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Reclaiming my love- A that supurses time Chapter 22 - Call me out
A month later “Did you take the test?” Noni asks staring at me. “Will you not talk so loud?” I say making her quiet down. “I don’t want my mother to hear us.” I add and she looks at me in shock. Her mouth opens and her eyes pop out. “So you are pregnant!” She says whispering a little too loud for my liking. “I didn’t say that” I say feeling my heartbeat picking up. I still can’t believe the test came out positive. I sat on my toilet a month and a half ago and stared at the pee stick in shock. How can I be pregnant? It took one oops and that was it for me. “You didn’t have to.” She says sitting next to me on my sofa. She touches my hand and the tears I’ve held in for the past month come rolling down my face “Oh, Shalom. You have to talk to him. You can’t act like he doesn’t exist.” She says pulling me in for a long hug. “I don’t know how. I don’t even know if he wants to see me or talk to me.” I say feeling so guilty for the way I acted that night. I treated him like a random d
Reclaiming my love- A that supurses time Chapter 23 - Hurt
I’m pregnant. I’m pregnant I’m pregnant The words keep replaying in my mind. I stare at her not sure what to say or do. I’ve dreamed of this moment for years. I’ve wanted to hear this woman say these words to me from the first moment I saw her. I take a step toward her but change my mind. My heart is in my throat. I don’t know if I can trust her or this moment right now. This feels like a dream I should be waking up from. The past month has been a nightmare. Seeing her in my kitchen is messing with my head. She broke my heart that night. I don’t know if I can let her in again. How can I trust that she won’t kill me this time? But at the same time I can’t tell her to go home. She’s carrying my child I look at her belly and fight the urge to walk to her and place my hand there. I want to touch her so bad. I want to be near her so bad. Every fibre in my body wants her. I was hoping my anger towards her would take away these feelings but they feel like they’re multiplied. “U
Reclaiming my love- A that supurses time Chapter 24 - From a distance
“Are you feeling sleepy?” Kane asks looking at me. I open my eyes and smile at him. We’ve been lying on his sofa for the past hour. It’s like we took the time to reconnect. With every second that passed I felt the anxiety I was holding in my body. I didn’t realize how much I needed to feel his energy around me. I can feel my body relax. His scent is the medicine for every symptom I have. I close my eyes and breathe him in. My phone rings suddenly. I get up to go get it but he stops me. “I’ll get it.” He says going to the kitchen. “It’s your mom.” He says handing me the phone. “Hi ma.” I say sitting up. “Are you okay?” She says and I feel guilty for leaving her like that. “Yes. I’m on my way back home.” I say getting up from the sofa. “No!” She says so suddenly it takes me by surprise. “You don’t need to come back. I’m okay. I just needed to check on you. Bye.” She says ending the call. “Is everything okay?” He asks when I stare at my phone in surprise. “Yes.” I say smiling at h
Reclaiming my love- A that supurses time Chapter 25 - Waffles
“I’m hungry.” I say out loud as I walk into Kane’s kitchen. I open the fridge and stare at the contents. I see eggs, milk and butter. My brain immediately goes to waffles. My mouth waters at the thought of eating fluffy and tasty clouds of goodness. “But does this man have a waffle maker?” I say looking around the kitchen. It takes a minute but I squeal when I find a waffle maker. I gather all of the ingredients I need and start mixing the dry ones in one bowl and the wet ingredients in the other. I plug in the waffle maker and a thought hits me, what if it doesn’t work? I would have done this prep for nothing. I say a little prayer before I turn it on. It has to work; I have my heart set on having waffles. I get happy when it turns on and it works. I take a moment to mix the wet ingredients into the dry and mix. Then I pour the mixture onto the waffle maker. I close it and wait. “This is going to be so good.” I say watching the waffles cook. I make sure to use the whole mixture b
Reclaiming my love- A that supurses time Chapter 26 - Confess
I walk through my front door and hear my mother wrestling around in the kitchen. I bet she decided the deep clean the whole place, even though it doesn’t need it. I close the door behind me and take a deep breath, this is it. I walk in that direction bracing myself for what might be the toughest conversation of my life. I’m nervous about telling her that I’m pregnant. My mother doesn’t believe in having kids outside of marriage. I can still remember the awkward and painful conversation she had with me when I was 17. She laid down the rules and put the fear in me. The weird thing is I had just lost my virginity and it was with Kane. I was terrified she had somehow found out what we had done but she didn’t know. She thinks I lost my virginity in my 20s. But today I have to tell Kane her that that same boy is going to be the father of my child. I guess nothing has changed. I stop at the kitchen doorway giving myself a moment to gather my thoughts. I’m scared she’s going to be disappoin
Reclaiming my love- A that supurses time Chapter 27 - Combine
Two weeks later “Come here. I missed you.” Kane says picking me up. I giggle as my legs wrap around his waist. He walks into his house, closing the door behind us. “Two weeks is too long to go without seeing each other. We need to fix that.” He says putting me down in the living room. “Sometimes life happens.” I say and he frowns at my words. I guess he doesn’t agree. “We have to make time for the important stuff and you’re important to me. The two of you are very important to me.” He says placing his hand on my belly. “I guess so.” I say and he leans down to give me a kiss. “Work has been keeping me busy. But I get what you mean. We need to make a conscious effort to see each other.” I say when we break the kiss. He nods and guides me to the sofa. “Speaking of making time. I have a favor to ask.” He says pulling me to him so we can get even closer. I let myself relax into him. I let my body mold into him. I missed being with him, I missed feeling the strength of his body next to
Reclaiming my love- A that supurses time Chapter 28 - Realization
Shalom walks into my bedroom with a towel around her body and nothing else. My cock gets hard at the sight of her soft skin. All I can think about is the feel of her pussy around my… I clear my throat and look away. I don’t know how I’m going to get through this. She’s been complaining about sore muscles and I offered to give a light massage. But now that we’re here I don’t know if this is a good idea. I want to help relieve her pain but I have a feeling it’s going to be at my detriment. After the night she left me in this very room with my heart shattered on the floor, I made a promise to myself. I’m not going to make love to her until I’m sure she’s mine. I need to trust that she won’t run, I want to be sure that she’s sure about her feelings for me. I have too much to lose. My heart can’t take another blow from her, it's holding on by a tiny thread. Granted I made this promise out of hurt and anger. I didn’t account for the fact that she’s the only woman I’ve wanted with all of my
Reclaiming my love- A that supurses time Chapter 29 - Memories
This is awkward is the first thing that pops into my mind when Junior’s mom opens her front door. She looks at me for a second and then she looks at Kane. This is the girl that replaced me once upon a time. I don’t know what the universe is doing right now but I don’t like it. It’s no lie that she hated me in High School. How do I know that this time it will be different? Has she changed? Is she still holding an uncalled-for grudge? “Welcome.” She says opening the door to let us in. I enter first and a huge smile spreads across my face as I walk in. The house is so beautiful and bright. “Wow, your home is so beautiful.” I say looking at her and she gives me an unsure half-smile. I stop smiling immediately. I guess she’s not feeling my vibe. She leads us into her sitting room and I sit on the edge of the seat. I get the feeling I shouldn’t get too comfortable. “Thank you. I appreciate it.” She says looking me straight in the eyes. The stare-down she’s giving me right now takes me bac
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