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CHAPTER SIXTY-ONE: COWARD
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2026-01-06 21:59:16
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RUIN MY 4.0 CHAPTER 103: WAR
Nikolai’s POV The movie played on the massive screen but my attention remained on the man curled against my side. I'd managed to convince him to skip the seminar orientation he had today so I could spend the day with him. Aiden’s head rested on my chest, his arm draped over my stomach, tracing patterns on my skin through my t-shirt. Every few minutes he’d laugh at something on screen, and the sound made something warm bloom in my chest. Aiden shifted, tilting his head up to look at me. “Don’t you have work to do?” he asked, raising his eyebrows. “You know… being the big bad Don and all?” I tightened my arm around his shoulders and pressed a kiss to his temple. “I do. A lot of it actually.” “Then why are you still here watching terrible action movies with me?” I smiled against his hair. “Because I want to be with you. Work can wait.” Aiden’s cheeks flushed that pretty pink I loved. He hid his face against my chest, mumbling, “You’re romantic when you want to be.” “Only
RUIN MY 4.0 CHAPTER 102: DOUBTS
Aiden’s POV“Who am I?” I scoffed. “I should be asking you that. Who the hell are you and why do you have a key to Nikolai’s place?”She blinked, clearly caught off guard. Her striking green eyes flicked over me again — taking in Nikolai’s oversized black button-down, my messy bed-hair, and my bare legs. Something like realization crossed her face.“I’m Ashley,” she said. “I’ve known Nikolai since we were kids. I just came to bring him breakfast. He forgets to eat when he’s stressed.”“You just… let yourself in? And why do you call him Niko?”Before she could answer, heavy footsteps sounded on the stairs.Nikolai appeared at the top, wearing only low gray sweatpants, his hair still tousled from sleep. The second he saw us standing there, his entire expression darkened.“Ashley,” he growled, his voice low as he came down the stairs two at a time. “What the fuck are you doing here?”She turned toward him with a small sigh, holding up the paper bag like it explained everything. “I brou
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Nikolai’s POVThe city lights shone across the ceiling of the bedroom, but my eyes were fixed on the man in my arms.Aiden was sprawled half on top of me, his head tucked under my chin and a leg thrown over my leg. His skin was still warm and slightly damp from sweat. Every breath he took brushed across my collarbone.Our hearts were beating in perfect sync.After four years of loneliness, this felt like a dream.I tightened my arm around his waist, pulling him impossibly closer. My other hand traced lazy circles along the smooth line of his spine. Aiden shifted, nuzzling deeper into my chest with a soft, contented hum.“You’re smiling,” he murmured, his voice sleepy.“Am I?” I pressed a kiss to the top of his head. “I didn’t notice.”“You are. I can feel it.”I chuckled quietly, the sound rumbling through both of us. “Guilty. I’m so happy, malysh. I’m happier than I’ve been in four years.”He tilted his head up just enough to look at me. Those warm brown eyes were soft. “Me too,” he
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