Apology Not Accepted
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I still haven't apologized to him when I lied to him about being a babysitter, wore his clothes without HIS permission, baked the wrong sweets, kicked his huge crotch,...and even making him a villain in my nightmares?
Gosh, that's so evil of you, Kira!
Growl. I forgot that I was very hungry since a while ago but still, I don't want to go out of the room because maybe he was just waiting outside for me and I don't want to risk it. I'll just imagine food while sitting on the floor.
He'll probably see me dead before he could even get the phone first.
"Ugh." My side was slumping on the door, my eyelids heavy and my stomach empty. Oh wow, now it's rhyming. Am I really like this when I'm hungry?
I jumped on my seat when I heard footsteps coming. He stopped right in front of my door a
Trade• • • • •I'm scared. Will he be the man of the nightmare that I had last time? Where he did atrocious things to me?I closed my eyes and waited for his pervert hand to touch my skin. My whole body was trembling, making it difficult to move my hands, and leaving me with no choice but to wait for what's to happen next but nothing happened.I didn't feel anything.Is he making fun of me? Is he waiting for me to open my eyes and then, let me witness how he'd mercilessly touch me? O my gosh, I hope he isn't that type of person.I tried to peek and opened my eyes widely when I saw the phone in his hand. Oh, god. The phone probably slipped out of my t-shirt, the reason how he got it without touching my skin. Thank God.His grip on me suddenly loosened so, I freed my hand and reached for the pho
Shopping• • • • •"What are you doing?" He asked while I was silently following him from behind.Starting today, I'd follow him everywhere he would go. It's for me to see where he had hidden my phone and it is also to make sure that he would accidentally misplace the phone after he leaves.But as usual, it was not easy for me.I have decided to follow him since yesterday. After he tricked me the other day, I was looking for him. Again. It made me so fed up when he was just sitting on the sofa while watching television. I asked him for my phone but he was playing dumb about it. He even finished all the cupcakes.I don't want to trust everything he says ever again.It's like I'm being a creep but I don't care. I don't even care what he thinks about me. About what I'm doing.I stayed silent as I followed him into the comfort room. I s
Rose• • • • •I feel myself starting to melt from everyone's stares so I glanced up at him but he showed no care about it and just looked straight ahead. I suddenly looked at the space between us. We're too close therefore I moved a bit far from him. I thought that he wouldn't care too but I was wrong, he noticed it and moved closer to me instead.I was about to distance myself from him again when he ordered me in his deep and strong voice, "don't.""But...""Don't listen to them. Listen to me." He said softly.I bit my lower lip and followed him. We stayed silent until we reached the supermarket. He faced me and said,"You know what you'll be searching for. I'll take care of the rest. Just hurry up and I'll meet you at the counter." He reminded me and left early by myself.I got a cart and started searching for the ingr
Popular• • • • •She really is making me irritated though so, I looked at the cashier again and she was still looking at Neal with hunger. She's making her movements slow, trying to get Neal's attention but he is just looking down at the goods in front of him.Noticing that it's getting a bit obstreperous around us and a lot of eyes watching us, I peeked through Neal's side and observed that the numbers of people falling in line are multiplying. I furrowed my eyebrows, noticing that most of them are females and are now gaping at Neal.Some are drooling over him and the others are trying to create some noises like fake coughing to get his attention but it didn't work. Even the gay bagger was doing the same thing as the others.Neal was just ignoring all of them though. It feels like, he has his own world and he's enjoying it. I moved closer to him. Well, seeing him in his current state, he won't notice a
Play What?• • • • •"I'm so bored." I sighed as I lay down on the floor, spreading my hands and feet and moving them up and down, like a butterfly.It's raining cats and dogs outside and I'm not in the mood of doing something else rather than laying down. It's making me sad since the rain will probably keep pouring and we can't go out today to buy something or go roam around somewhere.But I'm guessing that it still wouldn't happen since we bought a lot yesterday and also, I'm too tired of dealing with those vicious stares and gossips.Ugh, I should probably just sleep for the whole day. I love sleep so it shouldn't be a problem."Watch tv, then." He said without looking in my direction.As always, Neal is still sitting on his office swivel chair, getting very preoccupied with some business of his. He's always busy. Doesn't he have time for himself?
Gosh, Kira• • • • •"Never judge someone by the opinion of another."-unknown• • • • •"Play tag under the rain. It would be super fun!" With a toothy grin, I faced him. His forehead creased at my unbelievable suggestion."What are you, a five year old?" I rolled my eyes at him. "No killjoys, please. Let's go." I pulled him by the hand. He didn't complain and stayed quiet as I drag him out of the room.We went outside. He stopped by the door and looked at me, his emerald green eyes searching my face, hoping that what I had said earlier was merely a joke. But sadly, it wasn't.I didn't wait for him and ran outside. Looking up, the sky was a mixture of gray and black, the colors that I once hated the most. It reminded me of pain and mourning. Where my rainbow had decided to never show itself to me again. But today...today seems different as a smile crept up my face
Hot Choco• • • • •I want to slap myself for thinking about something so dirty and now my eyes were still glued on him. Shaking my head, I tried to forget about it and continued checking him out instead.What can I say? He's hot.I continued to relish at the sight without noticing that he was still standing there for a while now, displaying and flexing himself at me. He playfully smirked at me and so I raised my hands and covered my eyes."Put on some clothes, please." I scolded him. I peeked through my fingers as I watch him making his way to the closet. He got out a sleeveless t-shirt and shorts, also his underwear, and went inside the comfort room again.I lay on the bed, silently cursing myself for doing something so sinful. "Omg, Kira. You little shit. Now he'll think that he is so hot that his whole body is burning in lava." Well, it's true th
His Other Side• • • • •"When someone shows you who they are, believe them the first time."-Maya Angelou• • • •"Stop! Please, stop chasing me!" I shouted at the man who was after me. He was wearing a black hoodie; his face was all black and he was holding a very long ax.My feet started to feel numb after running for hours. It went on and on and I'm already running around in this seemingly endless empty black space in circles.If this is a nightmare, I hope it would be gone!I really want to wake myself up but I couldn't. The nightmare is preventing me from doing it.My mind was in total mess that I suddenly stumbled and fell to the ground. Oh crap, I can't stand up! It feels like something heavy was weighing me down, making my limbs numb from the pain it was causing me like it was real.On impulse, I glanced back at