LOGINCASSIAN
Nightmares always came to me before dawn. Sometimes I thought it was my blood, some rotten thing in my veins that kept old ghosts close. Sometimes, I knew it was my fault for letting myself remember.
It started the way it always did. With her laughter echoing through the candlelit room, warm and melodic, like silver bells dancing on summer air. My ethereal form solidified as I materialized beside her bed, drawn by the familiar pull of mortal desire that had sustained me for centuries. But tonight felt different. Tonight, something was wrong.
Elena turned toward me, her dark eyes reflecting the flickering flames, and for a moment I saw not love but fear. "You're taking too much," she whispered, her voice already growing weak. "I can feel myself fading."
I reached for her, my supernatural beauty unmarred by the horror of what I was. "I cannot help what I am," I said, though my voice cracked with something I had never experienced before—remorse. "You knew what I was when you welcomed me."
Her skin, once flushed with life and passion, had grown pale as parchment. The vibrant woman who had laughed just moments before was withering before my eyes, her life force flowing into me like water through cupped hands. I tried to stop, tried to pull away, but the hunger was too strong, too deeply woven into my infernal nature.
"Please," she gasped, her fingers clutching weakly at my chest. "I love you, but you're killing me."
The room began to spin around us, reality bending as dreams do, and suddenly we were no longer in her cozy apartment but in a vast, empty cathedral made of shadows and regret. The stained glass windows depicted not saints, but moments of our time together—her first shy smile, our hands intertwined, her head resting on my shoulder as we watched the sunrise I could barely tolerate.
Blood began to seep from her lips, crimson against her pallid skin. "This is what love means to creatures like me," I said, though I fought against the words even as they left my mouth. "Destruction. Consumption. I warned you."
But even as I spoke, I was gathering her failing form into my arms, cradling her against my chest as if I could somehow hold her soul inside her body through sheer will. Her heartbeat, once strong and steady beneath my ear during our quiet moments, now fluttered like a dying bird.
"No," I breathed, the word tearing from my throat like a prayer I had no right to utter. "Not you. Not because of me."
Elena's hand found my face, her thumb tracing the sharp line of my cheekbone with infinite tenderness. "It's not your fault," she whispered, though we both knew it was a beautiful lie. "You are what you are. I chose this."
The blood was flowing freely now, staining her white nightgown, pooling beneath us on the cathedral floor. Her breathing came in short, desperate gasps, each one potentially her last. I pressed my forehead against hers, my own breathing ragged with grief I didn't know I could feel.
"I'm sorry," I said, the words foreign on my tongue. In centuries of existence, I had never apologized for my nature. "I'm so sorry, Elena."
She smiled then, even as crimson trickled from the corner of her mouth. "If reincarnation is real," she said, her voice barely a whisper now, "if souls really do find each other across lifetimes... I'll find you again. I promise."
Her hand slipped down to my palm, her thumb making one final, gentle circle against my skin: a gesture so human, so full of love and forgiveness that it shattered something fundamental inside me.
"I'll find you," she repeated, her eyes growing distant, "and maybe next time... maybe next time we can love each other without it meaning death."
Her hand went limp. Her chest stilled. The cathedral fell silent except for the sound of my own breathing and the steady drip of her blood onto ancient stone.
My scream tore through the dream like thunder, raw and primal and filled with a grief that echoed off the shadowed walls. I held her lifeless body against me, this mortal woman who had seen something worth loving in a creature born of darkness and hunger.
I woke up tangled in sheets that smelled of sweat and old incense. My hands gripped the mattress so hard my knuckles hurt. Sunlight pushed through the gap in the curtains, thin and gray. I dragged myself out of bed, wiped the sweat off my forehead, and stood in front of the cracked mirror. My eyes looked haunted. Same as always. My hair was a mess, but I didn’t care. The face in the mirror was a stranger. Some days, I hated him.
I got dressed. Black slacks, white shirt, tie knotted loose, jacket over my shoulders. Assistant Professor. Big title for a man who taught the children of fellow monsters how to play nice with each other. I tied my hair back, splashed water on my face, and stepped into the hall.
Nocturne Prep at six in the morning was a quiet place, the only time it didn’t feel hungry. The students were still sleeping off last night’s mischief, and the staff kept their voices low. I nodded at the night porter, who gave me the same suspicious look he always did, and made my way to the staff lounge for coffee.
The lounge was empty, thank the gods. The coffee was cold and bitter, but it did the job. I sat in the window seat, watching the crows pick at the rubbish in the courtyard. It should have felt peaceful, but my nerves were shot. The dream clung to me, sticking to my skin like cobwebs.
My phone buzzed. Headmistress Fox’s name flashed on the screen. My stomach tightened. She never called this early unless something had gone wrong.
“Rhys,” I answered, trying to sound awake.
“Cassian,” her voice was always calm, always polished, “I need you in my office. Now.”
I didn’t bother asking why. I dumped the coffee and walked the empty halls to her office. Every step echoed. Fox met me at the door, her hair pulled into a bun sharp enough to cut glass.
“She’s coming,” she said without preamble.
I blinked. “Who?”
“Alpha Magnus Vale’s other daughter. The bastard.” She said the word like it was a stain on her tongue. “Rae Vale. She’ll arrive today.”
Saraphina’s sister. The words made my gut twist. I pictured Saraphina again—her hair slicked with blood, her body sprawled at the foot of the girls’ dormitory. I’d been the first adult to reach her, pushing through a ring of gawking students. Her eyes had already glazed over.
I’d never really known her. Golden child, troublemaker, one of the Vales, always in the thick of some drama. The school moved quickly to smooth things over, to whisper about accidents, to bury rumors deep. Alpha Magnus wanted the incident forgotten as soon as possible. The House of Vale wanted another daughter in her place.
“She’s enrolling?” I asked, rubbing my forehead. The headache behind my eyes was coming back.
“Yes. Her integration needs to be seamless.” Fox’s tone left no room for argument. “Keep her safe. Keep the students from sniffing out her secrets. And make Alpha Magnus happy. We owe him.”
I wanted to protest, to remind Fox that Nocturne’s “young bloods” weren’t easily tamed. That they circled newcomers like sharks, especially the weak, the alone, the unwanted. But I kept my mouth shut. I was good at that.
“I’ll do what I can,” I said.
“Good. Be in my office in twenty minutes. I want you to show her around.”
I left, walking the halls without really seeing anything. My mind replayed the way Saraphina’s body looked when I found her, the way her blood soaked into the stone, the way everyone stepped back and pretended not to see. We never talked about it, not really. Death was a rumor here, not a lesson.
The rest of my morning blurred past. I graded a few essays, checked on a pair of students who’d nearly poisoned each other in the alchemy lab, and spent too long staring out my office window at the gray sky.
At the appointed time, I headed for Fox’s office. My footsteps felt heavier than usual. I wondered what this Rae would be like. If she was like her sister, or if she was something entirely different. Either way, she’d be walking into a nest of wolves, vampire, demons and anything that went bump in the night. I almost pitied her.
Fox’s door was slightly ajar. I could hear voices inside. I paused, took a breath, and pushed it open.
The first thing I noticed was the scent. Fresh, sharp, with a trace of wildflowers and something deeper beneath. It was the kind of scent that stuck with you, that burrowed under your skin and made your pulse quicken. My incubus senses flared without warning, a whisper deep inside urging me to pay attention.
It was not a warning of old. But it felt familiar. Something old. Something forgotten.
The girl standing in front of Fox was small, dressed in plain black, her shoulders tense like she was bracing for a blow. Her hair was dark and straight, tucked behind her ears, and her skin had that washed-out look of someone who hadn’t slept in days. She clutched a folder to her chest like it was the only thing keeping her upright.
I met her eyes, and the world tilted.
It wasn’t attraction. Not exactly. It was recognition. Something hot and cold surged through me at the same time. My mind was yanked back to the nightmare, to the cathedral where I said my goodbye to my love, the girl with the same wary eyes and haunted mouth.
She looked exactly like her.
My Queen.
My first love. The one who’d died in my arms, her blood on my hands, all those years ago. I saw her face in every dream, heard her laugh in every echo, felt her absence in every empty room. And here she was again, alive, breathing, staring at me like she was waiting for me to remember her name.
I froze. My body didn’t listen to me. My mouth went dry. A thousand memories crashed into each other behind my eyes. Her laughter in the moonlight, her hair tangled in my fingers, the promise I’d whispered against her skin. The way she’d looked at me right before she died, trusting me even as I failed her.
Rae Vale blinked, and the spell broke. She looked away, cheeks burning. Fox didn’t seem to notice my reaction.
“You called me, Headmistress Fox,” I managed, keeping my voice steady, even as my heart slammed in my chest.
“Yes,” Fox said, her tone back to business. “Thank you for coming so quickly, Professor. This is Rae Vale. She’s joining us today. I’d like you to show her around campus. You’re much better at making new students feel welcome than some of their peers.”
RAEI stared at the wall for a long time after saying those words out loud. After admitting I remembered everything. The silence between us felt heavy and wrong."I hate it," I said.Cassian looked at me. His eyebrows pulled together. "What?"The words started pouring out before I could stop them. "I used to fantasize about being strong. About not being at the bottom of the hierarchy. About people not treating me like I was fragile or broken or lesser just because I was an Omega." I laughed but it sounded bitter even to my own ears. "There really was nothing worse than being an Omega after all. That's what I thought. That's what I believed my entire life."I wrapped my arms tighter around myself. "But now I'm a spellweaver and an Enigma? It feels like so much power. Too much power. I even practically came back from the dead." My voice dropped to a whisper. "It's scary."Cassian didn't interrupt. He just watched me with those dark blue eyes that seemed to see right through me."I would
RAEHe didn't answer. He just stood there staring at me with an expression I couldn't read.I looked past him down the hallway. Students were walking around. Talking. Laughing. Someone was complaining about homework. Another person was asking about dinner plans.It was normal. Completely normal.But I remembered it differently. I remembered bodies on the floor. Torn clothes. Blood. The air thick with pheromones and panic and sexual violence."What is happening?" I whispered.Cassian glanced down the hall. Then he stepped into my room and closed the door behind him.The click of the lock made me flinch."No," he said quietly. "You're not supposed to remember.""But I do." I backed away from him. Put space between us. "I remember everything. The pheromones. The command. You and Luca and Kieran in my bed. I remember all of it."Cassian ran a hand through his hair. He looked shaken. Confused."That shouldn't be possible," he said. "Miyori and I, we summoned demons. Powerful ones. They wip
RAEI woke up gasping.My sheets were soaked with sweat. My body ached in places that made my stomach turn. I sat up too fast and my head spun.The room was empty.No Cassian. No Luca. No Kieran.Just me. Alone. In my bed with the curtains drawn and the door closed.I looked down at myself. I was wearing pajamas. Clean ones. My hair was damp like I'd showered recently but I couldn't remember doing that. I couldn't remember putting on these clothes either.My hands started shaking.Maybe it was a dream. A really vivid nightmare brought on by stress or bad food or something. That had to be it. There was no way I'd actually done those things. No way my wolf… or whatever that was… had taken control and released pheromones that turned the entire school into a scene from hell."How was it?"I screamed and fell off the bed.The beast stood in the corner of my room. It was massive. The size of a bear. Her fur was blood red and her eyes glowed like coals. She looked pleased with herself."Was
CASSIANThe demons materialized like smoke given form.Mnemosyne came first. She was tall, impossibly so, with skin that shifted between shadow and starlight. Her eyes were empty voids that somehow still managed to see everything. Memory incarnate. She wore robes that moved like liquid mercury, constantly flowing, constantly changing.Buer followed. He was smaller, compact, with too many limbs that folded and unfolded at angles that would make most stomach twist and turn when they looked at it. His face was kind though. Almost grandfatherly. That made him more terrifying somehow. Because Demons who looked kind were usually the worst ones.They both looked at Miyori first. Their expressions shifted. Recognition first. Then curiosity.But when they looked at me, Everything changed.Mnemosyne's empty eyes widened. Buer's too many limbs went still. They looked at each other and smiled.Those smiles made my blood run cold."Well," Mnemosyne said. Her voice sounded like a thousand whispers l
CASSIANThe memories hit me like a freight train.Rae's wolf. Her eyes. The way she'd moved. The command in her voice that made my demon sit up and beg. I remembered every second of it. Every touch. Every bite. The taste of blood in my mouth. The way Kieran and Luca had followed her call like puppets on strings.She wasn't an Omega.She was an Enigma.That word sat in my chest like a stone. Enigmas were supposed to be a myth, whispered in old tales about beings who could command the strongest Alphas and make Lunas kneel. No one really believed they ever existed and even if I knew werewolves, I too did not believe.But Rae was one of them.My stomach twisted. I looked down at her sleeping form. She looked so small. So innocent. Nothing like the creature that had pulled my innate demon side out and used me like a toy."We wipe everybody's memory."Miyori's words pulled me back to the present. I stared at her."Are you insane?""Probably." She crossed her arms. Her face was set. Determin
MIYORII shoved him off me and didn't think.I just acted.The magic came fast. Ice burst from my palms in jagged shards, slamming into Gregory's chest. The force knocked him backward. He hit the floor hard, screaming as frost spread across his skin.I was on him before he could recover. My knees hit the marble on either side of his torso. I grabbed his wrists, slammed them against the floor. The ice responded to my will, crawling up his arms, hardening into thick cuffs that anchored him to the ground."Stop fighting it," I said through gritted teeth.He thrashed beneath me. His strength was terrifying even now. The ice cracked. I poured more power into it, thickening the bonds. The cold spread up his arms, across his chest, encasing him in a crystalline prison.Gregory's eyes were wild. Unseeing. He bucked against the ice but it held."You'll be fine," I said. More to myself than to him. "You'll be fine."I stood up. My hands were shaking. That pull in my gut was still there, warm and







