CHAPTER 38 PART II

“Please Husband, our baby is dying, please.” I cried out so desperately with my heart tearing apart. The door was slammed so hard I flinched, hearing it lock behind him. My hands shook with me collapsing on the floor. I had nothing else to say, had no other plan. I had failed my little angel, maybe if I had told him sooner then this would not have happened. Maybe if I had not emptied the bottle of poison, I would have had a fair chance of convincing him. Guilt and loss ate at me with me seeing no way out.

I lay on the cold floor, drifting in and out of consciousness. I lost the sense of time as everything span all around me. I kept drifting off to this dark place that had my skin shudder, it smelt and felt like death, having me kick and fight to get out. The darkness was pulling me in with the screams loud in my ears so I fought harder and harder to get out. I could not give up, I could not give up just yet. I had to fight for