Tomorrow is my eighteenth birthday, a remarkable episode in the prolix narrative of my life, and I wish to share every moment with her.
I hold back the tears in my eyes; people will think I am weak if I let it rain.
“Hello, Aria,” the doctor’s call snaps me back to reality.
“Of course, I will stick to your prescription,” I nod in acceptance.
“Emperor Bond would be here in a minute. Please, behave yourself,” she concludes.
My mind bolts into panic. I stare at the handcuffs on my hands, and my tongue tastes sour. I feel my skin crawl as my hair stands on end. I cannot fathom whether I am excited or just scared of him.
Then the door creaks open in an instant, and Bond walks in with a smirk on his face.
He walks in briskly, in an odd fashion. “Oh, you are alive. How are you feeling, though?”
“I’ve been awake for hours now,” I reply, staring at him in disgust.
He holds his chin. “You don’t have to be so sour, though.”
“What do you want from me?” I ask in frustration. I am in awe—this emperor spent years chasing down my dad and me, and I didn’t think it was just because I was fated to him.
He stares at me for a long time, trying to figure something out from my eyes. “It’s really astonishing for someone to speak to me in such a manner,” he replies.
“I don’t really care, and as soon as you take these chains off me, I’m going to bounce. Honestly, I don’t even know why you wouldn’t give up. You chased me to the ends of the earth, killed my father, and you let my mother die,” I glare at him.
He turns to the doctor. “Get me something to drink,” he says, as he collapses into the couch next to the bed.
“Look, Aria, your dad was a traitor. He betrayed my father, joined an alliance to kill my father, and destroy my empire. As for killing your dad, he didn’t give me an option. He knew the penalties for his actions, and he still did it. Even when I offered him amnesty, he refused to take it.”
He stares at me to see my reaction, then he continues. “Your dad attacked me first, and I had to do the needful. As for your mum, I had no hand in her death. It was your and her decision to make.”
“What the hell?” I protest. “You let her die.”
“Maybe your mum deserved it. I am the King of Alphas, an emperor feared all over the world, but your mother wanted to keep you away from me.”
I feel my heart beat rapidly as a rage of fury gathers all over my chest. I clench my fists as my fingers sink deep into my skin, and I grit my teeth.
I piece my words together as I stare at him in anger. “You bastard. She hated you, and it’s your fault. You don’t deserve to be worshipped or revered.”
He stands up from his chair. I feel the air in the room tightening as a wave of thunder strikes the building. His fists clench, his eyes are bloodshot, and his movements are swift as he launches at me.
ARIA POVThe racing in my heart continues, that unsettling feeling when a loved one is about to get killed. I don’t know what manner of perverted connection I have with Williams, but I am unwilling to see him drown in the blood of the defeated in this arena.The roars from the crowd worsen the situation. Their constant bickering, cheers, curses, and vulgar words plunge me into another realm of despair, but Emperor Bond seems to be enjoying the show.He chatters away with Damon, pointing fingers and sipping wine occasionally.Why… why the bloodshed for a meaningless cause? It is indeed meaningless to me because I couldn’t imagine putting my life on the line just to get on someone’s good graces, to be an escort or an emissary to the Emperor.It is even a way of putting yourself in harm’s way, but I guess these fighters share a different school of thought. They don’t mind. They fought their way into the competition, destroying anyone that tried to stand in their path.The singing monkey
Aria POVThe night is still young.The arena is meant to be fun, a place to relax, enjoy the show, and forget myself, and mentally prepare for the journey to the capital, but the tension from the mate bond totally changes the trajectory of things.The more I stare at him, the more panicked I feel. He looks away briefly, but the pressure doesn’t get any less.“Do you feel it?” I couldn’t help but whisper.“Of course I do,” he whispers almost immediately.My eyes widen in self-doubt. How did he read my thoughts? The mumbled sound I made was incoherent to anyone’s ears. Even I couldn’t fully comprehend what I said. In this instant, I realise something, something dangerous.When he whispers back, I feel both excited and surprised. Emperor Bond can communicate with me mysteriously. He can effectively speak to me, listen to my words, and nobody could decode what manner of conversation we just had.“How did you hear me whisper? Can you read my thoughts?” I ask in the same quiet manner. This
Aria POV“So, what was all the fuss about? What if I answered you that way?” I snort at her dismissively.But she persists, and I realise this can’t be settled if I keep avoiding it.When she tries to kneel, I hold her up as I make a promise. “Alright, accompany me to the gallery upstairs, help me select a gown for tonight’s event, and you’ll be my escort to the Arena when the show begins. Before dawn, I’ll tell you all I know about your brother. How about that?”Lyra rushes and hugs me tightly as if she has found her long-lost best friend. Her breast is so soft, and her voice is so sweet. “Thank you so much. I promise to make your stay here intriguing and exciting till you return to the capital. Do you know that the fortress curtains were built with flicks' skin? Do you know that—”This girl is completely different from me. Her hug makes me feel loved; nobody has hugged me like that since I was a kid. Her breast is so warm, her voice is so sweet and feminine. And to crown it all, she
ARIA POVHe inhales deeply, “Get off me.”And in the blink of an eye, he bolts out of the bathroom. I hear him mutter those words.“I can't take advantage of a sick woman,” he mumbles.I crave his touch at the moment, but immediately, he leaves the bathroom, and I feel offended. That deep hatred washes over me.Why won’t he let me have clarity? This little unorthodox stunt I pull opens up my injuries a little. I feel pain all over my joints. I stabilise my movement on the shower stand and allow the warm water to wash my pain away.That night, he lets me sleep alone as he avoids further questions. I guess he doesn’t want to see me in pain, or it’s probably the way I make him feel.Was it a defence mechanism? Well, I have a whole lifetime to find out.I hug the duvet and drift into the abyss of fantasy. My night is cosy, but the nightmares aren’t. Flashes of recent bitter events invade my night with ugly possibilities.I try to distinguish reality from the mysterious as I travel in and
Aria POVWhat kind of monster is he? How does he snap someone’s neck in seconds? How does he rip out one’s heart without even breaking a sweat, and then smile as if nothing happened?This doesn’t sit well with me at all. I want to protest, damn, I want to scream, but I have already lost a lot of blood. My consciousness fades away like a lucky antelope desperately escaping from a wild leopard.He brings me back to the Bloodymoon pack and sets me up in a more secluded room. It is just as glamorous as the former, only this particular room is high upstairs and more fortified to prevent escape or attack from external forces.His knock invades my mind like a gong. “How are you feeling, mi-lady?” he says.“Get out!” I reply.He frowns slightly.“Ungrateful. I never intended to stay. Your wounds are severe; the doctor should be here in ten minutes.” He walks off without even looking back. He doesn’t even care if I am alright, how could he just take my words for it?How could he just assume th
EMPEROR BONDS POVI saved Aria from captivity.Yes, she was a slave. A slave to her parents’ biddings, a captive to their hopes and ambitions. She was a pawn in their grand scheme, blindly following the life they chose for her.She was so inspired, trapped inside somebody’s dream, too close to the fire, yet cold and numb with pain.She didn’t have a life of her own; that was why I was confident that even if she resented me, she would eventually stay. The future I planned for her was far greener than the illusion of freedom she dearly held onto, but I guess I was so wrong.After her mother was brutally murdered, I took her in and tended to her wounds, but she hated me even more. I could see the indignation in her eyes whenever she stared at me.She was my weakness and my redemption.That remarkable night, after her condition stabilised, she used her words to stab me with a thousand daggers. I felt the greatest rage when she spoke those damnable words at me. I snapped and almost took he







