LOGINMy mother always says, "Children are like little tree branches. If you don't prune them, they'll grow crooked." I'm the tree that's been pruned until nothing but the trunk remains. Ever since I was five, I've been told not to laugh when I'm happy because it means I'm getting carried away with myself. I'm not allowed to cry when someone bullies me because, as my mother says, "There is no smoke without fire." In other words, if I'm being bullied, I must have done something to deserve it. When I score 98 on a test, my parents only ask, "How did you lose those two points? Did you get complacent and make mistakes?" When relatives praise me for being well-behaved, my parents interrupt them in front of everyone and say, "She's just putting on an act. She's an absolute lazy bum at home. Don't let her fool you." Over time, I learn to bury every emotion deep inside and turn myself into the perfect creation my parents want me to be.
View MoreTen years after my death, the New Buds Project moved into a much larger building.The first floor had a help room staffed around the clock. The second floor housed temporary accommodations. Every room had a lock on the door. The children living there kept their own keys. Staff members weren't allowed to enter without permission.At the end of the hallway stood a red cabinet. There were no diaries or suicide notes inside—only letters sent back by children who had successfully left their abusive homes."I got into college.""I found a job.""I celebrated my birthday on my own for the first time.""Now I can close my door and sleep without anyone kicking it down.""I'm still alive."Those three words appeared more often than any others.The boy who'd once been locked out on the balcony eventually moved north to attend school. He even chose a new name for himself.He chose the name Lazarus to symbolize a fresh start. He said it wasn't to remind himself of what he'd once conside
In the seventh year since the New Buds Project was founded, it received an unusual plea for help.The sender left no name. There was only one sentence."If a child dies, will their parents finally regret what they did?"Following protocol, a staff member replied and asked for an address and contact information.The sender didn't respond. The following night, another message arrived. This time, it included a photograph.It showed a window fitted with iron bars. Frost had formed on the other side of the glass.The moment Kendra looked at the picture, her expression shifted. She remembered the balcony in my home. She also remembered the storage room where her own father had once locked her in.She didn't wait for a third message. Using the building signs visible in the photograph, the technical team narrowed the location down to an old apartment building in the northern part of the city.Kendra took a team of staff members and the police with her. They searched the buildings one b
Two years later, Dad was released from prison.Seven years in there had left his back noticeably hunched. His hair had turned almost completely white, and he still limped slightly on his right leg when he walked.He didn't go looking for Mom. He didn't go to Aunt Janey's house, either. Instead, he rented a room less than 100 square feet in a suburb and found work at a scrap yard.He used to care more than anything about what other people thought of him. Now, everyone in the neighborhood knew why he'd gone to prison.Some people pointed at him as he walked past and called him a monster. Others dug up news reports about me and showed them to new workers at the scrap yard.Dad never argued with anyone.Every night, he searched through piles of discarded materials for notebooks that hadn't been completely ruined. He wiped them clean and arranged them neatly beside his bed. However, he never dared to write a single word in them.On the seventh day after his release, he went to the po
The livestream shot to the top of the trending charts.Overnight, the remorseful image Mom had worked so hard to build fell apart completely. The publisher terminated its partnership with her. The platform revoked her livestreaming privileges. People who had once called her a "great mother" began demanding refunds.Mom hid in her rented apartment, afraid to go outside. Still, she didn't think she'd done anything wrong. She created an anonymous account and posted a lengthy statement.She wrote, "I admit my parenting methods weren't perfect, but who can understand a mother's good intentions? Shiloh was withdrawn from a young age. Her father and I gave her everything we had. If her aunt hadn't kept turning her against us, she never would have grown to hate her own parents."At the end of the post, she uploaded several pages from my diary."I hate this family. Sometimes, I wish they'd all disappear. I don't want to be their daughter anymore."She drew red lines beneath those sentence


















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