Scarlet POV Life sucks.. No! This school sucks. I know my life has always been miserable before I came into this school, but this school is like icing on a cake. When life sucks…. It really fucking sucks. I’ve tasted how miserable life can be, but this.. is what I never expected. I’m miserable to the core. Pretty sure that was me, when I passed by the crowd at the school hallway. I didn’t bother to check what was happening , that would be exposing my ass. I sure did eavesdropped but not that I wanted to.. it was coincidental. “ men are scums” Shit. Did someone discover the letter or am I just overthinking things? God, please no.. Not that I regret writing it.. I had to.. I needed to.. My breathing tightens, nobody would know it’s me anyway. I didn’t write my nam- Wait! I wrote “J” the first letter of my surname. But would that be easily known? Gosh, I shouldn’t have written it..I’m just so used to the habit of writing letters and adding my name at the end of the piece of shit
Scarlet POVIt’s Saturday, at least I will have a peaceful weekend away from school and pushing those words written by the “he” in that letter behind my mind. Mom drove by the school and picked me up.She couldn’t handle the fact that I still have days at school not going on a break anytime soon, the semester is bulky, picking me up and taking me home for the weekend was the best she could think of.She misses me, I miss her like hell. I stared so long at her as she drive, loathing on the fact that my beauty was not from her. She told me I look so much like the man who left us. I had taken his black hair and blue eyes from him.But mom brunette hair and hazel eyes, along with her perfect straight nose are the prettiest I’ve seen. I wish I had taken after her beauty.How awful to have his look , I wish I could tear off this face of mine, so I wouldn’t remind her of Him.Especially when she stares too long at me, it always seem like she wanted to cry. As usual I would always catch up wi
Noah POVI just got out of the bathroom, shoving my tower over my neck when my phone pings on the bed.It pings the second time.Ignoring thinking it’s a random message. I have to be real quick with sliding into a pant and getting dressed for my class. Today, smells like a good one. The guys are having poker game tonight, well I hope it goes well because it’s gonna be damn competitive.And Riva is gonna be present. I might need to summon my wolf tonight, I can’t promise it wouldn’t be bloody and yet…..fun.My phone pings twice.Thrice..Shit who the fuck is that?I slip into my relaxed fit trouser, I grab my phone from the bed.Bella: Hey, back to your senses yet? I know you actually don’t mean the break up.I let out a throaty laugh when I read it. This bitch must be kidding me, she’s the damn reason Scarlet wouldn’t forgive me up till now. Babe, been ignoring me since the last time we spoke.I respect her decision about wanting a distance from me. I sure haven’t had the balls to go
Scarlet POV Aleena dropped me off in school and returned back just like the usual way. Damn it feels kind of strange that I miss this hell of a school just for two days or so. I know. The only thing I missed was going back to the library to find out about another letter from the stranger. It’s weird that I find that rude- asshole fascinating a little bit. Screw me if I deny that the only thing that kept me from going insane back home, was when I thought of his reply throughout the time I pretend to be okay. I reach my hostel, it’s empty. Everyone is back to school. I quickly get into a good outfit and throw my backpack unto my shoulder. The first thing I do when I land in school, was running to the library. The library is empty, it’s unusual that Lucy, the librarian has not resumed yet. Well, I guess that’s a luck on my path because I shouldn’t be in the library at this time. The last time I left another letter, I had purposely kept it in a different place. It’s easier to main
Scarlet POVLucy barged into the library and my breathing ceased. Shit, I whisper as my heart pounds against my chest.She doesn’t seem to noticed me yet. I’m done giving him a perfect reply, between don’t think I wasn’t hard on him because of the tears on my cheek. Rune still deserves an infuriating reply from me, I should act like I’m not touched by his story. But curious at what could be worse than that, my hopes are high, I had to share him one of my problem and I hope it worths him telling me what he withheld from me.I fold the letter back into the book, I put it back on the self where I found it. Lucy still doesn’t noticed me yet, I tiptoe quietly like a criminal to the exit door.Holding my gulp of air to keep the tiniest noise at bay. I successfully come out of the library without being noticed. Thank my fucking star.My phone buzzes with a text from Jane just as I’m about to walk into my class. I have one more class before the end of the day.Jane: We’re hanging out at Noa
Noah POV Damn it! What is wrong with this girl?!Why can’t she see that Bella wants to cause trouble between us? She couldn’t even fucking wait to listen to all I had to say. What is wrong with her? Damn, I’m so fucking mad at the moment. She ran so fast from the villa, they all asked me to stay back and not make things worse. Michael and Jane had to go after her, why I stared fucking worried and pacing about in the room, and as for Bella she felt like a winner of course. God knows how much I hate her already. She couldn’t quit her delivish smirk off her lips, I felt like smashing the life out of her. But no fucking way! She’s damn lucky that she is a girl. Cool guys don’t hurt ladies, and this shit hurts to the core because they get to go scout free after their scandal. I’m already back in my appartment. If I say Jane’s last words before she left the room, didn’t hurt , I’m a fucking asshole that should be sent down to hell. Her words fucking ripped off my heart and my soul. A
Scarlet POV I feel disgusting for crying in front of his best friend, Michael. It’s not bad to cry, I just hate those pitiful glances I get from people when they see me cry. It makes me feel awful. Well, just when I thought there was hope for the two of us because I was already bringing myself to like him, shit it turns out that the asshole is still with her. He was still secretly dating Bella. How could he do this again? Moral lesson; don’t fucking trust any boy. Again, the male gender are scums! I can’t believe I cried myself to sleep, and now my eyes hurts like I got high. “ Hey, you’re awake?” I hear Jane’s voice coming from the window, adjacent to my bed. It’s early in the morning around 6 a.m. I had woken this early because my eyes burns. I glance at her, having nothing to say, I nod. “ Hey, wanna talk now?” She ask in a low calm tone. She kind of feel guilty after what happened yesterday at Michael’s house. I haven’t given her the chance to talk to me since we got home, a
Noah POVI drive into my aunt’s mansion and kill the engine. I don’t get out of the car yet because my emotions are so fucked up. If I go in there right now, I would fucking break down and cry like a baby. I would become a worse crybaby than J...“ Jesus! I’m so fucking sad!” I drag my hair as I hit my head on the steering wheel, not fucking considering if it will hurt. If I had even gotten a deep cut on my head, it wouldn’t hurt like my heart does now.My phone pings a text and I see the sender as I pick it up.Annabel: I know you just got in, you don’t need to come in right away.. I know how you feel boy. Take your time.. No pressure honey.Noah: Aright.I text back being short of words. I don’t know how to feel when I also see her, she’s been crying for long, I know that.I can’t believe this is happening this time, I had to visit Scarlet, I hope she will understand why I couldn’t come to her anymore.I don’t want my best friends to worry about me so I text them personally, as to m