LOGINNicole's POV
I stared at the test with two lines. I had read enough books to know what they meant, I was pregnant. I was carrying Tate’s child. At first I felt shocked, I couldn’t think straight. I just stared at the test, lost. Then I calmed down as small hope grew inside me, he had always said he would never give me children. But that was before this baby existed, before his own blood was already growing inside me. This child was the heir of South River Pack. This had to change things. I pressed my hand to my stomach, he did not love me, I knew that. But a child was different from a mate. A child was a legacy, Tate cared about duty more than anything. When he sees this baby—his baby—something in him would shift, it had to. And maybe one day, through the child, he would see I was not my father. Maybe he could forgive me, maybe he could even love me a little. I folded the test in a tissue paper, tucked it into my pocket, smoothed my clothes in the mirror, and went to find him. His office door was not fully closed. I heard the voices before I reached it and slowed automatically, years of living in this house had made that reflex completely involuntary. Jonathan's voice first, and then Davis, and then two others I recognised as senior counsel, all of them talking over each other. "The pack is watching, Tate. You need an heir." "The succession line is vulnerable without one. Every allied pack knows it." "The destined bond is the only bond that produces a rightful heir, a child from any other woman cannot legally inherit." "Then you'll wait." Tate's voice cut through all of them. "We've been waiting for three years." That was Jonathan's voice . "She is your fated mate. Whatever your feelings about the situation, the biological fact is" "Don't." Something in Tate's voice changed, into something that made the back of my neck prickle even through the wall. "Don't stand in my office and tell me what she is." "She is a vessel," he said. "If the pack requires an heir and she is the only viable option, then she is a petri dish. That is the beginning and the end of her function here." His voice was very controlled. "What disgusts me is the rest of it. That my child would carry her blood, the blood of the man who killed my father. I am not certain I could look at that child without wanting to" He stopped himself and no one in the room said anything. "The kitchen staff have standing orders," he continued, quieter. "The birth control is in her food daily. That remains, until I have decided how I want to handle this, nothing changes." I froze when I heard that as my hand flew to my chest, all this time they had called me barren. Tracy had mocked me in front of everyone. And it was all Tate’s doing. He had been putting birth control in my food every day without me knowing, and he let his mother humiliate me while he watched. How much evil could one person hold? The most surprising part was how I had still gotten pregnant. The only answer was that the birth control had failed, that had to be it. I stood there for a second, heart pounding, then turned to see Sophia standing in the corridor outside. She saw me and let the contempt show slowly, like she enjoyed it. “Finished playing secretary?” I kept walking as her hand grabbed my arm hard. “I’m not finished.” She leaned closer, eyes narrowing. “What is that?” Her head tilted as her nostrils flared. “You smell.” Her lip curled. “When did you last wash yourself? In fact you reek. What are you hiding, Nicole?” “Nothing,” I whispered. She laughed softly. “Nothing? Your scent is all over the place. Are you sick? Or did you finally manage to open your legs for someone else while Tate wasn’t looking?” I tried to pull away. “Let me go, Sophia.” “Not until you answer.” Her grip tightened. “You think you can walk around smelling like that and no one will notice? If you embarrass this pack tonight, I’ll make sure Tate knows exactly how disgusting you are. Maybe I’ll tell him myself, your little omega pet is rotting from the inside. How does that sound?” My stomach twisted, but I kept my voice steady. “I said excuse me.” Sophia’s smile turned mean. “You always act so quiet and broken, but I see you. Always sneaking around, always watching. If you’re planning something, I’ll find out. And when I do, I won’t be as nice as Tate. I’ll enjoy watching you beg.” She finally let go of my arm and stepped back. Her voice dropped to a cold whisper. “Fix it before the banquet. Scrub yourself raw. Burn those clothes. But if you walk in there smelling like this and shame the South River Pack in front of our guests” She paused, eyes gleaming. “Tate will make you wish you were dead. And I’ll be right there smiling while he does it.”Nicole pov "This, you’re telling me when it's difficult, instead of just""Yes," he says, simply."Why?"He paused for some time then continued. "Because you deserve to know what's happening," he says. "You always did, I just didn't think about what you deserved. That was the problem."The heat moves through me. I breathe, saying nothing, because there’s nothing left to say.Then, my phone buzzes on the shelf.Outside. I have it. Marlon."That's Marlon," I say.From the hallway, I hear him shift again. "I'll wait here," he says.I get up and go to the door, open it with the chain on.Marlon is in the corridor, holding a pharmacy bag. He looks worried but controlled. His eyes flick over me, then past my shoulder, then back."Hey," he says, keeping his voice even. "I have it.""Thank you," I say, reaching through the gap.He doesn't let go of the bag immediately. "Nicole," he says softly. "Let me come in.""I'm fine.""You're not fine, and he" His eyes flick past me again, his jaw tigh
Nicole pov He is quiet. "I don't know how this ends," he says. "I just know you're here and your wolf isn't helping you and I'm not going anywhere."The heat surges through me again. I grip the edge of the counter, white-knuckled, and just try to breathe. I actually believe him—and that’s the exact problem I’ve been dealing with every time he acts like someone different from the person I expect him to be."Even if you’re losing control?" I challenge him, my voice breaking as another wave of heat makes my skin crawl."I can control myself," he says, his voice low and strained.I roll my eyes, half in pain and half in disbelief. "We shall see," I mutter, the words barely coming out as I fight the urge to move toward him."The medication is coming," I say, trying to ground myself. My voice isn't nearly as steady as it was a minute ago.He stays in the doorway. Through the haze of my own desire, I notice him rub his hands over his face, a rough, frustrated gesture to keep himself in chec
Nicole's POVThe first twenty minutes are okay.I sit on the couch with my knees together and my back straight. I hold a glass of cold water with both hands and drink it slowly. Tate sits in the armchair across the room—he found it on his own, without me telling him where to go, and picked the furthest spot the room allows. I finished the water and refilled it. I have nothing to take—no suppressants, nothing in the cabinet that will help with this—So I just sit here, focusing on my breathing and making sure I don’t look at his face."You don't have to stay," I say again. "I know," "I mean it, the medication is coming and I can manage the wait alone.""I know that too," he says, and does not move.I look at him. "You are very stubborn.""Yes," he says simply.I drink my water. The silence settles back in. It’s not comfortable, but it works as I look out the window. "Can I ask you something?" he says."You can ask.""When did it start? The heat. Tonight, I mean."I think about not a
Nicole pov The twins, I think the nursery should be closed by now. The apartment is quiet." His eyes move briefly around the room. "Where are they?" I met his gaze. "With their father," I say. "Marlon has them for a few days. They're spending time with him." Something moves through his expression. It's controlled and quick, then gone. He nods once, slowly—the way you nod when you're accepting information you don't actually believe "Right," he says. "You can check if you'd like," I say, and I hear the edge in my own voice and I don't pull it back. "You can call Marlon and confirm. I'm sure he'd love to hear from you." "I'm not going to call Marlon," he says. "Then stop looking at me like that." "Like what." "Like I'm lying to you." He is quiet for a moment. "I wasn't looking at you like anything." "You were," I say. "You do it and you think I don't notice but I notice everything, I have been noticing everything for weeks." I take a breath. "The children are with Marlon, they
I get my feet back under me and straighten up. He keeps his hand at my elbow—as I look at the corridor ahead and think about the six doors left between here and mine, and the fact that he is now going to see exactly which one I open."You can let go," I say."I will," he says. "When we get to your door.""Tate""Which one is it?"I closed my eyes for one second, arguing right now is pointless and I don’t have such strength so I told him.He walks me to the door without speaking. I unlock it—my hands are steadier than they should be, which I’m counting as a victory—and I push it open. I turn to face him in the doorway."Thank you," I say. "You can go now.""No," he says.I look at him. "I beg your pardon?""I'm not leaving," he says simply. "Not yet.""I am inside my apartment. I have my keys. The door locks from the inside." I hold his gaze. "You can go, Tate.""No," he says again, with total finality. There is something in his face that isn't just stubbornness; "I thought you were de
I close my mouth.The heat moves through me again, deeper this time. I press my free hand flat against my thigh where she cannot see it, breathing through my nose slowly, evenly counting. My voice stays completely steady. To anyone looking at me, nothing has changed."Tell your Dr Carter," Tracy says, settling back, "that I am not impressed. Tell her that if she has charges to make, she should make them. I will be right here waiting." She gestures at the room around her. "And tell her to come out from behind her glass and her machine and say things to my face, like a person with a spine, if she believes she has something to say." A pause. "I gave that woman the benefit of the doubt. Whatever my son said about her work, I thought — fine, perhaps she is doing something useful. And then I find out she is sitting in a back room collecting words like evidence and sending them upstairs." She shakes her head slowly. "A coward dressed up as a professional.""Your results this week are positiv
Nicole's POVThe twins were quiet on the walk home, which with Maple usually meant he was thinking hard about something.It didn't take long."Mummy," he said, tugging my hand, "why did Rosy want that old book anyway? It was really big and boring looking.""It wasn't boring," Rosy said, without loo
The lady in the green dress at the ball gave me a strange sense of déjà vu. I didn't sleep. Every time I closed my eyes I thought about her.The moments our palms touched, I sensed something unusual.But I was sure I didn't know any lady who looked so gorgeous and glamorous as her, she was really i
Nicole's POVThe mask was white porcelain with gold edging, and it covered everything from my forehead to the bridge of my nose. I had added large tortoiseshell glasses below it on the grounds that two layers of disguise were better than one, and Marlon had looked at the combination and said I rese
Nicole's POVI made it to the library in four minutes and forty seconds. I know because I counted them, the way I counted everything when panic was trying to get the upper hand.I did not forget my mask. Even in those four minutes, even with my heart doing something unpleasant in my chest, I stoppe







