“What the fuck?” He says looking up at me. “Are you expecting company?” I ask looking back at him. “No.” He says but he doesn’t move to go to the check the door. “Are you going to check who it is?” I say trying to move from under him but he doesn’t move. “It’s probably my brother.” He says looking between my legs longingly. “I think I should get dressed.” I say and he looks at me sadly. “I’m going to punch whoever is at the door.” He says looking at the hallway angrily. “I’m going to hug whoever is at the door.” I say and he smiles at me. “Saved by the bell?” He asks getting up and standing straight. “Yes.” I say getting dressed. He looks at me silent for a few seconds. The door bell rings again and he groans. He heads to the door leaving me sitting on his sofa. I breathe slowly trying to come down from the charged situation we just had. A few more seconds we would have been having sex. I didn’t think that one through. Can I jump into bed with him just like that? Shouldn’t I w
“Wait, so you had sex and then you ran away?” Noni asks staring at me confused. “Did he kick you out?” She asks looking at me her face scrunched up. “No, I told you. I left.” I say and she looks at me like what the hell girl? “Was the dick that bad?” She asks looking at me like she’s really trying to figure me out. “No, it was amazing.” I say feeling goose bumps form around my whole body. We had an amazing night. He was amazing; I have never had a night like that with anyone. My body is still buzzing from the way he made me explode. “Then why did you leave at the first sign of sunlight. If it was as good as your face is telling me it was then you would have stayed. I don’t get it, what went wrong?” he says concerned now. “I got overwhelmed. He made me feel things. I opened my eyes and panic set in. I didn’t know what to do. I saw the door and I ran.” I say feeling so open and exposed; I don’t know what to do with the way she’s looking at me. She looks like she’s judging me hard. I
“Hi.” Kane says when I come back into the house. “Hi.” I say walking to sit next to him. He looks at me smiling. “I missed you when I woke up this morning.” He says looking at me his eyes filled with intensity. His voice is low and calm but I can tell he’s holding back his emotions. “I know I should have said goodbye.” I say looking away. I feel bad for leaving him like that. “Or you could have not left.” He states looking at me closely. “Why did you leave?” He asks his brow wrinkling a little. “I…” I say and then the words leave me. He looks at me confused. “I got scared.” I say remembering Noni’s advice. I need to talk to him, tell him the truth and if he can’t handle it I’ll get rid of him faster. “Why were you scared? Did I come on to you too hard? I thought you wanted to.” He says looking at me with a look of horror on his face. “It’s not that, I wanted to, last night was incredible.” I say quickly trying to stop his mind from running. I don’t want him to think that he coer
“This looks and smells amazing.” I say sitting at the kitchen table Kane and my mother set up for our lunch. “Turns out Kane can really cook. I was just helping out.” My mother says smiling at him sweetly. They exchange a knowing look between them and I look at Kane curiously. He seems so comfortable around my mother. What happened in this kitchen in the last half an hour? “I picked up a few skills in Cuba.” He says smiling at me. “Well thank you both for making lunch.” I say smiling at both of them. “Shall I say grace?” My mother asks offering both of us her hands. “Sure.” I say taking her offered hand and bowing my head. She says the prayer and we start eating when she’s done. “Kane tells me you two have known each other for a long time.” She says and I look at Kane like what the hell dude? He looks at me confused. Why would he tell my mother that? She’s going to bring up all the times I sneaked out at night in high school. She and I would fight all the time when I sneaked out
“I wanted to thank you for allowing me to spend time with your mom.” Kane says looking up at me from his stove. “It was fun having you around. My mother can’t stop asking me about you.” I say and smile at me. “Really? I had such a time with her. I didn’t expect to enjoy her company like that.” He says and I nod in understanding. “I get that, you never know what people are like until you spend time with them.” I say and he looks at me thoughtful. He stops staring in the pot, closes it and then he looks at me in thought. “That’s not what I mean.” He says walking to sit down next to me. “Your mom made me feel like I matter. My mother died when I was young so we never got to have a relationship. And the older people I grew up around always had this air of authority and standoffishness about them. But your mom is so open; she didn’t distance herself from me.” He says looking at me closely to see if I get his meaning. “I’ve never had that before.” He says and I look at him with so many q
“Why are you so far from me?” I ask Shalom who is sitting at the edge of the bed looking at me nervously. “Come here.” I say offering my hand to her. She looks at it and then at me but she doesn’t move any closer. I can see in her eyes that she’s not sure and she’s hesitant. I know that she has some misgivings about me and my new single status. But that is not something she has to worry about. She’s who I want to be with, she’s right where she’s supposed to be. I’ve tried to let her know that everything that happened in the past has no effect on the now but she doesn’t seem to hear me. I know that it’s going to take more than words for her to trust me full and I get that I have some work to do, but I can’t lie and say that this is easy. I am holding myself back to give her the space to make her mind up about us, when all I want to do is grab her and make love to her forever. I want her so bad, every time I’m with her I wish we were naked and intertwined. My body is drawn to her,
“I want you.” I say talking through her kisses. She stops kissing me and looks me in my eyes. She starts taking off her top. I help her out of it and she helps me with mine. I help her out of her bra, leaning in to breast and greedily sucking it. “How can you sucking on my nipple feel so intense? I can feel it in my pussy.” She says panting loudly I suck on her breast harder and he gifts me an even louder moan. I turn my attention to her other nipple, giving it all the love. “I need to ride you while you suck on me like this.” She says and my cock almost jumps out of my pants. The image of her riding me flashed in my mind as soon as she said the words. “But first.” She says grabbing my head. “I need you naked. I need to see your beautiful body.” She says and I start to take off my clothes, she doesn’t need to tell me twice. I get rid of all my clothes so fast she giggles at me while she takes off the rest of her clothes. She had clothes to take off but I finished first. I love that
“Shalom.” Kane says softly. I turn my back to him, my body shaking. I can’t believe I was this careless. I had sex with him without protection. There so much wrong here. “ Shalom.” He repeats as I look around me for my clothes. I need to get out of here, I need to go think. I need space from him. I can never think straight when he’s around. “I need to get home. This can’t happen” I say finally. He stands up and reaches out for me. I move away from him but he grabs me by the waist. He gently pulls me to him and he sits on the bed. I try to get away from but he holds on. The more I try to get our of his hold the more I push my butt into his cock. The feel of his hardness is making me wet all over again. I shouldn’t be having these feelings right now. I feel his hand rub my belly slowly and gently. My pussy gets warm at his touch. I close my eyes asking for strength to get loose from him. He’s holding me but he’s not gripping onto me. I can get free if I want to. And I want to but it