Chapter 10

I felt so many things now. I feel like I've done so much wrong in my life. It feels like my head is just fooling me, making my anger grew... making me hate a person.

I feel guilty.

Yes, guilty. Guilty of so many things and to what I feel towards Madam G and also... him.

Hindi man lang muna ako nagtanong. Hindi man lang muna ako nag-usisa, kumausap. I let my anger fill me. I let my hatred eat me.

Tulog na si mama doon sa kama niya. Naroon din ako sa study table, nakasabunot sa buhok at hindi alam ang gagawin. Hindi ko magawang mag-aral na ganito ang nararamdaman ko.

Why, Solemn?

Why did you do that? Bakit hindi ka muna nagtanong!

"Argh! Bullshit..." I hissed silently bago marahang tumayo doon at lumabas ng kwarto.

Before I leave, hinalikan ko si mama sa noo at inayos ang kumot nya. I left in silence. Pumunta ako sa kwarto ko and immediately my eyes landed to my Evo helmet.

No.

... to his Evo helmet.

And to that, I remember what happen that lunch when he told the whole class that he wa